If you love someone, you have to learn to let go in some ways or another. If they return to you, it was meant to be. If they don't, their love was never yours to begin with... No point holding on so tight...
a great love is when you shed tears and still cares for him & still longs for him, he begins to love another and yet you still smile and say " I'm happy for you " (:
the worst thing in the world is seeing the one you love with the one they love. you always love the ones who leaves you and leaves the one who loves you.
loving is not how you forget but how you forgive, not how you listen but how you understand, not what you see but how you feel and not how you let go but how you hold on.
a guy and a girl can be just friends , but.. at one point or another , one of them will fall for the other , maybe temporary , maybe at wrong time , maybe too late , maybe .. Just maybe... forever...
**once again, stolen from somewhere.. this time from a bulletin on friendster..
Sunday, August 15, 2004
THE LETTER OF THE WEEK!
heres my question (with a bit of background): I am gay, as far as I can tell, but I have been getting some odd feelings. The gist of these feeling is to get a girlfriend. What do you think i should do? Should I give girls a go?
P.S. You look really hot in your pictures nice abs too.
****** ******
Thanks ******!
I don't think being gay should be mutually exclusive from getting a girlfriend. Only then you won't technically be gay but rather bi.
I prefer girls myself for several reasons:
They're softer. I have plenty of muscle tissue to go around. Breast tissue however...
They have less hair. Sorry. Two foul-smelling post-workout armpits are enough for me.
They are not as big of sluts as guys. Did you know that according to Maxim, the average girl screws less than 10 guys in her lifetime? I will be in the top 10 of so many! Good luck!
** from liquid generation newsletter
heres my question (with a bit of background): I am gay, as far as I can tell, but I have been getting some odd feelings. The gist of these feeling is to get a girlfriend. What do you think i should do? Should I give girls a go?
P.S. You look really hot in your pictures nice abs too.
****** ******
Thanks ******!
I don't think being gay should be mutually exclusive from getting a girlfriend. Only then you won't technically be gay but rather bi.
I prefer girls myself for several reasons:
They're softer. I have plenty of muscle tissue to go around. Breast tissue however...
They have less hair. Sorry. Two foul-smelling post-workout armpits are enough for me.
They are not as big of sluts as guys. Did you know that according to Maxim, the average girl screws less than 10 guys in her lifetime? I will be in the top 10 of so many! Good luck!
** from liquid generation newsletter
had a lovely day today.. was happily studying.. (yes, i studied!!!!)
then we went swimming and jacuzi-ing and steam-bathing and preening in front of the mirror...
saw joseph lim...*waves* we miss ya!!!!
and i'm sorry i slept thru the morning.. so i missed gym.. sorry girls!!
hmmm... i'm a needy girl right now..
i need raspberry cheesecake and ice-blended mocha,
caesar salad with tuna and spicy tuna linguine,
wedges with tartar and newyork sausage puff,
pure starfruit juice with nata de coco and lime juice with heaps of ice,
prata and sardine puffs,
swensen's tall tower ice-cream and apple crumble with vanilla ice-cream ad whip cream.
mashed garlic potato and ultra cheesy pizza with pepperoni on top,
creamy mushroom soup covered witth puff pastry and freshly toasted bread with butter,
sponsered trip to maldives and sunway lagoon,
sponsered trip to milan and panama,
sponsered trip to marie france bodyline,
and more which i shall not disclose..
so there. i'm a needy girl.
then we went swimming and jacuzi-ing and steam-bathing and preening in front of the mirror...
saw joseph lim...*waves* we miss ya!!!!
and i'm sorry i slept thru the morning.. so i missed gym.. sorry girls!!
hmmm... i'm a needy girl right now..
i need raspberry cheesecake and ice-blended mocha,
caesar salad with tuna and spicy tuna linguine,
wedges with tartar and newyork sausage puff,
pure starfruit juice with nata de coco and lime juice with heaps of ice,
prata and sardine puffs,
swensen's tall tower ice-cream and apple crumble with vanilla ice-cream ad whip cream.
mashed garlic potato and ultra cheesy pizza with pepperoni on top,
creamy mushroom soup covered witth puff pastry and freshly toasted bread with butter,
sponsered trip to maldives and sunway lagoon,
sponsered trip to milan and panama,
sponsered trip to marie france bodyline,
and more which i shall not disclose..
so there. i'm a needy girl.
Saturday, August 14, 2004
i miss the swings. but i finally got a taste of it.. and as always, it calms the nerves...
as tho for a moment, all your troubles have gone..
and all that's left are the trees and the dark dark sky above you..
and you are encaptured in your own world of peace and tranquility..
all of a sudden, you feel like a child once more.
swinging free, flying into the air
the wind in your face and running thru your hair..
like a lover's gentle caress...
you feel like nothing in the world matters anymore,
the most impt thing is to swing as high as possible,
and to savour the moment with all your heart and soul..
and a smile spreads across your face..
talking about the most absurd things while at the playground.. lol..
it was great... then company to the church..
i realised God never closes his doors, literally.
the gates of the church were still open past midnight..
Mother Mary's arms were welcoming..
and the candles were still burning bright..
and the silence envelopes you like a warm loving hug
special thanks to my bodyguards for sending me all the way home..
and no, i'm NOT the maid..
take care!!!!
as tho for a moment, all your troubles have gone..
and all that's left are the trees and the dark dark sky above you..
and you are encaptured in your own world of peace and tranquility..
all of a sudden, you feel like a child once more.
swinging free, flying into the air
the wind in your face and running thru your hair..
like a lover's gentle caress...
you feel like nothing in the world matters anymore,
the most impt thing is to swing as high as possible,
and to savour the moment with all your heart and soul..
and a smile spreads across your face..
talking about the most absurd things while at the playground.. lol..
it was great... then company to the church..
i realised God never closes his doors, literally.
the gates of the church were still open past midnight..
Mother Mary's arms were welcoming..
and the candles were still burning bright..
and the silence envelopes you like a warm loving hug
special thanks to my bodyguards for sending me all the way home..
and no, i'm NOT the maid..
take care!!!!
Thursday, August 12, 2004
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
Monday, August 09, 2004
hmmm....
have been pretending to study all day...
pretending to study: sit in front of the tv with books open, staring at tv and flipping the pages of the book.
singapore idol is.............. erm...... quite....... erm........... well.............................................. ok. i donno what to say. the judges are...... well........ let's just say i prefer simon cowell..
poor shanghai guy... he seemed so desperate to get the confirmation slip.. mr lemon tree is a stale carbon copy of the already uber stale will hung.. and the girl who cried before anything started, get a life. may i have the permission to end this entry?
like whatever! *prances off in 6-inch heels*
have been pretending to study all day...
pretending to study: sit in front of the tv with books open, staring at tv and flipping the pages of the book.
singapore idol is.............. erm...... quite....... erm........... well.............................................. ok. i donno what to say. the judges are...... well........ let's just say i prefer simon cowell..
poor shanghai guy... he seemed so desperate to get the confirmation slip.. mr lemon tree is a stale carbon copy of the already uber stale will hung.. and the girl who cried before anything started, get a life. may i have the permission to end this entry?
like whatever! *prances off in 6-inch heels*
free entry to centro, free drinks..
new friends!!!! lol....
the toni and guy graduation ceremony was good..
manda looked GREAT!!!!!!! hahahahaa..
glad i went, glad manda invited me..
cos it was a good day after all..
walked along the river, watched some concert...
saw loadsa fanatics... eek.
met fashion designer of chanel and the likes..
have been meeting lotsa interesting new ppl recently..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!!!!
new friends!!!! lol....
the toni and guy graduation ceremony was good..
manda looked GREAT!!!!!!! hahahahaa..
glad i went, glad manda invited me..
cos it was a good day after all..
walked along the river, watched some concert...
saw loadsa fanatics... eek.
met fashion designer of chanel and the likes..
have been meeting lotsa interesting new ppl recently..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!!!!
Saturday, August 07, 2004
OH HAPPY DAAAAAYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hmmm... just so veryvery happy today.. no idea why...
went to school with he mindset that i was gonna enjoy myself..
and i did!!!
the race was funfunfun!!!
for your infomation, 03A3 was the first to complete the race!!
however, due to mix-up on the sc's part, we were given the wrong map, n thus couldnt get to the treasure...
but i think overall, we won the best prize: today was the day when class spirit was at it's utmost highest level!!
thankiew Alecia for coming!!!! and all the others that came.... you people made the day, THE day!!!
*lotsa hugs and kisses* to all the wonderful ppl in my class who turned up, i'm glad we all had fun =>
OH!!! miss b-tan was there!!!!! -grinnn-
and to miss chew and mr haniss: thankiew for being such lovely teachers!!!
"YOU CAN ACHIEVE!!!!".. mr haniss sang that to us.... yes mr haniss, WE CAN!!!!!!!!!!
and miss chew, little but full of smiles and such a bundle of joy and excitement.. u rock on miss chew!!!!
we're not gonna disappoint ya!
and we sang and we laughed and we had fun and we jumped around and i felt.... somehow.... a ny spirit.. it's an extremely new feeling!! i never felt that way before.. and perhaps never again.... but for this one day, i felt it.. n i felt like i was back in sec sch again.. for the first time in my life, i joined in and cheered with the rest of the school... cheered for the nation, and for the school.. for the first time, i felt like school was a place that i could call "home"..
went to esther's house after school... scribbled all over the walls.. hahahahaaa... so fun!!!! pity she's moving tmr.. i think her walls never looked better!!! lalalala.... ster has GORGEOUS WALLS!!!!!! sigh... i silently said goodbye to her estate.. don't ask me y i feel so attached to her place... i just like it a lot.... it's like this HUGE chalet... feel so at ease there... sigh...... anw, we're going back there next week to swim!! -happyhappy- i was walking around and decorating all her walls.. while esther was packing and she found so many memories!! she found wy and est's X-pigs, cursing of the albatross, the philosophy of ticklish people, my drawing of cyclops blowing hot air into a hot-air balloon, and est's SR poem that we were tryin to recall that day!!!
hahahaa.... super cute!!! lol.... and i rmb laughing at the girls slapping the guys!
nostalgia: back at sr.... wih my 7 other beloved cygnus people!!!
anw, went to queensway with xinyu n weiying after school to change my shoe... finally got the correct size! lalalaa.... on the rain ride there.. we were happily composing songs to the tune of xi shui chang liu! UBER NICE SONGS RIGHT?!!!!! had dimsum at chinatown after that.. but they ran out of my fave porridge. grrrr.... nvm, i 'ordered' porridge for this sunday!! hahaa..
rushed home after that, then rushed back down town to meet, as pk put it, "my dear friends" for a get together!! guess when was the last time we had a complete gathereing..? ALMOST A YEAR AGO!!!! all pk's fault!!! that mean crazy thing!! this time, it wasn't 'waiting for amanda' that we played.. it was 'waiting for pk'!!
but we still 'love' him la... right?? hahaaa.... he's is mad and high!! high on the sun and the UV ray!! and daryl was happily... hmmm..... doing the things that delight him the most!! lol... with daryl's recommendation, ended up opposite paradiz... eating pizza, onion rings, calamari, drinking chilled tea, beer and breathing in first and second hand smoke.. lol.... it smelt really sweet tho... lolol!
discussed almost everything and caught up with each other.... talking, crapping, betting on whether the oranges were real or fake!! sigh... i miss these guys soooooooooo much!!!!! twas' great seeing you people again!!!!! *hugs and kisses* WE RULE!!!!!!!
anw, prezzies!!!!!!!! stef looked like the cutest lil kiddo hugging her mogu!!! hahaa.... n yanjun was happily hugging her mogu while we waited for pk..... leo and kwee changed into their new tees!!! leo has a really pretty tee that says,"save our strippers"!! hahahaa... n kwee's tee has pk's oily finger prints on them!! pk got a new red tee and I GOT A PRETTY WONDERFUL WHITE FRUITY BAG!!!! ok, that was leo's idea of mango... "how come she got a fruit and we didnt???!!" lol..
hmmm... just so veryvery happy today.. no idea why...
went to school with he mindset that i was gonna enjoy myself..
and i did!!!
the race was funfunfun!!!
for your infomation, 03A3 was the first to complete the race!!
however, due to mix-up on the sc's part, we were given the wrong map, n thus couldnt get to the treasure...
but i think overall, we won the best prize: today was the day when class spirit was at it's utmost highest level!!
thankiew Alecia for coming!!!! and all the others that came.... you people made the day, THE day!!!
