This one is for yiwen. For some reason i keep forgetting her birthday. But i do love you!!! you're one of my favourite girls!!!!


The sexy, sophisticated, stylish and hot young lady...



The carefree youngster who's just like everyone else... Bouncing and happy on the outside.. Inside?? no one knows.....

The hot chick who lives life to the max, loving life for what it is worth..

The girl. Happy/moody/loved/lost/fantastic/sad/ecstatic/lonely/joyful/crazy

Send yourself to aussie for a couple of weeks babe, put everything behind and clear your mind. I love you lots!! *beeeeeg hugs*

i have soooooooo much to blog about. first up, birthdays!!

Benjy's birthday on 7 april.

Dear benjy, i've known you since those disgusting heavily gelled, center parting days. you've changed sooooo much, yet not at all. you look muchmuchmuch better of course. =) heh. and i am proud of the fact that i know you- you gave me lotsa beautiful memories (despite you calling me c-ass all the time. BENJY.), and i enjoy the time (ok fine! i know it's not that much anyway... heh.) spent watching you guys (pn and robin) drink beer whilst i stone. haha. next time i will drink with you =) there's twice this year that you've really made my day. thank you my dear benjy. =) Happy Birthday!!!



Stef's birthday on 7 april.
she's in white

Of all the time i spent in SRJC, the times i spent with cygnus are the best. Seriously. i am sooooooooo thankful i met you all. so glad i met you. you've always been THAT sexy chick. i'm so proud your're my friend =) for lotsa reasons besides that you're hot and babelicious of course. heh. you're sweet, you're so nice to bitch to!, and so many other reasons i can't quite remember!! (all you cygnus girls are so nice to bitch to!) i hope you get nothing but the best in life babe!! happy birthday!!!



Cliff's birthday on 9 april.

Dear Boyfriend, where do i start?? It's been 14 months and i just love you more each day. It's your second birthday since we got together, but I CANT SPEND IT WITH YOU!!!! knn. all the same, i'm glad you enjoyed the brazillian buffet =) You've been WONDERFUL, baby. i love you. love you for all the silly things you do for me, the silly things you do with me, and you laugh (not snigger, but the appreciating kind of laugh with the glimmer in your eye cos you love me despite me being so silly) when i do the silly things, and gamely visit zoos and botanical gardens and wherever i fancy with me. love you for being the asshole that quarrels with me, then dries my tears. love you for being you! Happy birthday!!! Do eyes get smaller with age...? hmmm. i don't think so right..? *evil grin*



Sonny's birthday on 9 april.


I love the fact that you and Cliff share the same birthday! heh. 2 special people. i've been a bitch before, i'm sorry. Happy.. 7th birthday sonny!!!!! =) your mom loves ya!!!! and like what i said to benjy, we've shared manymany beautiful memories together, and it's been great! =) you're a great son and friend.. i wish you all the best in all that you do alright?? STUDY HARD!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!



Yanjun's birthday on 10 april.
she's on the right

Like i said to stef, i'm so glad i met you. you, mandy, and me, screaming all the way during orientation. can you believe it's the start of the fourth year we've known each other??? =) i never ever wanna lose contact with you guys!!! you're sweet, cute, caring, and pretty. and i know you're only gonna get sweeter, cuter, caring-er, and prettier!! hee. Happy birthday my dear girl!!! all the best alright!!



Christina's birthday on 11 april.


i've only known her for bout 2 months. but i know that i wanna be her FRIEND. hee. i do have a slight crush on her tho... lalalalaa. babe, you don't know how much you mean to me!! school without you would be shit man.. you are my life in school!!! i love talking to you bout everything, bitching to you, complaining, gossiping with you. Thank you so much =) i didn't give you much, but you're the only person i physically spent a birthday with!!! though it was only a cinnamon roll at starbucks.. CAN YOU BELIEVE THEY DON'T HAVE CANDLES??? bah. anyway, happy birthday my dear friend =)



Lee's birthday on 18 april.


I woke up this morning, feeling like it was a special day, something important was happening today, but couldn't quite remember what.. till xinyu messaged me. =)
I think i would have failed maths without lee. but i'm so sorry that i screwed up and did THAT badly... i'm happy i had tuition with you though.. you're a great teacher, great mentor, great friend, great person. you talk to us, teach us, and tell us things we'd otherwise not know.. (just that you didn't introduce us to any of your cute little boy students!! damn.) you treat us as individual humans, not just subjects that accumulate to the statistics that indicate your effectiveness as a teacher. you buy us treats from wherever you go, and you message us and keep track of how we're going, how things have been, the new boys we're dating. because of all that, you're a fantastic teacher. didi mention he sends us home after tuition if it's really late?? you're our king =) love you lots and lots!!! i promise to treat you to dinner when i'm back =) Happy birthday!!!!



