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Friday, April 23, 2004
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Thursday, April 22, 2004
it's been 1 week n 4 days. how long more will it take?
i want my island.
wanna go home to my island,
where no one can invade.
i'll have my pirahna pond on the border,
n make friends with the cannibals n savages u're sending to my island.
i'll neva feel lonely again.
happily ever after.
it's maths. it's taking over my mind. i'm going insane. i'm going to sleep.
i want my island.
wanna go home to my island,
where no one can invade.
i'll have my pirahna pond on the border,
n make friends with the cannibals n savages u're sending to my island.
i'll neva feel lonely again.
happily ever after.
it's maths. it's taking over my mind. i'm going insane. i'm going to sleep.
Wednesday, April 21, 2004
Tuesday, April 20, 2004
I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on her hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on her hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do
Monday, April 19, 2004
Sunday, April 18, 2004
No Longer Me
By: Cassandra Martin, 14, New York
I look at myself in the mirror,
I’m not sure who I see,
It doesn’t look like me.
Not anymore,
This person staring back at me,
It’s not the me I used to be.
I take my name,
Fit it with my face,
The profile does not match.
I no longer look like Cassandra,
No longer am I the same person.
I don’t know who I am,
Or who I’ve become.
All I know,
Is that I’m no longer the same person I used to be.
For something changed me,
Changed my deep within,
All the way out.
Cause I’m no longer the same person I used to be.
found this when i googled for my name..
By: Cassandra Martin, 14, New York
I look at myself in the mirror,
I’m not sure who I see,
It doesn’t look like me.
Not anymore,
This person staring back at me,
It’s not the me I used to be.
I take my name,
Fit it with my face,
The profile does not match.
I no longer look like Cassandra,
No longer am I the same person.
I don’t know who I am,
Or who I’ve become.
All I know,
Is that I’m no longer the same person I used to be.
For something changed me,
Changed my deep within,
All the way out.
Cause I’m no longer the same person I used to be.
found this when i googled for my name..
i thought she looked smart. she's UBER smart. read her testimonials: exco of council, team captain, ardent environmentalist, student in most competitive arts class, scored 2 A's for donno what, clinched moe's humanities scholarship while coping well with everything else, house captain in her sec. sch... blablabla.... but she's NOT a nerd, she's funky n fun-loving.. loved by her mateys.. she's come so far, n there's still lots more left for her to do. she's a go-getter, an achiever, a person with success written all over her. n... my new role model!!! *grin*
today is a record setting day. woke up at 8.45am on a sunday morning.. gee.. havent seen sunday mornings for such a long time...
went to sweep grave just now.. had to give those huge packages to these workers to burn.. used to be able to throw it into the incinerator ourselves... but maybe it got too dangerous.. -shrug-.. anyway.. my uncle promptly labelled it singhell's postal service to hell .. lolx.. that lameness totally cracked me up. how true..
went to sweep grave just now.. had to give those huge packages to these workers to burn.. used to be able to throw it into the incinerator ourselves... but maybe it got too dangerous.. -shrug-.. anyway.. my uncle promptly labelled it singhell's postal service to hell .. lolx.. that lameness totally cracked me up. how true..
Saturday, April 17, 2004
"You only live once -- but if you work it right, once is enough."
-Joe E. Lewis
"You can complain because roses have thorns, or you can rejoice because thorns have roses."
-Ziggy
"No man ever steps in the same river twice, for it's not the same river and he's not the same man."
-Heraclitus
"Let us endeavor to live that when we come to die even the undertaker will be sorry."
-Mark Twain
"What did you do today? Is anybody happier because you passed this way? Does anyone remember that you spoke today? The day is almost over, and its toiling time is through: Is there anyone to utter now a kindly word of you? Can you say tonight in parting with the day that's slipping fast, That you helped a single person of the many that you passed? Is a single heart rejoicing over what you did or said? Does the one whose hopes were fading now with courage look ahead? Did you waste the day or use it? Was it well or sorely spent? Did you leave a trail of kindness, or a scar of discontent? As you close you eyes in slumber, do you think that you can say: You have earned one more tomorrow by what you did today?"
-???
"Just remember, the only people not making mistakes are those who aren't doing anything."
-Tim W. Welborn
"Make the most of yourself...for that is all there is of you."
-Ralph Waldo Emerson
"Life is either a daring adventure or nothing."
-Helen Keller
-Joe E. Lewis
"You can complain because roses have thorns, or you can rejoice because thorns have roses."
-Ziggy
"No man ever steps in the same river twice, for it's not the same river and he's not the same man."
-Heraclitus
"Let us endeavor to live that when we come to die even the undertaker will be sorry."
-Mark Twain
"What did you do today? Is anybody happier because you passed this way? Does anyone remember that you spoke today? The day is almost over, and its toiling time is through: Is there anyone to utter now a kindly word of you? Can you say tonight in parting with the day that's slipping fast, That you helped a single person of the many that you passed? Is a single heart rejoicing over what you did or said? Does the one whose hopes were fading now with courage look ahead? Did you waste the day or use it? Was it well or sorely spent? Did you leave a trail of kindness, or a scar of discontent? As you close you eyes in slumber, do you think that you can say: You have earned one more tomorrow by what you did today?"
-???
"Just remember, the only people not making mistakes are those who aren't doing anything."
-Tim W. Welborn
"Make the most of yourself...for that is all there is of you."
-Ralph Waldo Emerson
"Life is either a daring adventure or nothing."
