uh... maths: dieded.

econs: dying.(hope can resuscitate)

squash: hopes for the best

you: i'm praying hard


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sheesh.. wth man.. mom cleared my mess.. n in de process, made everything so neat i cant find a single thing... which includes my maths notes.. n coincidentally, maths test tmr... YEH!!! i have de perfect excuse to flunk.. lolx.... cant study.. so i shall go start imagining stuff again.. heh.... make myself happeeeeeee!!!!!!


sorry koi, its not tat i don like u.. (then again, sometimes i really hate u..) it's just tat my notes are missing.. my mom stuffed them somewhere- i know not where.. hahahaa... but really, u shldnt make me clean de whiteboard on the very same day u pointed me out n gave me all that shit talk. (but then again, its alwaex me u're nagging at these days.. so i'll know its me anw..) yea.. be nice to me. or i'll hunt down ur son n give him hell. i know where he is!!! ok. be nice. i am nice. =>



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was thinking of deleting this blog.. den decided not too.. its been with me for so long... cant bear to part with it.. but i wont be bloggin much tho.. got block tests next week.. right after the hols.. how annoying.. sigh... life's pretty sucky now.. xinyu knows y.. thanx for being there dear.. if only i could turn back time.. i'd make sure nth goes wrong.. not anymore.. i cant afford to lose it...

today. me, xinyu, weiying n esta were paid $2 to take neoprints!!!!! lolx..... someone earlier had put $3 in.. so i got dem to come out wif another dollar... put it in.... n guess wat?? it got stuck!!!! so we kept slamming de eject button n suddenly.. 3 gold coins dropped out!!!!! lololx.... put one more into de machine.. n kept de other 2... interesting day!!! hehee.. lalalaa......................lurve u girls so much!! hehe... *muackies foreva*
oh.. n xinyu has my teeth mark on her right arm... heh.... i lurve tat girl to bits!!! hehe... she rox!!!! hear tat sweetie?? U ROCK!!! n anyone who crosses ur path will hafta face de wrath of all of us!! specially me!! *winkx*

was looking for de stupid lit journal.. guess where i found it??? under my dustbin. SEE!! even my dustbin noes tat thing is trash......

the rainbow.. so lovely.. glorious.. wonderful.. juz losing myself in the beauty.. den de storm had to ruin it. but thankfully, storms don last.. de sun came out soon enough..

tats life..

lalalalaaaa......... the fish seemed nice today. but i still don have de mood to do his work.. so juz too bad for him. i don have de fucking mood to do any work at all. so screwed.

"the kris was plunged right into the flesh n twisted till the flesh mangled. the weapon then was dragged to a clean spot n once again plunged deep in. she bit her lips n writhed in agony, overwhelmed by physical torture n emotion pain. she dropped to her knees, clutching her wounds, silver tears filling her eyes.. i had neva seen the princess bow so low. "

shld be 37 weeks left if i'm not wrong....

juz gave my aunt a shock yesterday... lolx.... but she hasnt replied my email.... tink she's still in shock.... saw quite a no. of familiar faces at de mrt juz now... hmmm..... lalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........... i reallyreally dont want sch to start!!!!!

Girlfriends bring you chicken curry and scrub your bathroom when you need
help.


Girlfriends keep your children and keep your secrets.


Girlfriends give advice when you ask for it. Sometimes you take it,
sometimes you don't.


Girlfriends don't always tell you that you're right, but they're usually
honest.


Girlfriends still love you, even when they don't agree with your choices.


Girlfriends laugh with you, and you don't need canned jokes to start the
laughter.


Girlfriends pull you out of jams.


Girlfriends help you get out of bad relationships.


Girlfriends help you look for a new apartment, help you pack, and help you
move.


Girlfriends will give a party for your son or daughter when they get
married or have a baby, in whichever order that comes!


Girlfriends are there for you, in an instant and when the hard times come.


Girlfriends will drive through blizzards, rainstorms, hail, heat, and gloom
of night to get to you when your hour of need is desperate.


Girlfriends listen when you lose a job or a friend.


