I HAVE NEW BLING.

"LOVE, BQTS TEAM" it says. they made me tear. made me drunk. my internet speed is disgustingly slow, so pictures will be up by 30 May i promise.

my trip to paradise city, my beautiful farewell, reunion with the best in melbourne. they will all be up, 30 may. check back then.

I will always remember. Them beautiful beautiful people.

Finally got all the pictures from dani..
Coogee Beach 2007. The Sofitel Banquets Crew. =)
I'm gonna miss them so fuckin much!!


beached whales.....

seaweed, and throwing the girls around.

in the rock pool!

karen, rodney, daniel, megumi, uday, roger, cassie, imogen

the Cassies!!


looks bad!

roger threw himself on the poor girls...

kenny's inspiration

gorgeous and hot!!!

love dani's cam!



most of us...
top: kenny, uday, greg, rodney, roger, darren, karen, me
middle: maud, mel, laura, nick, uday, kris, tracee
bottom: daniel, imogen, ema, megumi

i hate my life.

i paid fucking $740 for my tix a coupla weeks ago and realised that it's now $650 online. DO YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING MUCH I CAN BUY WITH THAT EXTRA MONEY. what did i not fucking check online before anything. why cassandra why you fucking stupid bitch. EEUURRRRGGGHHHH.

cassandra you are fucking dumb. brainless. bimbo. WHY!!!!!!

eeeuuuurrrrrgggghhhh. FUCK.











2 interesting quotes of the day:

#1 gay boy to straight boy: so, what is your input on gays?

straight boy to gay boy: none at all!!!!

#2 I love you with all my heart, soul, and guts. and i hate you with the same passion.




1 annoying incident:

fucking asian bitch at the train station behind me in the queue got irritated cos i took a second longer to buy my ticket. she stalked angrily to cut the queue of innocent guy at the next machine after muttering "OH GOD!!!!!" and doing that really loud pissy-sounding sigh. when me and dani turned to walk off, dani was saying, "sheesh, take it easy".. i was... "what's happening???" and fucking asian skank turned around, ignoring the ticket and chaneg that just dropped out from the machine, to give us the death glare and a ugly middle finger. dani went,"oh, that's sweet. " and she said, "same to you".

uh. excuse me?? we were being sarcastic. and your come back obviously failed. i know you probably memorise that one line for whatever anyone called you but you definitely did not expect someone calling you sweet. AND. if you had the time to turn, glare, point, for a full 5 seconds, you definitely have the time to wait in line. silly thing. GRRR.

dani to me,"that was so childish!!!". my reply, "fucking asian bitch." dan burst out laughing cos i'm asian too. i don't care. she was fucked, asian, and bitchy. so that's my description of her in 3 words.

if only i was more alert about what was happening. fightfightfight! i would have loved for her to miss her train. hehee. silly, silly, stupid KID.


bah.






and i'm still pissed about that fucking extra hundred i paid for my fucking ticket. RAAAAAAAAA.

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Corrin and I are waiting to get our surfers paradise souveneir. One that i don't think Cliff will like very much. hehe. sorry baby. but thank you baby.

i have just experienced the wildest holiday ever. wild mad crazy sausaged.

i got the drunkest i have been in my entire life, the first time i meet my ma's friend's son. HOW FUCKING EMBARRASING. puking from seat to toilet to outside club to home toilet all thru till the next mornign after i woke up. disgusting piece of shit. i am off alcohol for a year. i was off my face before reaching the club. half a bottle of johnie black in less than 2 hours, straight, with no food in tummy. i am disgusting and i hate my life. i swear i still have alcohol cruising in my body. YUCK.

anyway. after a couple of days, you kinda get used to waking up to seeing randoms in the house.all good looking so thats ok. haha! got kinda sick of cleaning and cooking but still. i enjoyed feeding the kids. =)

I love you cliff. i'm coming home to you soon. miss you so veryvery much!! =)))

I'M IN SURFERS PARADISEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and lovin every minute of it!! =p

OOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY EASTER!!!!!!! OOOOOOOOOOOOO
I LOVE YOU CLIFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

They call it ugly. i call it love!

all pictures in original form. =)























































































i have no idea why i'm grabbing my boob, but damn, we're so cute!!! =)

colourful ciggies from bulgaria!!
the flower and the bee.


hotel-sponsered seafood-buffet cruise. they only had oysters and prawns. =/

my attempt at spying. how pretty!

a very happy birthday to yiwenzilla, benjy, steph, cliff, sonny, yanjun. in that order. cos i know i will not be online. but u guys, please know i love you all LOTS. =)


*very big hugs and kisses*


A VERY VERY VERY HAPPY 21st to all of you!!!!