*lotsa hugs and kisses* to all the wonderful ppl in my class who turned up, i'm glad we all had fun =>
OH!!! miss b-tan was there!!!!! -grinnn-
and to miss chew and mr haniss: thankiew for being such lovely teachers!!!
"YOU CAN ACHIEVE!!!!".. mr haniss sang that to us.... yes mr haniss, WE CAN!!!!!!!!!!
and miss chew, little but full of smiles and such a bundle of joy and excitement.. u rock on miss chew!!!!
we're not gonna disappoint ya!
and we sang and we laughed and we had fun and we jumped around and i felt.... somehow.... a ny spirit.. it's an extremely new feeling!! i never felt that way before.. and perhaps never again.... but for this one day, i felt it.. n i felt like i was back in sec sch again.. for the first time in my life, i joined in and cheered with the rest of the school... cheered for the nation, and for the school.. for the first time, i felt like school was a place that i could call "home"..
went to esther's house after school... scribbled all over the walls.. hahahahaaa... so fun!!!! pity she's moving tmr.. i think her walls never looked better!!! lalalala.... ster has GORGEOUS WALLS!!!!!! sigh... i silently said goodbye to her estate.. don't ask me y i feel so attached to her place... i just like it a lot.... it's like this HUGE chalet... feel so at ease there... sigh...... anw, we're going back there next week to swim!! -happyhappy- i was walking around and decorating all her walls.. while esther was packing and she found so many memories!! she found wy and est's X-pigs, cursing of the albatross, the philosophy of ticklish people, my drawing of cyclops blowing hot air into a hot-air balloon, and est's SR poem that we were tryin to recall that day!!!
unpredictably girls are square..
most of their skin is very fair
most of their skin is very fair
drinking coffee makes them mad,
sipping syrup makes them sad.
should you find this hard to swallow,
you are undeniably shallow!
hahahaa.... super cute!!! lol.... and i rmb laughing at the girls slapping the guys!
nostalgia: back at sr.... wih my 7 other beloved cygnus people!!!
anw, went to queensway with xinyu n weiying after school to change my shoe... finally got the correct size! lalalaa.... on the rain ride there.. we were happily composing songs to the tune of xi shui chang liu! UBER NICE SONGS RIGHT?!!!!! had dimsum at chinatown after that.. but they ran out of my fave porridge. grrrr.... nvm, i 'ordered' porridge for this sunday!! hahaa..
rushed home after that, then rushed back down town to meet, as pk put it, "my dear friends" for a get together!! guess when was the last time we had a complete gathereing..? ALMOST A YEAR AGO!!!! all pk's fault!!! that mean crazy thing!! this time, it wasn't 'waiting for amanda' that we played.. it was 'waiting for pk'!!
but we still 'love' him la... right?? hahaaa.... he's is mad and high!! high on the sun and the UV ray!! and daryl was happily... hmmm..... doing the things that delight him the most!! lol... with daryl's recommendation, ended up opposite paradiz... eating pizza, onion rings, calamari, drinking chilled tea, beer and breathing in first and second hand smoke.. lol.... it smelt really sweet tho... lolol!
discussed almost everything and caught up with each other.... talking, crapping, betting on whether the oranges were real or fake!! sigh... i miss these guys soooooooooo much!!!!! twas' great seeing you people again!!!!! *hugs and kisses* WE RULE!!!!!!!
anw, prezzies!!!!!!!! stef looked like the cutest lil kiddo hugging her mogu!!! hahaa.... n yanjun was happily hugging her mogu while we waited for pk..... leo and kwee changed into their new tees!!! leo has a really pretty tee that says,"save our strippers"!! hahahaa... n kwee's tee has pk's oily finger prints on them!! pk got a new red tee and I GOT A PRETTY WONDERFUL WHITE FRUITY BAG!!!! ok, that was leo's idea of mango... "how come she got a fruit and we didnt???!!" lol..
stef+yanjun+pk+kwee+leo+cassan+amanda+daryl
srjc-cygnus' 03
and lastly, i got replies!!!
so you see... isn't today an extremely happy day??!!!! i'm marking this day in my calender!! it's really really lovely!! it's the day where i was happy all day, and it was my best national day celebration ever!!!
so you see... isn't today an extremely happy day??!!!! i'm marking this day in my calender!! it's really really lovely!! it's the day where i was happy all day, and it was my best national day celebration ever!!!
Thank You God.
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
erm..... had half a spring chicken, mash potatoes and soup for lunch today... proudly homecooked by me and ying!! lalalalaaa........
then i went to slp for bout 1+ hour... woke up, endured 2 hours of drudgery.. reallised that i still owe a hell lot of cash...
Can those people who owe me kindly return me my money???? i need it desperately!!!
then xinyu's dad sent me home... such nice people... *smile*
lovelove* people!!!
waitingwaitingwaiting.
just keep swimming!!
then i went to slp for bout 1+ hour... woke up, endured 2 hours of drudgery.. reallised that i still owe a hell lot of cash...
Can those people who owe me kindly return me my money???? i need it desperately!!!
then xinyu's dad sent me home... such nice people... *smile*
lovelove* people!!!
waitingwaitingwaiting.
just keep swimming!!
Thursday, July 29, 2004
i'm eating chocolate!!! -grin-
tutor came back from japan with oh-so-lovely chocolates!!
specially for us!!!
lalalalaa....
i's melt-in-your-mouth, bitter-sweet delicious!!
hmmm.... that sounds like my descripton of caramel ice-blended..
watever. this chocolate is heaven on earth!!
how can i possibly describe it's exquisite taste?
*screams*
I WANT MORE!!!!!!!
but the chocolate from * are nice too..
a different kinda nice...
this chocolate melts the heart!
lalallalaaa....
such sweet sorrow..
tutor came back from japan with oh-so-lovely chocolates!!
specially for us!!!
lalalalaa....
i's melt-in-your-mouth, bitter-sweet delicious!!
hmmm.... that sounds like my descripton of caramel ice-blended..
watever. this chocolate is heaven on earth!!
how can i possibly describe it's exquisite taste?
*screams*
I WANT MORE!!!!!!!
but the chocolate from * are nice too..
a different kinda nice...
this chocolate melts the heart!
lalallalaaa....
such sweet sorrow..
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
i hate yoU!! hate you to the core. just when i decide you're not so bad oafter all, you JUST GOTTA PICK ON ME AGAIN!!!! YOU SUCK BIG TIME!!!!!! i HATE YOU!!!! FUCKING PICKING ON ME AGAIN!!!!! HAVE YOU NTH BETTER TO DO??!!!!!
i DID THAT PIECE OF WORK WAY BEFORE THE SCH EVEN TAUGHT IT!!!
of cos i din know how to present!!! i did it EONS AGO!!! who wants to wait for you to be done you screwed up slow coaches??!!!!
YOU FILLED MY PAPER WITH RED INK!! fine. i understand. i know where i went wrong. then you just had to BRING IT UP IN CLASS!! nvm. it's ok, BUT U DIN EVEN WANNA LISTEN TO MY EXPLANATION!!!! like hello??!!!!! listen abit will DIE AR??
i know; ignorance is not an excuse, but u din have to dismiss my explanation the way you did! at least i fuckin did my work myself!! and u din hafta publically humiliate me SO MANY FUCKING TIMES!!! it's fine with me, i did something wrong. BUT U COULD AT LEAST LISTEN!!!
and I WAS LISTENING!!!!!! i've got super short memory. i can absolutely forget what i said in a phone conversation just 1 minute ago. so i listen and i copy at the same time. Y CANT I??? THAT IS MY WAY!!!!
"i dont understand how you can listen. you're not even looking at the board"
(not word for word, but the meaning is exact.)
simple. i use my EARS to listen. NOT MY EYES!
my short term memory is wearing it's course. when i walk out of this library, i will NOT be affected by these miniscule upsets. i refuse.
and tomorrow will be a new day, and thursday i will start anew.
i apologise for my profanities.
sorry blog, i tainted you once again.
thankiew dick.
thankiew daryl.
Sunday, July 25, 2004
was reading through my messages, saw wat manda sent me on my birthday..
"you're finally legal to do stuff you've been doing all along..!!"
how apt. sigh..
i wana club suddenly.. i wanna go back to SOS..
relive that moment on 28 november..
and on christmas day.. where i sat outside cos i cldnt get in till 1+..
and that time at china black.. where the incident took place..
and on new years eve.. when i rushed down from east coast..
and all the other occasions..
i'm old. gotta make up my mind soon..
tho i tink i've already decided..
but its gonna be really easy to make me change my mind..
"you're finally legal to do stuff you've been doing all along..!!"
how apt. sigh..
i wana club suddenly.. i wanna go back to SOS..
relive that moment on 28 november..
and on christmas day.. where i sat outside cos i cldnt get in till 1+..
and that time at china black.. where the incident took place..
and on new years eve.. when i rushed down from east coast..
and all the other occasions..
i'm old. gotta make up my mind soon..
tho i tink i've already decided..
but its gonna be really easy to make me change my mind..
Thursday, July 22, 2004
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
woke up this morning and realised it was raining soooooo heavily, i just couldnt give up the chance to sleep in, so i turned off the alarm and slpt till late...
ha. right. i wish.
anw, went to sch n celebrated racial harmony day.. jo came as roti prata man!!!! lolol! n i was a yellow banana. some said i looked like paddle pop!! lol. eh.. but we all had fun i think..
took lotsalotsa pictures..... picture kaki include: weiying, est, sam, xinyu, joanne, ginny, corinna, erm... tink thats all..?
anw, MY BLOODY MATHS TUITION TEACHER IS HAPPILY SUANING ME!!!! he's sending me lotsa pix of his japan trip.. grrrrrr... FINE! so u're there n we're stuck here. if u don bring back at least 1 suitcase of biscuits for me i'm gonna fail the next maths test!! (thats a very easy job for me! haha)lalalaaa..... i want my japan yummies.....
ha. right. i wish.
anw, went to sch n celebrated racial harmony day.. jo came as roti prata man!!!! lolol! n i was a yellow banana. some said i looked like paddle pop!! lol. eh.. but we all had fun i think..
took lotsalotsa pictures..... picture kaki include: weiying, est, sam, xinyu, joanne, ginny, corinna, erm... tink thats all..?
anw, MY BLOODY MATHS TUITION TEACHER IS HAPPILY SUANING ME!!!! he's sending me lotsa pix of his japan trip.. grrrrrr... FINE! so u're there n we're stuck here. if u don bring back at least 1 suitcase of biscuits for me i'm gonna fail the next maths test!! (thats a very easy job for me! haha)lalalaaa..... i want my japan yummies.....
Sunday, July 18, 2004
i am officially old. and it's not my birthday anymore. -sulks-
fine, i admit i wasted my day by sleeping till 4... but...... sigh.. i still haven't bought my 4d and ttoto.. shall do so tmr.... andy is so sweet... he n his gf were trying to locate me in town so that they could personally wish me a happy birthday... how sweet can u get..? lolx.. thankiew bestie!!!
anw, had dinner with mom at swensens..
something was missing..
aching insides..
fine, i admit i wasted my day by sleeping till 4... but...... sigh.. i still haven't bought my 4d and ttoto.. shall do so tmr.... andy is so sweet... he n his gf were trying to locate me in town so that they could personally wish me a happy birthday... how sweet can u get..? lolx.. thankiew bestie!!!
anw, had dinner with mom at swensens..
something was missing..
aching insides..
