heheh... last nite was nicole's bdae.. den go chalet... haiz... miss dem all so much.. den when i saw carol she hug mi till so tight!! hehe... haiz... 1 yr ago i met M... now.. he & her together for bout 10 mth already... unbelievable rite.. coulnt get me den change target... blEah... haha.. wont forget tat time i accidently stepped on his hand.. den i fell on him... de lights were off... almoz pitch black.. i rmb he siad tat he was resisting de urge to kiss mi at tat moment... he didnt ton wif us... when he was leaving, i was carrying joel.. den he kiss joel goodbye... his lips were so damn close to my face... if i didnt turn my head away.. i wonder if he would have kissed mi too...
this year leh... er... i neva contact him liao... i was msging nd all thru de chalet... den i played wif joel n i use him to suan nd.. i told him i was hugging a veri cute guy n i kissed tat guy.... den tat guy also kiss mi.. haha.. tat cute guy is onli 3 yrs old la.... den at nite go see bapok again... haha... so fun... went home to slp early in de morning den noon go for de job interview.. haha... dey take my pix tat time so funni... front view, den left view, den right view... like criminal like tat....
maybe i shld stop being so serious & start playing around... den i can enjoy life more... when i look back... i cant help but c tat i got so mani regrets...... but... alwaez look on de bright side of life... at least tats wat i tell myself...

when u put a knife into a persons heart & draw it out... it dosent matter how mani times u sae "i'm sorri"... de wound is still there...

hehe... todae go for de dance concert... it was absolutely fabuloso!!! especially de intermediate dancers!!! woooooot!!! veri saat sia!! heheh... now i regret quitting ballet.... haiz.... going join de hiphop lessons at de sch... i'll get my chance to perform soon... i hope... hehe....

haiz... finally got wat i wanted but do i still want it??? did i want it in de first place??? but its juz as well.... things are betta this wae i guess..... more "normal".. as other ppl will sae.. no unhealthy relationships... but mi jealous leh... haiz.....

hmmm.... went out wif tat guy juz now... hehe... funni sia.. he & his 2 fren.. mi & xy & sheryl... heheh... actually buying tickets tat time we were toking... den tat stupid ticket aunty interrupt us & cut short our conversation!!! bLeAh... den after movie we went seperate ways... actually wanted to meet him after tat but he suddenly got something on... nvm... still got chance.. haha..

supposed to be slping now... i'll do my bez... haiz... i'm regreting some things... but den again... i cant turn back time... wats done cannot be undone rite... everything is lost now..... i juz threw a veri precious gem into de deep blue sea... where i'll neva find it again..... ReGrEtx...

hehe.... hehehee.... waiting for tml sia... finally can c tat stupid kuku face liao!! hee...
hey!! wtf??? how come everthing he also noe?? MYOB!! toot u..... bIG mOuTh aLl oF u!!!

hee.... bot lotsa thingie!! haha.... got new costume... can swim happily liao!! haha... tml going chay house to discuss de chalet thingie..... den go swim!!! haha

FINALLY!!!!! my tel line repair so i can use internet liao.... thank god!!! heheh... hmmm..... going out wif him on mondae... hee~
i tink i'm sorta succeeding in getting him pissed at mi.... he seems more quiet n more easily dulan now..... but izzit wat i realli wan??? well.... de ans is in my heart..... haiz..... sorri

hmmm..... once again... i'm so extra... ppl got ai ai, i don have... ppl got gd results, i don have... ppl can go gd jc, i get stuck at lao ya one... haiz.... so extra... hmmm... i wan go shopping... i wan spend money.... treat it as all my troubles n throw it all away!! i've had enuff.... this sux!! life sux!! y do i tell him something i don mean??? i'm sorri... i hate it this way but i guess sometimes... to be cruel is to be kind...

haix.. finally can online!! maybe cannot go chalet le... how?? tat asshole betta change de date of de trip else i not gonna speak to him eva again!!!!! i hate him!! hehe... o level over liao!! can go wild liao!! but still muz reach home by 9pm everydae.. y??? to watch shuang tian zhi zhun lor... aiyo.. tat anna... wan kill xiao xing!!! neva die b4 ar!! hehehe...

hmmm.... tadae so guai... stay at home all dae wor!! haha.... first attempt at de hp pouch failed... sianx... neva... muz ganbatte!!!

heheh... watch harry potter liao... den also watch the guru.. haha.... so cheap sia!!! muz do tat more often!!! hehehe....
hApPi b-dAe tO wEi YiNg!!!!! aLL dE bEz & enjoY uR sWeEt 16!!

hehe... tat stupid kuku... bluff mi la... heheh... hehehe...
juz now wanted go watch harry potter.. but onli front row seats left.. den watch double vision... heheh... de eyes scary!! after tat go heeren... take pix!!! wow!!! sso long neva take pix... neva go orchard leh!!! PS change so much!!! haha... de feeling is great sia!!! roaming orchard again... haha... den saw xian liang at heeren... again... keep seeing him todae!! haha... but its fun... his sideburn so long!!! wait i pull it out ar!! heheh... everytime c him he also like veri paisei dowan c mi like tat!!! hur!! so i alwaez purposely shout his name veri loud den he bobian muz turn n sae hi to mi!! hehe... oh!! ya!! juz now bot a top... beli cheap!!! hahaha!!! great buy!! hehe.....
juz now watch shuang tian zhi zhun... got him again... *sigh* so cute... hehe... but I DON LIKE XIAO TONG!!! but still... i don mind being her in de show sia... *pure bliss*!!!!! hehe.. oOpx... eating flower again...

hey you!! stupid kuku!! u do 1st... i do 15 ar!!! don like u anymore!!! n u don even wanna tell mi its over... go & tok to wateva toot it is on de phone la.... hu needs u...
haiz... but was blackie telling de truth?? or joking..... shit all guyX!!!!!

haiz... redo-ing a page on my webbie... hehe... nicenice!!! hahaha... haix... impt paper all over liao... now can go n mai dong xi chi dong xi, mai dong xi, chi dong xi liao!!!!! hahaha!!! waited so long... veri long neva take pix... neva step into orchard leh..... hehehe..... so eager!!

so sian... rain all day... i like rain... suits my mood... haiz... i realli no screw... donno if i'm awake or asleep... realli wasting away....

dRiFtiNg iNtO a wOrLd oF mY oWn..... LivIng iN mY dReAmx... shld face up to reality.... but my dreamx are so much more enjoyable..... results gonna suck.... i'm slacking instead of studying..... watching all de stupid shows on tv instead of studying...... haiz.... bth..... going loony.........

haiz... pathetic... computer cok up again... bleah... like de msn like tat.... sucki.... hehe....
*dEePly iN lUv, LivIng iN bLisS*...... like real like tat... i dreaming again... bleah.......

aiyo... juz woke up 1 hr ago... eating diy pizza.. abit chao ta.. pathetic..

haha.. still watching crossroads... (watch again ma.....) hehe... xinyu did some realli kuku things... tink de exam stress getting to her.... wont tell u wat she did... its unspeakable of!!! hahahahaa..... she swing it in de air!!!!!! hahahaha.... don tink u all will noe wat i toking bout aniwae... hehe... cook maggi mee for her.. nice wor!! traing to be a housewife!!! bLeAh.. like real...