haix... juz cut off all my nails... no more nails left.. fingers look so weird.. but alotta ppl will be happi.. cos i cant scratch dem animore...... haix... sobx..

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tRuE... veRi veRi tRue..... hEe... *bLuSh*

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this iSh sO mUcH tRuEr dEn dE pReviOus oNE.. hEh..

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dE first part is true tho..... de back part is crap..... eeeerrrr... heheh.. i need psycho help.. hehe.... bLeAh...

haiz.. i losing my screws again... i juz bot a pouch juz now.. den i walking ard de hse wearing my duckie jammies n my pouch... hehee... juz now go orchard.. xy go find tat egg head.. den go bugis.. all 3 of us bot puochie!! yeh!! tomolo go chiong again!! haha

er... hehe... nth much.. wait for jeanne veri long todae.. till i bth.. almoz fall aslp.. den go paopao... long time no go liao wor!! haha.. xinyu!! sheryl!! i luv u!!!

there are some things i need to tell u... somethings i wanna ask u... but not now.. its not possible now... maybe next yr.. or afew yrs later.. juz not now aniwae.. afew yrs later when we'll both look back at the past n luff at wat we did.. drop our jaws in shock as we realised things we neva knew.. i was not de onli huachi one hu kept all ur msges.. i juz realised tonite tat u kept mine too... onli diff is tat i've deleted dem.. u have not.. but i can still rmb moz of de content.. de impt parts aniwae... haiz... tings change after de korea trip didn't it.. i tink u're betta of wif her.. u 2 are veri compatible.. believe mi.. there is juz a question tat i wanna ask u.. but tat will have to wait...
donno if i shld luff or cry now.. haha.. sobx....

it was hard to forget.. she once tot de world of him.. he was her everything.. she woke in de morning juz to hear his voice.. actually looked forward to going to sch juz so tat she cld c him.. n even in her dreams... he was alwaez there... she even named her favourite pillow after him.. so tat she cld hug him to slp... she luved him tat much.. den a small mistake occured.. one tat enraged him..... he neva wanted to c her again... he did all he cld to hurt her.. to pay her back for tat tiny mistake she did... tat feeling was like being left to die in de wilderness.. in de desert.. crawling ard, starved n thirsty... fainting from hunger in de middle of nowhere without a soul nearby.. she kept crying his name out loud.. yet all she heard were evil laughters surrounding her... engulfing her... mocking at her... it was altogether too painful... it was like being torn to pieces by scavenging vultures before u were dead.. feeling dem tear ur flesh.. hearing de sickening crunch as their beaks crushed ur bones.....
she cld not bring herself to believe tat he was de one hu wanted to leave her.. she alwaez tried to find excuses for him.. for de things he did to hurt her... cos luv is blind.. she truly luved him.. n she cld not believe tat he was hurting her deliberately....
after him... she neva had de courage to truly let go n luv someone again... she would find herself falling in luv... but restraining herself at a certain stage.. unable to go on.... the trauma of having her heart broken to pieces had neva left her.. n probably neva will...

damn!! forgot to watch ti!! er... juz now go out wif my mama... sorri. i told a white lie.. hehe... ate ponderosa.. veri full.. but veri yum!!

it ain't onli u.. i'm de same too...
we' ve come to a stage where we onli got questions.. but no answers..
these questions are intriguing.. mind-boggling.. seemingly impossible to answer..
but there will come a time when this stage passes..
this awkward stage known to ppl as puberty...

lalala.... now everione noes y i was nervous.. but i'm not nervous animore!! hehe... haiz... juz now go ps watch lord of de ring.. den anihow walk.. so boliao.. but he veri cute!!! hehe... hey sher!! he tried but he failed!!! haha... thanx to wat i learn from xy lor.. my jacket came in handy!! heheh.. but.... haiz.. de feeling is undescribable.. but nth much to tok bout leh.. hehe... so paisei!!