Robinson's birthday on 23 april.


Same as pn and ben. Thanks so much for everything. unlike them, you've always been more matured! and i loved running to your house with cailing and weiying during school. hahaa. i've witnessed lots of your sweetness- going on your knees to get a girl to be yours, kissing behind the lockers, preparing prata for your girl and her friends....... all the little things that tell me you're a great boyfriend. and as i already know you're a great friend, that's IT. you're a great person!!! heh. all the best robin, i know we don't talk much, but i do think of you! (sometimes... =x) HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!





PS. dear ben, pn, robin, i still can't believe you guys chose the year xinyu and i are in aussieland to celebrate your birthday in a pub. assholes.






I have been telling everyone that being by myself is very good for me. Time for myself- no friends or boyfriends to distract me- tho i do talk to them a lot. (I enjoy shopping and wandering around by myself, but no, i am not a pathetic loner with no friends here. i do have friends k!!) I am muchmuch more focused than i have been the past..... erm..... ten years i think. Since i was old enough to go out, i stopped concentrating on my studies.

But now, i am CHANGED. i studied hard, did my home work and i got a D for my communications essay. Nope, not D as in just nearly pass.... but D for DISTINCTION!!!

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!

i was so scared i'd fail... then when i saw my grade..... i checked so many times, just to make sure it was really my grade. and it IS!!! =))) I got a D for my first essay!!! hehe. the highest it goes is a HD (high distinction). 140 essays, 16 Ds, and 2 HDs. (yes, i counted =x) hee.

ok fine. i admit. the annoying lil' bitch in me is whining cos i didn't get the HD. heh. but as xinyu (2006, 20 April, pers. comm.) said, "not too bad for the first time".

anyway, THAT, plus the fact that Cliff will be here in 2 days and i will be reunited with my other half in 4 days, makes me an extremely elated girl.

La vie est belle. (spelling??)

cassan loves you all. weiying!! i can't wait to see you too. =) next year, it's all four of us!!! and hopefully in june, it's all 6 of us!!! sher i dreamt of you last night!!! (and i seldom dream ok!!)

i can't wait i can't wait i can't wait!!!

Xinyu thinks she is eating a lot. well, she's not alone. i've been eating bowlfuls of icecream. bowls as big as my head. fatfatfat. but so veryvery yummy =)


the thing about growing up that i can't stand. is knowing that the loser of a shop uncle looks as you as not a cute innocent young girl anymore. they look as you as a nice young fuck. and they actually think they can get into your pants. paedophiles. not matter how old i am, i will still see them as paedophiles.

asswipes.






like what xinyu says- she dosent know why she's making friends when she knows she'll never find another set of friends as great. i agree.

looking foward to seeing cliff and xinyu. best of both worlds. =)

Some days i don't see the sun at all.. i start work before the sun rises, and finish only after it sets.
but i enjoy it. =)

because they pay me. =)



me: i really love money!!!

cliff: what bout me?!!!

me: uh.... right now i really need the cash..........................


hahahaa. anyway, 14 months with cliff =)) hehe. i love u dear!!!



xinyu cut her finger last night... poor darling... =/ take care bestt.......





i am... going to work again in a while.. saving up for singapore and japan ( i already got what i need for melbourne in the last 3 days. ). ta =))

PS. i am gonna spend spend spend on xinyu and cliff in melbourne. cos i luuuuurrrrrveeee them!

i just realised how boring i've been- all words and no pictures... so this one's gonna be photo overload!!!

Hunter Valley last friday with my class...

On the way there.. me and chris, ropa and emma, stephen (i love his eyes!) and zen and back of bus, me and chris again. (i've got a crush on her!!)

my version of a macdonald's advert, peaceful plains, moomoos, grape vines.

At the visitor information centre..

Oak maturation, packed wine, wine for sale and rows of grape vines.

Wine making tanks, grapes- probably shiraz, crusher, and frozen brine on the tanks.


Vines again, plants camoflaging some metal hut thing, tanks again, shiraz, MY WINE!!!, and the food... the dessert was gooooood! PS. i got 23 for the wine questionnaire thing. heh.


Alissa and me, Rosie taking pictures, Ashley and Chris, Kenny, donno-name and Chris, donno-name and ropa, chris donno-name and me, yuki and me, me sitha and kenny, people at my table.

