life is like an mrt ride... u get on n u sit down... many ppl get on n off de mrt... some are pleasant to look at.. some make u wanna puke.. some make u stare wif curiousity n some make u wanna slap dem... some leave an impact in ur mind.. but most faces are blurry n undefined... at some point of de ride... it will be ur turn to get off.... but de mrt will go on n on..........

aRgh... fAce iSh pEeLiNG!!!

I am ... to others... by Umi
To others, you are one ray of hope and a great buddy to have, but you really can get stubborn at times.

yep... all thanx to banana boat "ALOE"... my pain has subsided alot... met butter, jam n margerine for lunch at country manna todae... den went to srcc to use toilet... went bowling.... den went back to country manna to eat again.... haha... went town wif butter n walk ard... hehe... painful dae... hee~

hmm.. either de pain going away.. or i'm getting immune.... muah-haha-haha.......

i cant stand it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its burning like fire!!!!!!!!!!!neVA evaeva gonna get sunburn again!!!

aiyo.... woke at 9 todae.. (sO eArLi!!!!!) wait for sher n xy to come den finish making de sandwich... took cab down to tiong bahru to meet chay n weiying... haha.. den took bus to sentosa!!!! got off at sunset bay bout 12++ den we tan n tan n tan till 4++.....
kaoz... saw 2 stingray-like thingies(wif a hard shell!!) fucking near de shore.. eh.. bout 20cm wide?? n 30++cm long..... at first onli saw one... den we threw a rock at it twice.. it still din move.. after awhile.. den it move.. so we follow it to c where it would go... it disappeared into deeper waters so i turn ard.. n i saw another one heading for us!!!!! we faster siam!!! heng i saw it in time!! if not all tio sting!!! den i rmb de thingie sticking out of de sand after de first one left.. n i realised tat there was actually 2.. one on top of de other... confirm ish fucking rite??!!! haha.. so we decided tat de time where it stayed still after we hit it.. it was pulling out(male alwaez on top for animals ma.. hee~) lolx.. sho funni.. but sho scary also!!! got a lady wif her jack russell also tanning there.. her doggie sho cute!!! haha...
we sneak into rasa sentosa swimming pool to rinse de salt water of us.. hahaha... de pool there veri nice!! hee~ but dare not play de slide.. cos we scared attract attention.. hee~ went to bathe den go orchard eat thai again.. reach home bout 10.15..
i look into de mirror n i saw a huge tomato..... (mE!!!) wif onli four white patches on her body.... look so stupid!!! n i'm aching all over now.... but.. it was worthwhile... a veriveri wonderful day!!!

hmmmmm... went to acjc to apply wif xinyu n sheryl todae..... hmm... reach there bout 3... den met zhi after we apply.... hehe... tat stupid sed..... wait do long for him but he dowan go town wif us.. bleah... haha... anyway.... de 4 of us went to eat bk... den drag zhi go shopping for bikini!!! hehehee.. sho funni... after awhile.. xinyu go meet her aunt.. den left me n sheryl.. went to hg pt to buy de sandwich stuff.. maria help us carry!!!! hehehehee!!!! lalala... *mUaCkx* luv u dear!!

dOnt cRy cOs iTs oVeR... sMiLe cos iT aPpEneD...
all tats left of it is in ur memories ger... don tink so much liao...... he may not be yours anymore.. but noone can take away ur memories... de memories of u n him together are yours for de keeping!!

eh.... made muffins den brought downstairs for xinyu juz now... tok for bout an hr wif her n pn.. den went home... arbo my mama kaobe again..... cant stand la... keep saying.. "wat did i do to deserve a daughter like u??" bLEaH~~~ anywae.... sis... don care bout dem... let dem settle their own problems... take care k!!!

yea... juz realise.. i needa start thanking ppl.... to all de tchers who have tot me esp sharma, j-lo, miss tan, mdm ee, hua lao shi, mr tan ph, mrs raj..... i couldnt have done it w/out u ppl..
xinyu.. dui bu qi.... din mean to do wat i did... went home, thot true it n saw de light.. i hope u're happie wherever u go.. n trust me.. u're definitely not de kind who will retain in j1... all de bez wherever u are.. i'm glad tat even for a while.. our paths crossed... n if fate may allow.. maybe we'll decide n enter de same jc... nevertheless... i luv ya lots n lots... u're de person tat can realli read my mind.. thanx so much..... for a wonderful friendship..........