Saturday, July 17, 2004
xinyu n sheryl are soooooooo sweet!!!!!!!!!!
they just left, after delivering sunflowers!! hurhur~ 7 to be exact!! so now i have 7 huge sunflowers sitting in my bedroom!! -grin- such sweetness in these girls! THANKIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i noe i look like shit.. but wat do u expect.. i just woke up lor... just wake up means too grouchy to smile properly... lets look at my flowers instead!!
my flower!!
they just left, after delivering sunflowers!! hurhur~ 7 to be exact!! so now i have 7 huge sunflowers sitting in my bedroom!! -grin- such sweetness in these girls! THANKIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i noe i look like shit.. but wat do u expect.. i just woke up lor... just wake up means too grouchy to smile properly... lets look at my flowers instead!!
my flower!!
lalalalaaaaa....... o3a3 rocks!!!! thankiew to those that planned the suprise singing in the canteen for me... real sweet of ya all!! tho i think i look really bad la.. cos i just had pe n was all sweaty and stuff... i really love u ppl!!! n it's the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for my birthday.. it's really been an eighteenth birthday to remember.. *hugs and kisses* thanks for the extremely loud and attention grabbing song-singing.. HEY.. i'm NOT complaining!! haha.. tho it was scary sitting alone there.. but THANKIEW!!!!!
happyhappy me!!
a huge thankiew for the lovely prezzies... the sweetest prezzie literally, has to be from xinyu: NUTELLA!!!!! *slurps*
anw, ppl i wanna thank from the bottom of my heart:
Mommy dearest (for bein mommy dearest!)
Uncle Dearest #1 (for calling me up again n again till i woke up to answer the call!!)
Uncle Dearest #2 (whose birthday is today!!!!!)
Aunty Dearest (who called from US of A his morning, but i was half aslp so i cant rmb what i said or what she said!!)
Gramma (i know she loves meeeee!!!!!!!!!)
Cute lil' cousie (he woke up from his slp n he went,"appiee birdday cousin!!"!!!!!)
Dad, Uncle n Aunt (for calling n calling till i picked up!)
Class of 03A3 ( for the super loud song session in the canteen!! thankiew sooooooo much!!!)
Xinyu (for everything!!!)
Esther (for skippin ** to buy my fave cake!!! -grin- i love est!!!)
Weiying (for the prezzie, and spending the first n last moments with me!!! n actin xl with me too!!)
Sheryl (for the prezzie too, and for spending the last n first few moments with me!!)
Manda (for the 3 msges!! hurhur~ and for bein my dearest sillybilly dumdum darling!!)
Grace (for sending me hugs and kisses, and throwin me off balance when she hugged me!! n for the prezzie!)
Nana (for bein so encouragin n for the prezzie-to-come too!)
Kim (for wanting to bring me out for a treat!! yumyum!!!)
Andy (for wanting to drag me out to dinner! haha.. n for msging me!!)
Ginny (for wantin to come, but was sick. get well soon too!! n ur arts board is pretty!!!)
Joanne (for appearin for a lil while in the canteen n bein so cute!)
Ping Nee (get well soon!!! n thank yu!)
Robinson (for bein so nice as to help pass me my prezzie, and for the nonsense i miss!)
Benjy (for calling!!)
Jam (for coming to dinner!! n for the prezzie)
Soohui (for her sweet msg, no worries, i'll stay bitchy!!)
Khay Wee (for his msg tho i msged him late on his day!!!)
Leonard (for his msg.. and for being a nice guy!! )
Daryl (for congratulating me!!)
Sixiang (for the msg he claimed to be 1 day early on purpose!!)
Eugene (for the prezzie and for calling me aft church!!)
Marcus (for the yuan qi apple!!)
Joel (for congratulatin me, wishin me, and givin out the cake for me!!! n for singing soooo loudly!!)
Steven (for contributing to my prezzie too!!)
Dudley (for the chewing gum!!)
Stef (for bein so sweet n rmbing, i miss u!!!)
Yanjun (for the sweeeet msg too!!! i miss u also!!)
Koh Shimin (for rmbing n msging me!!! )
Gideon (for this msg, and other msges that he sent when he thot i was sick!! )
XiaoShi (for rmbing my birthday after soooo many yrs, and for tryin to find me in sch today.. heh )
Xuelin (for rmbing my birthday after so many yrs!)
Yinsiu (for msging me, tho she cldnt join us for dinner ytd.. heh)
Jeanne (for the msg n for thinking of goin for dinner wih us!!)
Samantha (for being sooooo sweet.. lets all jiayou together!! )
Miss Chew (for her well-wishes and sweet msges)
Miss Victor (for her well-wishes and help in gettin serviettes for us!!)
Mr Haniss (for his well-wishes too.. tho he cldnt eat the cake...)
Mr Chong (for the well-wishes, for callin the rich chocolate cake; creamy, and for the way he looked like a lil boy when he looked thru my prezzies! )
erm.. there may be some i forget to mention, if so, pls notify me k!
note: order of names in no particular order!!
thanks soooooooo much once again!!!!!
happyhappy me!!
a huge thankiew for the lovely prezzies... the sweetest prezzie literally, has to be from xinyu: NUTELLA!!!!! *slurps*
anw, ppl i wanna thank from the bottom of my heart:
Mommy dearest (for bein mommy dearest!)
Uncle Dearest #1 (for calling me up again n again till i woke up to answer the call!!)
Uncle Dearest #2 (whose birthday is today!!!!!)
Aunty Dearest (who called from US of A his morning, but i was half aslp so i cant rmb what i said or what she said!!)
Gramma (i know she loves meeeee!!!!!!!!!)
Cute lil' cousie (he woke up from his slp n he went,"appiee birdday cousin!!"!!!!!)
Dad, Uncle n Aunt (for calling n calling till i picked up!)
Class of 03A3 ( for the super loud song session in the canteen!! thankiew sooooooo much!!!)
Xinyu (for everything!!!)
Esther (for skippin ** to buy my fave cake!!! -grin- i love est!!!)
Weiying (for the prezzie, and spending the first n last moments with me!!! n actin xl with me too!!)
Sheryl (for the prezzie too, and for spending the last n first few moments with me!!)
Manda (for the 3 msges!! hurhur~ and for bein my dearest sillybilly dumdum darling!!)
Grace (for sending me hugs and kisses, and throwin me off balance when she hugged me!! n for the prezzie!)
Nana (for bein so encouragin n for the prezzie-to-come too!)
Kim (for wanting to bring me out for a treat!! yumyum!!!)
Andy (for wanting to drag me out to dinner! haha.. n for msging me!!)
Ginny (for wantin to come, but was sick. get well soon too!! n ur arts board is pretty!!!)
Joanne (for appearin for a lil while in the canteen n bein so cute!)
Ping Nee (get well soon!!! n thank yu!)
Robinson (for bein so nice as to help pass me my prezzie, and for the nonsense i miss!)
Benjy (for calling!!)
Jam (for coming to dinner!! n for the prezzie)
Soohui (for her sweet msg, no worries, i'll stay bitchy!!)
Khay Wee (for his msg tho i msged him late on his day!!!)
Leonard (for his msg.. and for being a nice guy!! )
Daryl (for congratulating me!!)
Sixiang (for the msg he claimed to be 1 day early on purpose!!)
Eugene (for the prezzie and for calling me aft church!!)
Marcus (for the yuan qi apple!!)
Joel (for congratulatin me, wishin me, and givin out the cake for me!!! n for singing soooo loudly!!)
Steven (for contributing to my prezzie too!!)
Dudley (for the chewing gum!!)
Stef (for bein so sweet n rmbing, i miss u!!!)
Yanjun (for the sweeeet msg too!!! i miss u also!!)
Koh Shimin (for rmbing n msging me!!! )
Gideon (for this msg, and other msges that he sent when he thot i was sick!! )
XiaoShi (for rmbing my birthday after soooo many yrs, and for tryin to find me in sch today.. heh )
Xuelin (for rmbing my birthday after so many yrs!)
Yinsiu (for msging me, tho she cldnt join us for dinner ytd.. heh)
Jeanne (for the msg n for thinking of goin for dinner wih us!!)
Samantha (for being sooooo sweet.. lets all jiayou together!! )
Miss Chew (for her well-wishes and sweet msges)
Miss Victor (for her well-wishes and help in gettin serviettes for us!!)
Mr Haniss (for his well-wishes too.. tho he cldnt eat the cake...)
Mr Chong (for the well-wishes, for callin the rich chocolate cake; creamy, and for the way he looked like a lil boy when he looked thru my prezzies! )
erm.. there may be some i forget to mention, if so, pls notify me k!
note: order of names in no particular order!!
thanks soooooooo much once again!!!!!
Friday, July 16, 2004
Thursday, July 15, 2004
a happyhappyhappy birthday to dearest xinyu!!!
she has the cutest balloon ever!! it's a big yellow smiley n it wears a party hat!! the best thing is that it has a reflective surface!!!! haha.
thats her balloon... her flowers.. and US!
happy 18th birthday sweetie.. may your year be smooth sailing and B-E-A-utiful!!
*lovelove*
she has the cutest balloon ever!! it's a big yellow smiley n it wears a party hat!! the best thing is that it has a reflective surface!!!! haha.
thats her balloon... her flowers.. and US!
happy 18th birthday sweetie.. may your year be smooth sailing and B-E-A-utiful!!
*lovelove*
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
Monday, July 12, 2004
Sunday, July 11, 2004
i've got lotsa chocolates now.. got my rocher, tofifee and for the first time ever, i'm enjoying dark chocolates.. somehow, they taste excepionally sweet =>
esta has been drilling weird songs into my head.. there was the worm, then the meatballs and spaghatti(or was that from manda?), and now there is the lovely bunch of coconuts didididii..
esta has been drilling weird songs into my head.. there was the worm, then the meatballs and spaghatti(or was that from manda?), and now there is the lovely bunch of coconuts didididii..
Saturday, July 10, 2004
Thursday, July 08, 2004
Sunday, July 04, 2004
i cant stand kids, those that run around screaming and banging right into you. those that refuse to walk properly. those that lie in the middle of the floor and start bawlin cos they cant get what they want. those that stupidly stand in the middle of nowhere and block ur way. those that are plain spoilt brats. those hat keep screamin such that you wanna stuff something down heir throat.
kids shld be locked up at home till they either promise to behave, or till they mature enough to not be brats (like, locked up till they're.. fourteen??).
go ahead and condemn me if you wish. if a kid cant behave, the kid shldnt be let out in public. that's my view anyway. but throw me a kid that can behave, and i'll take to the kid naturally. throw me a brat, and i'll pinch the brat when the mom's not lookin.
kids shld be locked up at home till they either promise to behave, or till they mature enough to not be brats (like, locked up till they're.. fourteen??).
go ahead and condemn me if you wish. if a kid cant behave, the kid shldnt be let out in public. that's my view anyway. but throw me a kid that can behave, and i'll take to the kid naturally. throw me a brat, and i'll pinch the brat when the mom's not lookin.
Wednesday, June 30, 2004
OooOOOoOOOOoOOoo...