Girlfriends listen when your children break your heart.


Girlfriends listen when your parents' minds and bodies fail.


Girlfriends cry with you when someone you loved dies.


Girlfriends support you when the men in your life let you down.


Girlfriends help you pick up the pieces when men pack up and go.


Girlfriends rejoice at what makes you happy, and are ready to go out and
kill what makes you unhappy.


Times passes.


Life happens.


Distance separates.


Children grow up.


Love waxes and wanes.


Hearts break.


Careers end.


Jobs come and go.


Parents die.


Colleagues forget favours.


Men don't call when they say they will.


BUT girlfriends are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are
between you. A girlfriend is never farther away than needing her can reach.
When you have to walk that lonesome valley, and you have to walk it for
yourself, your girlfriends will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on,
praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting
with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the
rules and walk beside you. Or come in and carry you out.

havent been online for a long time.. koi sux.. seriously sux... sux like hell.... bloody hypocrite. maths is ok.. but the maths tcher sux. econs sux.. but de econs tcher is ok.. irony. n the invention of love is seriously boring.. i don get it at all.. sigh... 38 weeks left

You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.


What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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who wears spag top, surf shorts n beach apparel n STILL gets into sos FOC???? *points finger at xinyu*... lolx... great achievement man!!!! haha..... crazy girl....

hahahhaa.... went out wif sr og... CYGNUS ROX!!!! n we saw de cygnus constellation... one star was missing tho... stupid pk.. as usual..... lolx.... missed called him a million times! hahaha.. even called his gf.. SORRY!!!! well.. went shopping at giant.. den went to picnic at eastcoast.. played stupid games... craked stupid jokes.. but it was fun juz seeing dem again.... hehhehe...

left after midnight wif stef.... went down to sos to meet de girls... xinyu was so HOT!!!!! hahahhaaa... so was sheryl... n linda... rite dearies??!!! *winkx*.. haha... lurve sos man!!! outta every single place.. still like sos de best.. china black is next.. heh.... sheesh... no more clubbing!!! study time!!!! hahahaa....

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! may 2004 allow ur dreams to come true!! (xin xiang shi chen) work hard to achieve ur goals!!

Which Guilty Gear X character are you?

christmas eve was splendificious!!!! hahaha... I FINALLY MET KEN CHUA!!!! MY CRUSH FOR LIKE 1 MILLION YEARS!!!!!!!!!!yes!! i ran to a deserted corner n screamed!!! hahaha... he was so fucking cute!!!! i don care!! *pouts* i tink he's cute!!! n he talked to me!! ME!!!! lololx..... he said,"'cuse me is this seat taken??" "no.."... den he took away de chair!! lololx..... okok.. i noe i'm lame... but hello??? gimme a break! i've had a crush on him since foreva!!! hahahaa... n i saw him!!! outside sos... lolx... den when i was inside.... he was there too!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! so bloody cute!!! lolx...... but he's damn skinny... haha... but i don care.. i once said this, "de earth is round.. i'll meet him some day.." n i did!! i really did!!! his eyes are huge!!!n tat boyish grin.. *melts*...... i finally met him. merry christmas everyone....

1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?

- club

- fail lit

- play squash

- some other private stuff... *blushes*

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?

resolutions?? wat resolutions??? hahaha..

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?

hmmm... nah...

4. Did anyone close to you die?

erm.... nope..

5. What countries did you visit?

thailand...

6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?

MONEY!!! n well.... self discipline... gotta studystudystudy!!

7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?

- 7 jan

- 17 july

- 18 oct

- 27 nov

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?

- meeting great ppl(esta + cygnus 03)

9. What was your biggest failure?

hmmm....
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?

usual stuff.. had food poisoning during feb i tink..

11. What was the best thing you bought?

everything!! hahahaa..

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?

hmmmm... ME!!!! no.. not me..

13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?

mine???? hahaha

14. Where did most of your money go?

sheesh... haha.. food, clothes, cabs, clubbing..

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?