(except cliffybabyboo who will be 21 + 2 years old!)

got inked. =)

might get more piercings and more ink. =)

will be back 2nd week may.

went for greek festival.

grace, just as long as you don't try to convert me.. i'm not ready yet

i'm in a i-cannot-fucking-be-bothered-with-you phase of life now. i feel like karen. every single thing is just.. fuck this and fuck that and fuck it. and stop fuckin pissing me off, stop fuckin annoyin me. and what kylie taught last night.... i fuckin needa take a piss ya fuckincunt!

i got really pissed and they pissed themseleves laughing at me learning the suburbian talk. we got free fries from the kebab shop for dinner. and free lots of stuff too, cos they didn't charge us alot. hehe. =)

anyway. yea. because of my i can't-fuckin-be-bothered-with-you thing, i might be losing friends.. even dropping on the she's-a-good-friend meter, cos i just can't fuckin be bothered. but as said, i just fuckin don't care. if you trust me as a friend, you know i'll be there. and if i trust you as a friend, i'll definitely be there, when you need me. the end.

jack in the box. popping up when you least expect it.

love the people who appreciate me. here to be a friend.

i'm just so fuckin sick of some people and their fuckin attitude these days. so i'm taking a step back from all of it.

there are so many people out there; privilleged kids in their beautifully ornamented, beautifully sheltered homes. they don't know. don't know the value of money, of life, or love, of friendship, of hardwork. don't know the meaning of hardship, of pain, of love, of poverty, of survival in it's rawest form. don't know how lucky they are. one day they'll learn.

dan almost broke down at work the other day.. he said his mom left home. well, if she's happier gone, then why don't you grant her happiness? i'm not attacking him in particular. just hoping, that some people understand... letting go is a form of happiness. if you love someone, wish them happiness.

on religion. my aunt makes me believe in buddhism. makes me start meditating, and i really do. then i read gracie's blog. and she is one person that truly inspires me. in many ways, including her new found faith.

she's amazing. amazing grace. always has been, always will be. i love ya grace, tho we don't talk much. but i really do. =) i can see you running in hospitals in that white jacket. you're gonna do big things. you make me sit and smile at the computer like an idiot whenever i read your blog.

Dear Singuan, THANKS. =)


Went to Coogee beach today. It's reallyreally nice. There's a huge rock pool!!!! Baby, we're gonna go there soon!! =)

Work is going great, i just had my yearly appraisal and everything is going well. =)

I'm happy.

La vie est belle.

i quit school, will be back in singapore around april.

don't ask why.

couting down till i jet off again. i really hate the leaving part. =(

nevertheless, Cliff has been making life nothing less than wonderful, even though there's been the quarrels and the tears. They just make me love him moreeeee!!!!!!!! hee.

and today was veryvery fun.

BOOBILICIOUS LESSONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thank you very much my dear girls.. =)

sherrie, i'll take hamster pix soon... wen, it's yiwenziLLa. 2 "L", not just 1. hehehee. =p

been busy the whole week- and spending alotta money!! =/

2 new CPUs which Cliff's friend Ken taught/ helped me build.
1 new spectacles for mommy.
lotsa money doing the tourist thing with dani.

Sher's sis, Stephanie, gave me two super duper cutesy wootsy hamster babies!!! =)))

I was deciding- big ben and jerry, snoopy and woody...........
mom decided on woody and cheeky. she just cut my cardboard house into half. GRRRRR.

gonna take pictures of my new babies later. =)

thanks sherrieeeee!!!!!!!! and stephanieeeeee!!!!!!

and Thanks cliffyyyyy..... for being a great host though i've been unbearable. =/
Dui Bu Qi, Wo Ai Ni!!!


AND.

main thing for this post: (stolen off sher's webbie)

"Don't let anger consume you. Then, you will never be the person you were meant to be."

So true, as i've seen quite a few times this summer hols. I will try, to curb my temper. To live and let live. Close an eye, look the other way, and not let the little things get to me.

I will LIVE. and not let anger consume me.

Hate a little less, and Love a little more.

Thanks for blogging that Sherrie: it made me think twice bout what Yiwenzilla said: let it go.

Since 04/05 Feb 2005!!! Lovelovelove!!! =)))

Since 04/05 Feb 2005!!! Lovelovelove!!! =)))

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IF YOU HAVE NOT, CHECK IT OUT ANYWAY. YOU'LL STILL LOVE HER!!!

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once again ladies and gentlemen, hell hath no fury as a woman scorned.