aiyo.. finish physics liao.. can manage la.. hee~ tat xinyu ar... siao pne.. say zhenzhen wan la ji wif her.... suku ar... haha... now watching crossroads.....

aiyo.. finish physics liao.. can manage la.. hee~ tat xinyu ar... siao pne.. say zhenzhen wan la ji wif her.... suku ar... haha... now watching crossroads.....

hmmm... slacking away as usual... tomolo physics... wat am i doing? nothing... sorri mdm Ee..

Never had a dream come true

Everybody's got something
They had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday
That just seems to grow with time

There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
All this I know but still I can't find ways
To let you go

I never had a dream come true
Till the day that found you
Even though I pretend that I moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter
Where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you.

Somewhere in my memory
I've lost a sense of time
And tomorrow can never be
Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
All this I know but still I can't find ways
To let you go

You'll always be the dream
That fills my head
You'll always be the one I know
I'll never forget
It's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye

haiz... adults.... fickleminded!! first sae tat i don tok to her... at home or not at home also no diff... den later i wan tok she dowan listen... bLeAh.....

aiyo... juz now veri funni sia!! hee~ sheryl n xinyu come visit mi ar!! den bring dragon eye somemore ar!! so sweet hor!! hahaha... den ayu mama make lontong n she tabao for mi!!! yum-yum!!! veriveri nice dinner sia!! hehehe... thankies so muchie to all of u!!! *mUacKiEx* take care n study hard woR!!

aiyo... tat miss koh ar.. heng i not yet go out ar... kaoz... veri de wat leh... pang sei us 2 daex liao ar!!! kaoz... haiz.. now rotting at home as usual....

dammit.... wat de hell... recently keep falling down... todae is de most jia lat!! for de first time in my life i sprain my ankle!! fell down at de road there... den look up n saw a car coming... scary sia!! den i faster wan stand.. cannot stand... den i hop across de road...bleah... den veri pain den i keep on crying when i reach home.. kaoz... tat winnie koh... tell us meet her after lit paper.. she keep on do this n do tat.. 2 hr later also not yet c her ar!! wtf... den liu yin go wait for cabbie wif mi...
hehe.. heng got sheryl n xinyu... at first meet dem at de busstop one.. den dey so good.. come all de way to my blk here to meet me!! go de china doctor wif mi.. de stupid boss... press on de swollen part veri hard leh!!! PAIN!!!!!!!! stupid kuku.. den after tat put some shit-like substance on my leg n wrap it up... veri pain tat time hor.. at first i bite my hand... den my hand pain.. i bite my ff bear butt!! hehe!! haiz... heng got dey 2 ar... if not i will cry all de way there n back!!

hmmm... tomolo lit paper... other ppl studying.. wat am i doing?? nothing... juz rotting at home... i cant study at home ma.. wat u wan mi to do...listening to xi shui chang liu now... veri sad n touching.. go find lyrics...

haiz... byebye to social studies... bleah... den de english compo title all so kuku one!! haiz... maybe can onli get a2 for eng... i scared get less den a2...... damn... de compre still ok la... but de ques all veri tricky sia.. wed take lit exam liao...

juz now go sharma house.. den actually quite ok one..... haiz.. after tat everyone got other plan.. den i nowhere to go.. so lonely!! heng got sheryl pei mi!! see!! my sis so good!! we go long john study.. den got ppl treat mi eat chocolate pie leh!! haha.. aiyo.. noneed sae hu la.. since noone will believe it aniwae.. noone eva listens to wat i sae n noone eva believes wat i sae.. bleah... haha.. now irritating my son.. cant seem to make him pissed off leh.. nvm.. i will try till i succeed!!! hahaha!!

hee~ juz reach home.. juz now go celebrate CI Koh bdae.. den tat choo yong guan anihow kaobe us... in the end gotta celebrate outside sch... toot him sia!! make too much noise!!!!! haha... den got mi, priscillia, peirong, joseph, fei fei, eric, jin long, yew wei, chin hui, wee kiang, ming shen n clarence... at de senior corner there... comic sia!! haha.. tat fei fei veri de tok cok ar!! haiz... happi 20th swee lin!! all de best!! n fei fei ar... aiyo... go gym k!! eat too much cream liao!! =X
NPCC sec4 2001 rox foreva!!! woo-hoo!!!