SHOPPING SPREE!!!! topshop.. mango.... etc... been there done tat wif my dearies!! haha.. oh.. n clubbing!! haha.. not fogetting eating!! i mean.. good food makes me happy u c.. hee..

16. What song will always remind you of 2003?

i'll have to tink bout this...

17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?

happier.. n sadder.. but definitely more matured..

ii. thinner or fatter?

the latter

iii. richer or poorer?

lolx... richer.. NOT!! hahaha..

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?

studying.. working.. training.. exercising.. clubbing.. enjoying life.. going out..

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?

nth!!! wanna live life to de fullest n enjoy each moment!!! ok wait. i shld complain less!!! hehe..

20. How will you be spending Christmas?

went to gramma house... helped my aunt to pack.. hee..

22. Did you fall in love in 2003?

fell so deep...

23. How many one night stands?

lolx.. nice question!! but none! i'm not some slut k.. lolx..

24. What was your favourite TV programme?

i don have time to watch tv.... hehe

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?

none tat i noe of..


26. What was the best book you read?

cant rmb.. all of em are great!! -grin-


27. What was your greatest musical discovery?

tat cannon in D is a reallyreally nice song..
28. What did you want and get?

a life

29. What did you want and not get?

money??!!!!

30. What was your favourite film of this year?

wld have loved to say charlie's angels.. but its not. its Pirates of the carribean.. n love actually..


31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?

i was 17. i was pissed off.. den zhi saved de day.. brightened it up by appearing wif my sunflower!!!! hehe...
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
getting to ACJC..


33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?

nice on me.. trendy.. comfy.. oh... n BLACK!!! hahahaa.... rite sher??!!

34. What kept you sane?

xinyu n zhi n esta n weiying n sheryl... oh... n noeing tat dey're alwaex there...


35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?

erm...........

36. What political issue stirred you the most?

terrorism.


37. Who did you miss?

liuyin.. 4e3'02.. kim yuan.. benjamin.. xinmin..

38. Who was the best new person you met?

if i can only state one.. den it has to be esta... thankiew est!!! for everything!!

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003.

dont cry cos its over. smile cos it happened..

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.

"its my life... its now or never.."

Xmas?? scrape tat. zhi told me this: its rude.. to replace christ with an unknown 'X'.. so here it is instead..

Christmas. de season of giving.. ther's nth i want.. neva wanted anything... except maybe.. him to really be happy.. yea.. guess so.. oh.. a few million bucks wont hurt either.. *grin*

ouch. me against de world.

ah... vodka lime.... taste so horrible.. hate drinking.. really hate it.. tink it'll taste betta w/out de lime.... ahh.... wazzit like to be drunk?????

does cassan suck??? yes.... cassan sux... *everyone nods head*

eeks. stuck at home. don like ppl referin to me as "that cassandra GIRL".. like duh~ wadya tink?? i'm a boy??

tink some ppl are so pathetic.. take a look at bloodybitchG**C*.. hellooo??? who puts interests in friendster as "currently not into clubbing"????? madness!!! spasticness!! n plain Loser wif a capital L.

You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p


What kind of kiss are you?
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seriously... i cant imagine myself doing tat.. but wateva..

You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.


What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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i love xinyu!! i LuRVE XINYU!!!!!! hahaha.... my beloved sugarcoated-honeycovered-chocolatey lovely princess!!!!!!! lolx..... hu else will kindly lemme charge all expenses to her card??? noone but my wonderful kindhearted-sweetnatured-evercompassionate bestest fren!!! hahahaha.... wheee!!!!!!!!!

went shopping spree juz now... n i when i was abt to pay.. realise tat i din bring plastic!! no plastic = no monay!! lolx... well.. my dear girl kindly paid for me!!! hahahahaa... TAS WAT FRENZ ARE FOR!!! lolx.... n lots more besides tat of cos.. hee... thanx dearie.. n today was great...

calling out to yinsiu, weiying, sheryl n xinyu: lets do this again sometime soon yea!!!!! hahahahaa..... whee!!!!!