BLACKOUT!!!!!!!
many areas in singapore were affected, it was said to be caused by a disruption in the gas flow from indonesia.(according to what i heard on P10.)
hougang was in darkness from approximately 10 to 12 pm. when my computer suddenly died earlier, my immediate reacion was to blame mommy!! hahahahaa... i was like, "mi ar.... wat u do again..?!"
lolx. i'm a lil meanie! hehe..
anw, my mom was kinda flustered.. "oh no.. no candles..!!! HOW?!"
ahahahaa.. no prob! cassan to the rescue! lololx! i brought out a whole collection of candles.. from scented ones, to star-shaped gel ones, to those carved in the shape of a rose, to normal gel candles, to normal wax ones, to the lantern-festival 3pkt for $1 one.. erm.... i think that's it.. not much la.. haha..
so i happily lighted those that i beared to light up (i'm sorry manda, the candle i wanted to design and give you was the most practical candle.. so i had to use it.... = / ), the super nice ones i kept la.... heh. after that i was burning paper stars.. the stars was keeping ablaze in a puddle of wax!! its really really fascinating. try it when the next black out! haha.
anw, i made another candle out of the wax i burnt.. n bout 1.5 hrs into the black out, i remembered my trusty army-style torch light from sec2... LOLX!! so i took it out and started playing with my new found toy, only to get whacked by my mom. "stupid girl! donno how to take it out just now ar?!"... ahahaa.. forgot ma.... lalalalaa.... anw, i'm keepin it with me! just to play with.. its really FUN!! i know its childish.. but.... -shrug- i'm happy =>
lemme see... oh.. this really HUGE moth flew into the kitchen and scared me so bad cos i din know what it was.. it was the size of a sparrow, or a bat.. but i found out after i rediscovered my torch, that it one HUGE moth.... -shudders-
the black out was quite interesting actually.. suddenly appreciated light so much more... when the darkness engulfs you and you long for the security blanket of light to protect you.. that was how i felt tho i usually condone darkness.. sigh.. makes you wonder, is this what it's like during a war?? scary. shall not think. shhhhhhh!!!!
anw, all thru the 2 hours, i was hoping that the cutie i saw eating chicken in the fish shop was there with me.. *sigh*
Shoutout to Cutie eating chicken in fish shop, Mrs AP, Mrs C, Mrs Goh, Miss dada, Mrs Woodyallens, Mrs Llama, Mrs Dick: I LOVE YA ALL!!!!
p.s. i hope you ppl know who u are!!
i can hear it flapping its wings.... omg... i'm scared......
ok. mom just caught it n threw it outa the window..gee... moths squeak... they make some kinda noise anw.. interesting.. hmmmm....
many areas in singapore were affected, it was said to be caused by a disruption in the gas flow from indonesia.(according to what i heard on P10.)
hougang was in darkness from approximately 10 to 12 pm. when my computer suddenly died earlier, my immediate reacion was to blame mommy!! hahahahaa... i was like, "mi ar.... wat u do again..?!"
lolx. i'm a lil meanie! hehe..
anw, my mom was kinda flustered.. "oh no.. no candles..!!! HOW?!"
ahahahaa.. no prob! cassan to the rescue! lololx! i brought out a whole collection of candles.. from scented ones, to star-shaped gel ones, to those carved in the shape of a rose, to normal gel candles, to normal wax ones, to the lantern-festival 3pkt for $1 one.. erm.... i think that's it.. not much la.. haha..
so i happily lighted those that i beared to light up (i'm sorry manda, the candle i wanted to design and give you was the most practical candle.. so i had to use it.... = / ), the super nice ones i kept la.... heh. after that i was burning paper stars.. the stars was keeping ablaze in a puddle of wax!! its really really fascinating. try it when the next black out! haha.
anw, i made another candle out of the wax i burnt.. n bout 1.5 hrs into the black out, i remembered my trusty army-style torch light from sec2... LOLX!! so i took it out and started playing with my new found toy, only to get whacked by my mom. "stupid girl! donno how to take it out just now ar?!"... ahahaa.. forgot ma.... lalalalaa.... anw, i'm keepin it with me! just to play with.. its really FUN!! i know its childish.. but.... -shrug- i'm happy =>
lemme see... oh.. this really HUGE moth flew into the kitchen and scared me so bad cos i din know what it was.. it was the size of a sparrow, or a bat.. but i found out after i rediscovered my torch, that it one HUGE moth.... -shudders-
the black out was quite interesting actually.. suddenly appreciated light so much more... when the darkness engulfs you and you long for the security blanket of light to protect you.. that was how i felt tho i usually condone darkness.. sigh.. makes you wonder, is this what it's like during a war?? scary. shall not think. shhhhhhh!!!!
anw, all thru the 2 hours, i was hoping that the cutie i saw eating chicken in the fish shop was there with me.. *sigh*
Shoutout to Cutie eating chicken in fish shop, Mrs AP, Mrs C, Mrs Goh, Miss dada, Mrs Woodyallens, Mrs Llama, Mrs Dick: I LOVE YA ALL!!!!
p.s. i hope you ppl know who u are!!
i can hear it flapping its wings.... omg... i'm scared......
ok. mom just caught it n threw it outa the window..gee... moths squeak... they make some kinda noise anw.. interesting.. hmmmm....
Sunday, June 27, 2004
Saturday, June 26, 2004
hurhur~
Justin came in first for the men's open biathlon organised by new balance!!! CHAMPION!!! -beams- i'm sooooooo proud of him!! he did that despite a fresh wound on the sole of his foot (burnt by charcoal!)!! he took 35++ min to swim a distance of 800m (the swimmer behind him was lagging by 6++ min) and run a dist of 5km. ahahhaa... and taking part in the competition were people ranging from hongkong-ers (they're supposedly quite fast), caucasians and army men. and they all lost to a boy who is barely 17!! lalalallaaaaaa....
congrats Jus..
my brother rocks!!!
-grin-
Justin came in first for the men's open biathlon organised by new balance!!! CHAMPION!!! -beams- i'm sooooooo proud of him!! he did that despite a fresh wound on the sole of his foot (burnt by charcoal!)!! he took 35++ min to swim a distance of 800m (the swimmer behind him was lagging by 6++ min) and run a dist of 5km. ahahhaa... and taking part in the competition were people ranging from hongkong-ers (they're supposedly quite fast), caucasians and army men. and they all lost to a boy who is barely 17!! lalalallaaaaaa....
congrats Jus..
my brother rocks!!!
-grin-
yawn.. everyone's happy now.. lalalaa...
except her that is. ahahaa.
too bad for her.
she deserves it.
she's one stupid bitch.
so freakin stupid u wont believe it.
but i love her anyway.
tho sometimes i feel like slapping her,
most of the time actually..
still, who wld love her i didnt..?
-grinn-
i hate cutting my nails. they fly and poke me in the eye. grrr.
except her that is. ahahaa.
too bad for her.
she deserves it.
she's one stupid bitch.
so freakin stupid u wont believe it.
but i love her anyway.
tho sometimes i feel like slapping her,
most of the time actually..
still, who wld love her i didnt..?
-grinn-
i hate cutting my nails. they fly and poke me in the eye. grrr.
Friday, June 25, 2004
no, she is not happy.
she is depressed.
sad.
melancholic.
but she LOOKS perfectly fine.
of course she looks perfectly fine.
she spent hours perfecting that brilliant smile,
planning the jokes to tell,
the stories to relate,
the things to say,
the expected answers to questions.
planned to the last detail!!
she even planned which smile or laughter to use.
and no one will ever know what lies beneath,
buried deep under.
she is depressed.
sad.
melancholic.
but she LOOKS perfectly fine.
of course she looks perfectly fine.
she spent hours perfecting that brilliant smile,
planning the jokes to tell,
the stories to relate,
the things to say,
the expected answers to questions.
planned to the last detail!!
she even planned which smile or laughter to use.
and no one will ever know what lies beneath,
buried deep under.
Thursday, June 24, 2004
mommy thinks i'm really stupid.. she made me take some pills that's supposed to boost my brain power.. LOLX!!! now i'm REALLY hyper!! n bonkers. n mad. n insane. n crazy. n nonsensical. n kukubananas. n.. er... (makes a quick trip to www.thesaurus.com)barmy, batty, berserk, bonkers, cracked, crazed, cuckoo, delirious, demented, deranged, dingy, dippy, erratic, flaky, flipped, flipped out, fruity, haywire,kooky, lunatic, mad, maniacal, mental, moonstruck, nuts, nutty, potty, psycho, screw loose, screwball, screwy, silly, touched, unbalanced, unglued, unhinged, unzipped, wacky, whacko. whimsical!!!!! WOOHOOO!!!! LALALALALLALALAAAAAAAAAA.....
dont blame me. blame my mommy!! she forced the pills down my throat.. sobx... its CHILD ABUSE!!! -breaks down-... i cant take it anymore!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*burp*
'cuse me
what was i saying..? oh. ya. pills. anyway, pills are really delicious things. interesting names too..
xinyu:
mmm... okie. it sounds like some tribe!
me:
ahahahahhahahaa....... maybe it WAS.. then they chopped up the tribe, grinded it into lil pieces and made it into a brain booster!! woohoo!!
xinyu:
what a way to increase their revenue and to be more developed!
me:
i meant they chop up the WHOLE tribe.. so... NO MORE GINGKO BILOBA TRIBE!! WOOHOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY'RE IN MY TuMMY!!!!
can u hear the drums..?? i feel the tribe in muh tummy!! they're dancing now.... ohohoh!!! they're doing the rain dance!!!!! stompstomp-claphands-turnroundandround-jumpsupanddown-shakeschest-wigglesbutt-raisehandsinair..... *gulpgulp*.. ok.. they got their rain.. i just drank water! *grin*
i shld shuddup. i really shld.
LALALALLALALALLALALALLALALALALLALALALALLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!
BOINGBOINGBOINGBOINGBOINGBOINGBOINGBOINGBOINGBOINGBOINGBOING
did i mention? i love my mommy! =>
dont blame me. blame my mommy!! she forced the pills down my throat.. sobx... its CHILD ABUSE!!! -breaks down-... i cant take it anymore!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*burp*
'cuse me
what was i saying..? oh. ya. pills. anyway, pills are really delicious things. interesting names too..
xinyu:
mmm... okie. it sounds like some tribe!
me:
ahahahahhahahaa....... maybe it WAS.. then they chopped up the tribe, grinded it into lil pieces and made it into a brain booster!! woohoo!!
xinyu:
what a way to increase their revenue and to be more developed!
me:
i meant they chop up the WHOLE tribe.. so... NO MORE GINGKO BILOBA TRIBE!! WOOHOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY'RE IN MY TuMMY!!!!
can u hear the drums..?? i feel the tribe in muh tummy!! they're dancing now.... ohohoh!!! they're doing the rain dance!!!!! stompstomp-claphands-turnroundandround-jumpsupanddown-shakeschest-wigglesbutt-raisehandsinair..... *gulpgulp*.. ok.. they got their rain.. i just drank water! *grin*
i shld shuddup. i really shld.
LALALALLALALALLALALALLALALALALLALALALALLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!
BOINGBOINGBOINGBOINGBOINGBOINGBOINGBOINGBOINGBOINGBOINGBOING
did i mention? i love my mommy! =>
the esplanade supposed to be behind... i happily cut it away too.. it's a state of the art building and i don want ppl to see it in the same picture as us, the building will pale by comparison =>
us and a part of the merlion's butt =>
uh... no.......... it's not a mass massacre...
outside centro.. picture courtesy of xinyu's cam n i-donno-his-name's hands.. see! we're STILL alve! i told u it wasnt a mass massacre.. =>
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
DESCRIBE / TELL
[three words that sum you up]: screw up queen
[jewelry worn daily]: some studs in some holes..
[wallet]: old and ugly
[coffee]: i prefer espresso to brew..
[shoes]: flipflops! =>
[cologne/perfume]: aha. don really use..
[clothing you have on]: blue boxershorts and blue print spag
MIXED QUESTIONS
[wishing]: tat everything will be alright in the end..
[after this]: snooze time..
[talking to]: noone..
[eating]: pills!
[fetishes]: ears... n a booboo..
[something you're looking forward to]: end of exams!
[last thing you ate]: pills!!
[something you're afraid of]: loss
[if you could have any animal as a pet]: i want a border collie! or a retriever!!
[cities you wouldn't mind moving to]: paris, nyc, maroubra in sydney! home sweet home!
DO YOU
[like candles]: they can be romantic.. or dangerous.. haha
[like company]: sometimes..
[believe in soul mates]: sorta..
[believe in love at first sight]: not exactly..
[believe in forgiveness]: let bygones be bygones..
[want to get married]: maybe...
[want to have kids]: -shrug- cant exactly stand them..
[ever want to adopt kids]: IF i had kids, i'd want my own flesh and blood..
IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU...
[cried]: *nods*
[bought something]: grace's bbq stuff
[gotten sick]: yup.. i AM sick..
[sang]: lolx... ya.. birthday song!
[eaten]: 3 chickenwings! *slurps*
[been kissed]: grace tried!! kissed the air next to my face!
[felt stupid]: sigh.. been feelin stupid for quite some time now..
[wanted to tell someone you love them]: yup..
[had a serious talk]: kinda..
[missed someone]: like so damn much...
[hugged someone]: yep.. gracie darling!! birthday girl!!
[argued with a parent(s)]: in a while.. when mom makes me get off the com.. haha
[dreamt about someone you can't be with]: havent dreamt for ages..
SOCIAL LIFE
[best girl friend(s)]: xinyu, sheryl, nana, est, and i love bitchin with gin!
