ok.. this sux... everything thing i typr juz now is erased!! haix.. i'll retype ba... de impt stuff anyway... yeap.. i learnt some stuff bout some ppl... some who blow off their old frenz whom dey've known for years.. n stick wif their new frenz tat dey juz noe this yr.. how much do dey noe bout u anyway... all dey c is on de surface!! yeap... den there are those tat pang seh old frenz n tchers for some chalet.. u're not as matured n sensible as u think... those ppl u noe.. are dey really frenz.. or ppl taking advantage of ur innocence?? some things go way beyond de surface.. u tink u noe dem well... but can u really read their every move??? don exchange ur innocence for wat u tink is world wisdom... its probably juz a nasty lesson in disguise.. de minds of ppl in different age grps n different sexes are different.. be wary.....

take care frenz.. don rush thru life n leave happiness behing in ur haste.. take ur time to grow up.. there's no rush... after all... u have de rest of ur life to grow up.. take ur time.. take in all de wonderful sights around u... after all, it's a one way road that u only pass thru once...

sometimes... utter loneliness sets in... loneliness is not when u're all alone in a room... rather.. its when u're in a crowded room but u are unable to communicate wif anyone... dey all seem to be blocked out by this invisible wall... u try screaming for help but noone hears n noone cares... de final straw comes when u try to reach out.. but gets shrugged off... u wanna run.. juz run n run n run... run outta tat room.... u look round n round.... but there is no door... no door outta tat room.... u realise tat u r trapped.... trapped.........

happy national day!!! saw so many cuties during flag day todae.. oh... got one scgs angmoh slut also.... cant stand.. so young look like whore liao...

hmmm..... din go sch todae... woke up at 11.30.. felt so gd!! but my whole body is aching.. sux la... haix.... ny sux!!

ello ppl!!! i finally got online!!! haha... feels gd!! *grinz* but i'm bored... chatting... chacking mail... same ole' shit.. haha.. like me... a pile of walking shit... argh.. ny sux... thankfully.. i still have a bunch of frenz to curse de sch wif me!!! haha... lalala..... i gonna go da xiao ren!! hehehee... stupid sch.. wan me wear a kuku uniform in a kuku manner??? forget it!! screw ya!!! bloddy ole' cheena piece of shit.. oh.. ya.. got attitude problem also!! KB!!!

hmmm.. nth to say... i'm bored.. gonna go get court shoes tml.. din go for PT todae.. gonna make up for it maybe next week.. hmmm... de tv show very interesting.. ack.. beanie was shocked when he saw me this morning!!! bleah... life sux... oh.. ya... de gers from pn's class sux.. specially tat AH... n oh.. ya... tat ger who was smacking his shoulder repeatedly den ran off to tok to pants in de ass sux too... NOONE smacks my son!!! shit u...

hee.. firstly, i wanna thank everyone!!! this is de best b-dae i eva had!!! hehe.. after sch.. went
coffee bean wif weiying to meet xinyu n pn... den chay came after tat.. lolx... dey planned a
really great suprise for me... thanx xinyu.. we went to hg mall cos weiying wanted to go
library.. guess who suddenly appeared?? zhi. hehe.. i was looking for court shoes in de shop.. den
when i was walking out.. suddenly saw him.. hee... it was a nice shock.. *gRiNx*he gave me my
prezzies.. wif an audience watching.. de shop assistant was smiling away.. n 4 ppl were
watching me from across de mall... lolx... thanx anyway ppl.. hehe... den went to gramma house
to celebrate.. my uncle b-dae also... den went to xuelin house.. k.. i'm gonna do wat xinyu did..
ppl who wished me: lotsa ppl!! de first one was xiaoshi, den jeanne den alecia.. weiying came in
fourth!! haha... oh.. de chinese tcher n de koi wished me also.. lolx...

stuff i got:
from xinyu dearest - a big heart pillow (resting on my bed now) + a ff bear mug + a love

keychain + a pair of butterfly earings + a photo frame + one side of a earring (from her bro,

she got de other side.. lolx..) + a B-E-U- tiful card!! thanx sis!!!

from dear dearest - a B-E-A-utiful sunflower (on my dressing table in a purple glass now) + 7

assorted candles +a piggie photo holder which is holding a heart

from weiying, esta (main organisers rite??) n a whole lot of other ppl(bout 30++, will put up

list when i get it..)- a NEW HANDPHONE!!!!!!! same model as my old one... but thanx soooo

much!!! hehee.... oh.. n 2 cards.. one tat looks like funeral photo.. one tat is normal.. but i luv

both.. don worry!!

from xuelin- de purple glass(which is resting on my dressing table, holding my sunflower.. )