hehe.. juz now go tp wif xinyu n sher.. den after tat we go orchard kia... hehe.. den go meet zhi n ken at ps.. wanted to watch movie but onli front row left so we go bishan watch.. hehee... he veri cute sia!! hehe.... den ken, xy n sher all run away till de movie start.. left de 2 of us.. but also neva tok much leh.. heheh... erm..... den after movie went home.. dey tried to do some spastic thingies... bleAh...... but dey din succeed... hehe.. i feeling nervous now.. but noone noes y n i not gonna tell anyone!!! hahaha... till tml nite... hehehe... lalala

haha.. juz come back from sheryls'... ton there last nite.. den yesterdae go countdown.... haha.. first go meet elson n frenx.. so bengalistic!! hehe... but he n soohui together realli sweet sia.. hehe... ya.. den me, soo,sher,xy,jeanne, jam.wy n chair.. all there together.. after tat we seperate wif soo n chair.. den mi, wy n jam playing wif de spray can thingie.. hehehee.. got a bunch of malay guys gave us a long balloon to play wif.. haha.. after tat met up wif sher n xy den go find pn, sx, ben n zx at lido.. den met soo n el again.. bLeAh.. haha.. weiloon 2time huishan kana paotoh.. world war 3 ar... stupid concave!! huR~ aniwae.. after countdown went to sher hse to play mahjong.. got mi, xy, jeanne n sher's 2 frenz.. kenneth n zhi xiong.. haha.. dey damn funni sia!! spastic... aniwae.. i got wat i wanted.. to noe him.. mUah-haha-haha.....

heheh.... todae so fun!! g4 together again!!! hehe.. den de 4 of us so sexy n hot todae!!! 3 expose midriff... 1 expose back... so saat leh!!! hehe.. den go take some veri chio pix!! i luv u all!!! g4 foreva!!!
::: g4 +0g3+HeR aGa|n :::

hmmm... yesterdae go meet kim.. pass all my books to him.. den later help him go find xmas prezzie... got for kc n robin.. hehe... miss him!! den after tat go weiying hse..wait for xy dey all at de busstop veri long.. den saaw a puppy running in de middle of de road.. wanted to catch it but it kept runing away from me.. den i keep following it n got all drenched cos it was raining heavily... bleah.. n tat stupid blackie sae i stupid!! bLeAh~ i was being kind k!!
hee~ later go to pri sch gathering!! woohoo!! haha... last ntie.. a miracle happened!!! WILSON CALLED MI!!! haha... tat crazzee guy...

hEY PpL... hEhEh!! dA biTcH iS bAcK!!!!! heh... hols quite fun la... but walk alot sia!!! tired!! hehe...went to wonderland!!! wOoOOOooOoot!!!!! sHiok!!! heheh... den receive lotsa msg from ppl... but so suay... cannot reply!! bLeaH... hehe... 23 got pri sch gathering sia!! can go see how everyone change!! hehe.. la-la-la... oOooOoooo!!! i bot lotsa clothes!!!! hehe... finally got my "lu bei zhuang"!! n its onli $12!! heheh... oh ya!! met my cousies!! james a.k.a. mit > 3 yr... alexandra> 1 yr.... veri cute!!! its de first time i seeing alexandra.. heh.. n mit realli veri cute!!! haiz... oOoOOoo.. not forgeting paul.. another cousie.. heheh... hu was so kind to help carry de shopping.. haha... haiz.. missing dem liao... but my feelings to the father still neva change.. he still sux.. hee~ OooOOoo..last but not least.. i missing lotsa ppl when i was there!! dey include xinyu, sheryl, justin, kim yuan, wilson, andy n lots more.. sorri if ur name not mentioned.. hee~

oOooOOoo... juz reach home.. veri tired sia.. onli slp for bout max 5 hr in chalet.. hee.. first dae robin n ben go catch crab..caught 7.. 3 died in de end.. de 2 smallest crab still cant pinch.. so i keep playing wif dem.. called dem da li & xiao li!! heh.. den de biggest crab among dem all is chao da li!! later tat nite... de crabbie we caught were sorta lethargic.. i scared dey die so in the end pull kim go n "fang shen" wif me.. den poke ball de whole nite leh!!! damn tired sia!! n gotta walk such a long way back to de chalet.. bLeAh~ second day go swimming...de water so nice n clean!! not like at pasiris... yuckie!! don like pasiris!! this time de bbq not so nice leh.. abit funni tasting.. hmm... as usual.. everyone fighting for de bed but since veri little ppl were left last nite.. got alot of space to slp in.. hehe.. hmmm.... haiyo.. not enuff slp.. brain not functioning.. my turn to go aus tomolo... sucki...