[best guy friend(s)]: andy!
[are the you the center of attention or a wallflower]: the wallflower in the centre of attention!! lolx. i'm crappiN!
[what do you wanna be when u grow up]: i wanna be happy!
*if u're hei pi n u noe it must piao bai, piao bai!*
PERSONAL
[who is your role model]: seriously, none..
[ever wanted to get revenge on someone cause they hurt you]: ya.. it was stupid
[cried over the opposite sex]:uh-huh..
[your favorite physical appearance]: u mean mine? or what in others?
[are you happy with yourself]: seriously, No. but on the brighter side.. there're those worse off than me..
[what plans do you have for the future]: i plan to be really happy!
[who do you really hate]: noone.. it's not worth the effort or time..
[who's your most trustworthy family member]: there's only me and my mom.. but i trust my chin more.. ahaha..
[three words that sum you up]: screw up queen
[jewelry worn daily]: some studs in some holes..
[wallet]: old and ugly
[coffee]: i prefer espresso to brew..
[shoes]: flipflops! =>
[cologne/perfume]: aha. don really use..
[clothing you have on]: blue boxershorts and blue print spag
MIXED QUESTIONS
[wishing]: tat everything will be alright in the end..
[after this]: snooze time..
[talking to]: noone..
[eating]: pills!
[fetishes]: ears... n a booboo..
[something you're looking forward to]: end of exams!
[last thing you ate]: pills!!
[something you're afraid of]: loss
[if you could have any animal as a pet]: i want a border collie! or a retriever!!
[cities you wouldn't mind moving to]: paris, nyc, maroubra in sydney! home sweet home!
DO YOU
[like candles]: they can be romantic.. or dangerous.. haha
[like company]: sometimes..
[believe in soul mates]: sorta..
[believe in love at first sight]: not exactly..
[believe in forgiveness]: let bygones be bygones..
[want to get married]: maybe...
[want to have kids]: -shrug- cant exactly stand them..
[ever want to adopt kids]: IF i had kids, i'd want my own flesh and blood..
IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU...
[cried]: *nods*
[bought something]: grace's bbq stuff
[gotten sick]: yup.. i AM sick..
[sang]: lolx... ya.. birthday song!
[eaten]: 3 chickenwings! *slurps*
[been kissed]: grace tried!! kissed the air next to my face!
[felt stupid]: sigh.. been feelin stupid for quite some time now..
[wanted to tell someone you love them]: yup..
[had a serious talk]: kinda..
[missed someone]: like so damn much...
[hugged someone]: yep.. gracie darling!! birthday girl!!
[argued with a parent(s)]: in a while.. when mom makes me get off the com.. haha
[dreamt about someone you can't be with]: havent dreamt for ages..
SOCIAL LIFE
[best girl friend(s)]: xinyu, sheryl, nana, est, and i love bitchin with gin!
[best guy friend(s)]: andy!
[are the you the center of attention or a wallflower]: the wallflower in the centre of attention!! lolx. i'm crappiN!
[what do you wanna be when u grow up]: i wanna be happy!
*if u're hei pi n u noe it must piao bai, piao bai!*
PERSONAL
[who is your role model]: seriously, none..
[ever wanted to get revenge on someone cause they hurt you]: ya.. it was stupid
[cried over the opposite sex]:uh-huh..
[your favorite physical appearance]: u mean mine? or what in others?
[are you happy with yourself]: seriously, No. but on the brighter side.. there're those worse off than me..
[what plans do you have for the future]: i plan to be really happy!
[who do you really hate]: noone.. it's not worth the effort or time..
[who's your most trustworthy family member]: there's only me and my mom.. but i trust my chin more.. ahaha..
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY GRACIE
celebrated gracie's birthday today... the chicken wings were delicious!!! hahahaa... now i know where to get delicious bbq chickenwings, from jayne!! ok. sorry. i shldnt be talkin bout chickenwings.... but they were really so yummy!!! better than those at chompchomp!! lalalallaaa.. sigh.. but my appetite was not there..
grace was tagging along behind dick.. and when she saw us she started screaming!! lolx... that silly girl.. but anyone would be screaming mad with happiness if their boyfriends did something like that for them! hahaa... lucky grace!! sucha sweet couple!! and the best thing was she was really in shock cos she din noe a single thing.. she was still thinking that dick wanted her to go home change into something formal for dinner at some classy place.. haha.. sorry sweetie, no classy restaurant for u, but smokey bbq, sweaty friends, and a throw-u-into-the-pool!!
glad u enjoyed it! haha.. it was rather costly tho.. lolx. all the handphones.... *prays hard* hope all the hps get well soon!!!
u noe the silliest thing bout our dear blur grace?? the party was held at her place! lolx.. her sister booked the place for us.. sucha sweet sister! heh.. hope we passed her enough food.. thankiew once again!!
as said, got thrown in.. following that, many ppl got thrown in.. i held on to the camera.. it kept me safe! haha.. i cldnt resist in the end.. lolx.. i jumped in and went swimming... she has sucha cool pool!! then we started doing flips and starjumps and nonsense jumps.. -smile- i love grace too!! haha..
glad u enjoyed urself!! have a lovely day ahead!!!
celebrated gracie's birthday today... the chicken wings were delicious!!! hahahaa... now i know where to get delicious bbq chickenwings, from jayne!! ok. sorry. i shldnt be talkin bout chickenwings.... but they were really so yummy!!! better than those at chompchomp!! lalalallaaa.. sigh.. but my appetite was not there..
grace was tagging along behind dick.. and when she saw us she started screaming!! lolx... that silly girl.. but anyone would be screaming mad with happiness if their boyfriends did something like that for them! hahaa... lucky grace!! sucha sweet couple!! and the best thing was she was really in shock cos she din noe a single thing.. she was still thinking that dick wanted her to go home change into something formal for dinner at some classy place.. haha.. sorry sweetie, no classy restaurant for u, but smokey bbq, sweaty friends, and a throw-u-into-the-pool!!
glad u enjoyed it! haha.. it was rather costly tho.. lolx. all the handphones.... *prays hard* hope all the hps get well soon!!!
u noe the silliest thing bout our dear blur grace?? the party was held at her place! lolx.. her sister booked the place for us.. sucha sweet sister! heh.. hope we passed her enough food.. thankiew once again!!
as said, got thrown in.. following that, many ppl got thrown in.. i held on to the camera.. it kept me safe! haha.. i cldnt resist in the end.. lolx.. i jumped in and went swimming... she has sucha cool pool!! then we started doing flips and starjumps and nonsense jumps.. -smile- i love grace too!! haha..
glad u enjoyed urself!! have a lovely day ahead!!!
ATTENTION ALL LIT PPL!!!!
we gotta go check ur EMB for this literature glosary thingie..
it's Mrs Teo's orders.. don ask me how i knew.. i was bored and went into NY webbie...
anw, 101 J1s have checked theirs.. and only 17 J2s.. don let our tchers down ya?? n pass on the msg!! thankiew!!
best of luck to y'all!!!
we gotta go check ur EMB for this literature glosary thingie..
it's Mrs Teo's orders.. don ask me how i knew.. i was bored and went into NY webbie...
anw, 101 J1s have checked theirs.. and only 17 J2s.. don let our tchers down ya?? n pass on the msg!! thankiew!!
best of luck to y'all!!!
Saturday, June 19, 2004
to that guy who i happily insulted bout more than a year ago, and who found my blog by accident, here's an apology. i'm highly sensitive to that sorta thing. but no matter what, it was childish to make a big fuss outta it, so sorry. (i wonder if u're readin this.. hmmm..). suprised u rmbed anw, i forgot almost everything.
Monday, June 14, 2004
except for less hours of sleep.. this year's famine camp is actually a lot less tedious than previous years.. the games are still as stupid tho.. hahaha. and somehow, the moment someone tells me i can't eat for 30 hours, i immediately wanna eat just to defy authority.. i'm rebellious. =>
the wet games weren't as disgusting.. we only had to tummy-crawl thru water and dirt.. usually it'd be flour, eggs, vinegar and the likes. the children of war was ok.. kinda thrilling actually.. hahahaa.. running and hiding.. lolx.. but i pity those that were caught!!! gotta lie face flat with their faces in the mud! YUCK!! n get water squirted at them!! but it was so fun for the spectators!!! lalallaa...
eh, cant remember much.. the concert was the best as compared to previous 2 years.. NP has a lovely convention hall.. haha... mostly purple in colour... esta n joanne would have loved it!!
for unique experiences.. well.... the school has a blue track,it's the first time ever i saw a blue track!! and i can safely say it was the first and last time i'll lie down in the middle of the road of NP.. we were lying there and talking n staring at the non-existent stars.. had to go up infront of all the afghanistan people with sheryl and share 'reflections'..
our group was the smallest i think.. the 5 of us and 2 sec 4 artists... i meant ARTISTS!! their drawing were superb!!!! hahaa.. n thanx to faizal, we had a trolley for the newspaper collection.. else we would have died.. hahaha..
and of cos there was dearest claire!! she rocks! she's damn cool!! haha... she spent $12 000 on shopping trip to US and canada! lolx.. that's not y she rocks la... she rocks cos she's sucha BITCH!! hahahaa.. we were happily bitching ard! complaining and such.. she's a great leader too!! NICE KNOWING YA, CLAIRE!! and she and sarah are really sweet together! haha... lesbo couple!!
i love xinyu, sheryl, shimin and weiying!!! let's be lesbo quintets!! hahaha..
oh, this camp also gave me a whole new collection of bruises... *groans* as if the previous lots weren't enough...
the wet games weren't as disgusting.. we only had to tummy-crawl thru water and dirt.. usually it'd be flour, eggs, vinegar and the likes. the children of war was ok.. kinda thrilling actually.. hahahaa.. running and hiding.. lolx.. but i pity those that were caught!!! gotta lie face flat with their faces in the mud! YUCK!! n get water squirted at them!! but it was so fun for the spectators!!! lalallaa...
eh, cant remember much.. the concert was the best as compared to previous 2 years.. NP has a lovely convention hall.. haha... mostly purple in colour... esta n joanne would have loved it!!
for unique experiences.. well.... the school has a blue track,it's the first time ever i saw a blue track!! and i can safely say it was the first and last time i'll lie down in the middle of the road of NP.. we were lying there and talking n staring at the non-existent stars.. had to go up infront of all the afghanistan people with sheryl and share 'reflections'..
our group was the smallest i think.. the 5 of us and 2 sec 4 artists... i meant ARTISTS!! their drawing were superb!!!! hahaa.. n thanx to faizal, we had a trolley for the newspaper collection.. else we would have died.. hahaha..
and of cos there was dearest claire!! she rocks! she's damn cool!! haha... she spent $12 000 on shopping trip to US and canada! lolx.. that's not y she rocks la... she rocks cos she's sucha BITCH!! hahahaa.. we were happily bitching ard! complaining and such.. she's a great leader too!! NICE KNOWING YA, CLAIRE!! and she and sarah are really sweet together! haha... lesbo couple!!
i love xinyu, sheryl, shimin and weiying!!! let's be lesbo quintets!! hahaha..
oh, this camp also gave me a whole new collection of bruises... *groans* as if the previous lots weren't enough...
Saturday, June 12, 2004
decided there shldnt be eggs.. cos booboo is afraid that the eggs won't be totally cooked.. boo says it's toxic!! hahahahahaa... lalalalaa..
so it's just salami.. that looks like pepperoni.. hmmm.. daryl will noe the difference.. not me. heh. i'm the one who sits and guzzles....
i need to learn better breakfast skills(and lunch and dinner for that matter)... bleah.. any good chefs out there willing to impart their skills????
gonna start starvation in 4 hours time.... sigh..
booboo is so cute. ladida..
so it's just salami.. that looks like pepperoni.. hmmm.. daryl will noe the difference.. not me. heh. i'm the one who sits and guzzles....
i need to learn better breakfast skills(and lunch and dinner for that matter)... bleah.. any good chefs out there willing to impart their skills????
gonna start starvation in 4 hours time.... sigh..
booboo is so cute. ladida..
