hee~ hApPi hEll 'o' wEeN!!! my mama birthdae todae... haha.. juz now go meEt her eat... den take home a beEg bEeG bOuquet of sunflowers!! veri nice wor.. but veri heavy also.. hehe.. haiz.. i realised tat i can study on de bus.. i actually realli studied juz now!! i gonna anihow take bus n study liao!!! 5 more daez to eXaMx.....

she sat by de window, waiting anxiously...
glancing out every few minutes or so...
hoping to catch a glimpse of him...
hoping against hope tat he would turn up,
tho deep in her heart she knew he wouldn't...
he never turned up before,
y would he do so now...
yet she sat there,
holding on to de tiny shred of hope,
de tiny shred of hope tat was torn to pieces in the end...
as she knew it would be.....

hmmm... nAn sHuN veRi veRi cUtE!!! hehe.. juz now ask him smile... den he giv a damn cute grin!!! hehehe... haiz... now u noe y i luv my didi so much..... long day todae... hee~ juz now xinyu n me make dinner!! got mushroom & sweetcorn soup, black pepper chicken steak n shepard's pie!! haha.. de shepard pie too bland.. but still edible la... haha... when we pour de potato outta de pot.. got lotsa steam.. den we steam our face n go sqeeze black head!!! hahaha... crazzee sia!! after tat tabao de shepard pie for pn, robin n liuey...
since it was too bland.. den i anihow add salt lor... dey pn n robin damn suay!! bite onto de pie tat got lotsa salt!!! hahahahaha!!! realli funni their faces!! hehe.. den donno y.. i keep luffing... i abit kuku tonite sia!! haha... aftertat... saw yili walk in.. den i rmb tat time 4e5 put a notice on their door specially for her "yili yili de dong xi mian jing".... i luff even more!!!!!!! haha.. den tat pn... aiyo... go pick out all de green beans n eat!! den robin worse!! go place de beans all de way up de handle of de spoon!!! den pn eat till veri jia lat!! bTh!!! tat stupid boi... pinch my cheek somemore i bite u ar!! hehe.. u pinch my cheeks.. i pinch ur fats!!! hahahahaha!!!!!!!*--la-la-la--* bLeAh!! hehehe... but den... all throughout... keep feelin an emptiness in me.....

haiz... gastric pain shld eat... but eat too much... even more pain ar!!!! i'm in agony now... ("_ )

hehe!!! i did it!! its edible!! yum-yum!! go make another one!!!! hehehe...

damn.. bread so hot.. burn my finger!!! *ouch* hopefully its edible... donno how long its been in de fridge...

haiz... haven't been eating properly for de past 3 daex... skip alot of meals... n when i eat... its onli junk food.. donno leh... no mood to eat i guess... juz ate a rasberrt tart... look so soggy.. donno if spoilt not... got a slight tummyache noe... sian... do make hot de bread n eat.....

haiz..... 1 more week to o level... i'm not studying... juz rotting at home... volleyball B div. left for shanghai todae... *scared* hope no more terrorists attacks... going back to sch to study later... hope i actually study... i got no mood at all... damn... gotta have more self-discipline... *bLeAh*

u + mi = history
juz like tat?
all gone?

hey ppl!! aiyo.. veri tired.. dowan to online one... but i got to clear some misunderstanding... de thing posted yesterday was kapok from some website one... don refer to anione in particular... pla don anihow tink n get de wrong idea.. furthermore.. recently.. cos of exam, ppl have loose screw in their head... but mine not loose.. mine allady drop out.. n is all drop out.. so i tok is all crap.. it is unwise to trust wat i saying at this time.. ok!! so.. for de last time.. de thingie don refer to anione in particular... de thingie don refer to anione in particular...de thingie don refer to anione in particular...de thingie don refer to anione in particular...de thingie........................

i don wanna face de sun... y izzit so sunny outside??? i wan rain... i wanna play in de rain!!! i wanna scream... i wanna cry... i donno wats happening... i'm going crazzeeee........... damn... did i go overboard by posting tat yesterday??

Wat is she?
She’s funni, she’s fun, she never shows her moods
She dosen’t flare up, she dosen’t control u…
Her main objective is for u to be happi,
she dosen’t care wat scraps u get into…

wat am i??
a dictator, a tyrant, I want to control u…
I don’t care if u’re upset, as long as things go well for u…
I’m critical, I’m sarcastic, I scold n I nag…
I giv disapproving looks most of de time…

Its no wonder u choose to follow her,
rather den coming wif me…
if I were u,
I’d choose her too…

I don hate her for it,
neither do I hate u…
I juz hate myself ,
for causing all this grief…..

Who am I to control u?
De way u think n de things u do??
I’m juz a nobody afterall,
Juz a passerby in ur life…..

haiz... i finally found my dream jc> ACJC..... its got great facilities, de arts programme is great, wide variety of cca tat i'm interested in..... too bad its a rich ppl sch..... n its too far.... sadx sia!! haiz... its a dream tat wont come true..... hmmm... juz now go wif xy to get de photos we took on de laz dae of sch... VERIVERI NICE!!!! especially got 1> mi, xy, keith n pn one... realli chio sia!! next time post on my webbie den everione can c!!! hehehe!!! haiz... i luv my class so much... but everythings gone now..... we have graduated.... but no matter wat... 4e3' 2oo2 is still de bez class foreva!!! de memories i'll neva forget... de ppl i'll alwaez rmb... I LUV U ALL!!!

hey pEeps... this is de last week of sch... mi feeling melancholic... den juz now was de last PE lesson of de entire sec. sch daez... haiz... tok till like gonna die like tat... but its de truth... imagine... no more playing games wif ur class... we played street bandy juz now... all of us realli put our heart n soul into de game... everytime we score... we juz scream so loudly (especially keith)... u could realli feel de enthusiasiam!!!!!!! it was like The Last Game.... in a way... it is..... haiz.... after todae... everything gonna be study, study n more study... seeing de wae we played juz now actually brought tears to my eyes... i'm an emotional person... n this is de kid of scene tat i find memorable... it was not filmed on tape... but it was recorded in my mind... it was de most invigorating game tat i eva played... one tat i would neva forget... its true... sec4 is de bez yr of ur life... i rmb how much we used to hate mr ang... but now... we noe tat all he did was for our own gd..... he taught us games n he taught us dance... bye mr ang... thanx for de memories... thanx so much...

BOO!! hahahha... haiz... so much thingies happen recently... sick sia!! bth!! but i got a new-found confidant!! hee~ he's such a nice guy!! haha.. but he also veri kelian... my next pestering target... muah-haha-haha!!! bleah~ i hate her!!

haiz.. long time neva online sia!! hehe... last sat go bbq... hmmm... got lotsa scratched on my legs n plaenty of mosquito bites... itchy sia!! but 1 gd thingie... i became closer to my son ( tats wat i feel... donno bout him..) hee~

heheh.. now go hydroponics farm... hee~ den dey giv us free vegetable!! haha... got my favourite kangkong!! ask my mama to cook tomolo!! hee~ haiz... this sat sch organize BBQ for us... my n xinyu, wei ying n chay all going sun tan!! woo-hoo!!! haiz... onli one thingie tat making me sad... his ans was "maybe"... NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm not gonna let dem be together!!! don ask mi why... i juz don like de tot of it!!!