hmm.. hehe.. bot more sweet todae!! tml going chalet liao.. i wan go suntan!!! muah-haha-haha!!! n i wan go swim.. donno y.. but at de beach or in de water.. i get a familiar sense of home... feels peaceful... hey sheryl!! i miss u already!! hehe...

hey ppl!!! todae ish vincent ng's birthdae!!! woo-hoo!!! this macho yandao was born on 6 dec 1975.. tat makes him 27 years old todae!!! hnmmm... 10 years older den ken!! haha... happi bdae vincent!! big huggies n muackies...

u can hide the pain tat u feel & make others believe u can move on.
but u can never deny the truth in urself, tat the person who failed
& hurt u is still the person u'll alwaez love

its amazing how abruptly u entered my life n how u r gone like the wind without a trace... yet embedded in my heart is the presence of u…

heheh... last nite was nicole's bdae.. den go chalet... haiz... miss dem all so much.. den when i saw carol she hug mi till so tight!! hehe... haiz... 1 yr ago i met M... now.. he & her together for bout 10 mth already... unbelievable rite.. coulnt get me den change target... blEah... haha.. wont forget tat time i accidently stepped on his hand.. den i fell on him... de lights were off... almoz pitch black.. i rmb he siad tat he was resisting de urge to kiss mi at tat moment... he didnt ton wif us... when he was leaving, i was carrying joel.. den he kiss joel goodbye... his lips were so damn close to my face... if i didnt turn my head away.. i wonder if he would have kissed mi too...
this year leh... er... i neva contact him liao... i was msging nd all thru de chalet... den i played wif joel n i use him to suan nd.. i told him i was hugging a veri cute guy n i kissed tat guy.... den tat guy also kiss mi.. haha.. tat cute guy is onli 3 yrs old la.... den at nite go see bapok again... haha... so fun... went home to slp early in de morning den noon go for de job interview.. haha... dey take my pix tat time so funni... front view, den left view, den right view... like criminal like tat....
maybe i shld stop being so serious & start playing around... den i can enjoy life more... when i look back... i cant help but c tat i got so mani regrets...... but... alwaez look on de bright side of life... at least tats wat i tell myself...

when u put a knife into a persons heart & draw it out... it dosent matter how mani times u sae "i'm sorri"... de wound is still there...

hehe... todae go for de dance concert... it was absolutely fabuloso!!! especially de intermediate dancers!!! woooooot!!! veri saat sia!! heheh... now i regret quitting ballet.... haiz.... going join de hiphop lessons at de sch... i'll get my chance to perform soon... i hope... hehe....

haiz... finally got wat i wanted but do i still want it??? did i want it in de first place??? but its juz as well.... things are betta this wae i guess..... more "normal".. as other ppl will sae.. no unhealthy relationships... but mi jealous leh... haiz.....

hmmm.... went out wif tat guy juz now... hehe... funni sia.. he & his 2 fren.. mi & xy & sheryl... heheh... actually buying tickets tat time we were toking... den tat stupid ticket aunty interrupt us & cut short our conversation!!! bLeAh... den after movie we went seperate ways... actually wanted to meet him after tat but he suddenly got something on... nvm... still got chance.. haha..

supposed to be slping now... i'll do my bez... haiz... i'm regreting some things... but den again... i cant turn back time... wats done cannot be undone rite... everything is lost now..... i juz threw a veri precious gem into de deep blue sea... where i'll neva find it again..... ReGrEtx...

hehe.... hehehee.... waiting for tml sia... finally can c tat stupid kuku face liao!! hee...
hey!! wtf??? how come everthing he also noe?? MYOB!! toot u..... bIG mOuTh aLl oF u!!!