-Helen Keller
Thursday, April 15, 2004
okie... here they are... award winners at the inter school 'A' division squash matches!!
sexiest legs: Teo Jia Wen (RJC)
(yes, they're nice long n slim.... made me soooo jealous!!)
strongest, nicest thigh muscles: Rachel He (ACJC)
(not too big n not too small, just nice, damn nice!! heh.. )
best mannered: Stella Loong (ACJC)
(fine, i only played 2 matches.. but stella is really nice!! n sweet too!! n she dosen't hog de ball, n she gave me chances, what more can a beginner ask for?)
scariest serve: Rachel He (ACJC)
(simply because her service sound like gun shots, she is bloody gd!!)
one-of-the-best player: Teo Jia Wen(RJC)
(actually, i cant make a fair judgement on this, but she thrashed a
very-much-above-average-player 9-0.. or 9-1 or something like that.. so yea.. she's good!!)
best mannered school: ACJC
(despite rumours that they are snobs, they actually cheered for us n SR, not sure bout the other schools, but it's nice of them to do so. so THANK YOU!!)
fave opponent: Vivienne Tseng (VJC)
(just love playing with her la.. crapping n playing at the same time.. hehee)
best companion: Gracelina koh (NYJC)
(who else wld it be?? she rocks!!! lolx..)
that's about it for now.. i think ACJC will win again this year. n i wont be suprised.. then again, RJC may outshine them.. my bets are on AC tho.. as always..
u will realise that almost all the awards go to AC, this is because i have sorta followed them thru their matches, either as a referee, scorer, or like today,(or rather, yesterday) an opponent. i watched all their matches except on 2 occasions when we did not have competition n were therefore not required to go down. n yes, AC is as good as ppl say they are, even better. but they're not as snobbish as often perceived. (not all anw..) as for the RJ girl whjo keeps getting mentioned, i payed attention to her as she really caught my attention. firstly, she looked like my pri sch good friend. secondly, she was HOT! nice face, bod n legs. thirdly, she was uber cool on the court. watching her play was highly rewarding!! so yea.. thats the whole competition for me.. *grin* great experience!! hehe..
sexiest legs: Teo Jia Wen (RJC)
(yes, they're nice long n slim.... made me soooo jealous!!)
strongest, nicest thigh muscles: Rachel He (ACJC)
(not too big n not too small, just nice, damn nice!! heh.. )
best mannered: Stella Loong (ACJC)
(fine, i only played 2 matches.. but stella is really nice!! n sweet too!! n she dosen't hog de ball, n she gave me chances, what more can a beginner ask for?)
scariest serve: Rachel He (ACJC)
(simply because her service sound like gun shots, she is bloody gd!!)
one-of-the-best player: Teo Jia Wen(RJC)
(actually, i cant make a fair judgement on this, but she thrashed a
very-much-above-average-player 9-0.. or 9-1 or something like that.. so yea.. she's good!!)
best mannered school: ACJC
(despite rumours that they are snobs, they actually cheered for us n SR, not sure bout the other schools, but it's nice of them to do so. so THANK YOU!!)
fave opponent: Vivienne Tseng (VJC)
(just love playing with her la.. crapping n playing at the same time.. hehee)
best companion: Gracelina koh (NYJC)
(who else wld it be?? she rocks!!! lolx..)
that's about it for now.. i think ACJC will win again this year. n i wont be suprised.. then again, RJC may outshine them.. my bets are on AC tho.. as always..
u will realise that almost all the awards go to AC, this is because i have sorta followed them thru their matches, either as a referee, scorer, or like today,(or rather, yesterday) an opponent. i watched all their matches except on 2 occasions when we did not have competition n were therefore not required to go down. n yes, AC is as good as ppl say they are, even better. but they're not as snobbish as often perceived. (not all anw..) as for the RJ girl whjo keeps getting mentioned, i payed attention to her as she really caught my attention. firstly, she looked like my pri sch good friend. secondly, she was HOT! nice face, bod n legs. thirdly, she was uber cool on the court. watching her play was highly rewarding!! so yea.. thats the whole competition for me.. *grin* great experience!! hehe..
Tuesday, April 13, 2004
Monday, April 12, 2004
Thursday, April 08, 2004
if *you were refering to me.. i wanna tell u tat i love u. n thank you. for being there. for understanding. for puttin up with my shit. for putting in a word for me. for holding me. for listening. for talking. for walking away when u saw that i din want to face anyone. for just being there. specially when i needed someone. thank YOU. so much. May God Bless You.
Wednesday, April 07, 2004
this is bloody annoying. have got so much to say, but the bloody net is screwin up again!!!
anyway.. cut my hair today.. but after i washed it.. the effect was gone again.. as usual.. curls returned.. yawn.... wateva la... the hair dresser made me damn happy.. haha.. cos she took uber long to cut my hair.. hehee... n tat always pleases me.. *grin*..
sheesh.. got so pissed over the net that i forgot everything i wanted to say!!!! bleah.. oh.
i wasted time rushing down today.. since i din get to train.. shld have expected it. wateva. shall study n study n study n get outta this place asap. yea... fly away!!!!! oh.. n lose more weight!! lolx... 4kg down.. 4 more to go... hahahaa.. whee!!!! workin towards my goal(s)..
ooo... just finished watching america's top model.. i'm all for elysse!!!!!(is tat how it's spelt??)
and lastly, a word of caution to all out there: cutting ur eye lashes is very, very stupid. trust me.
050404
11.46
anyway.. cut my hair today.. but after i washed it.. the effect was gone again.. as usual.. curls returned.. yawn.... wateva la... the hair dresser made me damn happy.. haha.. cos she took uber long to cut my hair.. hehee... n tat always pleases me.. *grin*..
sheesh.. got so pissed over the net that i forgot everything i wanted to say!!!! bleah.. oh.
i wasted time rushing down today.. since i din get to train.. shld have expected it. wateva. shall study n study n study n get outta this place asap. yea... fly away!!!!! oh.. n lose more weight!! lolx... 4kg down.. 4 more to go... hahahaa.. whee!!!! workin towards my goal(s)..
ooo... just finished watching america's top model.. i'm all for elysse!!!!!(is tat how it's spelt??)
and lastly, a word of caution to all out there: cutting ur eye lashes is very, very stupid. trust me.