Friday, June 11, 2004
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....
i love xinyu and i love joanne!!!
haha.. without knowing they cheered me up! -grin-
what lovely friends!! -muackxmuackx-
and joanne has lotsa purple toilet bowls now.. haha
nice seeing her get so excited over toilet bowls!! ahaha..
glad u were happy.. u seemed happy anyway..
i'd draw red elephants and purple toilet bowls and pink heartts for you two anyday man!! hee...
j'aime mon cheri bebe sucre
i love xinyu and i love joanne!!!
haha.. without knowing they cheered me up! -grin-
what lovely friends!! -muackxmuackx-
and joanne has lotsa purple toilet bowls now.. haha
nice seeing her get so excited over toilet bowls!! ahaha..
glad u were happy.. u seemed happy anyway..
i'd draw red elephants and purple toilet bowls and pink heartts for you two anyday man!! hee...
j'aime mon cheri bebe sucre
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
and i understood it, perfectly, when someone said to me -
"the loneliest moment is before u close your eyes to sleep in bed"
that transition into slumber is sober reflection. sometimes the heartache is intense, sometimes the self-castigating is despairing, sometimes it is a quiet peace that transcends knowledge, sometimes its the flood of pondering and wondering that stumbles me.
alone, i see myself in the mirror and talk to myself -
all wrapped in the world of ME.
wish u were here, wish u understood.
wish there were more u's around.
or just someone like u.
someone special who thought i was special too.
i want to fall in love, with You
ok.. lifted that from someone.. SORRY SOMEONE!! i don't even know you.. but it just seemed.. so.. true.. i always try to avoid that momen, so i plug the earphones in my ear and fall aslp listening to the radio instead.. sigh.
"the loneliest moment is before u close your eyes to sleep in bed"
that transition into slumber is sober reflection. sometimes the heartache is intense, sometimes the self-castigating is despairing, sometimes it is a quiet peace that transcends knowledge, sometimes its the flood of pondering and wondering that stumbles me.
alone, i see myself in the mirror and talk to myself -
all wrapped in the world of ME.
wish u were here, wish u understood.
wish there were more u's around.
or just someone like u.
someone special who thought i was special too.
i want to fall in love, with You
ok.. lifted that from someone.. SORRY SOMEONE!! i don't even know you.. but it just seemed.. so.. true.. i always try to avoid that momen, so i plug the earphones in my ear and fall aslp listening to the radio instead.. sigh.
eck. i'm feelin disgruntled. ppl offer me the freaking invites but i cant go. fuck gp!
NYJC: for heaven's sake, 26 june is still our holiday, SO WHY HAVE THE GP EXAM DURING THE HOLS?!!! GRRRRRR..!! we don't really get to enjoy the allocated holidays cos u ppl happily put the mid-yrs after the hols, (take a cue from AC la, their mid-yrs are bEFORE hols! everyone's out partyin their asses off now!) and we get the last weekend of the hols taken away too. how evil!
i'm speaking on behalf of esta too. u ppl CLEARLY said no going overseas during the first 2 weeks, gotta go back to sch for lessons, but the last 2 weeks are ours. so esta went on her church thingie. she comes back on sat noon which officially is still part of our hols! n guess wat? she gets a big fat zero for GP cos she's not allowed to retake. HELLO???? wth?!! This is so unfair! The school going back on its words. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anw, enuff of the school. i happily slpt in today.. till bout 2. i wanted to slp till the rain stopped, but it din seem o stop, so i dragged myself up.. baby's working........ sigh. gonna start studying in a short while.. i promised.. heh.. n.. my target of minimum all Ds has been raised to a minimum of all Cs.. so i gotta work lots harder ya? n i shall. for me n mommy n you.
a lil' dedication to all the couples i know, may things go smoothly, and may each day find you in a deeper state of felicity and love. all the best! =>
:: Grace & Dick ::
:: Gin & Fid ::
:: Linda & Ashley ::
:: Charine & Clifford ::
:: Marcus & Meiting ::
:: Andy & Glecy ::
uh.. ok. brain has malfunctioned. i can't think of anymore!!
shall study. ta.
wait. i cant study in peace. the bloody !@#$%^&*( are drilling n doing renovation shit. ARGH!
NYJC: for heaven's sake, 26 june is still our holiday, SO WHY HAVE THE GP EXAM DURING THE HOLS?!!! GRRRRRR..!! we don't really get to enjoy the allocated holidays cos u ppl happily put the mid-yrs after the hols, (take a cue from AC la, their mid-yrs are bEFORE hols! everyone's out partyin their asses off now!) and we get the last weekend of the hols taken away too. how evil!
i'm speaking on behalf of esta too. u ppl CLEARLY said no going overseas during the first 2 weeks, gotta go back to sch for lessons, but the last 2 weeks are ours. so esta went on her church thingie. she comes back on sat noon which officially is still part of our hols! n guess wat? she gets a big fat zero for GP cos she's not allowed to retake. HELLO???? wth?!! This is so unfair! The school going back on its words. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anw, enuff of the school. i happily slpt in today.. till bout 2. i wanted to slp till the rain stopped, but it din seem o stop, so i dragged myself up.. baby's working........ sigh. gonna start studying in a short while.. i promised.. heh.. n.. my target of minimum all Ds has been raised to a minimum of all Cs.. so i gotta work lots harder ya? n i shall. for me n mommy n you.
a lil' dedication to all the couples i know, may things go smoothly, and may each day find you in a deeper state of felicity and love. all the best! =>
:: Grace & Dick ::
:: Gin & Fid ::
:: Linda & Ashley ::
:: Charine & Clifford ::
:: Marcus & Meiting ::
:: Andy & Glecy ::
uh.. ok. brain has malfunctioned. i can't think of anymore!!
shall study. ta.
wait. i cant study in peace. the bloody !@#$%^&*( are drilling n doing renovation shit. ARGH!
dinner was great.. the paper thing was interesting n really cute! haha.. i like the two blobs of whip cream!!! i LOVE whip cream!!! yes,yes, i know.. i'm fatter... u're fat.. -smile-
i've got so much to say, but i know i sld just shut up. argh.
!@#$%^& *()#$%^&*()_#$%^&*(*^##$%^$%^&*@#$%*^$%$(^$%$(^$DVHDNSABFGjfbdsvj fbbjfkbsdv jkchvj!!!!!!!
anw, ppl, don talk cock la huh? things go round and eventually, it'll get back to you. so, don say shit bout others that ain't true. u're only fucking urself up. yup..
i've got so much to say, but i know i sld just shut up. argh.
!@#$%^& *()#$%^&*()_#$%^&*(*^##$%^$%^&*@#$%*^$%$(^$%$(^$DVHDNSABFGjfbdsvj fbbjfkbsdv jkchvj!!!!!!!
anw, ppl, don talk cock la huh? things go round and eventually, it'll get back to you. so, don say shit bout others that ain't true. u're only fucking urself up. yup..
Tuesday, June 08, 2004
chinablack tonight????? music was.. ok la... BUT THE COMPANY WAS LOVELY! WONDERFUL! FANTASTIC! DELICIOUS! lalalalalaaa... i love my girls.. xinyu, sheryl, jeanne, linda!! (gin!! i miss u!!! WE missED U!!!!)n i love my darlin bestie ND!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!! u're the best!! haha... but still don measure up to u-know-who! haha.. n THANK YOU so veryvery much for listening to my complains.. hee.. u rock! lolx.. n thanks for the pills too!! woohoo!!! hahaa.. so cute!! so cute!! so cute!!!! so cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuteeeee!!!!! right?right?right??!!!!!!! hee.. lalallaaa...
n tonight, i found the girl i have been lookin for for ages!!! i found my primary sch good friend, DIANA!!!!! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! hee... well.. first i walking.. den i think someone grab me.. n guess wat? it was pretty joanne!! (i don care! i'm calling her pretty joanne! n if u're readin, ELLO pretty joanne!!) she's really really pretty!! *gushes* ok, anw, i took the chance to ask her bout the dia in her blog, n dia was there, n dia was my dearest diana soh!! *screams* happyhappyhappy!! haha.. happy night! lalalalaa.. met new friend, found old friend.. n talked to best male friend.. andy, if u're reading this.... SO CUTE!!!!! *big fat grin*
hmmm.... company-wise, tonight is tops! really!! -grin- i love ya all sooooo much!! n the last dance, the was MY highlight of the night!! "and the reason is you".. yes you!!!! haha.. lalallaa... i LOVE MY LAST DANCE!!! *muackxmuackxmuackx*
n i am NOT horny la........... -smiles-
Monday, June 07, 2004
Sunday, June 06, 2004
it wasn't me speaking. t'was the devil.
this is us at miss doreen yeo's wedding.. in sec3.. when my hair was still super nice! see that gleam?! -grin-
This is my beloved 4E3'02. we rock!! serious!! the happy moments we had together will somehow remain in our hearts.. even tho the more minor details have faded.. =>
this is us trying to prove that our butts are small enough to fit into the steps railing.. heh.. spastic.. but that's us! -grin- there's a guy version too!! haha..
this are the guys!!! looking prim n proper before they start sliding around n squashing each others vitals! lolx. shall not post those more obscene stuff.. lalalaa..
erm.. donno y this selection of ppl... we just called whoever was walking by n... well... it's just us-girls!!
ok... i think mastura was telling us some story where a girl died while fucking a horse.. n apparently a horses dick is the length of an arm.. thus the pose.. lolx!!
my fave young female teacher in xinmin!! she's PRETTY!! lalalallaa.. n soooo sweet! bring on the insulin!
back!back view of the toilet cleaners! (son't ask me y they call themselves that!!)
n tada!! their front!!
the end of this photo log.. lovebirds of 4e3! sigh... i love this pix especially.. i took it!!! haha.. looks like some movie scene or something!! i shall go reminise... i miss them all so much.. but things will never be the same again.
those were the days....
Friday, June 04, 2004
cracy: to rule
demo-cracy: demo=people. democracy=ruled by the people.
techno-cracy: techno=science and technology. technocracy=ruled by science and technology.
cassan-cracy: cassan=me. cassancracy=ruled by cassan.
this blog is ruled by me. -grin-
and the fact that cracy sounds like crazy.. cassan IS crazy! =>
crazy in general and crazy bout many things.. like *you!!
demo-cracy: demo=people. democracy=ruled by the people.
techno-cracy: techno=science and technology. technocracy=ruled by science and technology.
cassan-cracy: cassan=me. cassancracy=ruled by cassan.
this blog is ruled by me. -grin-
and the fact that cracy sounds like crazy.. cassan IS crazy! =>
crazy in general and crazy bout many things.. like *you!!
Thursday, June 03, 2004
Wednesday, June 02, 2004
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you!!
happy birthday to mandaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!
happy birthday to yoooooooou!!!!
arranged to meet at 10.30, everyone was late, but manda dearest beat me at being fashionably late! haha.. we finally met manda n miche at like, 11.30?? yea.. ard there.. sat and crapped at the esplanade till 12(according to my lovely,wonderful,deliciously gorgeous watch) then i tried to sing but
#1 my singing sucks
#2 noone wanted to sing with me
#3 they were busy trying to hug manda, so i joined in the fun instead!!
haha.... i actually hugged manda like, 4 times that night?? that's A LOT! considering manda is uber sensitive and dosent like hugs!! hahahaa.. we all got to hug darling manda! den went to 7-11 to get drinks.. walked along suntec den took a cab to manda's place where we sat by the pool and had fun ding nth.. hee.. the company is good enough la.. *grin*.. miche impressed us with her card tricks!! lolx.. went home bout 3.. happy birthday once again sweetie!!
another reason why last night, or rather this morning was so special (besides hugging manda), was cos someone asked bout me!!
ok.. that came out funny.. but i dont care, I LOVE YOU*!!!!! *muackx*
as said, C! it dosen't take much to make me happy!! hahaha..
happy birthday to you!!
happy birthday to mandaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!
happy birthday to yoooooooou!!!!
arranged to meet at 10.30, everyone was late, but manda dearest beat me at being fashionably late! haha.. we finally met manda n miche at like, 11.30?? yea.. ard there.. sat and crapped at the esplanade till 12(according to my lovely,wonderful,deliciously gorgeous watch) then i tried to sing but
#1 my singing sucks
#2 noone wanted to sing with me
#3 they were busy trying to hug manda, so i joined in the fun instead!!
haha.... i actually hugged manda like, 4 times that night?? that's A LOT! considering manda is uber sensitive and dosent like hugs!! hahahaa.. we all got to hug darling manda! den went to 7-11 to get drinks.. walked along suntec den took a cab to manda's place where we sat by the pool and had fun ding nth.. hee.. the company is good enough la.. *grin*.. miche impressed us with her card tricks!! lolx.. went home bout 3.. happy birthday once again sweetie!!
another reason why last night, or rather this morning was so special (besides hugging manda), was cos someone asked bout me!!
ok.. that came out funny.. but i dont care, I LOVE YOU*!!!!! *muackx*
as said, C! it dosen't take much to make me happy!! hahaha..