*gRinX*

from alecia- de love note!! lolx...

from LiuEy, pEirOng n CaiLiNg - de hp thingie wif my name on it.. (hanging on my new

phone now!! hehehee...)

from xinyu's mummy- hong bao.. thankew aunty!!! hehehee..

from my cygnus frenz- a red n white bikini.. hee.. thanx wor!! i wore it liao!! lolx...
erm... pls msg me if i left out anyone.. thanx so much for a wonderful day!! luv ya all!!!

oOKie.. went for squash today... back still hurting.. but i had fun.. made a new fren!! her name is Grace!! eh... used to be from scgs.. hehe... cute ger!! n we are working to de same aim: thresh AC.. may sound impossible.. but its alwaes nice to have someone wif de same vision as u.. supporting u along de way.. hehehee.. lalalaaa.. hmmm.... i'm getting kinda crazy these days.. i miss u dear!!! oh... cant forget.. HAPPY B-dAE VEENA!!!!!

okie.. todae is xinyu's b-dae... HAPPY B-DAE GER!!!!hehe... hope she likes all her prezzies!! hehe... take care dear!! hehee.. oh.. n tml is veena's b-dae... happy b-dae ger!!! heh.... may everyone be happy foreva n eva!!! hehe...

ello!! i'm busy getting ready some stuff... juz hope i have enuff time to complete everything.. havent done de koi's stuff.. tml sure die.. bleah.. used to it anyway.. yucko guy.. keep criticising us.. well.. i'll prove u right!! for now anyway.. hee.. oooo... haven seem *ahem for veri long liao.. missin ya!!! hee~

Dear God, as u receive this prayer, i wonder if de twins are wif u. i hope dey are, n i hope dey're happy. God, if i were u, i'll be really irritated by now.. but i still muz say this.. can i pls pls pls have my phone?? Thank You. Bless my ma n me, so tat we both get de phone calls tat we desperately wanna receive. Bless all de ppl taking chinese oral, that things will go well for dem. Bless everyone, let dem see joy in whatever situation dey are in. Amen.

lolx.. it's hard to believe tat u can still get 3rd in class for a subj even tho u fail.. lolx.. congrats anyway.. heh... hmmm.. got back lit n econs today.. got D n E for lit papers.. n i was sooo happy.. i neva thot i wld be happy seeing a D on my paper.. if this were sec sch.. i'll be crying like mad.. but i guess JC is juz different.. maybe it's juz too tough tat even getting an AO pass makes me rejoice.. or maybe it's juz cos i don care anymore..
hey ger.. don be sad bout oral k.. it sucked for us too... juz do ur best for de compo n de other sections..

i wonder if Ladan n Laleh are in heaven now.. walking beside God.. well.. tho dey din make it.. at least dey got wat dey wanted.. to be seperated.. i donno wat to say also.. Rest in Peace. Amen.

heyhey.. hehe.. went to orchard to get prezzies for leo n kwee juz now.. den went to east coast for wat i still donno.. sat at de mac for a very long time.. our main event of de day was... waiting for amanda!!! lolx.. so.. while waiting.. we sat at mac for a very long time.. den we went to de beach.. we juz stood ard doing nth.. oh.. den we watched 2 grps of fools making a fool of dem selves.. de first grp was some malays trying to bodysurf or someting.. de second grp was a bunch of ppl ard our age playing wif a supermkt trolley.. dey were pushing each other ard in it.. how lame can u get??? anywae.. when amanda finally came.. we juz sat ard n tok for awhile.. den dey raped pk.. (pk has swollen nipples now!!!) hee~ den went to pasta mania for dinner at parkway.. leo din wanna eat.. he was going home for dinner... but in de end.. he helped me n jun finish our pasta.. haha... den we cut de cake.. n took pix wif de cake n our prezzies.. kwee n leo both got a tee from flash n splash.. n a really shiny n bright black boxers wif red hearts (we signed on de boxers!! hehe..)oh.. n dey gave me a red n white bikini.. thanx so much!!! u rock!! hehe... it was a somewat lame but fun day... muz meet up soon k!!! luv ya all!!! *muackx*oh.. leo produced a quotable quote.. but i forgot.. its something to do wif peeing all over de place being in fashion now!! typical leo...

ok.. firstly.. happy 17 b-dae to leonard n qingqing.. enjoy ur day wif ur loved ones k!! hehee.. study hard but play hard too!!!