hee~ juz came back from orchard wif xinyu, sheryl n yinsiu... wanted to watch movie but de shows we wanted all full.. so go walkwalk take pix lor.. haha... sho funni... ate so much todae.. went for thai lunch.. den taka for dinner n breeks for supper.. yumyum!!!! hehe.. bot pants... purple pants... haha.. donno if i will eva wear.. lolx.....but i jux feel gd cos i spent money... hee~ went home by mrt.. wanted to go find zhi... budden de moment i reach de busstop, 165 came.. so too bad... heheh....

hmm.... yesterdae com crazzee.... couldnt blog.. couldnt sae thanx.. but don realli feel like thanking anyone yesterdae also.. i also blurblur on wat i did... life seems so hazy... supposed to go orchard chiong.. but din go in de end... so sian.... did nth at all... results... ok la... but noone wanna go ac wif me.. tat sux... suxsuxsux....... maybe going sa wif liuyin.. maybe sheryl also... hope dey wont pang sei me.. congrats to debate!!!

daryl say i look lian now...... = /

eh... went sch todae =< tat freaking maomao catch my hair first thing in de morning!!! bleah!!! anywae.. miss g let us slack during tutorial n denise played de piano..... so nice!!!!!!! hehehee.. i recorded it!! haha... decided not to go to sch anymore except for lit lesson... told my ma n she said ok.. yeh!!! haha... went to meet zhi after tat.. walk ard ps.. bot 4 badges... den went to cine to find xinyu, ken n sed.... daryl n his class were upstairs bowling.. so i went to say hi.. haha... yea.. we bowled too.... got 2 strikes todae.. de first time in my life!!! hahahaa...

hehehe... went to rebond again... feel so gd... ook abit jap now leh.. haha... den went to meet ben at orchard first... saw zhi.. went to sae hi.. met his gd fren n his cousie.. den bring ben go buy beard papa.. hee~ eggie so nice.. treat ben wor!! haha.... met weiying, shimin, pn n sx after tat... go take pix!!!! hahaha..... my fave!! lolx!! hey sx!! i'm glad u found the one.. all de bez n hell take her father!!! hee~

met robin n koh shimin during break todae... miss dem.. haha... met dem again after sch n went to poke ball wif dem, xy, pn at somerset.....its confirm liao... o level results coming out this wed... haix... scary... scared of eng... scared i cant meet my standards... sobx.... anywae... tok to zhi on de wae home.......

erjie.. neva be afraid to face up to ur own feelings.. shuo chu lai zong bi chang zai xin li hao....

erzi... i noe tat i havent been there for u when u needed someone... but i wanna tell u this now.. ni yao jiu da ku yi chang.. jiu zai ye bie xiang le... shi ni de jiu shi ni de.. bu guan fei de duo yuan.. zong you yi tian ye hui hui dao ni shen bian de..... let it go. if it comes back it is yours.. if it dosent it neva was...

de cage door was open but de little bird was apprehensive of flying.. afraid tat once she took flight.. de cage door would close n she would be locked out... neva again able to return to the protected environment where everything was provided for her.... conflicting thots dashed ard her mind like speeding bumper cars... shld she join her frenx outside de cage n live enjoy de freedom n de wilderness?? or stay in her cage where she would be secure n filled wif warmth?? de grass is alwaez greener on de other side...

hmmm.... went out wif xinyu todae... (sorri dear... i seriously din mean to pang sei u again n again....... )bot chairling's prezzie.... dangling start earrings... so chio!! hehe... den eggie treat us to bread papa... haha... sho nice of him yea?? hmm... maybe he trying to suck up to me cos he wanna be my jie fu..... hehehe..... watching michael jackson now... he don seem sho crazzee to me now.... he seems to be someone whjo juz don wanna face up to reality.. someone who don wanna grow up n face de world.. he seems to be trying to hide.. he probably changed his skin colour so as to cut himself off from his past... his terrifying past.... n his home... so big... so beautiful... neverland... his home ish bout de size of singapore.... it has a zoo, a funfair.... its everything tat anyone could wish for... but he muz be so lonely... imagine being de onli occupant of singapore...

lalala... so happie todae!!! went shopping wif my mama n bot lotsa thingies!!! hehe... fruitful dae.. lalala..... oh ya.. before tat went for parents seminar at sp... abel was supposed to go wif his ma.. but he gotta prepare some stuff for his frenx suprise party.. so onli me, my ma n his ma... hehe...