oh.. den xinyu kept advertising her jumpy kangaroo!! lolx.... "whee!!! boingboingboingboingboing!!! mummymummy!!! i wan jumpy kangaroo!!! boingboingboing!!! " (erm... juz in case... tat was by me.. not her.. lolx..)

lalalaaa....... i'm bored!! haha.... wata bunch of antiquated ppl.... posing as pl dey're not... n actually scorning those of their species... rather pathetic actually.. but i'll giv dem compassion points for de effort.. hee...

i'm juz crapping actually.. but xinyu noes wat i'm toking abt!! right!! hehe... i hope she does anyway.. heh.. *yawnx* really bored now.... gonna slp soon.. nitey ppl!!

aha!! i'm back!! *smilex*

yea.. lee is cool man... damn funny also... haha... n xinyu.. wo men shi zong guo ren!! ying gai jiang hua wen ar!!! lolx..... haix.... stupid leen juz now dowan let me buy chocolate... bleah... haha... but i managed to buy it in de end!! whee!!!!!! hahahaa... lalalaa..

Is your birthday day 17 of the month?

>Your Life <

You neither want to be interfered nor have the desire to mess with others'life. But you are friendly and occasionally a party animal. You are always in a circle of friends. You often do things in your own way that occasionally go beyond the acceptable limit. People may find you childish and not very attractive in that sense.


>Your Love <

Your fun-loving character attracts opposite sex. Many of those are great.You often find yourself trapped among a few great guys while you have to choose only one.

HAPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE BIRTHDAEEEEEEEEEEEE TO SHERIEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha.... san jie is FINALLY 17... gosh.. sure took her a long time... haha... enjoy ur day sweetie!! *muackx*

fuckitfuckitfuckit!!!! fucking stupid brainless dumass ger!!!!!

Your soul is bound to the White Rose: The
Pure.

"I've been waiting in the dark for a long
time, shining my beacon of hope through the
shadow. If you see me, don't you hide your
eyes from me."

The White Rose is associated with purity, honor,
and chastity. It is governed by the goddess
Artemis and its sign is The Cross, or Agape.

As a White Rose, you are a person of your word.
You may have a strong moral code, but
regardless of your virtue, you always stay true
to yourself. To you, love is the most pure of
emotional forms and it's just a matter of
waiting for it to bless you. Some people may
say you are too idealistic, but it's only
because you don't want to mess things up.


What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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hmmm.... today(i mean saturday.. its sunday morning now.. hehe...) was fun... rekindled my love for de sport.... hehe.. battled against de elements... fought on.. neva gave up... n we finally reached shore.. was so afraid de current wld take us out to sea.. or tat lightning wld strike.. but we were lucky.. we made it back safely.. de rain felt like needles... piercing our skin.. de rain was liek a heavy fog.. blurring our vision...


" can u stand de rain?? "

"... this is the Biology Lab. People come here to study life. But everything in this room is dead." - seventeen (december 2003)

fuck dragonboat... chances of getting into de team is only 11C2.. n i had to screw up todays game.... damn!!!!

The children had all been photographed, and the teacher was trying to
persuade them each to buy a copy of the group picture. "Just think how
nice it will be to look at it when you are all grown up and say,'There's Jennifer;
she's a lawyer,' or 'That's Michael. He's a doctor.'"
A small voice at the back of the room rang out, "And there's the teacher. She's dead."

ahh.... somehow... like kids more cos of this... hehe...

lalallaaaaaa.... he said "my sch is top 25!!".... me n sheryl looked at each other n beamed.. our sch was top 20!!! hehehe...

"all bullstrength n no brains"... how totally true!!! been eating sooo much today.. ate apple crumble wif 2 huge scoops of vanilla icecream covered wif whipped cream!!! if esta saw it.. she'll start toking to it n telling it tat it's sinful... if sam saw it.. she go.. "don make me eat".. or something like tat.. or izzit don tempt me??? hmmm... mummi saw n said i was gonna be freaking fat.. i din see it.. i juz gobbled it.. it was delicious!!! heavenly!!!!

my fridge is filled wif cb cakes........ my stomach filled wif cb food..... i'm fat..

ahhh... cut my finger!!!!! but its interesting.. sucked blood.. *smiles*.. am turning in a vampire!!! hehe.. dead butterfly vampire!!!