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
it's raining.................... n i woke up half an hour ago!shld hav slpt on.... hahaha.. sorry to all who missed me in school today, i had a terrible headache, which only sleep can cure! -grin-
i know esther missed me!!! she'd better, or i'll publicize her secret!! hahahahaa!!
breakfast at 4pm.. delicious!! chicken salad with avocado and honey dressing! rich!! *slurps*
i need a new umbrella. a nice, light weight, pretty, small foldable umbrella.. to shelter me from the storm. cos my old one is resting in someone's cupboard.. lalalalaa..
i need a street directory of orchard.. so i can plan how to meet my mom without getting wet at all. growl.
i need that job to get me money to get me clothes. nice new clothes!!! it's the great singapore sale!!! wheeeee!!!!!
i know esther missed me!!! she'd better, or i'll publicize her secret!! hahahahaa!!
breakfast at 4pm.. delicious!! chicken salad with avocado and honey dressing! rich!! *slurps*
i need a new umbrella. a nice, light weight, pretty, small foldable umbrella.. to shelter me from the storm. cos my old one is resting in someone's cupboard.. lalalalaa..
i need a street directory of orchard.. so i can plan how to meet my mom without getting wet at all. growl.
i need that job to get me money to get me clothes. nice new clothes!!! it's the great singapore sale!!! wheeeee!!!!!
china black was sizzling tonight!! leonard, nelson(whom i don t personally know but shall just call him by his name and pretend to know him well) and company were there, darling stef, jasmin, aaron(barguy from sos! ahahaha!!), meng wei n company, lang yuan and company(sec sch ppl), andy and daniel and company(i mention daniel cos he was so nice as to let us cut the queue for re-entry! => and my gd friend andy for free drinks!! THANKS!! ), sheryl's friend dino (who was first in queue, meaning the bunch of us were the first 20 to get in. THANKS!!), a whole lotta *his friends who became spies for the night, and of course, my dearest girls, xinyu, sheryl, linda and ginny!!!!
*chants* i love gin!! i love gin!! i love gin!!
(but i still love *him more!)
maybe i was high.. cos i talked to *him earlier.. (thinking of *him alone can make me high!!)we danced like there was no tomorrow! hehehee.. i just wished *he were there with me!! then the night would be superduper extremely PERFECT! but it's not. most important element missing. heh..
baby, i miss u lots! n i'm sorry for keeping u up so late, yet glad you bothered to wait..hee.. if u read this, I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!! (you n only you!)
n gin? thank you so much girl!!! seriously!! n May God Bless You!! all the best! -muackxmuackx-
n me? i'd betta go to slp.. hahaa.. lessons start in approximately... 3 hours and 20 min. i have 2 hours and 25 min to sleep. -grin-
i love *you!!!!!!!!!!!!
-yddetyzzufymevoli-
*chants* i love gin!! i love gin!! i love gin!!
(but i still love *him more!)
maybe i was high.. cos i talked to *him earlier.. (thinking of *him alone can make me high!!)we danced like there was no tomorrow! hehehee.. i just wished *he were there with me!! then the night would be superduper extremely PERFECT! but it's not. most important element missing. heh..
baby, i miss u lots! n i'm sorry for keeping u up so late, yet glad you bothered to wait..hee.. if u read this, I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!! (you n only you!)
n gin? thank you so much girl!!! seriously!! n May God Bless You!! all the best! -muackxmuackx-
n me? i'd betta go to slp.. hahaa.. lessons start in approximately... 3 hours and 20 min. i have 2 hours and 25 min to sleep. -grin-
i love *you!!!!!!!!!!!!
-yddetyzzufymevoli-
Monday, May 31, 2004
haha.. i wonder how i'm gonna wake up in time for maths tmr.. lolx... n how i'd pay attention.. not that i always pay attention anyway.. heh.. so.... whatever la.. it's my holidays! lalalallalaaa.... esther stupide does not want to come tonight.. after i invited her! hurhur~ nvm.. next time! haha... den i'll get her hooked! -grin-
estther stupide is a happy girl now, so i shall be happy for her too!! (can u see the big silly grin on my face??!!)
estther stupide is a happy girl now, so i shall be happy for her too!! (can u see the big silly grin on my face??!!)
Sunday, May 30, 2004
Saturday, May 29, 2004
rouge.
fucking strict.
the bouncer thanked me.
i charmed him?
bouncers are good friends to have =>
music sucked.
sticky n sweaty bodies.
the drunk girl getting humped next to us.
intoxicated?
crashed on a couch,
all of us,
or so they thot.
just sleeping.
i miss linda already..
n gin.
MONDAY!!!! *promise*
y did u ask her n not me? the her u cldnt stand at all? the her u that u don like at all?
if u're not gonna show appreciation, don expect any help. i've had enough.
-bitch in heat-
fucking strict.
the bouncer thanked me.
i charmed him?
bouncers are good friends to have =>
music sucked.
sticky n sweaty bodies.
the drunk girl getting humped next to us.
intoxicated?
crashed on a couch,
all of us,
or so they thot.
just sleeping.
i miss linda already..
n gin.
MONDAY!!!! *promise*
y did u ask her n not me? the her u cldnt stand at all? the her u that u don like at all?
if u're not gonna show appreciation, don expect any help. i've had enough.
-bitch in heat-
Thursday, May 27, 2004
i watched two termites outside the glass window yesterday. at first i thought they were fighting, then i realised they were making love copulating/having sex/fucking/reproducing. they can't make love.. how can termites even know love? maybe it's an assumption on my part, but let me not digress. it was an albino termite on top of a normal dark brown termite. and the body of that albino was rather translucent. somehow, i could see a portion of the darkie's body actually in the albino's body. how fascinating. they were in that position for quite some time.. then they seperated with the albino flying off, then the darkie flying off in the opposite direction.
fuck them n leave them. was that what they were thinking?
fuck them n leave them. was that what they were thinking?
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
u 2 are the girls i know i will always see when the storm is over. at the end of all the quarrels, catfights, bitching, it's always u guys again.. this shows somethin, we were meant to be together!! *grin*.. yup.. despite everything, at the end of everything, i love you girls as much as before. friends - always and forever, whichever is longer!! *bigbighugs*
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
gee... manda n ying has such red lips.. as tho they've been kissing too hard.... lololx!!! anyway.. we're a really special bunch of good friends, hailing from singapore, malaysia, australia and the USA!!! like, totally cool! *waves hand bimboically* it's really interesting.. heh.. like.. de fusion of ppl from different places?? something liddat.. *grin*
erm... just for comparison... me in j1, and in j2.. haha... taken in the old block toilet... think it was aken before econs.. hee.. just had a sudden insane idea to climb up the toilet..
i'm finally back on the computer... got my new keyboard.. hahaha... esta will like it.. it has a purple plug!!! lolx..
yesterday was crappy day.. went out to terrorize shop assistants with weiying. esta n manda.. lolx... lunched at coffee bean.. n manda started talking gibberish!! hahahahahaa... she's really really good at it! and we were all just crapping away.. seeming carefree, problem free, just enjoying being a youth and having fun.. -smile- if only things were exactly the way the seem..
anyway.. it takes little to make me happy.. hehe.. just llike today.. when i read my message.. i jumped into the air and begged manda to let me hug her.. ahahahaa... it's easy! see! just a message and i'm happy!! -GRIN-
fell asleep at starbucks earlier on.. or quite a long time... sorry manda!! that sweet girl said i was slping so soundly she din wanna disturb me.. so she went walking around herself.. bleah. i feel so guilty.. heh.. i'll make up for it! =>
meanhwile.. shall go pester esta for photos!! (pester rhymes with esta!!!!)
yesterday was crappy day.. went out to terrorize shop assistants with weiying. esta n manda.. lolx... lunched at coffee bean.. n manda started talking gibberish!! hahahahahaa... she's really really good at it! and we were all just crapping away.. seeming carefree, problem free, just enjoying being a youth and having fun.. -smile- if only things were exactly the way the seem..
anyway.. it takes little to make me happy.. hehe.. just llike today.. when i read my message.. i jumped into the air and begged manda to let me hug her.. ahahahaa... it's easy! see! just a message and i'm happy!! -GRIN-
fell asleep at starbucks earlier on.. or quite a long time... sorry manda!! that sweet girl said i was slping so soundly she din wanna disturb me.. so she went walking around herself.. bleah. i feel so guilty.. heh.. i'll make up for it! =>
meanhwile.. shall go pester esta for photos!! (pester rhymes with esta!!!!)
Friday, May 21, 2004
this is really weird.. like history repeating itself.. was going home from tuition.. when the bus conductor came up.. i turned to look and i got a shock.. guess wat??!!! he was the very same conductor that crossed our paths 3 years agao!!! yup... towards the end of sec3.. i wld neva forget that day..... i wonder if he did..
me, soo, xinyu, sher n mas were on our way back from town..
he was saying,"u think i want to look at ur face ar?! my wife prettier than u ar!!"
we were equally insulting, if not more.. hahahaa... shall not divulge too much here..
i think that was the day we sent complaint letters online... *burst into laughter*
we were trying to muffle our laughter.. while dearest soo's claws were all out..
lolx... mas went," i seriously cannot go out with u all!! everytime i do, we get into trouble with ppl!!"
come to think bout it.. there was that auntie also.... hmmmmm.... were we really that bad?? lolx... nah..... we were growing up.. hahahhaa....
THESE are the things i'd neva forget!! *grin*
Memories.. beautiful fun-filled carefree days.................
-regression in progress-
me, soo, xinyu, sher n mas were on our way back from town..
he was saying,"u think i want to look at ur face ar?! my wife prettier than u ar!!"
we were equally insulting, if not more.. hahahaa... shall not divulge too much here..
i think that was the day we sent complaint letters online... *burst into laughter*
we were trying to muffle our laughter.. while dearest soo's claws were all out..
lolx... mas went," i seriously cannot go out with u all!! everytime i do, we get into trouble with ppl!!"
come to think bout it.. there was that auntie also.... hmmmmm.... were we really that bad?? lolx... nah..... we were growing up.. hahahhaa....
THESE are the things i'd neva forget!! *grin*
Memories.. beautiful fun-filled carefree days.................