050404
11.46
Sunday, April 04, 2004
stayed up till ard 3.. discussing life n issues.. questioning our existence. in a way, i'm starting to view life as Dr Boey does.
The Science questions why things are the way they are.
The Arts questions why we are the way we are.
think bout it more.. n u'll realise that we aren't that different afterall. life and science is intertwined. life is science n science is life. without life, there is no science, yet without science, there is no life!!! what are we? are we really existing? what if our existence is purely nothingness? what is the use of studying so much, learning so much, earning so much? then end up dying? what is the point of working so hard to earn a living that we forget how to live? life is short. we should enjoy it. to enjoy it, we need to live comfortably. to live comfortably, we need to have money. to have money, we need to work. to be able to work happily, we need a good job. to be able to get a good job, we need to compete. when will the competition end? will it end when life ends? or will it continue as ppl fight to get the best spot for their grave, the best equipped coffin, the most extravagant funeral? when will it all end? what is life about anyway?
i shld stop thinking.
The Science questions why things are the way they are.
The Arts questions why we are the way we are.
think bout it more.. n u'll realise that we aren't that different afterall. life and science is intertwined. life is science n science is life. without life, there is no science, yet without science, there is no life!!! what are we? are we really existing? what if our existence is purely nothingness? what is the use of studying so much, learning so much, earning so much? then end up dying? what is the point of working so hard to earn a living that we forget how to live? life is short. we should enjoy it. to enjoy it, we need to live comfortably. to live comfortably, we need to have money. to have money, we need to work. to be able to work happily, we need a good job. to be able to get a good job, we need to compete. when will the competition end? will it end when life ends? or will it continue as ppl fight to get the best spot for their grave, the best equipped coffin, the most extravagant funeral? when will it all end? what is life about anyway?
i shld stop thinking.
Saturday, April 03, 2004
It is sometimes a mistake to climb;
It is always a mistake never to make an attempt.
If you do not climb, you will not fall
This is true.
But is it that bad to fail, that hard to fall?
Sometimes you wake and sometimes, yes, you die.
But there is a third alternative.
Sometimes when u fall, u fly.
- Neil Gaiman
the same goes for fallin in love. just fall.
It is always a mistake never to make an attempt.
If you do not climb, you will not fall
This is true.
But is it that bad to fail, that hard to fall?
Sometimes you wake and sometimes, yes, you die.
But there is a third alternative.
Sometimes when u fall, u fly.
- Neil Gaiman
the same goes for fallin in love. just fall.
Friday, April 02, 2004
Simple Plan - God Must Hate Me Lyrics
Artist: Simple Plan
Title: God Must Hate Me
Album: No Helmets No Pads...Just Balls
Last night I just wanted to have fun
To go out with my friends
I took my dad's car
I never thought he would find out
But I crashed in a wall
Man I'm dead
I guess it's no use
I'm screwing up ever little thing I ever try to do
I was born to lose
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
[Chorus]
God must hate me
He cursed me for eternity
God must hate me
Maybe you should pray for me
I'm breaking down and you can't save me
I'm stuck in hell
And I wanna go home[x2]
Last night I had to study for this test
I forgot man I'm dead
And now my brain is bursting out of my head
I can't think I can't breathe
Once again
I guess its no use
Im screwing up every little thing i ever tried to do
I was born to lose
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
[Chorus]
So what in the world am I supposed to do?
I never did anything to you
So can't you find something else to do?
[Chorus]
God must hate me
I wanna go home
heard this song earlier on.. it makes me so jumpity happy... heh.. but i noe God dosent hate me. He loves me! yea.. n He's always there!! *beams* Thank You God.
n i'm sorry for liking this song.. but it just cheers me up so much.. hee
Artist: Simple Plan
Title: God Must Hate Me
Album: No Helmets No Pads...Just Balls
Last night I just wanted to have fun
To go out with my friends
I took my dad's car
I never thought he would find out
But I crashed in a wall
Man I'm dead
I guess it's no use
I'm screwing up ever little thing I ever try to do
I was born to lose
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
[Chorus]
God must hate me
He cursed me for eternity
God must hate me
Maybe you should pray for me
I'm breaking down and you can't save me
I'm stuck in hell
And I wanna go home[x2]
Last night I had to study for this test
I forgot man I'm dead
And now my brain is bursting out of my head
I can't think I can't breathe
Once again
I guess its no use
Im screwing up every little thing i ever tried to do
I was born to lose
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
[Chorus]
So what in the world am I supposed to do?
I never did anything to you
So can't you find something else to do?
[Chorus]
God must hate me
I wanna go home
heard this song earlier on.. it makes me so jumpity happy... heh.. but i noe God dosent hate me. He loves me! yea.. n He's always there!! *beams* Thank You God.
n i'm sorry for liking this song.. but it just cheers me up so much.. hee
Wednesday, March 31, 2004
Monday, March 29, 2004
time table too slack.. donno wat to do with my time.. sigh.... slacking away hen i can be making gd use of the time n studying... nvm.. shall do just that tmr!! *promise*
Dear God, if i do wat i promised can u answer my prayers??? Thank You.
i dont mean to be cynical.. but i tink this was wat went thru their minds..
"walao.. she come for wat man.."
"yalor!! she just come n waste out time only lor.."
"duh! every second counts!! she's just so freaking extra!!"
"n she cant even do it properly.. fuck off man.."
"gee.. she's trying to act cute AGAIN!! "
"just ignore her la.. tats what she always does wat."
well suckers, for ur information, ur intermediate is my beginner standard. i've slacked, that's all i can say. but i i trained, i can crush u like some ma-f*ckin piecea shiTe!! so just go screw urself aye!!
sorry God, i have sinned. but i just can't stand being ostracised. help me God. i need salvation.
barbie needs ken in her life.
when Ken n Barbie are together, Barbie tends to be more optimistic, n thus, will look on the bright side of life.