hehe.... skip chinese lesson todae... told de tcher we were going for open hse.. lalala.... den i call xinyu half way.. denise n esther so funni!! ask me go help dem tell de chinese tcher tat we skipping chinse wif reason.. haha.. dey donno how to explain in chinese!! lolx!! hee~ when we were walking outta sch... saw robin!!! i miss him sooooooooo much!!! veriveri long no c him liao!!!!! den me, him n ben go find xinyu den go eat.. after tat dey so hg mall play game (so boliao rite??!!) n me n xinyu go shopping (tats wat i call spending time wisely!! hehe..)... walk ard... saw chairling... hehe~ den walk somemore... go take pix.. saw zhen jia... go eat supper.. saw zhen jia again.... go eat ice cream... den go home... hehe..... haix... i miss everyone so much... 4e3' 2002 foreva n eva!!!

hehe... pon sch todae.... been planning for it like so long liao.. finally took action.. n i din tell my ma.. till evening.. pricked by conscience la.. heng she neva scold!! hehe.. all de lit students in my class pon todae lor!! haha... my class onli left 7 ppl todae!! hahaha....oh ya!! de freaking black woman doc dowan giv us mc lor!! so sick rite??!! anywae.. we wanted to go tp open hse at first.. den lata decided to watch movie instead... haha.. watched "down". its a new horror movie.. juz opened todae... n its damn nice!!! veriveri gd show!!! hahaha!! kinda got abitta sci-fi... hee~ went to poke ball after tat.. den go meet mama for dinner.. => sian... tml got 2 test..... n one ish a maths test!!! bleah~

haha.. juz now got road race.... me, liuyin, peirong n lynnette walk all de way lor.. lolx... n guess wat??? stef finally came to sch after 2 weeks!!! hahaha.... den after tat, me, yanjun n stef change uni.. hehe.. red skirt look nice la.. n jun look so ij-ish!! lolx.. yea.. stayed back for lit den went to meet dem for free seoul garden... kaox... keep eating till i so bloated... den keep toking n luffing, toking n luffing..... bth sia!! haha.... n daryl squeezed lime juice into de yam ice-cream!! so bad rite??!! lololololx.. lalala.... go take pix.. den go home liao... pk pang sei us half-way.. go meet church fren.. den stef's bf came den she also left after tat... => hee~ khay wee so nice!!n his phone also veri nice!! hehe~ *grins evily*

raining all dae todae.. suits my mood>> stormy... i cant believe i was so dumb to take de bus from de wrong side... realli so dumb... i'm gonna stick wif xy n sher from now onwards!! no more venturing out by myself!!! hmm... juz now when going ikea on de bus.. got 2 lian keep staring at me.. den sae wat angmohangmoh one... toot la... den heard one of dem saying "you ji ge yandao jiang wo xiang angmoh leh!!" pls lor.... go look in de mirror!!! we ate de swedish meat ball... yum-yum!! its de first meat ball tat i don find repulsive lor... hehee.. went over to queensway.. saw feifei n co... weiming rebond!! hehe.. lalala... feifei seems to have slimmed down leh.. hee~ xms taf ish damn effective!!

juz reach home... sch sux todae.. as usual.. except for lit lesson which alwaez brightens up de day... tat old maomao told us to stay back after lesson cos we went to de toilet n came to class late..den she ask if we had a conscience... so lame!!! cant stand her!! n its onli pc lor.. kaox.. purposely pick on us!!! anyway.. i read an article todae.. n it said tat if we were to start a gratitude diary n enter 5 things we are grateful for each day.. we will look back at it n be veri pleased wif our life.. so i'm gonna start todae!!!

haiyo.. juz reach home.. my net is coking up again.. as usual... cant stand.... it sux.. met up wif xiao shi n xuelin todae.. cant believe wat xuelin told me... cant believe tat such a thingie happened to my dearest ger.... she neva used to be liddat.. but den again.. ppl change... i juz hope tat she'll come out ok.. juz hope tat she'll be alright...

heee.. reached home bout 11... lalala.. went east coast wif zhi juz now... damn... cycle till my butt so pain!!!! bth... hmmm.... den on de way back.. stopped at eunos... go toilet.. went to eat ice cream.. i lazy to take bus den take cab.. hehee...lalala... had a great day except for buttaches.. n I NEVA FALL OF MY BIKE TODAE!!!! a veri big achievment!! neither did i bang into any thing.. heheheh!! but i suddenly stop la.. den ppl behind almoz bang into me.. lalala... ride behind me for wat.. so stupid!! haha

hee~ v-dae juz over.. got lotsa stuff from my frenz n class ppl... sho sweet... hee~ lotsa chocolate.. gonna get veriveri fat!! lolx!! anywae.. a veri big thankies to u all... n congrats to de senior debate team who won de 1st round todae... lets hope de next round goes well too!! ganbatte!! went to meet xinyu n sheryl after tat.. saw wilson den i poke him.. went to look for yuan lin while waiting for xy n sher.. den when we were walking to heeren.. saw yeehui.. forgot to wish her happi b-dae.. haha.. oh ya.. happie sensational seventeen to my dearest bitch ayu n to yee hui.. ya.. den chris pass me de pix of de cute little punk we saw on cny.. onli 3 yr old so shuai liao.. next time will be a heart-breaker sia!! hehe... take care ppl!!
hey boi!! thanx so much n happi v-dae!! luv u!!

which francesca lia block girl are you?

