Of Beauty.

Photographer being photographed.
Rushing tides
Nature's wonders
Endless cycles
Innocence, laughter, happiness
Return to childhood
Times with neither care nor troubles
Ignorance is bliss.











A scorching day, with the sweltering sun inducing beads of sweat. Light breeze in your face and hair. Clear blue skies, yellow-green palm trees, waves rushing to shore, couple of friends, silly games. The only reason I'd wake up, and not sleep through all of daylight.

She walks in beauty
George Gordon Byron

She walks in Beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies;
And all that's best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes:
Thus mellowed to that tender light
Which Heaven to gaudy day denies.

One shade the more, one ray the less,
Had half impaired the nameless grace
Which waves in every raven tress,
Or softly lightens o'er her face;
Where thoughts serenely sweet express,
How pure, how dear their dwelling-place.

And on that cheek, and o'er that brow,
So soft, so calm, yet eloquent,
The smiles that win, the tints that glow,
But tell of days in goodness spent,
A mind at peace with all below,
A heart whose love is innocent!





I finally looked it up after all these years. Mystery solved? Maybe. I doubt I'll ever ask anyway.

I miss.

Sry i din reply angeline, was just playing games all e way.. din check any other online stuff.. =/ Hope u had a great birthday tho!!! =)))


Xinds- i got some pictures i took JUST FOR YOU! heh. hope u like them.. i'll upload and send to u soon. =)

Gin- we're on newman.

Sheryl- date me.



I hate men who can't accept that some women can actually out-smart them/ give good advice Why can't you swallow your ego? Why can't you realise that these women are genuinely trying to help out of concern, and not deflating your ego, or minimising your worth in any way?


I hate men who shout before they know anything, who shut you out when you need support most.


I lost someone who really meant the world to me. He just disappeared without a word, i don't know where to find him. This is a public appeal: Come back please. I miss you.

Disgustingly addicted to 9dragons. Will be back when addiction wanes.

And oh.
Velvet Dragon was really nice last night. Only when i got sober did i realise how much drugs was in my body- Some protein pill, 2 gastric pills, 2 panadol menstrual, too much alcohol and nicotine. then i went home and took a charcoal pill cos i was afraid i'd puke. lol. MAD.

i love you all. =))

before i forget. some time last week, (or lastlast week) I SAW PRINCE WILLIAM!!!!!
he was eating at bishan S11, with another angmoh. He was wearing a cap. I SWEAR IT WAS HIM!!!!! i did a double take, walked backwards and found excuse to linger and take a longer look at THAT EXTREMELY HANDSOME FACE!!!!!

Still in shock, went back to my table and told Cliff... He said he saw that guy, and thought he look like the deliciously adorable (that's not his words obviously) second-in-line to the throne too!!!

He was the love of my life when i was in Pri 5-6. I had a winnie-the-pooh heart locket keychain with his newspaper cutting inside!!! *blush* hee.

I know. Prince William and Singapore???? Strike one. Prince William eating roti prata at bishan S11??!!!!! Strike 2 and dream on. It might have just been someone who looked alot like Wills, but i'm telling myself that it was really him!!! Who are you to shatter my dreams. =)

I regret not going up to him, regret not taking a picture. Regretregretregret. not everyday you see a Prince William you know! HEH.

Now i am another step closer to dying in peace.

Once i clamoured to see Ken Chua in person- the earth is round and i will meet him one day, Singapore is only that big; i used to tell Xiao Shi and Xue Lin. (yep... his picture was on the other side of that locket. heh.) Then i finally bumped into him shortly after starting to club.

Dream came true.

Except i wasn't that 10 year old girl anymore. Still, i found the old newspaper cuttings of him deep inside my drawer. hehe.

Anyway, 10 yo crush-met. 11 & 12 yo crush-met. Satisfied.

Dear Cliff, I know you understand. That they were part of my childhood. And a childhood dream, is still a dream i once harboured. And a dream come true, is cause for jubilance regardless of how long ago that dream was.

Because you understand, because you allow, because you're happy when you see me happy.
I love you.

I'm glad you're not my dream but my reality. =)

WARNING: THIS IS A HIGHLY NARCISSISTIC AND ARROGANT POST!!!!!


NOTE: The large amount of Gin & Me pictures are due to the fact she whined that we have very few pictures together (i totally agree), and that we were on our first date.

She stuck the flower i gave her under her armpit. HOW SWEET. that really shows your excitement going out with me..... =/
She looks drugged. It's the flower. I put date-rape essence in it. Then i made her sniff it. MUAHAHAHHAHAAA!!!!
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kidding. y would i need to drug her. HEH.


waiting for the bus to great world!

preening in the empty toilet. seldom can you find empty toilets in this place!

first kiss... of the night!

the following few pictures are for the boys who read, and the girls who love a hot chick! that's our linder, who won some beautiful body award!!! =)))
Congrats SEXY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



i'm trying to date her. =p

oooooooo!!! check out gin's blingbling!!!! *shields eyes from that immense brightness!*

zouk dosen't have seats in their smoking room- which was actually just a bounded outdoor area. so we had to squat around like some marijuana addict. bah.

pretty, pretty, pretty.

this was the third drink i think.

me and my yiwenzilla. that's right. MINE. all the pretty girls are MINEMINEMINE!!!