Dear God, please answer my prayers. Amen.
Dear God, if i do wat i promised can u answer my prayers??? Thank You.
i dont mean to be cynical.. but i tink this was wat went thru their minds..
"walao.. she come for wat man.."
"yalor!! she just come n waste out time only lor.."
"duh! every second counts!! she's just so freaking extra!!"
"n she cant even do it properly.. fuck off man.."
"gee.. she's trying to act cute AGAIN!! "
"just ignore her la.. tats what she always does wat."
well suckers, for ur information, ur intermediate is my beginner standard. i've slacked, that's all i can say. but i i trained, i can crush u like some ma-f*ckin piecea shiTe!! so just go screw urself aye!!
sorry God, i have sinned. but i just can't stand being ostracised. help me God. i need salvation.
barbie needs ken in her life.
when Ken n Barbie are together, Barbie tends to be more optimistic, n thus, will look on the bright side of life.
Dear God, please answer my prayers. Amen.
Sunday, March 28, 2004
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raebyddetyzzufymevoli
the song i love from the heineken ad..
(stolen from gin's blog(izzit ur blog??).. hee.. SORRY!!)
Imagine me and you I do
I think about you day and night
It's only right
To think about the girl you love
And hold her tight
So happy together
If I should call you up invest a dime
And you say you belong to me
And ease my mind
Imagine how the world could be
So very fine
So happy together
I can see me lovin' nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me baby the skies'll be blue
For all my life
Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice
It had to be
The only one for me is you
And you for me
So happy together
I can see me lovin' nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me baby the skies'll be blue
For all my life
Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice
It had to be
The only one for me is you
And you for me
So happy together
Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice
It had to be
The only one for me is you
And you for me
So happy together
So happy together
How is the weather
So happy together
We're happy together
So happy together
Happy together
So happy together
So happy together
-barbie n ken-
tat's how it shld be
(stolen from gin's blog(izzit ur blog??).. hee.. SORRY!!)
Imagine me and you I do
I think about you day and night
It's only right
To think about the girl you love
And hold her tight
So happy together
If I should call you up invest a dime
And you say you belong to me
And ease my mind
Imagine how the world could be
So very fine
So happy together
I can see me lovin' nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me baby the skies'll be blue
For all my life
Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice
It had to be
The only one for me is you
And you for me
So happy together
I can see me lovin' nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me baby the skies'll be blue
For all my life
Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice
It had to be
The only one for me is you
And you for me
So happy together
Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice
It had to be
The only one for me is you
And you for me
So happy together
So happy together
How is the weather
So happy together
We're happy together
So happy together
Happy together
So happy together
So happy together
-barbie n ken-
tat's how it shld be
Friday, March 26, 2004
Wednesday, March 24, 2004
today: someone attempted murder on me. threw a bottle down when i was walkin across the stupid bridge from de bookshop to the artroom. de bottle fell right next to me. i could have concussed or just died!! n guess wat? it was in sch. fucked up sia..
econs: hope DRQ saves the day
squash: first match against JJC dieded
ACJC: won their first match against AJC.. N I WAS DE MARKER!!!! *grin*
cldnt help jumping ard when they won!! hahahaa.... AC U RULE!!!!!!!!! lalalaaa...
you: u rock la.. don let those asses out u down!! there're many out there tat appreciate u n recognise u as a gem - a true gem =>
raebyddetyzzufymevoli
*pulls out barbie n ken n puts them together*
econs: hope DRQ saves the day
squash: first match against JJC dieded
ACJC: won their first match against AJC.. N I WAS DE MARKER!!!! *grin*
cldnt help jumping ard when they won!! hahahaa.... AC U RULE!!!!!!!!! lalalaaa...
you: u rock la.. don let those asses out u down!! there're many out there tat appreciate u n recognise u as a gem - a true gem =>
raebyddetyzzufymevoli
*pulls out barbie n ken n puts them together*
Tuesday, March 23, 2004
Monday, March 22, 2004
sheesh.. wth man.. mom cleared my mess.. n in de process, made everything so neat i cant find a single thing... which includes my maths notes.. n coincidentally, maths test tmr... YEH!!! i have de perfect excuse to flunk.. lolx.... cant study.. so i shall go start imagining stuff again.. heh.... make myself happeeeeeee!!!!!!
sorry koi, its not tat i don like u.. (then again, sometimes i really hate u..) it's just tat my notes are missing.. my mom stuffed them somewhere- i know not where.. hahahaa... but really, u shldnt make me clean de whiteboard on the very same day u pointed me out n gave me all that shit talk. (but then again, its alwaex me u're nagging at these days.. so i'll know its me anw..) yea.. be nice to me. or i'll hunt down ur son n give him hell. i know where he is!!! ok. be nice. i am nice. =>
raebyddetyzzufymevoli
sorry koi, its not tat i don like u.. (then again, sometimes i really hate u..) it's just tat my notes are missing.. my mom stuffed them somewhere- i know not where.. hahahaa... but really, u shldnt make me clean de whiteboard on the very same day u pointed me out n gave me all that shit talk. (but then again, its alwaex me u're nagging at these days.. so i'll know its me anw..) yea.. be nice to me. or i'll hunt down ur son n give him hell. i know where he is!!! ok. be nice. i am nice. =>
raebyddetyzzufymevoli
Friday, March 19, 2004
was thinking of deleting this blog.. den decided not too.. its been with me for so long... cant bear to part with it.. but i wont be bloggin much tho.. got block tests next week.. right after the hols.. how annoying.. sigh... life's pretty sucky now.. xinyu knows y.. thanx for being there dear.. if only i could turn back time.. i'd make sure nth goes wrong.. not anymore.. i cant afford to lose it...