-regression in progress-
Thursday, May 20, 2004
*screams* PM Goh is sooooooo suave!!! He's tall and seems to emit a certain aura.. haha.. went to the parliament house for learning journey yesterday.. was sitting in the gallary when PM Goh walked in.. somehow, that seemed to be the highlight of the day for me.. heh. the entire process was rather interesting.. i wanna be the speaker!!!! lolx.. n ain wants to be the guard of arms.. haha... or was it weiying? hmmm..... =op anyway, went back to the room for something like a debrief, where me n weiying sat at the long table.. MPs for a short lil' moment! heh.. we shld have learning journeys more often!!
then something that others would deem minor or ordinary happened. but the lil' thing made me sooooooo happy i jumped around, begged manda to let me hug her, hugged weiying so tight she turned red, and told miss chew all about it.. hehe.. -grin- Miss chew was happy was me too!! lalalalaaaaaaaaa
see? it takes so little to make me so happy! -jumps ard the room-
went to chompchomp after maths test today.. ate.. quite alot la... been binging recently.. heh.. then we got a super huge cuppa sugarcane at small cup price.. *winks at xinyu*.. lolx.. then went to ying's house to see her cute lil' doggie... MILLLYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want a dog too. -pout- but mom will end up looking after it.. as usual.. =x walked down to coffee bean after that.. got free drinks there too.. hahaha.... feel so spoilt..
it's good to know the right people in the right places! -grin-
then something that others would deem minor or ordinary happened. but the lil' thing made me sooooooo happy i jumped around, begged manda to let me hug her, hugged weiying so tight she turned red, and told miss chew all about it.. hehe.. -grin- Miss chew was happy was me too!! lalalalaaaaaaaaa
see? it takes so little to make me so happy! -jumps ard the room-
went to chompchomp after maths test today.. ate.. quite alot la... been binging recently.. heh.. then we got a super huge cuppa sugarcane at small cup price.. *winks at xinyu*.. lolx.. then went to ying's house to see her cute lil' doggie... MILLLYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want a dog too. -pout- but mom will end up looking after it.. as usual.. =x walked down to coffee bean after that.. got free drinks there too.. hahaha.... feel so spoilt..
it's good to know the right people in the right places! -grin-
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
teasing rachel is so fun!! hahahaa.. poor girl got vice-captain.. something bout politics.. sigh.. nvm.. u still rock!!! lolx... n being the water girl is an impt job k!! don look down on it.. i mean.. where wld the team be without u?? they'd die of thirst!! hahaha... okok.. no more teasing.. all the best with ur new post!! n all the best in ur studies too! =>
Sunday, May 16, 2004
Saturday, May 15, 2004
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
Monday, May 10, 2004
wouldnt it be nice by the beach boys
Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong
You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together
Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through
Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn't it be nice
Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy
Wouldn't it be nice
You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice
Good night my baby
Sleep tight my baby
it wld be so veryvery nice..
Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong
You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together
Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through
Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn't it be nice
Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy
Wouldn't it be nice
You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice
Good night my baby
Sleep tight my baby
it wld be so veryvery nice..
Sunday, May 09, 2004
treated mom to dinner. now i'm broke again.. lolx
but its worth it.. every single cent.. cos it made her happy.
happiness is an important thing.
happy mother's day mom!!
happy mother's day gramma!!
happy mom's day to all the moms out there too.. especially to ken's mom, xinyu's mom, sheryl's mom, weiying's mom, esther's mom, ayu's mom, jeanne's mom... (in no particular order) that's all i can rmb for now.. the moms i noe... yup.. take care!!! n stay young n pretty! -grin-
but its worth it.. every single cent.. cos it made her happy.
happiness is an important thing.
happy mother's day mom!!
happy mother's day gramma!!
happy mom's day to all the moms out there too.. especially to ken's mom, xinyu's mom, sheryl's mom, weiying's mom, esther's mom, ayu's mom, jeanne's mom... (in no particular order) that's all i can rmb for now.. the moms i noe... yup.. take care!!! n stay young n pretty! -grin-
You are a human shadow. If a loved one needs you,
you are always right at his or her heels! Your
deep social connection with human beings
produces your qualities of genuine caring and
charisma. However, at times you are naive to
the true nature of your loved ones. Remember
that humans' gift of free will does not always
lead them in wise directions. But your essence
of love and friendship represent the other
precious gifts of humanity. Overall you are a
strikingly valuable and innocent being who has
a lot to give.(please rate my quiz cuz it took
me for freaking ever to create)
What Kind of Shadow Are You? (with gorgeous pics)
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Saturday, May 08, 2004
Your High School : Xinmin Secondary
1. nickname in high school?
cassan.. uh.... cockroach? ugh. don remind me.
2. best subject?
english.. but my gp sucks now.. heh..
5. worst subject?
erm.. everything except english!!
6. teachers you owe life lessons to?
Positive : all my sec 4 tchers, abey, mrs lee, ESPECIALLY Sharma, n to a certain extent, yea.. mr Lee.
Negative : he aint a tcher, he's DA shrimp. that's always gettin us in trouble n depriving us of aircon!!
7. a teacher you wanna kick in the ass?
tat shrimp. i reiterate. he is NOT a tcher. just a lil' shrimp.
8. Describe sec 1 year:
yucky. serious ailment caused me to lose the tan i got from swimming in pri sch. decided that kareen, ming kian, hweehoon, singuan rocked.. we were all in masters of our destiny..
9. sec 2 year:
met great ppl, great friends like AYU!!! jeanne, xinyu, wilson......
10. sec 3 year:
got into big shit. learned so much in a short period of time. we spoiled doreen yeo's hp!!! wahahahhahaaa.. her husband still sucks.
11. sec 4 year:
xinyu rocks, knew sheryl lots better, played our way thru, forged bonds, sec 2 loved us, we loved our class(de ppl n de room!!), complaining bout O's everyday but not doin much bout it..
12. your best friend was?
xinyu lor.. who else man... lotsa other close frenz also la.. like sher n soo n liuey n de rest of the girls..
13. your worst friend was?
erm.. i donno.. din bother much bout those.. prolly some sec3 girls.. i vaguely rmb a screaming match between us on de 4th floor n a bunch of them on de ground floor.. lololx
14. cafeteria food sucked?
nah.. it rocked.. yu ji chu mi fen!!! loosely translated as oil chicken thick rice flour
15. most hilarious school rule?
uh.. rules?? eh.. de no ankle sock thing? n de no hp thing?? i guess..
16. wore uniforms?
yea.. tucked in at de front, tuxedo style.. -shrug- blouse too short la.. haha
17. how was the prom?
don get me started on that!
18. who was prom king and queen?
i said, don get me started on THAT!!
19. any achievements?
which kind? academically or morally?
20. were you popular?
my class was!! -grin-
21. best song that reminds you of high school?
Born to win, i believe i can fly..
22. unforgettable high school crush?
me n chair were crazy for this lil boy.... hahahahhaa
23. most embarrassing moment?
omg.. i'm like, clumsy queen! all are equally embarrassing!!
24. memory you'd like to forget about high skool:
none.. it's what i am. n i don wanna forget myself.
25. best memory?
every single bit. especially sec 4 days.. like when we climbed into de sch at night.. haha..
26. any regrets?
only that i din study hard enough.. otherwise, nopE!!
27. would you like your "future child" to attend
ur high skool?
hmmm...... i might.. but right now, nope. sorry!!
28. were the bathrooms clean?
depends la.. de sec 4s kept them clean.. lolx.. we're nice, considerate ppl!!
29. how were the lunch ladies?
cool.. heh..
1. nickname in high school?
cassan.. uh.... cockroach? ugh. don remind me.
2. best subject?
english.. but my gp sucks now.. heh..
5. worst subject?
erm.. everything except english!!
6. teachers you owe life lessons to?
Positive : all my sec 4 tchers, abey, mrs lee, ESPECIALLY Sharma, n to a certain extent, yea.. mr Lee.
Negative : he aint a tcher, he's DA shrimp. that's always gettin us in trouble n depriving us of aircon!!
7. a teacher you wanna kick in the ass?
tat shrimp. i reiterate. he is NOT a tcher. just a lil' shrimp.
8. Describe sec 1 year:
yucky. serious ailment caused me to lose the tan i got from swimming in pri sch. decided that kareen, ming kian, hweehoon, singuan rocked.. we were all in masters of our destiny..
9. sec 2 year:
met great ppl, great friends like AYU!!! jeanne, xinyu, wilson......
10. sec 3 year:
got into big shit. learned so much in a short period of time. we spoiled doreen yeo's hp!!! wahahahhahaaa.. her husband still sucks.
11. sec 4 year:
xinyu rocks, knew sheryl lots better, played our way thru, forged bonds, sec 2 loved us, we loved our class(de ppl n de room!!), complaining bout O's everyday but not doin much bout it..
12. your best friend was?
xinyu lor.. who else man... lotsa other close frenz also la.. like sher n soo n liuey n de rest of the girls..
13. your worst friend was?
erm.. i donno.. din bother much bout those.. prolly some sec3 girls.. i vaguely rmb a screaming match between us on de 4th floor n a bunch of them on de ground floor.. lololx
14. cafeteria food sucked?
nah.. it rocked.. yu ji chu mi fen!!! loosely translated as oil chicken thick rice flour
15. most hilarious school rule?
uh.. rules?? eh.. de no ankle sock thing? n de no hp thing?? i guess..
16. wore uniforms?
yea.. tucked in at de front, tuxedo style.. -shrug- blouse too short la.. haha
17. how was the prom?
don get me started on that!
18. who was prom king and queen?
i said, don get me started on THAT!!
19. any achievements?
which kind? academically or morally?
20. were you popular?
my class was!! -grin-
21. best song that reminds you of high school?
Born to win, i believe i can fly..
22. unforgettable high school crush?
me n chair were crazy for this lil boy.... hahahahhaa
23. most embarrassing moment?
omg.. i'm like, clumsy queen! all are equally embarrassing!!
24. memory you'd like to forget about high skool:
none.. it's what i am. n i don wanna forget myself.
25. best memory?
every single bit. especially sec 4 days.. like when we climbed into de sch at night.. haha..
26. any regrets?
only that i din study hard enough.. otherwise, nopE!!
27. would you like your "future child" to attend
ur high skool?
hmmm...... i might.. but right now, nope. sorry!!
28. were the bathrooms clean?
depends la.. de sec 4s kept them clean.. lolx.. we're nice, considerate ppl!!
29. how were the lunch ladies?
cool.. heh..
Friday, May 07, 2004
why?why?why?why?why?why?why?
once again, who am i?
a girl. a mom's daughter. a friend.
thanx for de answer, but it aint what i'm lookin for.
i hate this feeling. growl.
existentialism = nothingness.
is that it? i tink so..
Dr Boey, u suck.
mendicant dog.
my jacket/sweater is BACK!! -grin-
sweet dreams again tonight.. i hope...
well... at least i'll have company!!
lalallaaaaa
once again, who am i?
a girl. a mom's daughter. a friend.
thanx for de answer, but it aint what i'm lookin for.
i hate this feeling. growl.
existentialism = nothingness.
is that it? i tink so..
Dr Boey, u suck.
mendicant dog.
my jacket/sweater is BACK!! -grin-
sweet dreams again tonight.. i hope...
well... at least i'll have company!!
lalallaaaaa
Thursday, May 06, 2004
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
grace n dick are so saccharine sweet my hair wants to stand.
i'm so jealous!! lolx.
rugby match against PJ: we won..
they sent one of the NY guys to hospital.. deep cut on his head. ouch.
pardon my ignorance,
pardon me, i'm a girl.
the violence was unbearable..
the way they threw bodies on top of each other was... UrGh..
i noe that's how the game is.. but still.....
aiya.. donno la.
they happy can already.
-grin-
congrats NY!!!
i'm so jealous!! lolx.
rugby match against PJ: we won..
they sent one of the NY guys to hospital.. deep cut on his head. ouch.
pardon my ignorance,
pardon me, i'm a girl.
the violence was unbearable..
the way they threw bodies on top of each other was... UrGh..
i noe that's how the game is.. but still.....
aiya.. donno la.
they happy can already.
-grin-
congrats NY!!!
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
You should be dating a Pisces.
19 February - 20 March
Your mate is loving and caring, trusting and
hospitable, and romantic. Though he/she can be
self-pitying, temperamental or dependent, the
fishes are quite romantic in bed.
What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To?
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Monday, May 03, 2004
Saturday, May 01, 2004
dammit. my superduperuberextremelylovelyf***inglong entry DIN GET POSTED. n i DIN SAVE IT BEFOREHAND. argh.
my really beautiful n wonderful n filled with memories post din get posted. wasted my efforts. argh. n now that the enthusiasm has been exhausted on the unposted entry, i've got insufficient to fill another entry with equal fire n spirit. shall do it another day i guess. for now, here are the details:
1. NY won the v-ball championships
2. XinMin has lots of sch spirit.
3. Ex-XinMin students from AJ n NY n poly n current sec 4 counsillors did a cheer for beloved xinmin.
4. So powerful n loud that everyone heard.
5. The entire stadium were amazed/ apalled/ disgusted/ jealous/ envious/ dumbfounded
6. Entire cohort of prize receivers turned to gawk.
7. XinMin Rocks.
8. XinMin really Rocks.
9. XinMin absolutely Rocks.
10. Love us, or hate us cos u wanna be just like us.
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