Your Name: cassandra leong
Your Date of Birth: 07/17/1986
Your Question or Information: i wanna know myself

Past Eihwaz - Banishing magick, removal of obstacles and delays, invoking foresight, clearing up hidden issues and situations.

Present Lagaz - Intuition, imagination, success in studies, creativity, vitality and passion (especially for women).

Future Tir - Victory, leadership, success over other competitors, increase in finances, virility and passion (especially for men).

Cast the runes here:
Rune Caster

i went to china town today... den after tat... went to suntec to spend quality time wif cassan..

i told cassan "i tink something is wrong wif me.. i'm actually eating chocolate ice-cream!! i hate chocolate ice-cream!!"..

cassan replied "i tink u're going crazy.. first.. u're eating chocolate ice-cream.. den u're toking to yourself.... u're overworked!!"..

so i said "but i'm not toking to myself.. i'm toking to u!!"

cassan rolled her eyes n stated "i'm u n u're me, dumbass!!"

"huh?? wadya u toking bout??" i was mystified..

hmmm..... i'm shaking... shaking... shaking from side to side... more of rocking actually... hee.... op tml..den it'll all be over!! *rejoice*

"when there's no more sparks... even wid more oxygen.. dere wont be any fire." thanx kim.. luv ya alwaex..

Shy

rumours ruin friendships.. hasnt anyone heard of platonic friendships?? history is repeating itself.. it happened 3 years ago.. it happened again...

see!! i knew it!! u noe me for a while n u're rushing to make judgements!! i'm NOT, i repeat.. i'm NOT wat i seem to be!! don jump to conclusions... i don make huge decisios suddenly.. i tink it over for ages first.. juz like how i shop.. it takes maybe 1 or 2 months to find wat i want.. den another 1 or 2 months to decide tat its worth buying!! damn.. its juz too freaking complicated to write here... maybe i shld stop this whole thing totally... neva eva write true emotions in here.. after all... i DONT wanna be public scandal!!

sigh.. complications.... ppl drift apart.. dey're not willing to make de effort anymore.. dey get new frenz.. dey shift apart from de old... i cant complain can i... after all.. i'm like tat too.. its de memories tat count in de end.. cos nth is foreva... its betta to part on happy memories... isnt it??

time flies.... in sec 1.. i started off hating my sch.. den luving it within de year cos of a special someone... in j1.. i started off hating my sch.. n now i'm neutral cos of frenz... sigh.... time flies...

"my friends are in my heart,not in some-dunno-who's server" lifted from someone's blog.. sorry to tat someone... but i juz found it true n meaningful..

damn... got bruise on my butt from all tat friction during rowing.... n tat stupid 2.4 we din complete.. (de crazy ppl ran 4.8!!!)... thanx for ying... we slack all de way!! n act like we were running!! haha.. funny ppl...

"when dey're teaching us how to scare ppl in hell or how to be nice in heaven.. i'll sit rite behind u again!!!"

i promise..

was working today.. when tat fucking sr-1st 3 mth class 1a05 came in.. bloody hell only some were there.. but dey made a freaking big fuss.. told cat n she lemme go hide in de kitchen.. had to reappear in de end.. n dey kept staring n staring.. bloody fuck.. neva c human b4 ar??!!!! fuck dem all la..... kBkB...

eyebrow ring + nipple ring = hothOTHOT!!!!

i suck.. i really do.. u tink u really noe me?? well tink again.. u donno half de things tat run thru my mind.. u tink i'm great?? well i'm not!! i seriously suck.. juz tat u don noe it.. cos i don show it.. my smile.. my laughter.. all a mask.. de computer shows u all de "lolx"s.. "haha"s.."hehe"s.."*grinz*"s.. inside... i'm tortured.. tortured by myself.. i luv de com.. it betrays nth.. i hate de com.. it hides everything.....

wake up cassan!!! wake up!!!!! *slaps across her left cheek* wake up u hear me??? *slaps across right cheek* wake up!! wake up!! juz wake up dammit...

don ignore me dammit.. i repeat.. DON IGNORE ME!!! *biSh*

"dun like adulthood... once u get in u cant get out.."