Monday, February 16, 2004
today. me, xinyu, weiying n esta were paid $2 to take neoprints!!!!! lolx..... someone earlier had put $3 in.. so i got dem to come out wif another dollar... put it in.... n guess wat?? it got stuck!!!! so we kept slamming de eject button n suddenly.. 3 gold coins dropped out!!!!! lololx.... put one more into de machine.. n kept de other 2... interesting day!!! hehee.. lalalaa......................lurve u girls so much!! hehe... *muackies foreva*
oh.. n xinyu has my teeth mark on her right arm... heh.... i lurve tat girl to bits!!! hehe... she rox!!!! hear tat sweetie?? U ROCK!!! n anyone who crosses ur path will hafta face de wrath of all of us!! specially me!! *winkx*
oh.. n xinyu has my teeth mark on her right arm... heh.... i lurve tat girl to bits!!! hehe... she rox!!!! hear tat sweetie?? U ROCK!!! n anyone who crosses ur path will hafta face de wrath of all of us!! specially me!! *winkx*
Wednesday, February 11, 2004
Monday, February 02, 2004
Wednesday, January 28, 2004
Sunday, January 25, 2004
"the kris was plunged right into the flesh n twisted till the flesh mangled. the weapon then was dragged to a clean spot n once again plunged deep in. she bit her lips n writhed in agony, overwhelmed by physical torture n emotion pain. she dropped to her knees, clutching her wounds, silver tears filling her eyes.. i had neva seen the princess bow so low. "
Saturday, January 24, 2004
shld be 37 weeks left if i'm not wrong....
juz gave my aunt a shock yesterday... lolx.... but she hasnt replied my email.... tink she's still in shock.... saw quite a no. of familiar faces at de mrt juz now... hmmm..... lalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........... i reallyreally dont want sch to start!!!!!
juz gave my aunt a shock yesterday... lolx.... but she hasnt replied my email.... tink she's still in shock.... saw quite a no. of familiar faces at de mrt juz now... hmmm..... lalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........... i reallyreally dont want sch to start!!!!!
Thursday, January 15, 2004
Girlfriends bring you chicken curry and scrub your bathroom when you need
help.
Girlfriends keep your children and keep your secrets.
Girlfriends give advice when you ask for it. Sometimes you take it,
sometimes you don't.
Girlfriends don't always tell you that you're right, but they're usually
honest.
Girlfriends still love you, even when they don't agree with your choices.
Girlfriends laugh with you, and you don't need canned jokes to start the
laughter.
Girlfriends pull you out of jams.
Girlfriends help you get out of bad relationships.
Girlfriends help you look for a new apartment, help you pack, and help you
move.
Girlfriends will give a party for your son or daughter when they get
married or have a baby, in whichever order that comes!
Girlfriends are there for you, in an instant and when the hard times come.
Girlfriends will drive through blizzards, rainstorms, hail, heat, and gloom
of night to get to you when your hour of need is desperate.
Girlfriends listen when you lose a job or a friend.
Girlfriends listen when your children break your heart.
Girlfriends listen when your parents' minds and bodies fail.
Girlfriends cry with you when someone you loved dies.
Girlfriends support you when the men in your life let you down.
Girlfriends help you pick up the pieces when men pack up and go.
Girlfriends rejoice at what makes you happy, and are ready to go out and
kill what makes you unhappy.
Times passes.
Life happens.
Distance separates.
Children grow up.
Love waxes and wanes.
Hearts break.
Careers end.
Jobs come and go.
Parents die.
Colleagues forget favours.
Men don't call when they say they will.
BUT girlfriends are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are
between you. A girlfriend is never farther away than needing her can reach.
When you have to walk that lonesome valley, and you have to walk it for
yourself, your girlfriends will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on,
praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting
with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the
rules and walk beside you. Or come in and carry you out.
help.
Girlfriends keep your children and keep your secrets.
Girlfriends give advice when you ask for it. Sometimes you take it,
sometimes you don't.
Girlfriends don't always tell you that you're right, but they're usually
honest.
Girlfriends still love you, even when they don't agree with your choices.
Girlfriends laugh with you, and you don't need canned jokes to start the
laughter.
Girlfriends pull you out of jams.
Girlfriends help you get out of bad relationships.
Girlfriends help you look for a new apartment, help you pack, and help you
move.
Girlfriends will give a party for your son or daughter when they get
married or have a baby, in whichever order that comes!
Girlfriends are there for you, in an instant and when the hard times come.
Girlfriends will drive through blizzards, rainstorms, hail, heat, and gloom
of night to get to you when your hour of need is desperate.
Girlfriends listen when you lose a job or a friend.
Girlfriends listen when your children break your heart.
Girlfriends listen when your parents' minds and bodies fail.
Girlfriends cry with you when someone you loved dies.
Girlfriends support you when the men in your life let you down.
Girlfriends help you pick up the pieces when men pack up and go.
Girlfriends rejoice at what makes you happy, and are ready to go out and
kill what makes you unhappy.
Times passes.
Life happens.
Distance separates.
Children grow up.
Love waxes and wanes.
Hearts break.
Careers end.
Jobs come and go.
Parents die.
Colleagues forget favours.
Men don't call when they say they will.
BUT girlfriends are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are
between you. A girlfriend is never farther away than needing her can reach.
When you have to walk that lonesome valley, and you have to walk it for
yourself, your girlfriends will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on,
praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting
with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the
rules and walk beside you. Or come in and carry you out.
Saturday, January 10, 2004
You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.
What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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Saturday, January 03, 2004
Thursday, January 01, 2004
hahahhaa.... went out wif sr og... CYGNUS ROX!!!! n we saw de cygnus constellation... one star was missing tho... stupid pk.. as usual..... lolx.... missed called him a million times! hahaha.. even called his gf.. SORRY!!!! well.. went shopping at giant.. den went to picnic at eastcoast.. played stupid games... craked stupid jokes.. but it was fun juz seeing dem again.... hehhehe...
left after midnight wif stef.... went down to sos to meet de girls... xinyu was so HOT!!!!! hahahhaaa... so was sheryl... n linda... rite dearies??!!! *winkx*.. haha... lurve sos man!!! outta every single place.. still like sos de best.. china black is next.. heh.... sheesh... no more clubbing!!! study time!!!! hahahaa....
