I am soooo busy talking to all my dear people on msn. hehe. =)

messaging babyboo, annoying leo, jx, xinyu, and not getting replies from ian. BAH.

but it's fun. i enjoy talking to myself very much..

in fact, in a conversation with myself today, i decided that i quite like the term babyboo. so from now on till i get sick of it, i shall babyboo cliff!!!! muahahahahaa!!!

babyboo.....

ok. to everyone (yes, i am assuming i am THAT popular) who wishes to date me... I will be back on 5 dec 2006!!!


YUP! and i am spending 3 long months in Singapore! My sunny island!!!

partying, working, and loving.



and although i used this phrase so many times before, i have to use it again because it is so apt.

THE BITCH IS COMING BACK!!!!!!!!!soon...

been reading random blogs, and remembering random bits of the past..

couples i knew that were so happy

i still have pictures of one couple.. meant as a birthday present.. then i got lazy... postponed it till christmas... then next year's birthday... then next year's christmas.. it's been 3 years now.. the stack of photos lie under my dressing table in singapore.. it's time to dump it all... cos there were quite a few happy couples in that picture.. and all of them are no longer.. it really really scares me..

when you witness the start of an amazing relationship, then lose contact and all that's left of the relationship is what you read when you're busy stalking as another faceless identity on the world wide web.. and then one day, the amazing thing is no more..

i hope i don't offend anyone here.. i just regret not being a better friend and not being there when things happen.. i just regret drifting apart.. yes, i always think of you my friends, but i get lazy and i don't contact you as much.. then i lose notion of what's going on in your life.. i apologise to all my friends out there that i have not contacted for a while.. i still love ya!!

how do you know i love ya?? i send you random messages out of the blue!! to remind you that i'm still around and you're not forgotten!!!

and on the relationship part? it's the first time i've been in one for so long.. and stayed happy for equally as long.. and right now, i don't see us falling apart anytime soon. right cliff???

breakups scares me, scar me. whether or not i wanted it in the first place.

i don't like breakups... who does..

1) Put your music player on shuffle
2) Press forward for each question.
3) Use the song title as the answer to the question.
4) NO CHEATING!!!

The questions and my answers:

1) How am I feeling today?
Back to your heart- backstreet boys


2) Where will I get married?
here in my heart-plus one

(whoever they are. I don’t even know how this song got in my nano!!!)

3) What is my best friend's theme song?
I don’t wanna fight- westlife

(HAHAHAHHA!!! Xinds!!! Your song!!!)

4) What is/was high school like?
say goodbye Hollywood-eminem

(once again, I donno how the hell I have this song…. CLIFF!!!!! All your fault!!!!)


5) What is the best thing about me?
gone going- black eye peas

6) How is today going to be?
just lose it-eminem

7) What is in store for this weekend?
we are the champions-green day

(reminds me of xinmin.. GO JAGUAR!!!!!!!!! And as always, go sharma!!!)

8) What song describes my parents?
to the moon and back-savage garden

9) How is my life going?
girl in the mirror-britney spears
(narcissistic bitch, that’s why!)


10) What song will they play at my funeral?
feel-robbie Williams

(talking bout this guy.. brings old memories, and new ones.. and once again, I think this came from Cliff… )


11) How does the world see me?
U + Ur hand- pink

(erm…. Hmmmmm…..)


12) What do my friends really think of me?
heart without a home-westlife

(my heart has a home k!!!)


13) Do people secretly lust after me?
naughty girl-beyonce

(*winkwink*)


14) How can I make myself happy?
all that I am-rob Thomas

(whoever he is..)


15) What should I do with my life?
my happy ending-Avril lavigne

(yes, i think happy endings will be nice.. but no endings even better)


16) Will I ever have children?
pop-‘n sync

(HAHAH!!! Popping them out like a sow!)


17) What is some good advice?
weird world-backstreet boys
(that’s very true…)

18) What do I think my current theme song is:
sway-michael buble

(I love this song!!!!)


19) What does everyone else think my current theme song is:

When I’m gone-eminem

(knn…..)


20) What type of men/women do you like?
role model-eminem

(my kinda role model; smokes, drinks espresso, and reads literature al lat the same time!!! *swoons*!!! The other kind? Well she’s a genius!! She’s perfect in every single thing! The girl you’d wanna bring home to your mama!!! =p loves of my life!)

21) Will you get married?
I have a dream-westlife

(yes.. I have a dream…. Which I hope becomes reality!!!!)


22) What should I do with my love life?
Dirty Diana- Michael jackson
(ooooooooo………… so….. the shower’s not an option???)


24) Where will you live?
easier to run- linkin park

(travel the world in a caravan for a coupla years then settle down and pop babies! Haha!)

25) What will your dying words be?
fall to pieces- avril lavigne

(erm….. no thank you.)

oi!! don't laugh at the old school songs i listen to!! it's called reminiscing!

people who read, have some fun, humour me... do this if you're free!!! =)

Gracie's blog always makes me wanna runaway from hotel school and go do medicine. i wanna be a gynae!!!

and all the medical shows that i love and watch dosen't help either.

maybe one day.. when i am relatively old and married with kids in their teenage years... i will go back to school... maybe medical school... maybe.. just maybe..

for now i will satisfy my urge to help hurt ppl by applying as much first aid (i am a certified first aider!!!) as i can, reading about gracie's life, and watching........

grey's anatomy
all saints

i can't remember the rest but i think there is at least one more!