haiz..... 1 more week to o level... i'm not studying... juz rotting at home... volleyball B div. left for shanghai todae... *scared* hope no more terrorists attacks... going back to sch to study later... hope i actually study... i got no mood at all... damn... gotta have more self-discipline... *bLeAh*

u + mi = history
juz like tat?
all gone?

hey ppl!! aiyo.. veri tired.. dowan to online one... but i got to clear some misunderstanding... de thing posted yesterday was kapok from some website one... don refer to anione in particular... pla don anihow tink n get de wrong idea.. furthermore.. recently.. cos of exam, ppl have loose screw in their head... but mine not loose.. mine allady drop out.. n is all drop out.. so i tok is all crap.. it is unwise to trust wat i saying at this time.. ok!! so.. for de last time.. de thingie don refer to anione in particular... de thingie don refer to anione in particular...de thingie don refer to anione in particular...de thingie don refer to anione in particular...de thingie........................

i don wanna face de sun... y izzit so sunny outside??? i wan rain... i wanna play in de rain!!! i wanna scream... i wanna cry... i donno wats happening... i'm going crazzeeee........... damn... did i go overboard by posting tat yesterday??

Wat is she?
She’s funni, she’s fun, she never shows her moods
She dosen’t flare up, she dosen’t control u…
Her main objective is for u to be happi,
she dosen’t care wat scraps u get into…

wat am i??
a dictator, a tyrant, I want to control u…
I don’t care if u’re upset, as long as things go well for u…
I’m critical, I’m sarcastic, I scold n I nag…
I giv disapproving looks most of de time…

Its no wonder u choose to follow her,
rather den coming wif me…
if I were u,
I’d choose her too…

I don hate her for it,
neither do I hate u…
I juz hate myself ,
for causing all this grief…..

Who am I to control u?
De way u think n de things u do??
I’m juz a nobody afterall,
Juz a passerby in ur life…..

haiz... i finally found my dream jc> ACJC..... its got great facilities, de arts programme is great, wide variety of cca tat i'm interested in..... too bad its a rich ppl sch..... n its too far.... sadx sia!! haiz... its a dream tat wont come true..... hmmm... juz now go wif xy to get de photos we took on de laz dae of sch... VERIVERI NICE!!!! especially got 1> mi, xy, keith n pn one... realli chio sia!! next time post on my webbie den everione can c!!! hehehe!!! haiz... i luv my class so much... but everythings gone now..... we have graduated.... but no matter wat... 4e3' 2oo2 is still de bez class foreva!!! de memories i'll neva forget... de ppl i'll alwaez rmb... I LUV U ALL!!!

hey pEeps... this is de last week of sch... mi feeling melancholic... den juz now was de last PE lesson of de entire sec. sch daez... haiz... tok till like gonna die like tat... but its de truth... imagine... no more playing games wif ur class... we played street bandy juz now... all of us realli put our heart n soul into de game... everytime we score... we juz scream so loudly (especially keith)... u could realli feel de enthusiasiam!!!!!!! it was like The Last Game.... in a way... it is..... haiz.... after todae... everything gonna be study, study n more study... seeing de wae we played juz now actually brought tears to my eyes... i'm an emotional person... n this is de kid of scene tat i find memorable... it was not filmed on tape... but it was recorded in my mind... it was de most invigorating game tat i eva played... one tat i would neva forget... its true... sec4 is de bez yr of ur life... i rmb how much we used to hate mr ang... but now... we noe tat all he did was for our own gd..... he taught us games n he taught us dance... bye mr ang... thanx for de memories... thanx so much...

BOO!! hahahha... haiz... so much thingies happen recently... sick sia!! bth!! but i got a new-found confidant!! hee~ he's such a nice guy!! haha.. but he also veri kelian... my next pestering target... muah-haha-haha!!! bleah~ i hate her!!

haiz.. long time neva online sia!! hehe... last sat go bbq... hmmm... got lotsa scratched on my legs n plaenty of mosquito bites... itchy sia!! but 1 gd thingie... i became closer to my son ( tats wat i feel... donno bout him..) hee~

heheh.. now go hydroponics farm... hee~ den dey giv us free vegetable!! haha... got my favourite kangkong!! ask my mama to cook tomolo!! hee~ haiz... this sat sch organize BBQ for us... my n xinyu, wei ying n chay all going sun tan!! woo-hoo!!! haiz... onli one thingie tat making me sad... his ans was "maybe"... NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm not gonna let dem be together!!! don ask mi why... i juz don like de tot of it!!!

