which stereotype are you?

haha... cant tok now... my face is green... cos i got mask... budden hor... juz now sneeze... haha.. den all crumble liao!! lolx..

haiz.. i todae so guai.. went home earli... den bot dinner... spent $11 on ribs... hehehehe... not bad la.. quite nice.. heheh... juz now break tat time go heartland mall.. den left there at 2.55.. we scared late so take cab. haha.. onli $ 2.50... so funni... take cab all de way up to sch.. noneed walk!! haha... so fun!! gonna try it more often!!

eh... xinyu n jeanne came by juz now.... toktok abit den went to paopao... yuan lin was there... companying her dear... den we play daidee for awhile n her dear joined us for blackjack.. hehe.... miss tat ger sia... next time go orchard muz go find her!! hehehe... enjoy working wor!! lolx... shuddup!!!

they sae that singapore is a harmonious country.. that people live in peace.. there is social discord.. no social discord.. but i feel that what those people see are only on the surface.. if u look... realli look.... like i have... u will notice someting... through my eyes.. i realise that we are divided into 2 de english society n the chinese society.

naturally.. the eng society are considered to be more "high-class". their version of gangsters are called punks. these punks are seen as cool and "in" . the chinese version of gangsters are known as the bengs and lians. (even the name sounds more low-class) most people, me included, see them to be an immatured n uneducated bunch of ppl who try to act like they own the world. wait a minute... am i actually criticising the ppl who i once associated with??? whats happening to me?????

my family background is english. i speak english at home. but ever since i entered primary school.. my main medium has switched to chinese. all my friends have a chinese background n they all speak chinese. my secondary school used to be a chinese school. even our sch song is in chinese. the bengs n the lians were the popular ones in the school! i was juz like one of them before... adopting "god-bro" n "god-sis"... all my ex were part of the gang.. or acted like part of the gang anyway...

all of a sudden.. it seems like i'm trying to hide my past. i seldom tok to dem anymore.. i seldom speak chinese. sometimes.. i'm at a loss for topics when i do speak to them.. there is suddenly this huge gap... tats drifting further n further.... even the ppl i hang out with are different.

all of a sudden, i feel different. i guess something in me died as 2002 faded away... sometimes.. i don even know what to say when i'm wif my son... de very same person who was in the same class as me for 4 years.. this being de start of the fifth...... is it the language barrier?? the seperation between the english n the chinese societies???

wat am i? or rather.. who am i? the eng, or the chin?? i guess i'm stuck in the middle.. but sometimes.. i juz speak chin without even realising it.... is that my true calling?? or was i born an eng?? i dont know... i really dont know.. is this really what i'm feeling now?? or is it pessimism arising from pms?? whatever it is.. there are only 2 sentences to describe it.. only one is right. pick one.

1. chao - ahlian trying to pose as miss universe
2. miss universe reappearing from behind the chao - ahlian mask

i guess it all boils down to one answer. i'm a confused girl facing the first crossroads of my life. the point is which road to take.....

pon todae.... all de doc i c so nice.. he offer me extra mc.. too bad tml noneed go sch.... hehe.... den i complain bout srjc to him!! haha.. he also from acjc last time leh!! 14 yrs ago!! hahaha... went to meet xinyu after tat... yeH!!! i bot my dress!!!! haha... so nu ren wei!! lolx!! too bad.. no black.. so i took purple... hee~ ya.. den xy got meet her aunt.. i go find my mama... bot another top.. (yEsH!! goT black!!! hahaha!! ) n nailpolish!! nicenice weird colour!! i like!! lolx... on de way back rite.. saw these indian twins.. 2 gerger.. bout 7 or 8 i tink.. my ma made a funni face at one of dem.. den dey toktok.. stare at my ma.. den i glare back.. toopid blackies!! one of dem tried to diao me.. i diao back... in a damn xialan way (as usual rite.. haha). den both of dem keep looking my way.. i dowan look back!! hahaha... toopid thingies... wait i pokey ur red button ar!!! hUr~ dOn fOoL wiF mE.. i'M a qUaLiFiEd RaCiSt!!!

do eyelashes grow back after dey drop?? how long do dey take???? look funni now....

hmm... drawing on my hp now... hehe... fUn* hehe... tried so many times.. still look abit weird.. nvm... i liek can liao!! haha... lalala.... so fun... waiting to draw on sheryl's phone!!! *hinthint*

hmmmmm... so which am i?? abit of both?? maybe...... tink so........

-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


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-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to
stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much
Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally
charged. You definitely love the person you're
with, and always want to know how they're
feeling so you can make sure they're happy.


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-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


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you hate it. but what can do you, just complain?
it doesn't matter, just as long as you get an
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some things are hard to sae out.. n if i realli sae out.. replies will be... its liddat la.. i last time also liddat.. now also no prob ma... but diff ppl got siff feelings.... rite.....
*dazed n confused n lost*

lolololx!!! todae go watch They wif some of my class ppl... so funni... i watch.. i scream.. den i luff.. hehehe... after tat go walkwalk... den go take pix wif dem.. hehe... after tat go meet zhi n xy... donno do wat den take cabbie go find sheryl at chompchomp... so long neva c her!!! i miss her so much!!!! after eating.. we WALK home!!! hehe.. so guai rite??!! lolx.. healthy sia!! haha.. keep toking n luffing all de way... feel so gd... feel like before.. when all so carefree n childish.. have things changed?? i tink dey have.. some things have changed anyway....
to my dearest da jie, er jie, san jie..... "as we go on.. we remember.. all de times we... had together.......... n as our lives change.. come wateva.. we will still be... frenx foreva........." luv u ppl so veriveri much... i neva wan us to part!! g4 foreva!! dong gan chao ren rox de worLd!!!

hee~ juz now go watch shanghai knights wif zhi... veriveri funni !!!!! hehe... den keep luffing.. haha... jackie chan ish damn sAat!! n even tho i don like fann... i have to admit she was not bad in de show.. haha.. her hair so long so straight so sleek... damn chio sia!! hmmm... oh ya.. de cold storage pizza not nice.. next time eat de chicken breast instead.. hehe.. yea.. den after tat go orchard walkwalk.. so quiet... hee~ walk walk liao.. my mama called.. den i ta bao bk for my ma.. sHo GuAi !!! heheh.. reached home bout 11.30.. haha... btw... do u noe de show little lulu?? i juz realised tat it rhymes wif stupid kuku!!! lololololx!!

she was lying in bed.. half aslp..or maybe she was actually awake.. but trying to tell herself tat she was aslp.. lying to herself again.. she heard voices.. quarreling... again.. she couldn't stand it.. it was like going back in the past.. ppl quarreling n she hiding.. tots reverberated in her mind till she finally fell into a deep slp...... trying to lie to herself.. telling herself de voices were part of her dream.. tat noone was quarreling.. tat todae was not chinese new year.....

oKie.. officialy chinese new year.. haha... i forgot to sae.. shu yin got best speaker for both debates held last wednesdae.. WELL DONE MAN!!! u did de xinmin debating team proud!! continue to strive wor.. too bad i wont have de chance to compete wif u.. de tcher neva submit our class names for de debate la.. sigH.. but in a way.. i'm also sick of debate la.. hehe... anyway.. 3 cheers for sharma.. shuyin n xm debate team!!! hiphip hurray!!!!