"it's a crossroad n u have to choose wisely n stick to it"

true... veri true.....

What is your past life? How did you die? by whisperinghope
Name
Age
Way	Burned by a pyromaniac.
Past Life	Human.
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Why would I die in a horror movie? by toxicninja
Name
Age
Gender
Killed by	head crushed
Killed because	you were an asshole
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Afterlife as an Angel by childdoll
Your Name
Astrological Sign
Angel Type	Angel of Inspiration
Wing Color	White
Heavenly Weapon	Axe
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What Makes You Sexy? by eva71
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Gender
Sexy Body Part Is	Your Eyes
Special Talents Are	Blow Jobs
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If I were a [feminine] gay man... by 38886
Your name
Your Gay Man Name	Phillipe
Your Gay Man Occupation	Gay Rights Posterboy
Your Stereotypical Gay Man Trait	Saying "Fabulous!" often
Your Gay Man Music of Choice	Mest
Your Gay Man Cause of Death	Choked on sizeable...you know
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The World Is MINE! by Demonac
Name:
You will conquer:	Europe (except your forces are inexplicably defeated in France).
Your title will be:	Saint
You will succeed by:	Stealing the world's supply of Jell-O powder and making the oceans all wobbly and green.
Your Enforcers will be:	Jay and Silent Bob.
Your first act as ruler:	Destroy everything you conquered ("Oops").
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hmmm.. saint?? can i be an angel instead?? hehe..

what do they really think of you by purple
lj name
sex
age
your best friend thinks	they could eat you up
your family think	you're sweet
strangers think	you're not quite sane
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haha.. de last 2 is true!! lalalaaa... SWEET n NOT QUITE SANE!!

Past Life Piracy by Forchan
Your name
Occupation	First Mate
Ship Name	The Black Moon
# of ships you sacked	198
How you died	A sudden drop and a short stop
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What will your Funeral be like? by rashock
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You will die by:	You body was found mangled in a brutal death from an insane lover or jealous significate other.The murderer was sentenced to death row but the chair or gas was too good for them. They sowed you up in a bag and tossed you in your casket, It's a closed case unless your friends and family want to be sick.
Death Date:	September 8, 2064
Number attending your funeral?	24
How much will you leave to friends and family?	$4,022,220
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*yawnx.... today was an eventful day... *smilez* gonna TRAINTRAINTRAIN hard for squash.. yep.. tat includes lotsa lotsa running n pumping... but i'll do.. i'll pull thru... cassan's gonna fLy!!

juz watched uptown girls.... its a nice... heart warming movie..... i seem to like girly movies.... hee... playedmahjong last nite.. ate chicken wings also!! (courtesy of sheryl's dad!! thanx)... den watched rerun of charlie's angels... n fell aslp on de couch... ah... pig!!! haha... but it was fun... girly stuff... oh.. i tink i'm addicted to mopping floors....

i'm killing myself slowly... taking on more den i can handle... hate myself for doing it.. but somehow.. i enjoy it.. being too busy for my own life.. for reality... escapism.. it juz feels so gd...

lalalaa.... eating my chicago cheesecake.... kinda sick of coffee bean food liao... hehe... lalalaa...... but its still fun.. went to mop floor last nite.. got forced to make kopi also... bleah.... found someone nice to crap wif... hee... i'm killing myself again... taking on more den i can handle.. but wateva.. life is short.. make de most outta it!!!

forgot to update on wed's squash... i squashed my racket.... yep.... too pro liao.. hahaha..... broke my own racket.. lolx.. gimme de excuse to get NEW racket!! lalallaaa... hee.. oh..d en i was using de coach racket.. n i squashed a fly!! as in.. i hit de ball.. n de ball smash de fly!! cool rite!! hehehee.... lallaaa......