hahaha!! juz now go watch so close... damn nice sia!!! haiz... i luv my shu qi n zhao wei!!!!! so chio!! n so saat!!! hehe... den when shu qi died.. i cried!! den got 1 part donno y i started laughing loudly tho nth funni was showing.. haiz... going crazzee... hehee!! watch it!!! its worth de $6.50!!!

gd news: my com ok liao
bad news: MY BAG GOT BURNT!!! TAT STUPID DUMBDUMB KUKU BIRD DONNO DOING WAT TOOTING SHIT PLAY DE TOOTING CANDLE NEXT TO MY BAG N BURNT MY BAG!!!!!!! WAT DE HELL... DEN KEEP SAYING "SORRY... U DON ANGRY LEH..." HOW TO DON ANGRY?? WAN ME TO SMILE HAPPILY N SAE "YEH!! MY BAG BURNT!!"IZZIT??? JUZ BOT DE BAG N NOW ITS SPOILT.. KAOZ.. TINK I VERI RICH IZZIT... DAMN... REALLI NO COMMON SENSE LEH!! WHERE GOT PPL PLAY CANDLE NEXT TO A BAG ONE?? DEN AFTER SO LONG DEN REALIZE ITS BURNING?????
DON TOK TO MI U THINGIE!!! SHOO OFF.. BUZZ OFF.. F**K OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shitdammit!!!!! mi computer spoilt so cannot use... so sian leh!!!! haiz... my prelims realli sux sia.. both maths get c5, humans c6, science c6, chin b3, eng a2 n lit a2..... overall L1R5 get 23..... die liao... hehehe.... haiz... tat dae go cut hair... den become veri short.. de feeling is so weird!! no hair!!! :~( aiyo... now at my gramma house... hmmm...... but my com. shld be fixed by next wk.... hehehe... but i scared i will buay ta han den everidae online again.....

hmmm... spend lotsa $$ over de past 3 daes... bought new shoe, new bag, new wallet... hehe.. i like!!! hmmm.... i still wanna but new jeans, new skirt, new tops!!!!! woo-hoo!! aniwae.. prelim gonna be over soon... i already noe de result (all fail!!) so shld enjoy more before all de tcher catch mi go back for remedial!!! haha!!

aiyo... holidae over liao... so fast sia... damn!!! hehe... juz now go out wif xuelin... den after tat go xiaoshi house n havoc!!! hahaha!!! fun sia!!! den anihow take pix.. use finish de whole roll of film!!! boliao pPl!!

poor xuelin... haiz.. 12 day onli den break liao... haha.. juz now go pierce ear wif her... keke... haiz... sian sia.. i realli practicing to be tai-tai liao.. juz now go sher house play mahjong again... n worse of all... MY BUTT IS EXPANDING!!!!!

sometimes i wish i were young again... den i can hide under de blankets like i used to do when dey quarrel... but i cant. i'm older n i'm expected to understand... somehow... i'm stuck in de middle.... it sux... de atmosphere is so bleak... i hate it... it scares me... maybe.... i shld hide under de blanket again tho i'm suposedly to old to do so animore..... i juz wanna hide...

tat fucking yiwen go play me n soo!! put our hp no. in #cybersex n #sex!!!!!alot of ppl call mi!!! den this morning, i walking into sch.. she n a fren walking out, she saw me.. den she sae "suay!!" so i piss.. n shout back "xialan ar!!!" den i walk few more steps n sae "early morning c ghost ar!!" i wait for pn to walk over cos he juz behind mi... den she turn ard n stare at me.. so i shouted... "diao si mi lanjiao????!!!! " she also diao soo hui den soo scold her "diao si mi diao????!!!!!" sickening thingie rite??!!

haiz.... still ignoring me.... wt....... juz watched eight legged freaks juz now... careful u kuku!! wait de spidey come out n cobweb u up!! shit u sicko!!
of all de guys in de world... gary n justin are de bez!!!

Y?? Y?? Y?? Y u neva reply mE????????????? wHYYYYYYYYYYY????? u neva reply mi de whole dae!!!!!