hmmm.... so tired todae... muz start slping early liao... bleah... miss de 6.30 bus again... darn...
went to so many places to look for racket todae.. but cant find.. after sch go amk wif xiaohui n
kathleen but still don have.. den went to gramma's hse eat dinner.... den go hg mall find
again... argh..... sux sia.. tink i going to queensway to find liao... oh... xinyu n weiying now in
touch rugby.. hope dey have fun!! hehe... enjoy wor.. n thresh pony!! lolx... weying ar.. 22 is a
nice no. also.. don fret..... oh.. saw ayu on my way home... miss her soooooooo much!!! hehe...
she's my dearest bitch!! haha... aiyo... suddenly got full blown rashes.... so itchy.. n de uniform
so hot... cant stand!!

argh... bad day todae.. left my buspass at home den gotta go back n take.. by de time i got back to de busstop.. i missed my bus.. n i missed beanie also.. bleah.. bad start to my day.. den i ate sooo much!! ate yong tofu, chicken rice, mash potato n mac!! hehe... glutton! aiyo... anywae.. went for de squash tryouts.. when it was my turn.. i accidently smashed de racket on de floor.. paisei la.. first time playing ma.. den donno y got 2 ac guys watching me play.. den dey luff!!!! i damn pissed.. den pointed middle finger... bleah... after tat den i realised how vulgar i was.. argh... gonna have to change!! oh... n my gp tcher is a freaking gay!!!!!

argh... i'm dead.... i cant grasp no maths theory!!!

ahhh..... satisfaction!!!! went to shop todae... n we walk n walk n walk n walk n walk... n i juz reach home awhile ago.. lolx... feels sooooo gd!!! xinyu, sheryl n me.. feels like sec sch daex again.... hehehehe.... n we took pix!! *jumps upndown excitedly* so long no take liao!!!! haha... n we ate alotalot...!!!

i guess i cant blog this todae cos my net cok up again... neva mind.. i save it forst!! haha... i came hoem in a veri disgusting state todae!! i had a mixture of sweat(got pe), rain water(caught in rain) n pepsi all over me... so yucky!!! but feel so much betta after a bath.. haha.. went town wif weiying, chay n xinyu.. met may n huiwen.. we had a great time tricking dem!!! haha.. lalala.... den after tat i went to meet sixiang for debate.. kaox.. we lost our way.. den got drenched.. even tho there was an umbrella.. all shu yin's fault!! he too tall!! den de umbrella too high up.. can shelter me properly!! haha.. anywae.. we arrived too late to watch due to sixiang's wrong info.. lolx.. well... we lost... VERI UNFAIRLY!!! wateva.. those fcuked up bastards were bias anywae... n dey realli dampened de girls moral lor... anywae... we mananged to sorta cheer dem up.. we played sooooo many tricks!!! wahaha... fun sia!! n sharma treated us all to kfc!!! hahaha... thanx mr sharma!! tok n tok till latelate.. den sx wanted to show us trick.. guess wat he did... he accidently spilled de large coke (3/4 full!!) all over me!!! silly thingie!! haha.. after lotsa delay.. finally went home... argh.. lata still got lesson... bth!!! betta go slp now... blogged at 12.48am

argh... juz dropped 181 strands of hair... die liao....

juz now met sheryl!!!!!! soooooo long neva c her liao... miss her soooo much... hahahaa... yeh!!! she PROMISED to go out on sat.. hehe... woohoo!! luv u all sooo much.. hehe...

k>> u n all those of ur type suck big time!!

oh... golden monkey w/out hair called from camp juz now.. scare me ar! =op

eh.... got assigned to project work grp todae... hmmm.... we kept luffing all de way... tink we going crazy... now i gotta settle on a cca.. den my college life will be more or less settled liao... den i can start to slack.... lalalaa.... madness..

lallaaa......... todae is de first day i understood a maths lecture... lolx... hmm... den during de 2 hr break.. went to robin's hse.. he so nice.. bot roti prata for us!! hehe... den we go soak leg in de pool.. rush back to sch in a cab.. lolx... after sch went to meet chay.. wow!! eat n tok again... haha... great dae... saw pn.. he look so sick!!! so weak.. so pale n scary... got 3 plasters where de ppl poke de 5 cm needle in.. ouch!! argh.. i cant cope wif de reality of this world.... n nkf patients live wif needles like those for their whole lives!! god save de world....

woOoOoOoooot!!! juz reach home.. had a moz wonderful time juz now... me, xinyu, weiying, chay, cailing, liuey, peirong, ben, sixiang n keith went to robin's house to celebrate his b-dae.. (b4 tat.. on de way to his hse.. xinyu n i tio bird shit.. hehe) his house damn cool leh!! got miniature golf course, swimming pool.. n lotsa toad!! haha.. remind me of chalet sia his house... so cool!!
hehe... well... chay was de first one to get pushed into de pool... soon after.. me n weiying join her.. hee.. den we started laming.. but even de moz spastic lamers cant do much wif onli 3 of us... ahha... cailing n robin join us.. den de rest slowly came.. (except liuey, pr n sx)hee... played water ball game wif robin's god bro n sis>> victor n vivien.. n his bro>> ronald.... lolx.... reallie damn fun sia,, n damn spastic!! after tat.. went to play indian poker.. we cut de cake abt 11.30pm.. den we started de cake smaching game.. haha.. ben smash it on me face.. den i lick it.. soooo yummy!!! lolx.. yea.. den all of us went round smashing.. after we clean up de place.. donno hu started.. den xinyu got pushed into de pool again.. den donno wat appen.. den chay got thrown in.. den me.. de robin... den ronald.. den ben... haha.... it was damn funni n fun... 4e3 rox!!! haha.. hope there can be many many other daex liddat!! hee.. thanx for inviting all of us.. n may all of us stay in contact foreva!!!!