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! may 2004 allow ur dreams to come true!! (xin xiang shi chen) work hard to achieve ur goals!!
left after midnight wif stef.... went down to sos to meet de girls... xinyu was so HOT!!!!! hahahhaaa... so was sheryl... n linda... rite dearies??!!! *winkx*.. haha... lurve sos man!!! outta every single place.. still like sos de best.. china black is next.. heh.... sheesh... no more clubbing!!! study time!!!! hahahaa....
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! may 2004 allow ur dreams to come true!! (xin xiang shi chen) work hard to achieve ur goals!!
Wednesday, December 31, 2003
Thursday, December 25, 2003
christmas eve was splendificious!!!! hahaha... I FINALLY MET KEN CHUA!!!! MY CRUSH FOR LIKE 1 MILLION YEARS!!!!!!!!!!yes!! i ran to a deserted corner n screamed!!! hahaha... he was so fucking cute!!!! i don care!! *pouts* i tink he's cute!!! n he talked to me!! ME!!!! lololx..... he said,"'cuse me is this seat taken??" "no.."... den he took away de chair!! lololx..... okok.. i noe i'm lame... but hello??? gimme a break! i've had a crush on him since foreva!!! hahahaa... n i saw him!!! outside sos... lolx... den when i was inside.... he was there too!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! so bloody cute!!! lolx...... but he's damn skinny... haha... but i don care.. i once said this, "de earth is round.. i'll meet him some day.." n i did!! i really did!!! his eyes are huge!!!n tat boyish grin.. *melts*...... i finally met him. merry christmas everyone....
1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?
- club
- fail lit
- play squash
- some other private stuff... *blushes*
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
resolutions?? wat resolutions??? hahaha..
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
hmmm... nah...
4. Did anyone close to you die?
erm.... nope..
5. What countries did you visit?
thailand...
6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?
MONEY!!! n well.... self discipline... gotta studystudystudy!!
7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
- 7 jan
- 17 july
- 18 oct
- 27 nov
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
- meeting great ppl(esta + cygnus 03)
9. What was your biggest failure?
hmmm....
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
usual stuff.. had food poisoning during feb i tink..
11. What was the best thing you bought?
everything!! hahahaa..
12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
hmmmm... ME!!!! no.. not me..
13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
mine???? hahaha
14. Where did most of your money go?
sheesh... haha.. food, clothes, cabs, clubbing..
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
SHOPPING SPREE!!!! topshop.. mango.... etc... been there done tat wif my dearies!! haha.. oh.. n clubbing!! haha.. not fogetting eating!! i mean.. good food makes me happy u c.. hee..
16. What song will always remind you of 2003?
i'll have to tink bout this...
17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
happier.. n sadder.. but definitely more matured..
ii. thinner or fatter?
the latter
iii. richer or poorer?
lolx... richer.. NOT!! hahaha..
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
studying.. working.. training.. exercising.. clubbing.. enjoying life.. going out..
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
nth!!! wanna live life to de fullest n enjoy each moment!!! ok wait. i shld complain less!!! hehe..
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
went to gramma house... helped my aunt to pack.. hee..
22. Did you fall in love in 2003?
fell so deep...
23. How many one night stands?
lolx.. nice question!! but none! i'm not some slut k.. lolx..
24. What was your favourite TV programme?
i don have time to watch tv.... hehe
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
none tat i noe of..
26. What was the best book you read?
cant rmb.. all of em are great!! -grin-
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
tat cannon in D is a reallyreally nice song..
28. What did you want and get?
a life
29. What did you want and not get?
money??!!!!
30. What was your favourite film of this year?
wld have loved to say charlie's angels.. but its not. its Pirates of the carribean.. n love actually..
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
i was 17. i was pissed off.. den zhi saved de day.. brightened it up by appearing wif my sunflower!!!! hehe...
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
getting to ACJC..
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?
nice on me.. trendy.. comfy.. oh... n BLACK!!! hahahaa.... rite sher??!!
34. What kept you sane?
xinyu n zhi n esta n weiying n sheryl... oh... n noeing tat dey're alwaex there...
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
erm...........
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
terrorism.
37. Who did you miss?
liuyin.. 4e3'02.. kim yuan.. benjamin.. xinmin..
38. Who was the best new person you met?
if i can only state one.. den it has to be esta... thankiew est!!! for everything!!
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003.
dont cry cos its over. smile cos it happened..
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
"its my life... its now or never.."
- club
- fail lit
- play squash
- some other private stuff... *blushes*
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
resolutions?? wat resolutions??? hahaha..
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
hmmm... nah...
4. Did anyone close to you die?
erm.... nope..
5. What countries did you visit?
thailand...
6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?
MONEY!!! n well.... self discipline... gotta studystudystudy!!
7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
- 7 jan
- 17 july
- 18 oct
- 27 nov
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
- meeting great ppl(esta + cygnus 03)
9. What was your biggest failure?
hmmm....
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
usual stuff.. had food poisoning during feb i tink..
11. What was the best thing you bought?
everything!! hahahaa..
12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
hmmmm... ME!!!! no.. not me..
13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
mine???? hahaha
14. Where did most of your money go?
sheesh... haha.. food, clothes, cabs, clubbing..
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
SHOPPING SPREE!!!! topshop.. mango.... etc... been there done tat wif my dearies!! haha.. oh.. n clubbing!! haha.. not fogetting eating!! i mean.. good food makes me happy u c.. hee..
16. What song will always remind you of 2003?
i'll have to tink bout this...