haha... lalallalalallalaaaaaa....... i lURvE mY job!!! hehehe... ladida..... crazy spastic ppl.... haha.... funny sia.... today so siasuay!! i made de wrong drink for de customer!! lolx... twice!! n tat ron ar... tsktsk... keep taking pix of himself!! lolx... 50 over pix!! wt??!!! crap sia... life there suits me like a glove to a hand!! oh..ya.. y cant ppl drop their ashes into de ashtrays instead of de floor?? tats wat de ashtrays are for.. dropping ashes!! de floor is for walking on.. not dropping ashes.... hmmm.... mummy's b-day today!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY!!!! I LURVE U!!!!! hehhee.... oh.. happy hell 'o' ween too!!

argh..... tink i'm taking on too many things again... aigh... wateva.... i need to fill my life to prevent myself from hallucinating.... hmmm..... shows nowadays are soooo nice.. haha... n alberts prospective gf all totally sux!!! i shld have gone for audition!! lolx... hey xinyu... wait till i get paid.... i'll fufill my promise!!! haha... luv ya all so much!! *muackx*

hmmm... was in a kinda funny mood today... was ok in de morning... very hyper n crazy... juz luffing n going crazy.. den donno y.. juz became weird in de noon... de effects of de sugar died down i tink.. sorry xinyu.. sorry sheryl.. i was tinking too much... imagining all de stupid things.. really sorry dearies!!!

finally saw him juz now after 4 weeks and 2 days... he seems sooooooo much cuter!!! hehe... n i fell in luv all over again... *smiles blissfully*

if i wanted to open my infamous huge mouth n started ranting n preaching n talking n counselling n influencing... u won even have a miniscule chance at anything at all!! GET IT??!!!!

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Your match with xinyu you are 95% similar you are 81% complementary

How Compatible are You with me?
*bEamZ* frenz foreva!!! no matter where u go.. i'll hunt u down n keep u wif me!! luv u so much sis!!! u're de BEST there can eva BE!!!

You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.


What kind of kiss are you?
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monk's was nice.. saw lotsa ppl.. saw leo.. jon.. kianzi..his NY gf..eugene n frenz..n my primary sch fren who was snogging in de middle of de dance floor... haha..but we missed stef....... hehe.. den sat outside wif leo n tokked n tokked bout lotsa stuff...

aha! eating maggi mee now... my mama felt like eating.. so i finish half for her!! *grinz*

Hecate


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Hecate


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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somehow it feels like something is missing... u seem distant.. faraway.. or izzit juz me?? i donno.. i really donno... maybe its cos it's been so long.... n i guess tat's my fault too.. i'm always too busy.. too tired.. too tied up wif everything except u.... i sorry... really sorry.... but de more times tat word is used... de more it is degraded.. devalued... it will neva lose it's full value.. like a ln graph... going very near.. but neva hitting zero.. de artifice of de word will remain... but de meaning behind it will be totally eroded one day...

dormancy


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If It Comes, Your So happy, its such a privelge to
make love to someone you Love, Your Horny only
because you need to feel that emotion called
Love. Your 40-50% Horny


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i'm eating a tom yam pao.. juz now.. ate a berries n cream bun.. n a tuna n cheese puff.. lata.. i'm gonna eat pizza bread, 2 sweet secrets cake n hopefully pizza hut for dinner.... i am PIGGIN' OUT!!! n i'm luvin' it!! hehe...

NY was once again flooded today... de water rised to abt 2 inches above grass lvl.. de small drains ard de sch was overflowing... i can hear de mosquitoes squealing wif joy!!! wait... do mosquitoes squeal???

lAdidA.. says:wat bout frogs??

wHaT oN eArTh |s Wr0nG... cAn'T eVeN tAlK t0 y0u... | sHoUlD jUsT d|e says:
they sit on lily pads and go *oOoHhHmmMm*

some weird involuntary mechanical beings in an institution out to destroy our lives.. says:oh..

some weird involuntary mechanical beings in an institution out to destroy our lives.. says:but i cant sit on a lily pad.. i'll sink..