Lessons after lunch..... Pro at work and studious students. i am getting bored naming people.

Birthday girl Rachel. She just turned 18. i am OLD. argh. , chris and me, rachel and alana, kenny and yuki, rosie sleeping, guy Chris and.. uh.. brad i think, chris and me, ropa and , chris and me. yes. mememe. narcissist. =)

hehee. sleepy head!!!!!!! can u believe we have to wear a seat belt on the bus??!!!!!!!




Back home. that bloody book cost almost $80 bucks!! Books i read, work i did, chris sleeping again, natalie- she's so cute!!!, slackers, the other cassandra, horsies patroling the streets, us.

Alexandra in my jacket, WHAT THE FUCK IS SINGAPORE CURRY??!!!!. cool spaghetti with hole in the middle, and Veronica. Isn't she the cutest baby you've seen? tell me she's adorable!!! i misssssss her!!!!!!!! hope she drops by soon... =p

7.00 - 8.20 pm : Typed and edited flow chart.

8.20 - 8.23 pm: stoned on the sofa.

8.23 - 8.30 pm: therepeutic dish washing whilst boiling water.

8.30 - 8.34 pm: makes 1 cuppa tea, 2 cuppa yuenyang

8.34 - 8.44 pm: spreads so much butter on crumpets till the butter starts dripping out from other end.

8.44 - 8.57 pm: savours crumpets oozing butter and honey - brain food.

8.57 - 9.10 pm: washes remaining dishes, makes breakfast with 2 slices of bread and 1/3 tub of peanut butter.

9.10 - 9.20 pm: sits on toilet bowl and glares at unruly leg hair.

9.20 - 9.40 pm: sits on bathtub and continues to glare at unruly leg hair.

9.40 - 9.41 pm: gives up glaring- the leg hair refuses to shrivel up and disintegrate under my condescending stares.

9.41 - 9.50 pm: starts to shower. almost falls asleep when washing off soap.

9.50 - 10.00 pm: stones in front of fan.

10.oo - 10.15 pm: first bright moment of the evening- called Xinyu.

10.15 - 11.15 pm: writes 536 words.

11.15 - 11.45 pm: second bright moment of the evening- called Cliff.

11.45 - 12.45 pm: writes another 227 words, finish drinking 1 yuen yang, devoured 1 chocolate.

12.45 - 12.47 pm: third bright moment of the evening- reads weiying's message..

" When things go wrong, when sadness fills ur heart,
when tears fill ur eyes, always remember 3 things..
1) U R CUTE!!!
2) I M CUTE!!!
3) THEY ARE ALL UGLY!!! "

12.47 - 12.53 pm: writes this.

12.53 - unknown : continues essay. another 1200 words to go.





3.37 am: 300 words and 2 bibliographies to go.

Why are all these people so last minute?? Why do they announce they want an assignment just TWO, I repeat, TWO!!!, days before it’s due??!!! And no, don’t tell me that I haven’t been paying attention to my work. The last time I checked, this bloody assignment was due in MAY dammit! Assholes. Asswipes. Cow ass lickers. ARGH.

And the kids here. IMMATURED fuckwits. Fucking immatured. For heaven’s sake, must you screw up friendships??????!!!!! I hate it when this happens.

Damn you all.

I skimmed thru at least 25 text books in 3 hours, brought home 7 to join the other 5 books at home for thorough reading, finished reading everything, and now I can’t get started on that essay because two impromptu assignments came up.

Fuckshit.

Fuck, I am scolding too many fucks.

First day of work yesterday.

VERY tiring, VERY taxing on my weak fingers, VERY hurtful to my toes.

but still exciting.

It's like being exposed to many different cultures, rather than just the usual four in singapore. It was a jewish wedding, kosher. Not too sure what all that means yet, but i'll go look it up- when i'm done with my 2000 words. There was a company who brought in their own cutlery and crockery, the room had to be seperated into 2 sides(men and women) for religious reasons, they had their own external catering and there was LOTS of dancing.

The ladies were spinning each other around, dancing in circles, i think it was some traditional dance. The men were dancing too, and drinking, and sitting on each others shoulders, i saw some shirts flying. hahaa.

There was this really big sized(i sorta can fit into his belly if folded neatly!) drunk man who scared the hell outta me cos i saw him lying there and i thought he was dead!!!! i ran a few steps back, then walked up again to see if he was still breathing. hahaa.

