ok.. today was a wondeful day. y? cos i went HOME!!! yep.. went home to xinmin... no place can ever make me feel so at ease.. so comfortable n so happy.. juz running ard de sch like how i used to do.. going ard n seeing familiar faces everywhere.. it really feels great! saw kimmy n benjy n justin n blackie n dennis n liyin n xiuling n MDM EE!!! n MR SHARMA!! n sixiang n wing n koh n yuen yan n tang keng n sheryl n vivenne n maryam n kevin n nan shun n patrick n shao feng n anthony n teck li n tat shortie n feifei n him n sooo many more!! it feels good to be home.. *grinz* i luv y'all at xinmin.. you're awesome, ya?!! hee.. oh.. went to eat at cafe cartel n play pool n bowl after tat..

oh.. chinese oral sucked.. i neva felt so confidence-less b4.. it sucked..

Dear God.. i havent given up hope.. can i plsplspls have my phone back>> i'm DESPERATELY waiting for de person who took it to feel guilty n return it.. Amen.

ahhh... finish sch soooo early tat it was like not going to sch at all todae.. *gRiNz*went town wif esta n ying.. decided to eat breakfast at mac.. ahhh... sinful start to de day.... hee.. den esta went to meet her fren.. n chay came to meet us!! woAh!! someone getting more n more gerger wor... heh... wonder wats de reason behind her change.. hehe.. well.. so de 3 of us went to watch charlie's angels.. this is awesome ya!! yea.. i watched it again.. n i even replayed de scene of me losing de phone... den we hid in de toilet n waited for de screening of de next show.. den we show weijia n co.!! n realised tat de next show was still charlie's angels.. so we went out.. walked ard.. went to tangs to try gowns... ended up in heeren trying clips!! haha.. lame ole' me bot many clips!!! den xinyu finally came.. i mean.. when we were watching de angels.. de poor gal was struggling thru geog papers!! oOpx.. hehehehee... but.. everything is over anyway.. so tats gd.. den.. ate somemore.. n esta got tricked by my singtel operater lines!! lolx.. she sweared n hung up!!! hahaha.. lalala... ya.. den after tat.. went tpy.. den went home.. soooo tired!!!

Dear God.. i'm still grieving for my dearest phone.. can u pls make de person who took my phone feel guilty n decide to return it to me?? pls... oh.. n if gv cant reach me.. dey can alwaex send a mail!! thank you God.. Amen.

oh.. i miss my phone.. cant tat person get guilty n return it to me??? pls God...

okie... went to j8 wif ying, esta n gideon juz now to celebrate de end of exams... actually.. its not yet de end... still got chinese.. but who cares bout chinese??? hee~ den ying's aunt sent me home.. donno y i suddenly told her a story.. told her bout de time when my very gd friend in pri 4 gave me a hamster.. she juz learnt how to rollar blade.. n she bladed to my house n put de young litta hamster in my letter box.. den she bladed home n called me to go open my mail box.. she kept denying tat it was a hamster... juz persuade me go check asap.. when i opened it.. a cute furry beigh hamster poke its nose outta de opening... hehee.. i lost contact wif her eva since we went to sec. sch... den lata on.. heard de song "graduation" by vitamin c.. sigh... nostalgia..

to diana soh.. whereva u are now... all de best n stay sweet n bubbly... sometimes.. i wonder if u're one of those babes tat walk pass me on de street.. wld i still recognise u if i saw u today??

to sophia law.. juz saw u tat day... u've changed... so much more mature now.. (duh~) i miss de days when we sat behind tat curly hair tcher n made fun of her on de way to swimming lesson..

to lim pei sin.. donno wat to say.. i juz miss hanging out wif u... tokking to u tat day was like a trip down memory lane... n i miss ur granma's agar-agar also!! hee..

to lynnette tan.. ahhh.... u've changed so much.. but in my heart.. u'll alwaez be de lynnette tat got "raped" by me n diana.. de girlish lynnette wif de streamline body n pink swimsuit..