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lolx... wanted to go home early today.. then ben called pn during gp..den our gp relief tcher got date so he ask if we wanted to go off earli (eat snake!!).. den met ben n apple lor.. dey came inside de canteen to wait for us. dh join us cos she was going to apple hse to help him wif some stuff.. end up all go apple hse to make sushi n cookies.. haha.. reach home bout 10.30.. took cab.. haha... sian la.. no bus.. hee~ de cookies.. not bad la.. for first attempt.. hehe..
happi valentines dae to all!!!

Have you even been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so
vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it
means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all
these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so
nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any
other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them
a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one
day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your
own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you
out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like
"maybe we should just be friends" or "how very perceptive" turns
into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts.
Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a
>soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart
pain. I hate love. -Alisa Perne

yep... true.. veri true....

sometimes.. she makes me feel under-appreciated.....

which stereotype are you?

haha... cant tok now... my face is green... cos i got mask... budden hor... juz now sneeze... haha.. den all crumble liao!! lolx..

haiz.. i todae so guai.. went home earli... den bot dinner... spent $11 on ribs... hehehehe... not bad la.. quite nice.. heheh... juz now break tat time go heartland mall.. den left there at 2.55.. we scared late so take cab. haha.. onli $ 2.50... so funni... take cab all de way up to sch.. noneed walk!! haha... so fun!! gonna try it more often!!

eh... xinyu n jeanne came by juz now.... toktok abit den went to paopao... yuan lin was there... companying her dear... den we play daidee for awhile n her dear joined us for blackjack.. hehe.... miss tat ger sia... next time go orchard muz go find her!! hehehe... enjoy working wor!! lolx... shuddup!!!

they sae that singapore is a harmonious country.. that people live in peace.. there is social discord.. no social discord.. but i feel that what those people see are only on the surface.. if u look... realli look.... like i have... u will notice someting... through my eyes.. i realise that we are divided into 2 de english society n the chinese society.

naturally.. the eng society are considered to be more "high-class". their version of gangsters are called punks. these punks are seen as cool and "in" . the chinese version of gangsters are known as the bengs and lians. (even the name sounds more low-class) most people, me included, see them to be an immatured n uneducated bunch of ppl who try to act like they own the world. wait a minute... am i actually criticising the ppl who i once associated with??? whats happening to me?????

my family background is english. i speak english at home. but ever since i entered primary school.. my main medium has switched to chinese. all my friends have a chinese background n they all speak chinese. my secondary school used to be a chinese school. even our sch song is in chinese. the bengs n the lians were the popular ones in the school! i was juz like one of them before... adopting "god-bro" n "god-sis"... all my ex were part of the gang.. or acted like part of the gang anyway...

all of a sudden.. it seems like i'm trying to hide my past. i seldom tok to dem anymore.. i seldom speak chinese. sometimes.. i'm at a loss for topics when i do speak to them.. there is suddenly this huge gap... tats drifting further n further.... even the ppl i hang out with are different.

all of a sudden, i feel different. i guess something in me died as 2002 faded away... sometimes.. i don even know what to say when i'm wif my son... de very same person who was in the same class as me for 4 years.. this being de start of the fifth...... is it the language barrier?? the seperation between the english n the chinese societies???

wat am i? or rather.. who am i? the eng, or the chin?? i guess i'm stuck in the middle.. but sometimes.. i juz speak chin without even realising it.... is that my true calling?? or was i born an eng?? i dont know... i really dont know.. is this really what i'm feeling now?? or is it pessimism arising from pms?? whatever it is.. there are only 2 sentences to describe it.. only one is right. pick one.