17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
happier.. n sadder.. but definitely more matured..
ii. thinner or fatter?
the latter
iii. richer or poorer?
lolx... richer.. NOT!! hahaha..
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
studying.. working.. training.. exercising.. clubbing.. enjoying life.. going out..
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
nth!!! wanna live life to de fullest n enjoy each moment!!! ok wait. i shld complain less!!! hehe..
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
went to gramma house... helped my aunt to pack.. hee..
22. Did you fall in love in 2003?
fell so deep...
23. How many one night stands?
lolx.. nice question!! but none! i'm not some slut k.. lolx..
24. What was your favourite TV programme?
i don have time to watch tv.... hehe
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
none tat i noe of..
26. What was the best book you read?
cant rmb.. all of em are great!! -grin-
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
tat cannon in D is a reallyreally nice song..
28. What did you want and get?
a life
29. What did you want and not get?
money??!!!!
30. What was your favourite film of this year?
wld have loved to say charlie's angels.. but its not. its Pirates of the carribean.. n love actually..
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
i was 17. i was pissed off.. den zhi saved de day.. brightened it up by appearing wif my sunflower!!!! hehe...
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
getting to ACJC..
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?
nice on me.. trendy.. comfy.. oh... n BLACK!!! hahahaa.... rite sher??!!
34. What kept you sane?
xinyu n zhi n esta n weiying n sheryl... oh... n noeing tat dey're alwaex there...
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
erm...........
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
terrorism.
37. Who did you miss?
liuyin.. 4e3'02.. kim yuan.. benjamin.. xinmin..
38. Who was the best new person you met?
if i can only state one.. den it has to be esta... thankiew est!!! for everything!!
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003.
dont cry cos its over. smile cos it happened..
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
"its my life... its now or never.."
Wednesday, December 24, 2003
Friday, December 19, 2003
Thursday, December 18, 2003
Wednesday, December 17, 2003
You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p
What kind of kiss are you?
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seriously... i cant imagine myself doing tat.. but wateva..
You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.
What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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Tuesday, December 16, 2003
i love xinyu!! i LuRVE XINYU!!!!!! hahaha.... my beloved sugarcoated-honeycovered-chocolatey lovely princess!!!!!!! lolx..... hu else will kindly lemme charge all expenses to her card??? noone but my wonderful kindhearted-sweetnatured-evercompassionate bestest fren!!! hahahaha.... wheee!!!!!!!!!
went shopping spree juz now... n i when i was abt to pay.. realise tat i din bring plastic!! no plastic = no monay!! lolx... well.. my dear girl kindly paid for me!!! hahahahaa... TAS WAT FRENZ ARE FOR!!! lolx.... n lots more besides tat of cos.. hee... thanx dearie.. n today was great...
calling out to yinsiu, weiying, sheryl n xinyu: lets do this again sometime soon yea!!!!! hahahahaa..... whee!!!!!
oh.. den xinyu kept advertising her jumpy kangaroo!! lolx.... "whee!!! boingboingboingboingboing!!! mummymummy!!! i wan jumpy kangaroo!!! boingboingboing!!! " (erm... juz in case... tat was by me.. not her.. lolx..)
went shopping spree juz now... n i when i was abt to pay.. realise tat i din bring plastic!! no plastic = no monay!! lolx... well.. my dear girl kindly paid for me!!! hahahahaa... TAS WAT FRENZ ARE FOR!!! lolx.... n lots more besides tat of cos.. hee... thanx dearie.. n today was great...
calling out to yinsiu, weiying, sheryl n xinyu: lets do this again sometime soon yea!!!!! hahahahaa..... whee!!!!!
oh.. den xinyu kept advertising her jumpy kangaroo!! lolx.... "whee!!! boingboingboingboingboing!!! mummymummy!!! i wan jumpy kangaroo!!! boingboingboing!!! " (erm... juz in case... tat was by me.. not her.. lolx..)
Sunday, December 14, 2003
lalalaaa....... i'm bored!! haha.... wata bunch of antiquated ppl.... posing as pl dey're not... n actually scorning those of their species... rather pathetic actually.. but i'll giv dem compassion points for de effort.. hee...
i'm juz crapping actually.. but xinyu noes wat i'm toking abt!! right!! hehe... i hope she does anyway.. heh.. *yawnx* really bored now.... gonna slp soon.. nitey ppl!!
i'm juz crapping actually.. but xinyu noes wat i'm toking abt!! right!! hehe... i hope she does anyway.. heh.. *yawnx* really bored now.... gonna slp soon.. nitey ppl!!
Thursday, November 27, 2003
Is your birthday day 17 of the month?
>Your Life <
You neither want to be interfered nor have the desire to mess with others'life. But you are friendly and occasionally a party animal. You are always in a circle of friends. You often do things in your own way that occasionally go beyond the acceptable limit. People may find you childish and not very attractive in that sense.
>Your Love <
Your fun-loving character attracts opposite sex. Many of those are great.You often find yourself trapped among a few great guys while you have to choose only one.
>Your Life <
You neither want to be interfered nor have the desire to mess with others'life. But you are friendly and occasionally a party animal. You are always in a circle of friends. You often do things in your own way that occasionally go beyond the acceptable limit. People may find you childish and not very attractive in that sense.
>Your Love <
Your fun-loving character attracts opposite sex. Many of those are great.You often find yourself trapped among a few great guys while you have to choose only one.
Sunday, November 23, 2003
Your soul is bound to the White Rose: The
Pure.
"I've been waiting in the dark for a long
time, shining my beacon of hope through the
shadow. If you see me, don't you hide your
eyes from me."
The White Rose is associated with purity, honor,
and chastity. It is governed by the goddess
Artemis and its sign is The Cross, or Agape.
As a White Rose, you are a person of your word.
You may have a strong moral code, but
regardless of your virtue, you always stay true
to yourself. To you, love is the most pure of
emotional forms and it's just a matter of
waiting for it to bless you. Some people may
say you are too idealistic, but it's only
because you don't want to mess things up.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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Pure.