to lydia wong.. finally contacted u after like 4 years... well done ger!!! u've alwaex been brainy n cool.. hee.. rmb de times when miss lim alwaex mix us up.. we really looked like twins huh..

to audrey teo.. another brainy gal who ended u in rgs.. welcome home dear!! to a school in de heartlands.. ajc.. but i still tink u shld have gone to rjc la.. heh.. i miss de days when we juz sat ard n tokked cok.. when we rushed to help huang lao shi take bks in de morning..

to tan shumming.. ahhh.... i'll alwaex rmb de daex we quarrelled wif those stupid montfort boys... we alwaex out-talked dem!!! haha... those asses... n when we sang tat song to clement!! he ignored us.. but i bet he was fuming!!!

to ho ling.. wat appened to u??? don even noe where u went... i miss u sia!!! heh.. yea.. u were there when we insulted clementi.. heh... those were de days....

to lee bee wan.. ger ar.. study hard la.. don let us down k.. rmb u promised us to be guai.. but tat was so long ago.. u're a great dancer anyway.. keep it up!! hehe..

to serene chia.. yea.. sorta contacted u de most these 4 yrs.. u've not changed much.. still chio n sweet.. still de sch belle.. like ah-bee... quiet yet noisy.. how can i describe u?? oh.. i rmb copying ur ting xie!!! hahaha... but i still failed anyway..

to deng huiwen.. yea.. u've changed too.. i mean.. everyone has la.. but i'll alwaex rmb u as DHL!!! heh.. de prefect wif really neat hand writing tat hated miss wong also!! hahaha.. (hmmm... did anyone of us actually like her??)

to ng shi yun.. haha.. sometimes.. i read thru de letters tat we wrote to each other n i feel like luffing!! heh... all those hearts tat we drew.. all those prince william, 999, handsome guy... lolx.. so childish!!! haha.. but so fun...

to li jing hui.. our dearest olive!! aka chrysanthemum(in chin)!! haha.. rmb when all of us go downstairs playgrd.. play badminton n thresh banana-man n gang!! hahah!! cool sia!! alwaex make dem siasuay somemore!! hehehee..

to zhuang ming li.. is tat ur surname?? juz realised tat i neva knew ur surname.. tink its chng.. u moved away in pri 3/4.. den i called u once in sec 1.. u were in st nics.. wonder how u are now.. i miss running upstairs to ur flat.. playing barbie doll all afternoon!!

to janice tng.. hey ger.. how are u?? sorta lost contact wif u after pri4.. when we got to diff class.. don even know wat sec sch u went to.. don even noe if i can still recognise u.. but i miss those days.. throwing ice-cubes at passing vehicles from ur balcony.. so evil!!! heh..

to josella lee.. u moved away from us too.. shifted to tampines.. met once or twice after tat.. but neva really made de effort to keep in touch.. wonder how u r too..

cant really rmb any more.. but to all my dearest frenz.. take care whereva u are.. i miss u guys...

to da jie.. all de bez in nyp k!! jia you wor!!! heh.. n don bully jie fu hor!! hahahaa..
er jie.. study hard for ur geog paper tml k!! den we go be chiongsters!!!
san jie.. u also study hard!! after exams we go chiong ar!!! hahaha... yea baby!!
luv u all lots n lots!!!

i really have no life.. i donno de time n i cant contact anyone... all cos i lost my phone..
Dear God.. Please let tat person who got my phone get guilty n decide to return my phone..... Please..... Amen.
i want my phone back.. only when u lose someting do u realise it's true worth.. i cant contact any one at all rite now.. neither can anyone contact me.. argh... feel so restricted!!!
havent really studied for lit either.. juz procrastinating.. i don wanna go back to sch!!!

eeewwww!!!! she actually won!!! tat ugly funny looking thingie... eeewwwww!!!