1. chao - ahlian trying to pose as miss universe
2. miss universe reappearing from behind the chao - ahlian mask

i guess it all boils down to one answer. i'm a confused girl facing the first crossroads of my life. the point is which road to take.....

pon todae.... all de doc i c so nice.. he offer me extra mc.. too bad tml noneed go sch.... hehe.... den i complain bout srjc to him!! haha.. he also from acjc last time leh!! 14 yrs ago!! hahaha... went to meet xinyu after tat... yeH!!! i bot my dress!!!! haha... so nu ren wei!! lolx!! too bad.. no black.. so i took purple... hee~ ya.. den xy got meet her aunt.. i go find my mama... bot another top.. (yEsH!! goT black!!! hahaha!! ) n nailpolish!! nicenice weird colour!! i like!! lolx... on de way back rite.. saw these indian twins.. 2 gerger.. bout 7 or 8 i tink.. my ma made a funni face at one of dem.. den dey toktok.. stare at my ma.. den i glare back.. toopid blackies!! one of dem tried to diao me.. i diao back... in a damn xialan way (as usual rite.. haha). den both of dem keep looking my way.. i dowan look back!! hahaha... toopid thingies... wait i pokey ur red button ar!!! hUr~ dOn fOoL wiF mE.. i'M a qUaLiFiEd RaCiSt!!!

do eyelashes grow back after dey drop?? how long do dey take???? look funni now....

hmm... drawing on my hp now... hehe... fUn* hehe... tried so many times.. still look abit weird.. nvm... i liek can liao!! haha... lalala.... so fun... waiting to draw on sheryl's phone!!! *hinthint*

hmmmmm... so which am i?? abit of both?? maybe...... tink so........

-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


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-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to
stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much
Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally
charged. You definitely love the person you're
with, and always want to know how they're
feeling so you can make sure they're happy.


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-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


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pure


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you hate it. but what can do you, just complain?
it doesn't matter, just as long as you get an
A, you need to get into college.


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some things are hard to sae out.. n if i realli sae out.. replies will be... its liddat la.. i last time also liddat.. now also no prob ma... but diff ppl got siff feelings.... rite.....
*dazed n confused n lost*

lolololx!!! todae go watch They wif some of my class ppl... so funni... i watch.. i scream.. den i luff.. hehehe... after tat go walkwalk... den go take pix wif dem.. hehe... after tat go meet zhi n xy... donno do wat den take cabbie go find sheryl at chompchomp... so long neva c her!!! i miss her so much!!!! after eating.. we WALK home!!! hehe.. so guai rite??!! lolx.. healthy sia!! haha.. keep toking n luffing all de way... feel so gd... feel like before.. when all so carefree n childish.. have things changed?? i tink dey have.. some things have changed anyway....
to my dearest da jie, er jie, san jie..... "as we go on.. we remember.. all de times we... had together.......... n as our lives change.. come wateva.. we will still be... frenx foreva........." luv u ppl so veriveri much... i neva wan us to part!! g4 foreva!! dong gan chao ren rox de worLd!!!

hee~ juz now go watch shanghai knights wif zhi... veriveri funni !!!!! hehe... den keep luffing.. haha... jackie chan ish damn sAat!! n even tho i don like fann... i have to admit she was not bad in de show.. haha.. her hair so long so straight so sleek... damn chio sia!! hmmm... oh ya.. de cold storage pizza not nice.. next time eat de chicken breast instead.. hehe.. yea.. den after tat go orchard walkwalk.. so quiet... hee~ walk walk liao.. my mama called.. den i ta bao bk for my ma.. sHo GuAi !!! heheh.. reached home bout 11.30.. haha... btw... do u noe de show little lulu?? i juz realised tat it rhymes wif stupid kuku!!! lololololx!!

she was lying in bed.. half aslp..or maybe she was actually awake.. but trying to tell herself tat she was aslp.. lying to herself again.. she heard voices.. quarreling... again.. she couldn't stand it.. it was like going back in the past.. ppl quarreling n she hiding.. tots reverberated in her mind till she finally fell into a deep slp...... trying to lie to herself.. telling herself de voices were part of her dream.. tat noone was quarreling.. tat todae was not chinese new year.....

oKie.. officialy chinese new year.. haha... i forgot to sae.. shu yin got best speaker for both debates held last wednesdae.. WELL DONE MAN!!! u did de xinmin debating team proud!! continue to strive wor.. too bad i wont have de chance to compete wif u.. de tcher neva submit our class names for de debate la.. sigH.. but in a way.. i'm also sick of debate la.. hehe... anyway.. 3 cheers for sharma.. shuyin n xm debate team!!! hiphip hurray!!!!

wahaha... such a glutton!! i was de first to start eating.. n when everyone finish eating n left de table... i was STILL eating.. haha... but so hiok!! hehehe... den i help to wash de dishes wor!! sho guai!! haha... yea.. den play wif my aints hp.. she show me a ytellow pix msg.. but donno y.. when try to send cant receive.. sobx.. hehehee... i wearing new jammies now!! yeh!!! haha... abit tou ming la.. hehe.. hmmm... ate so much juz now la.. oh ya.. gave my toesies a new coat of paint.. hehe
happy new year ppl!!!

yumyum!! pineapple tart also veri nice!! hee~ but i prefer it w/out de tart leh.. hehe

lolx... yeh!! tml chinese new year liao!! go gramma house n create havoc!! haha...eating chocolate coated raisins now.. yumyum!! hehe.. tat sleepy head fell aslp on de bus n missed his stop!! lolx... blur sia... haha.. poor daryl.. got some throat wirus thingie... take care n drink lotsa water di !!!