"I've been waiting in the dark for a long
time, shining my beacon of hope through the
shadow. If you see me, don't you hide your
eyes from me."
The White Rose is associated with purity, honor,
and chastity. It is governed by the goddess
Artemis and its sign is The Cross, or Agape.
As a White Rose, you are a person of your word.
You may have a strong moral code, but
regardless of your virtue, you always stay true
to yourself. To you, love is the most pure of
emotional forms and it's just a matter of
waiting for it to bless you. Some people may
say you are too idealistic, but it's only
because you don't want to mess things up.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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hmmm.... today(i mean saturday.. its sunday morning now.. hehe...) was fun... rekindled my love for de sport.... hehe.. battled against de elements... fought on.. neva gave up... n we finally reached shore.. was so afraid de current wld take us out to sea.. or tat lightning wld strike.. but we were lucky.. we made it back safely.. de rain felt like needles... piercing our skin.. de rain was liek a heavy fog.. blurring our vision...
" can u stand de rain?? "
" can u stand de rain?? "
Thursday, November 20, 2003
Wednesday, November 19, 2003
The children had all been photographed, and the teacher was trying to
persuade them each to buy a copy of the group picture. "Just think how
nice it will be to look at it when you are all grown up and say,'There's Jennifer;
she's a lawyer,' or 'That's Michael. He's a doctor.'"
A small voice at the back of the room rang out, "And there's the teacher. She's dead."
ahh.... somehow... like kids more cos of this... hehe...
persuade them each to buy a copy of the group picture. "Just think how
nice it will be to look at it when you are all grown up and say,'There's Jennifer;
she's a lawyer,' or 'That's Michael. He's a doctor.'"
A small voice at the back of the room rang out, "And there's the teacher. She's dead."
ahh.... somehow... like kids more cos of this... hehe...
Monday, November 17, 2003
Sunday, November 16, 2003
"all bullstrength n no brains"... how totally true!!! been eating sooo much today.. ate apple crumble wif 2 huge scoops of vanilla icecream covered wif whipped cream!!! if esta saw it.. she'll start toking to it n telling it tat it's sinful... if sam saw it.. she go.. "don make me eat".. or something like tat.. or izzit don tempt me??? hmmm... mummi saw n said i was gonna be freaking fat.. i din see it.. i juz gobbled it.. it was delicious!!! heavenly!!!!
Thursday, November 13, 2003
Your Name: cassandra leong
Your Date of Birth: 07/17/1986
Your Question or Information: i wanna know myself
Your Date of Birth: 07/17/1986
Your Question or Information: i wanna know myself
Past Eihwaz - Banishing magick, removal of obstacles and delays, invoking foresight, clearing up hidden issues and situations. | Present Lagaz - Intuition, imagination, success in studies, creativity, vitality and passion (especially for women). | Future Tir - Victory, leadership, success over other competitors, increase in finances, virility and passion (especially for men). |
Cast the runes here:
Rune Caster
i went to china town today... den after tat... went to suntec to spend quality time wif cassan..
i told cassan "i tink something is wrong wif me.. i'm actually eating chocolate ice-cream!! i hate chocolate ice-cream!!"..
cassan replied "i tink u're going crazy.. first.. u're eating chocolate ice-cream.. den u're toking to yourself.... u're overworked!!"..
so i said "but i'm not toking to myself.. i'm toking to u!!"
cassan rolled her eyes n stated "i'm u n u're me, dumbass!!"
"huh?? wadya u toking bout??" i was mystified..
i told cassan "i tink something is wrong wif me.. i'm actually eating chocolate ice-cream!! i hate chocolate ice-cream!!"..
cassan replied "i tink u're going crazy.. first.. u're eating chocolate ice-cream.. den u're toking to yourself.... u're overworked!!"..
so i said "but i'm not toking to myself.. i'm toking to u!!"
cassan rolled her eyes n stated "i'm u n u're me, dumbass!!"
"huh?? wadya u toking bout??" i was mystified..
Wednesday, November 12, 2003
Tuesday, November 11, 2003
see!! i knew it!! u noe me for a while n u're rushing to make judgements!! i'm NOT, i repeat.. i'm NOT wat i seem to be!! don jump to conclusions... i don make huge decisios suddenly.. i tink it over for ages first.. juz like how i shop.. it takes maybe 1 or 2 months to find wat i want.. den another 1 or 2 months to decide tat its worth buying!! damn.. its juz too freaking complicated to write here... maybe i shld stop this whole thing totally... neva eva write true emotions in here.. after all... i DONT wanna be public scandal!!
sigh.. complications.... ppl drift apart.. dey're not willing to make de effort anymore.. dey get new frenz.. dey shift apart from de old... i cant complain can i... after all.. i'm like tat too.. its de memories tat count in de end.. cos nth is foreva... its betta to part on happy memories... isnt it??
Monday, November 10, 2003
Sunday, November 09, 2003
was working today.. when tat fucking sr-1st 3 mth class 1a05 came in.. bloody hell only some were there.. but dey made a freaking big fuss.. told cat n she lemme go hide in de kitchen.. had to reappear in de end.. n dey kept staring n staring.. bloody fuck.. neva c human b4 ar??!!!! fuck dem all la..... kBkB...
Friday, November 07, 2003
i suck.. i really do.. u tink u really noe me?? well tink again.. u donno half de things tat run thru my mind.. u tink i'm great?? well i'm not!! i seriously suck.. juz tat u don noe it.. cos i don show it.. my smile.. my laughter.. all a mask.. de computer shows u all de "lolx"s.. "haha"s.."hehe"s.."*grinz*"s.. inside... i'm tortured.. tortured by myself.. i luv de com.. it betrays nth.. i hate de com.. it hides everything.....
Thursday, November 06, 2003
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