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zhizhizhizhizhizhizhizhizhizhizhizhizhi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i miss u so much... sobx...

aha! finally change template... its not wat i expected tho... but i'll keep trying!!! yup.. make it more personal also... maybe.. we'll c... haix.. i messed up 2 days... hope i'll learn to live properly soon... STOP BEING A FAILURE N WAKE UP!! cant even manage my own life n i wanna poke my nose into ppl's fucked up life... try teach dem how to get a life when i don even have one!! GET A LIFE GER!!! i'm so dumb... extreme failure... fuck it.....

now gotta plan for tat fucking leap carnival... waste of fucking time only!!! bloody school n their bloody ideas... n bloody fucking irresponsible who put me in charge w/out even esking!!! FUCK U ALL!!!!

argh.. slacking at home... again... going gym lata.. after i go hospital... i'm bored!!

You're Most Like The Season Spring ...

Fresh faced, with a young outlook on life - you
smile at the world and expect it to smile back
at you. You're mostly a bubbly, fun - innocent
person. Described as cute possibly. However,
you're a little naive about things and tend to
be a little too trustworthy.
As the first season, It Makes you the youngest -
and so most immature - but people are inclined
to look out for and protect you.

Well done... You're the most fun of the seasons :)


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chucked right at de back... all de way behind tat fucking bastard.. fuck u all!!

juz finished promos in tat place.. time realy seems to fly.. i'm still dreaming... dreaming bout my dream sch... but i'm rooted to tat mud house.. i'll probably finish A's there n still be wondering y de hell i'm even there in de first place...

Bird died. Please observe at least 30 seconds of silence for this tiny breath of life tat neva did anyone harm but got abused in the end.. n died..

rest in peace my dear.. may God bless you n i hope tat whereva u are now.. life will be much betta..me n mummy luv ya!! n u're beautiful!!!

things i cant stand:

1. U!!

wtf do u tink u are?? spoiling my plans again n again... hanging ur head down.. ashamed of urself?? or acting melancholic?? probably happy tt u got wat u wanted u miserable waste of life!! one day.. u'll lose all tt u have.. all bcos u held on far too tight... get a grip of urself!! noe ur limits.. noe not to disrupt ppl's routine when dey're trying to study!!

2. de automatic-flush toiletbowl

wat more can i say?? it cant even allow me to pee in peace!! it shld be condemned!!!

3. irritating neighbours

STAY OFF MY DOORSTEP U PUNY FREAKS!!! go sit on ur own door step!! its not as if u don haev one!! between u thingies.. u have 2 doorsteps!! so stick to urs!! i've a gd mind to buy a ferocious dog to scare u disruptive thingies off!! oh.. n stop holding screaming n stomping competitions outside my room corridor!! i'll fling my stinky shoes at u!!!

freaking hell... in a really bad mood now.. u spoilt my day!! ihateuihateuihateu!!!!! mouth feels stuck together. cant open dem... so i'll juz write off my angst.. den again.. maybe not..

aha.. i'm honoured.. there's only 2 ppl on benjy's list on contacts in his blog now.. n i'm one of dem!! *gRinz*

You Are a Romantic Kiss!

You are an idealist, and unsurprisingly, you give the ideal kiss

Your kiss causes almost anyone to fall in love with you

And to be honest, you need to be falling a little to let your lips loose

No biggie… your kiss is worth the wait :-)



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ppl i luv lots rite now:
xinyu

zhi

sheryl

weiying

esta

esta's mom!!! *evil grin*

blackie

yup... it's official.. the school is plotting to murder de lot of us.. dengue fever is wide spread.. my classmate juz tio... de canal outside de sch is clogged. a "crocodile" is blocking everything.. leaves n clutter are cluttering up n de water in there is totally stagnant.. de mosquitoes are breeding like nobody's business!! can juz imagine de mosquitoes sending signals all over de world,"massive breeding grounds outside NYJC!!! spread msg n come immediately!!"... den de whole school will be infested..... dey're fogging de school everyday now... i'm breathing in toxic daily.. if i don die from dengue.. may juz die from immense toxic fuming my respiratory system..