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hmmm.. haha.. feel so slack.. but got cheena hmwk.. sian.. de stupid clotheshanger so kb sia.. bth...

dArn.. juz finish de freaking cheena compo.. so kuku!!! kaox.. i tok cok tok till no more cok left ar!! bleah..... so sian... n tat freaking ct ask for mc.. haha.. my ma write letter la.. bleah.....so sian.. got sch tml.. bth!!! i wanna go work leh.. at least go work noneed wear sch u... den can wear slippers.. hehe..

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It's really not polite to NOT invite your 13th fairy godmother, Sleeping Beauty. Seriously, it's all your parents fault, you were wayy too young to know better. Throw a temper tantrum. They cost you your best years of life. They say you aren't old.. the wrinkles are coming, hon

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you are "the heroine", you kick ass chick you. if you're a guy and you got this, buff up a little hey?

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You are the fairy of dreams. You live in the stars and awake in imagination, dreamings what you do.

haix.. sho sian.. bluff me again.... haix... i knew it.. ask me go there carry shopping.. get kb at.. bLeAh.....new year shop ur head la.. don fren u...

went out wif xinyu n sheryl todae.. den met up wif zhi after tat.. haha.. drag him go shopping wif us.. den met ken after tat.. he going watch movie wif his class so we tag along go watch also.. haha... watched 8 miles... onli liked de rap parts.. n his ass.. hahal..lolx.. hehe.. saw so many ppl todae.. saw he li, beverly, linda n her freddy, shufen... den after de movie kim saw me den he call me.. so funni.. hehe.... he also went to watch 8 miles wif his *toot* hehehe.... haha.. had a great time todae... thanx xinyu n sheryl!!! thanx!! lets end this shit here. fcuk u n have a nice day....... heheheee...

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What type of fairy are you? (for girls, sorry guys!)
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You are a Fairy of the Wind! You are rarely seen because your beautiful white and silver attire blends in with the clouds. You are the shyest of the fairies and your are more mysterious and more of a loner. Your best animal friends are birds. You like to fly with the birds and sing with them too.

went back to xinmin todae to celebrate kim's b-dae.. wanted to watch de vball match but we were too late.. went to meet zhi, ken, tat gang la.. had so much fun.. met a new ger.. stacy.. from rgs.. so funkyfunky!! hehehe... watched white oleander.. de ger so chio!! haha.. haix.. but we left dem earli.. ( i totally regret tat now!! i miss him soooo much!!! ) to meet a bunch of ungrateful bastards who don keep promises!! kaox.. call us out.. i sacrifice time wif him for dem!! n wat appens when we get there!! dey are wif another bunch of gers at a table tats too full to put more ppl in!! fcuking hypocrites.. "we trying to make dem go away".. like real!! if u were u wont be having so much fun. luffing n joking ard wif dem!! @!#$%^&*() !!!!!!
thanx justin.. in a way.. u saved my day.. u stopped me from going to bed pissed off.. thanx for de compliment.. luv ya!!

happi b-dae to u...happi b-dae to u...happi b-dae to kim yuan..............happi b-dae to u!!!!!!!!!!
haha... tho already got 8 ppl msg u.. i tink i'm de first to put it in blog!! hahah... anyway.. thanx for FINALLY telling me... take care n have a wonderful year ahead.. don slack so much tat u cant catch up in de end.. don work so hard tat u get a nervous break down... i hope tat all ur wishes come true n if one dae.. u find urself standing alone.. jux turn ard.. i'll be there to catch u if u fall... (tats if u eva need me but i doubt so wif all de other impt ppl u have ard u.....) its de tot tat counts anyway.. rite.....

You are white. You are pure, but what also comes with that, is the ability to be manipulated and to manipulate. You cannot change or be changed, you really have no idenity, you just do what is necessary. You are completely pure, and no amount of lust that you act on can tarnish you because lust is NOT you. You are seperate from the real world, you create you own. Unfortunately, that world is terribly lonley...