"cars won't knock pretty girls!!" unless the driver is prettier than you! that's what i told them while running across the road outside zouk. =x

My date trying to pick up other girls.... "don't you know, lesbians are not monogamous..." fine la... good things should be shared with others... =/

that's my laopo thru 2 musicals, with MY PREZZIE!!! i loveeee youuu!!!!

Yiwenzilla trying to sneak past the bouncer by distracting him with her boobies!!! HAHA! (i'd be trying my best to make her stay there if i were the bouncer tho.. love looking at her boobies! =p)

Pretty Lady. Hopefully i'll be seeing you on this thursday! hehe.

i hope you don't hate me, but you're so cute on your way to getting wasted.. =) Somehow ppl kept buying us drinks that night. i checked with the boyfriend- he said it's ok, go ahead. I LOVE HIM!!!

Because we love Singapore. (there, i've said it. can i have my tax rebate package now????? =p)Lost in cluedo... to these kidsss...... WELL. i still think the planning was not as efficient as it should be.

I swear i would have won. Isn't my shoe pretty???? BUT. they didn't announce the closing of the competition at all. So i didn't realise they were deciding on winning entries already. =| grrrrr. i thought they extended the time limit. bleaghh.
Mine's the colourful one, Cliff drew the tribal one, with heaps of extentions, and named it black on black.
I love you Cliffypoo, but i still think my colourful flowers are prettier. hehe. Thank you for doing all these silly activities with me. Happy National Day!!!

a very weird msn convo with Miss Leong.

She's using MY green. so i have to use HER purple. GRRR.

- `est.91 - [not worth listening to?] says:
the boy's working on it.. i just gotta bug him to work on it faster
- `est.91 - [not worth listening to?] says:
my invitation card people are lagging because of the lack of place
spider pig spider pig......... dadadadadaddaaaa... dadadadaa says:
lol... lucky girl!!
spider pig spider pig......... dadadadadaddaaaa... dadadadaa says:
u have a plan-ur-bday-committee??!!!!!!
- `est.91 - [not worth listening to?] says:
yep!
- `est.91 - [not worth listening to?] says:
hahaha
spider pig spider pig......... dadadadadaddaaaa... dadadadaa says:
lol... poor poor souls
- `est.91 - [not worth listening to?] says:
and i have intentions to hire you at some point hahaha



ok la. u got me all excited. i'm hired! but services come inclusive of a manicure + pedicure. YOU HAVE NO CHOICE!!! =)

only because i love you esteeeeeee!!!!

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spider pig spider pig......... dadadadadaddaaaa... dadadadaa says:
eh. u know right. the other night i was tellin cliff bout ur birthday.
spider pig spider pig......... dadadadadaddaaaa... dadadadaa says:
den he stone for a while n started laughing.
spider pig spider pig......... dadadadadaddaaaa... dadadadaa says:
i ask him y. he said he thot of the friendster comment weiying left for u. hahaha
- `est.91 - [not worth listening to?] says:
roar
- `est.91 - [not worth listening to?] says:
hahaha
- `est.91 - [not worth listening to?] says:
bish his face
- `est.91 - [not worth listening to?] says:
then ask wei ying to leave a funny comment for him too
- `est.91 - [not worth listening to?] says:
so I CAN LAUGH
- `est.91 - [not worth listening to?] says:
hahahaha
spider pig spider pig......... dadadadadaddaaaa... dadadadaa says:
hahahaaa. erm.. think weiying donno him well enuf to find a SHORT-coming to make fun off.. HAHAHAHHAA



y can i always find the mundane-est things to talk about with this intelligent mouse?

Because I only turn 21 once. It wasn't a grand affair, but it was more than enough to make me happy!!!! =)))



i need to haolian. MY 21 DIFFERENT CAKES!!! Hyatt's tiramisu was damn good! so was Rive's guanaja as usual! hehe. =)))


Life long loving.
don't care if u look funny. hehe. i love you!


Dinner at Garibaldi!
Spanner crab something..

Foie Gras

Raw Wagyu

Some sorta steak
ROSEMARY!!!!!
**** lost the picture of lobster angelhair. =/

Some chocolatey dessert!
My Mr. Man. =)


Check out my dinner HERE.
Guys- This is the place to go to impress girls. Good food, extremely good service, plus the restaurant has one of the best italian cuisines in singapore! =)
you won't regret it!!


To commemorate the day- Us on the CCTV at cityhall!!! hehe.
I insisted- TAKE PHOTO OF ME AND MY DRESS LEH!!!!!!

Happy birthday to myself- check out the key!!! hehe!
Happy birthday to me. I love me. Narcissistic me.





OH!!! i must not forget- happy birthday xinyu, hope you still like your tiffany's! haha =p
and veenaaa!!!! =) happy 21st, 15, 16, 17 july 2007!!


As for imperial treasure, silly me forgot my camera in my rush to buy xind's prezzie, so i don't have the pictures...

Read about that dinner from Ginny, Xinyu, or Singuan!
i was awarded "MISS BESTFRIEND"!!!! YEH!!!!!!!!! hehehee. =)
we did it- we wore pretty pretty dresses!!! yeh!!! we should do this more.

you make me cry babe. that's no good. -hugs