hmmm.. for my future b-dae.. u all come my future hse n play la.. but muz careful don fall into my pirahna pond k... hee.. *grins spastically*... thanx zhi!! for ur generous offer.. n thanx cailing's dad for dropping me off.. hehe.. =>

-= jULy PpL =-
* Fun to be with
* Secretive
* Difficult to fathom and to be understood
* Quiet unless excited or tensed
* Takes pride in oneself
* Has reputation
* Easily consoled
* Honest
* Concern about people's feelings
* Tactful
* Friendly
* Approachable
* Very emotional
* Temperamental and unpredictable
* Moody and easily hurt
* Witty and sarky
* Sentimental
* Not revengeful
* Forgiving but never forgets
* Dislike nonsensical and unnecessary things
* Guides others physically and mentally
* Sensitive and forms impressions carefully
* Caring and loving
* Treats others equally
* Strong sense of sympathy
* Wary and sharp
* Judge people through observations
* Hardworking
* No difficulties in studying
* Loves to be alone
* Always broods about the past and the old friends
* Likes to be quiet
* Homely person
* Waits for friends
* Never looks for friends
* Not aggressive unless provoked
* Prone to having stomach and dieting problems
* Loves to be loved
* Easily hurt but takes long to recover
* Overly concerned
* Puts in effort in work

eh.... juz treated my mama to dinner... so nice rite??!!! hehehee... lalala... feel so pimply... here's a song:
pimple pimple go away
neva sprout on my face again
(to de tune of rainrain go away)

ok.. justin n er zi... take care!!!! er zi.. be gd k.. it'll be over soon.. tho i don tink u wan me to noe.. wateva.. juz take care.. u'll be ok... n justin... aiyo.... i noe u need to train.. but next time raining be careful la... hurt ur leg liao still wanna go play soccer... tsktsk... be careful!!! wait next time u cant run properly den u noe ar... everybody tats sick, unwell or injured... pls take care k... n i pray to the Lord tat u all get well soon... have a nice good friday..

ok... i skip chinese todae.. went to orchard to eat wif esta, daryl n gideon... but.. don seem worth it.. i hum la.. scared tat mondae will tio da ji.. cos de cheena tcher sae wanna complain to our ct.. bleah... shittie asshole... anywae... we were like so crazzee lor... haha... giddeon so scary!! we go eat at yoshi.. den he ate 2 bowl of derice leh... aiyo.... scare me ar!!! haha... took bus home to get my stuff.. freezing cold!! hmmm.... den i wear ac orientation shirt!!! hahaha... went to heartland mall bk to meet xinyu, wei ying n chay to do homework.. chay no hmwk.. so she eat n eat!! lolx... den weiying n chay kept conversing wif a british slang.. realli funni sia.. yEa.. lololx.. oOoOoOoooOOoo.. saw miss g at epb.. i miss sr lit!!!!!! haix... tink zhi on de way home from training now... take care dear....

aRgh... tink i'm deprived.. tats y i tok so much when i'm not at home... but i tink i tokking tooooo much... its time to shuddup... sigh... i will do my bez to use my 2 ears more den my 1 mouth..

ok... went to watch juz married after sch todae.. wif xinyu... actually got wy, ys n chay one.. but all cannto make it.. bleah... we had a great time anywae.. hehe... after tat went to compass pt to finish my maths hmwk.. wif xinyu n pn.. haha... lalalaa.... so cold there... guess wat??? saw LXN!! haha.... ok... shhhhh.... shant sae anymore.. hehe.. lalala.... oh... btw.... i realosed how improtant liuey is to me... i luv u!!!!!

i saw my pri sch fren on de bus juz now.. wanna noe where she is now?? at vjc.. it's kinda my 2nd fave sch... i went home.. had a shower n tried on de brown uniform.. reality came crashing down once again.. i wasnt some kid idling away after O's, i wasnt some probation student slacking away de first 3 mth, i am officially in nanyang. all appeals have closed.. n even if i had appealed.. i would not have gotten to my dream sch anywae.. wif marks like mine, de JCs wont exactly be vying for me... i really din recognize de ger in de mirror.. or was it tat i did not want to recognize her? "awful colour.."my mom commented.. as if i din noe.. white n blue wld have been so much betta.. if only i had studied harder.. if only i had listened to wat dey said.. if only i had taken up some sport.. if only... my life seems full of tat... to all those who have not taken ur Os.. study-study-study!! do everything u can to get a max of 10 pt.. cos wif a max of 10.. it'll be easier.. lots easier... many more choices.. tho even wif those marks, u cant get to certain places.. but at least u'll moz prob get to JCs u wanna go, poly courses u wanna enter.. a max of 10 s not everything, but it is someting!! xinmin isn't affiliated anywhere.. only hard work can get u places.. i'm telling u all out there now!! don regret ur life.. live ur dream.. all it takes is hard work.. but de feeling of finally flying is undescribable!! don look back at ur life n find it full of "if only-s"....

oh!oh!oh!!!! forgot!! puipuipui!! got one ac bitch came to ny todae!!! bleah~ in top 5 sc hso wat.. its still trespassing.. bleah!!! hurhur~ sigh... make me feel so jealous again.... thanx esta.. for kao-peh-ing wif me...

sigh... juz dyed back my hair.. all judy loh's fault... my hair damaged enuff liao lor... freaking ass... n i hate it!!! got soooooo little hair!! alwaex waste hair dye... use less den half de bottle leh... bleah..... oh.. n i splash dye everywhere.. in my mama room!!! die liao!!!!

argh.. i'm such a disappointment.....