What inner color are you?

hehehe..... maomao took de stage todae... everyone cheered at de end of her lecture!! so siasuay!! haha... serve her rite!!! heyheyhey! i juz saw a rainbow!! *squeeze eyes tightly shut* hee~ juz made a wish!! hehe... i luv u all ppl!!!!!

aiyo... finish so early todae... feel so good!!! haha.. my cca machiam finish de earliest lor.. heh... go there.. shoot shoot abit... sit down tok cok wif kiwi, lemon, starfruit, yanjun n daryl.. den play somemore.. dey shot at coins... den can go liao.. so slack!! so shiok!! when we came outta de air rifle range.. saw de odac ppl... aiyo... running ard de track!!! poor ppl... hahaha... thank god we din join!! hehehe... ya.. den de bball also.... training so tough.. haha.. we shouted for pk at de busstop.. he turn.. look at us n we wave.. haha.. so funni.. poor ppl.. stuck under de hot sun while we go food court eat dessert!! hahah... air rifle rox sia.. tho i muz admit.. no challenge la.. haha..

feel so nice todae... walking ard in far east tat time got one shurunken old lady ask us for help.. she grab hold of my hand as support.. den we pei her go 2nd n 4th storey to run some errands.. she was so shrnked n hunched back.. i realli felt sorri for her.. at de same time. her grip on my wrist was so tight tat my hand felt numb.. so pain.. but nevertheless.. i know tat i did something good todae.. hu noes.. i might need tat help one day......

hahaha... so long neva c xinyu n sheryl liao.. todae finally c dem!! hehe... go coffee bean den keep on toking n toking!! heh... juz now go out wif my class to eat during free period.. de dm so kb... interrogate us first!! bleah..... hehe.. den when i came back.. saw daryl slping on de bench in de canteen.. went to poke him n he almoz fell onto de floor... haha... lolx.. slp somemore la.. slpy head.. heh... poking ppl ish so fun!! *grins evily*

A different quiz, what strange type of person are you?
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You're bubbly! Life doesn't get you down, or if it does, not for long! If your friends need cheering up, you're right there for them!

""Which cocktail are you?""
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You're a tequila sunrise, tequila, orange juice and a grenadine sunrise. One of the most popular cocktails your friends mean the world to you and you're always eager to entertain them. You're playful, musical and always surrounded by people

What's YOUR Writing Style?
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You are a descriptive writer. An avid reader of Robert Frost, perhaps, you LOVE to use flowery words and use the paper and pen as your canvas and paintbrush. You prefer to paint a mental image rather than simply toy around with people's minds. A very inspired person, you love to be in nature and usually are a very outdoorsy type of person. A writer with a natural green thumb, perhaps?

Why Will You Go To Hell?
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You don't belong in Hell. Sorry.

...You probably fucking lied or cheated. Fucker.

What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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Goddess of the Moon. Beauty, yet a sadness lurks about you at times. But hey, pain is beauty, right?

What Type Of Anime Character Are You?
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You're A School Girl! You may not get the best grades, but you'll always be found sporting your sleek school uniform. You've got school spirit, and lots of it! Pocket PCs and Pocky can be found in your backpack, and you love cute stuffed animals like teddy bears and bunnies!

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hmmm..... juz help my mama mop de floor... feeling veri virteous now.. hehe... reached home bout 12.30 last nite.. steph's dad drove me n pk home.. hehe.. went for my og gathering yesterdae... for us it was quite fun lor.. but i tink some found it sian.. hehe.. met dem at paya lebar.. den took bus to parkway.. leonard treat us icecream wor!! heheh... thanx!! reached east coast by cab.. den we started de fire.. heheh... we veri li hai wor!! de gergers also noe how to start fire leh!! hehe... den touch de charcoal liao.. hand blackblack.. so i painted daryl's face black also!! hehehe... he looks so gd wif a black face!! after tat went to play beach vball.. mostly juz stand there zhuo bo.. at first got mi, yanjun, christine.. n some i donno who playing.. den lata de guys join us.. damn.... tat daryl blacken my face this time!! hehe.. once, de ball went into de water.. den floated way out.. almoz 7 guys act spiderman to get de ball back!! haha.. funni sia!! climbing along de rocks.. heh.. after we ate.. ran ard doing crazzee stuff.. den steph n pk got water bombs out.. me, yanjun n leonard went to hide.. hide so long till dey finally found us.. tried to run but to no avail... damn.. got so freaking wet!! haha.. ya.. den got de shop uncle hor.. so weird!! so scary!! keep giving us free things!! free coloured hairspray (we sprayed all de guys hair purple n gold!! lolx!), de foam thingie.. den lata when there were less ppl.. he even gave us free beer!! (I neva drink!! I don drink!! So guai! *winkwink*)kaox!! den he wanted to exchange no. wif dem!! thank god dey took his took his no. but din msg him their no.!! siao teko!! aiya.. den tat daryl.. bth him!! b4 we left de uncle gave a tiger.. i told him not to take u noe wat he did?? he ask de uncle if he can change it for heineken!! wah... bth!!! anywae.. we walk for quite some time den steph's dad picked us up.. anywae.. thanx everyone!! great nite!! hope de pix turn out nice!! hehehe oh ya!! tat pk ar!! take pix tat time got tat stupid lopsided smile on his face.. tink he model ar??!! act macho ar!! hehehe.....