ok... i wanna say a VERY HAPPIE BIRTHDAT to de most gentleman-ly guy i noe... yep.. its NG KHAY WEE!! to a very dear n wondeful fren.. n a very generous n helpful n funny n kind n tolerant person.. may this day be filled wif joy n laughter n all de hapiness in de world.. take care my fren.. we'll celebrate ur b-dae soon!! hehe

hee... today is a great day. my heart has become lighter.. n i am soooo much happier.. i have a new day in my calender!! saturday will now be known as x-c-day!!! hehehee... life is kinda great w/out a hp... oh.. i went for 2 job interviews todae.. i walked out on de first one.. hahaha.. cos de place damn ulu la.. hahahaa.. den after tat.. went for interview #2.. i really went for it.. but i decided not to go for it.. lata.. went to starbucks (sorry sheryl!!) to meet xinyu.. n i took their application form.. if nth goes wrong.. u may c me in starbucks soon... hmmm.... or maybe coffee bean.. i prefer coffee bean.. we'll c... i'm gonna get a job.. tats for sure.. de sistas rock!! >--mei-li--dong-ren--ke-kou--ke-le--> foreva!!!

ok... clumsy ole' me did something dumb again... lost my hand phone in de cinema.. something made me turn back to check.. but i was to urgent for de toilet so i juz ran off.. when i was outta de toilet den realised tat my phone was gone... ran back to check but someone took it already.. tried calling my phone.. but tat whoeva already turned it off.. so bobian.. called mama to ask her cancell de line for me.. haix.. so sad... had so many memories in tat phone!!!! n tat wonderful tat denise played during lit in SRJC.. sorry ger.. tats gone too... all de nice msges from ppl... things tat i couldnt bear to delete.. also gone... sobx... at least *he was there to lend a shoulder.. n lata *she appeared to giv comfort.. thanx so much... but de hole is my heart is still there... I"M SO HORRIBLE!!! if only i had checked.. argh.....

Dear God, pls let whoeva-it-is who took my hp feel guilty n return it to GV.. den GV can return it to me.. pls God.. tat phone means alot to me.......i really want it back.. i believe in your powers God.. pls help me... Amen.

btw.. charlie's angels: full throttle was nice.. too bad.. it brings back bad memories.. haix.. i miss my phone.. n i noe it misses me too..... bring back.. oh bring back.. oh bring back my hp to me, to me...

oOoOoo... catch this show on ch 5, 10 pm tonite... its called cherry falls n its real cool... its about this serial killer who targets virgins.. so all de high school kids organise a party where dey all come together to lose their virgins... cool rite.. there is this scene where half way thru their *ahem*ing.. de killer appears.. he runs thru de room chasing some kids.. oblivious to all de other couples lying side by side *ahem*ing... hehe.. watched this show wif sheryl n xinyu last time.. heh... it was my idea to watch this show.. hahaha... yeayea... bian tai kuang...

hehehee.... it was nice.. i'll giv her 2 thumbs up!! haha... thanx for lunch sis!!

oOooOoo... xinyu is cooking spaghetti now.. n she's bringing it over later... hmmmm..... interesting.... i'll update on de taste lata...

btw.. thanx gid, xuelin, khay wee n luke.. its nice of u... but nth can help me when i'm in this mood..

woke up at 6.45 n left de house at 7.30... supposed to meet xinyu, weiying n chay at yishun interchange at 8.. i reached at 8.15am.. guess wat?? i wqas actually de earliest!!! miracle sia... i'm usualyl de latest... xinyu came shortly after.. den we went to yishun safra first.. veri nice pool there.. went to look for yinsiu... saw chris there also..he asked me for more lame jokes.. sorry tho', couldnt tink of any.. weiyong n chay finally arrived at donno wat time.. den we went to climb de kiddies playgrd.. kinda fun actually.. went to lobby aftertat cos it was damn hot.. den me n xinyu went out to find food... n in de midst of it all.. we missed de com totally.. defeats our perpose of going.. btw.. i feel liek punching a certain someone in de nose!! i'm warning u: be nice to yinsiu.. or else!! oh.. den weiying n chay ate half of my polo b4 dey decided to call n ask if dey can eat anot... lolx... badbad ppl..... anyway.. went orchard to walkwalk.. while *someone had to go n coax a freaking 17 yr old spoilt brat!! saw soooo many nice clothes.. but no $$ to buy.. went home early.. had dinner.. den went out to study.. n tat freaking thingie in my house started accusing me of all kinds of shit... SCREW U!!! spoil my day!!