secondly.. it been 6 mths... 6 veri sweet mths... i luv ya!! take care k!!! *mUaCkx*

ack.. trying desperately to get online...
hey xinyu!! i ordered de satay liao!! n de balachan for de sting ray also settled liao... hee~ so excited!!! haha... gonna party like mad!!! yeh!!! oh.. my mom said i was crazy.. u noe.. bout de cake thing... *grinz sheepishly*
hey liyin.. don brood over wat appened... dey're all hypocrites la... condemn us cos of ONE single mistake... heck la.. n don worry... tat bastard who got SI wont have an easy life... we go piss him off k!! he has NO RIGHT to act big juz cos he got SI.. we can act big too!! cos we're his seniors.. but we wont.. cos we're NICE ppl!! hehe... yeh!! lolx..
hey dear.. wassup??!! haha... hope u had a GREAT time last nite... lolx... take care n don forget to TRAIN HARD!! *grinz* AC will make it for next yr's bball com!! erm... rite?? i hope so... hehe..
Dear God.. are u sick n tired of me yet?? well... sorry but i'm still gonna repeat de same old thing.. can u PLEASE let de person wif my phone feel guilty n decide to return it to me??? thank you. Amen.

ok.. i'm one day late.. but liyin.. heck wat dey do la... dey're alwaez liddat... hypocrites.. treat us like shit.. we did so much for dem... but juz cos we cant make it for de overseas trip.. dey condemn us... nvm.. help u chu qi!! hehe... go back xm n make trouble for dem.. argh... specially him.. so wat if he's de SI.. last time everytime lick ppl boots.. now got rank liao can hao lian la... f*** off!! no matter wat.. we're still his senior lor... bleah~

ooooo... stacy was looking for me!! i'm soooooo honoured!! ellO stacy!!! haha.. i juz lost my phone la... so noone can contact me.. hehe... hmmm.... all de bez to u n chung k!! *grinz*.. stay funkyfunky!! oh.. n zhi gonna stay at ken's hse tonite.. wonder wat dey're up to... hmmmmm

haix.. today started horribly!! i was supposed to reach sch at 8.. guess wat?? i woke up at 8.15!!argh.. wtf.. den rush to sch bout 8.45 liao.. i missed like 3/4 of de listening compre lor.. bleah.. den only completed some questions.. de rest is anyhow do.. hee~ got some help from alecia.. thanx babe!! heh.. went to eat mac breakfast wif daryl, stevie, esta, weiying n xinyu... n.... we decided to organise a NY PARTY!!! it will be de first party in history tat ny organise k!! heh... lalala... shld be end-of-year.. after a level.. *gRiNz* oh.. den after breakfast, went to weiyings house to wait for tuition to start.. den me n xinyu help our dear duMb to do up her blog!! hehehee... den after tuition go plan bbq at coffee bean.. moz things are finalised liao.. hehe.. great work angels!!

ok.. today was a wondeful day. y? cos i went HOME!!! yep.. went home to xinmin... no place can ever make me feel so at ease.. so comfortable n so happy.. juz running ard de sch like how i used to do.. going ard n seeing familiar faces everywhere.. it really feels great! saw kimmy n benjy n justin n blackie n dennis n liyin n xiuling n MDM EE!!! n MR SHARMA!! n sixiang n wing n koh n yuen yan n tang keng n sheryl n vivenne n maryam n kevin n nan shun n patrick n shao feng n anthony n teck li n tat shortie n feifei n him n sooo many more!! it feels good to be home.. *grinz* i luv y'all at xinmin.. you're awesome, ya?!! hee.. oh.. went to eat at cafe cartel n play pool n bowl after tat..

oh.. chinese oral sucked.. i neva felt so confidence-less b4.. it sucked..

Dear God.. i havent given up hope.. can i plsplspls have my phone back>> i'm DESPERATELY waiting for de person who took it to feel guilty n return it.. Amen.

ok.. today was a wondeful day. y? cos i went HOME!!! yep.. went home to xinmin... no place can ever make me feel so at ease.. so comfortable n so happy.. juz running ard de sch like how i used to do.. going ard n seeing familiar faces everywhere.. it really feels great! saw kimmy n benjy n justin n blackie n dennis n liyin n xiuling n MDM EE!!! n MR SHARMA!! n sixiang n wing n koh n yuen yan n tang keng n sheryl n vivenne n maryam n kevin n nan shun n patrick n shao feng n anthony n teck li n tat shortie n feifei n him n sooo many more!! it feels good to be home.. *grinz* i luv y'all at xinmin.. you're awesome, ya?!! hee.. oh.. went to eat at cafe cartel n play pool n bowl after tat..

oh.. chinese oral sucked.. i neva felt so confidence-less b4.. it sucked..

Dear God.. i havent given up hope.. can i plsplspls have my phone back>> i'm DESPERATELY waiting for de person who took it to feel guilty n return it.. Amen.