i hate eating left over!! how many times do i have to sae it?? i hate it i hate it i hate it!!! ungrateful?? ungrateful??? like u are so gd urself!! i hate de things u sae to me!! i hate de way u alwaez wei nan m!! i hate u too!! n i hate u for bringing me into this world!!! i hate my life!!!

kaoz... all empty tok as alwaez... can i have a HOMECOOKED dinne????? i hate empty tok

hehe.. juz tok to him... but onli tok awhile den tat stupid kuku sae he wan go slp.. still complain bout me so much... bLeAh.... hUr~ anywae.. onli when i tok to him i realise how much i miss de old daex.. but as dey sae.. wang shi zhi neng hui wei.... kor!!! take care!! i miss u lots!!! heheh... at least i tried...

de ger who used to pluck white hair for u is still here... she will alwaez be there.. all u need to do is to call... its not easy keeping in contact wif someone tat is hard to contact... wheneva she goes online.. she will look forward to toking to u.. telling u wats appening in her life lately.. but there is alwaez tat (away) behind ur msn nick.. she neva forgot u n neva will.. cos in her heart.. u are her one n onli kor.. a veri close fren who was alwaez there for her.. luffing wif her when she was happi.. listening when she needed someone to tok to.. quarreling when both of u were in "tat" kind of mood.. juz enjoying each others company... de frenship blossomed in de one year spent in de same class... things may have changed now... different situations.. different time.. different place.. but de person u once knew is still de same.. all u have to do is call.. all u have to do is ask.. n i promise u.. de ger who used to pluck white hair for u will be there for u whereva u are.. in a way... u n her are so much further den b4.. but once u 2 start opening up again... u will realise tat nth realli changed.. at least.. tat is wat she feels.. u will alwaez be a part of her life.. thank you...

been vomiting since last nite 1++ to todae evening 5.30 liddat.. power sia!! haha...so erxin... felt feverish last nite.. den slp half way.. feel so weird.. scared will vomit.. so i zhun bei de rubbish bin... true enuff.. i started vomiting... all thru de nite sia.. den bout morning 5 liddat.. started diarrhoea also... bth!! my aunt came ard 11 liddat bring me go c doc.. c liao take de medicine.. den vomit again.. haix... den i feel so lethargic.. once i sit down somewhere i don feel like moving again... haha... heng i take one more day mc from de doc!! regret not taking more!! hehe... btw.. thanx son, zhixiong, xinyu n sheryl!! *mUaCkx*

haiyo... tat xinyu ar.... eat so mani flower ar!!! got timothy, ken, ah yong, ah wei, lalit, eugene sutando, jialiang, naeem, shane, edward, stacy..... bth her ar!!! all race n religion also have ar!! but she look so smliley... haha... crazy ger.... still dare sae me... i not as crazy as her ar.. *winkwink* hee~ hmmmm... met up wif xy n sher after sch todae... den anihow walk... heheh... den walk home from heartland mall after tat.. hee...

haha.. juz reach home... my phone so fun!! haha... go buy shoe wif him todae... haix.... guys buy things so fast one... not like gers... hehe.. hmmm.... den eat de dumpling... quite nice leh... i like de chilli!! haha.. den after tat go meet xy, sher, ken n sed.. got to de busstop juz in time.. den it started pouring down heavily... haha... went to lot1 watch infernal affairs... not bad la... hee~ anyway... ur gdnite kiss is here.. mUaCkx!! hahaha

haha... juz now cross by de lights.. den i'm de onli one crossing... so fun!! all de cars stop juz for mi!! den i purposely walk veri slow!!! heheh... so evil!!! btw... sl sux!!! tat freaking black face!!! tink he so great ar... juz someone i dumped onli!!! sucker!!! bLeAh!!
oOpx... i'm so mean.... sorri.. hee~