hee... xinyu, shimin, weiying n me went to celebrate yinsiu's b-dae juz now.. went to ESCAPE!!! haha... den we went on de cadbury together.. n we sang her a b-dae song while we were on it.. haha.. but..... she din hear it... so... we went on de cadbury again.. this time, yinsiu din wanna ride.. so we sat facing her at de edge n re- sang her b-dae song!!! hahaha... sang so loud tat practically eeryone cld hear!! lolx... it was soooo fun!! haha... den go play somemore.. den eat.. den play.. den felt vomitty.. hehe... den went home.. oh!! saw 3 of my pri sch fren there.. all working there!! haha.. pualine, peixin n wahida... feel so good toking to dem again!!! lolx... wonderful day today!!

hmmm.... came home bout 7.30om todae.. stayed at ying's hse last nite.. n rewatch de whole mvp qing ren.. really luv tat show.. especially gaoxing n barbie.. juz luv both of dem so much la.. hehehe... oh.. xinyu n shimin were there too.. tho *someone* slept thru moz of de nite.. hehehee... den went for breakfast ard 10.. ying was de only one tat din slp hole nite!!! zai wor!!! lolx... sian... play finish.. now time to study!!!

i wanted to put a pix here.. a really nice pix.. not juz de backgrd but also de ppl in it.. this pix brings back memories.. many B-E-A-utiful memories.. tat i hope will one day reanact itself.. so all those extra ppl in de current picture.. yes, i'm hinting at u - u freaking-slut-diao(4)-chu(1)-lai(2)-mai(4)-born-nerd-act-lian-tink-u-so-chio-thingie, u betta watch out.. cos we're all out to get u.. either u walk out of de picture wif some shred of dignity left, or we rip u apart den toss ur mutilated corpse out of de picture ourselves. either way, there is a clear meaning. F*Ck OFF!!! i don care wat u say to defend urself.. we don like u. u suck. end of story.

argh.. came in here for fun... stayed home to study today.. but only studied for 1 pathetic hr!! heh... 2 weeks more to mid yr.. muz ganbatte.. i don wanna retain!!! to all those taking o level this yr... ganbatte too!!!! oh.. i made myself a study log!! hahaha... gonna fill it up!! lolx..

oh... xinyu.. monday we go watch k!!! woohoo!! hehehehee... i wan eat nachos!!!!! i miss u!!

ok... i went to coffee bean, 2 pet shops n 1 fish shop wif him.. fell in luv wif 3 pom.. b4 tat.. was eating at j8 mos wif wei ying, esta n christopher ng wen HOWE!! oOpx.. caught de HOWE from esta.. heh... had loads of fun todae anywae.. hehe... told so many lame jokes!! argh.. i'm bored.. oh... noe someting ironic?? i failed everything except CHINESE!!!! lolx... c'est la vie..

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hmmm.. i'm finally online.. doing some research for pw.. hehe.. alst sat went back to xinmin for speech day.. saw so many ppl... n tok so much cok!!! had fun sia!! haha... cant stand tat kong sia!! got top in all his subj except eng n maths!!! horrible guy.. haha... but still.. well done!! all de bez!! haha... hmmm... tok alot wif kc also.. long time no tok to her liao.. tat vj ger!! haha... still so cute sia!! hmmm... den...... monday had squash... siasuay again... used to it liao.. hehee.. n... fell down twice todae... weiying, esta n gid couldnt stop luffing.. *bLeAh*... went coffee bean after sch... n tok cok again.. hee... time juz seems to fly by so quickly... oh.. i gave roy a shower after db training on wed... lolx!!! tat weakling!!! weiying muz be fuming when she reads this!! hahaha... lalalalaa** oh... xinyu is still de bez.. she wont luff when i fall k... she make sure i'm ok first den luff hor!! hehe... but nvm... go ahead n luff.. i'm used to it.. *grinx sheepishly* luv u all!!! especially U!!!