i fell down n de onli thing u shouted was why i was so late... sae i neva call u, neva inform u... like u ever call n tell mi where u going like tat... u think u tat gret izzit??? at nite go pub go ppl company u can don giv a damn bout wat appening to me...when u neva go out leh?? keep on calling to kao be me.. keep complaining tat i neva tok to u... when i wan tell u bout wat appening in my life, wat u do??? u don listen... u find de ambience of de restaurant n de patrons so interesting... FUCK OFF!!! i'm human!! not a toy!!! u cant use mi onli when u need company!!!i fell down..wat u sae?? NOTHING!!! nothing at all... juz fucking bout y i so late n all tat fuck... do u c mi calling u n asking bout ur fucking whereabouts?? I DONT!!! i noe u need ur freedom... when i reach home.. wat do u do?? start screaming bout how irresponsible i am... u don even ask wat i got at de ceremony or if i'm alright... LET MI TELL U!!! theres a deep hole in my leg tat cant stop bleeding... de white antiseptic turned orange seconds after i apply it!!! ENOUGH?? serious enuff?? guess not... guess having company is more impt... FINE!! have it ur way!! den scream somemore... u fall down is my fault izzit??? y show mi black face??? dey sae tat ur family is de most caring ppl hu will alwaez be wif u... I DISAGREE!! de onli ppl hu showed concern were my frenz!!! u?? try to do some good to make up?? no use... did u know??when u stick a knife into a persons heart n pull it out again, it dosen't matter how many times u sae sorry... no matter wat u do, de wound is still there!!! den u show tat hurt expression.. like i did u wrong... FUCK OFF!!!

bTw.. thanx xy n ben.... xiexie.... nice n caring ppl!! my frenx!!! n thanx ben for de cabbie ride... (de plaster was soaked wif blood by the time i reach home... ) my leg gonna have a big protruding scar liao... an indelible wound tat i would uncover n morbidly inspect for years to come....

hee~ hApPi hEll 'o' wEeN!!! my mama birthdae todae... haha.. juz now go meEt her eat... den take home a beEg bEeG bOuquet of sunflowers!! veri nice wor.. but veri heavy also.. hehe.. haiz.. i realised tat i can study on de bus.. i actually realli studied juz now!! i gonna anihow take bus n study liao!!! 5 more daez to eXaMx.....

she sat by de window, waiting anxiously...
glancing out every few minutes or so...
hoping to catch a glimpse of him...
hoping against hope tat he would turn up,
tho deep in her heart she knew he wouldn't...
he never turned up before,
y would he do so now...
yet she sat there,
holding on to de tiny shred of hope,
de tiny shred of hope tat was torn to pieces in the end...
as she knew it would be.....

hmmm... nAn sHuN veRi veRi cUtE!!! hehe.. juz now ask him smile... den he giv a damn cute grin!!! hehehe... haiz... now u noe y i luv my didi so much..... long day todae... hee~ juz now xinyu n me make dinner!! got mushroom & sweetcorn soup, black pepper chicken steak n shepard's pie!! haha.. de shepard pie too bland.. but still edible la... haha... when we pour de potato outta de pot.. got lotsa steam.. den we steam our face n go sqeeze black head!!! hahaha... crazzee sia!! after tat tabao de shepard pie for pn, robin n liuey...
since it was too bland.. den i anihow add salt lor... dey pn n robin damn suay!! bite onto de pie tat got lotsa salt!!! hahahahaha!!! realli funni their faces!! hehe.. den donno y.. i keep luffing... i abit kuku tonite sia!! haha... aftertat... saw yili walk in.. den i rmb tat time 4e5 put a notice on their door specially for her "yili yili de dong xi mian jing".... i luff even more!!!!!!! haha.. den tat pn... aiyo... go pick out all de green beans n eat!! den robin worse!! go place de beans all de way up de handle of de spoon!!! den pn eat till veri jia lat!! bTh!!! tat stupid boi... pinch my cheek somemore i bite u ar!! hehe.. u pinch my cheeks.. i pinch ur fats!!! hahahahaha!!!!!!!*--la-la-la--* bLeAh!! hehehe... but den... all throughout... keep feelin an emptiness in me.....

haiz... gastric pain shld eat... but eat too much... even more pain ar!!!! i'm in agony now... ("_ )

hehe!!! i did it!! its edible!! yum-yum!! go make another one!!!! hehehe...

damn.. bread so hot.. burn my finger!!! *ouch* hopefully its edible... donno how long its been in de fridge...

haiz... haven't been eating properly for de past 3 daex... skip alot of meals... n when i eat... its onli junk food.. donno leh... no mood to eat i guess... juz ate a rasberrt tart... look so soggy.. donno if spoilt not... got a slight tummyache noe... sian... do make hot de bread n eat.....