The best part of the night was the food. We stole food from the plates- after the guests were done of course. Pinched some bread and pastries here and there. hehee. The chefs kept asking me to sample the dessert they made. i think they like me. =) It's always good when the chef likes you!! hahahaa

Because they save FOOD for you!!

Plus, the colleagues and my manager are veryvery nice people. That's always very important!! =)))

20 March

Happy Birthday Estelle. =))

and Happy Birthday to Jiwei =)

21 March

Happy Birthday to SooHui!!!!


Gosh.. we're all growing olldddddd.....

oh well. fell in love with botrytis semillon today. hehe. =))




there's this particular somebody, who turns out to be.... well, not very nice after all. must be careful of who you stay friends with!!

Stick Insects

did you know??
there are green, and there are brown, and there are spiney ones, and the females can reproduce all by themselves!!!!!

and guess what? stick insects can FLY!!!


the males, if used during reproduction, die soon after as they have passed on their gene to the new generation.. and their eggs can stay up to 3 years on the forest floor before they hatch!!!

interesting... i thought insects fuck fast, reproduce fast, hatch fast and die fast. hmmm.

click here to read more!






OMGOMGOMG. Grace just told me she might cme over after her dip. OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that's like... 1.5 years later but i'm so damn excited already. OMG!!!!

i can make her learn surfing with me and sleep over then we can swim all day!!! omg!!!! haha. ths is really something to look forward to!!!!! -GRIN-

Missing my goofball.


Two new languages(yeh) and one fucking 2000 word essay(ccb).

my lil cousin is happily playing by himself. talking to himself while he battles imaginary enemies with his bionicle man.

Occasionally, i might find it cute. But since i'm trying to think, and i really can't get any logical thoughts through my head at all , AND the subject at hand is a bloody long essay which i'm unsure of how to go about, i DO want to stuff the bloody toy in his mouth so that he'd shut the fuck up.

yes, i know, harsh words for an innocent kid. but seriously, it is on my nerves and i feel like exploding except for the fact i really like him and he's really sweet when i'm not trying to do work.

Anyway, he kinda reminds me of Cliff as a kid- how he'd play with his toys till he fell asleep. If i were my age and i faced cliff as a kid my cousin's age, i might want to slap him too. Seriously.

nervesnervesNERVES.

and it's no point telling him to shut up. he WON'T.

Argh.

now he's going on to the "did you know....." stage.

save me. PLEASE.

5 novels in 4 days. =)



It's times like this. When things are going every way but your way. When one wrong move screws the wole day up. When one callous act just fucks all up. When people send you running all over the place. When people treat you like some lying, cheating, dishourable dumb KID. When pride refuses to lower it's head. When your bestfrend's handphone dies, camera explodes, lightbulb bursts the instant it's on. When you've got essays to do, but don't know where to start. When you get so bored you watch Bratz pack. When a stupid black cockroach terrorises the bathroom floor and you can't pee in peace. When the tears keep coming, the storm won't cease.

It's times like this. When you know that tomorrow can only be better.




and no. don't comment, don't ask.

Mardi Gras. People people everywhere. Fascinating people, fascinated people, and people in their drunk attempt to fascinate people.

Pretty boys running around in little thongs(as in g-string, flash butt cheek thongs), even after the parade- they were walking ard with their friends in the cold night with nothing but their little trunks!!!! little RED trunks!

then there were hot mamas dressed as really sexy police women- hot pants in brazillian panty style and fish nets with high boots. as well as those dressed as school girls, sailors, etc... oh. there was this mother ACTING like a kid. She drunkedly stumbled around looking for her daughter (who looks exactly like her; same hair style and size), then later collapsed on the road and tried to sleep.

there were young drunk girls picking fights with people, and drunk boys running around mocking gays and lesbians.

there was the sweet lesbian couple standing in front of me watching the parade, and many other gay couples all arounf. including the two that climbed up onto the portable toilet, promptly stripped to their briefs and started dancing. Oh. one of them flashed his dick several times too- pulled it out and swung it ard for a while with the crowd from the apartment cheering him on. i think they exchanged numbers after that or something.

there were buff, handsome men(like *those in tcs) walking ard in hot pink bikini trunks, wearing hot pink cowboy hats. Xinyu would have loved them! oh! they also had men running ard in little bits of animal skin ala tarzan!!

Then there were the really cute slogans... "You're not gay in the valley", "i believe women who love women are everywhere", "religion created homophobics, debaptise now!!"

hahaa. i donno if i showed all those pictures here. heh. OHOH!!! they had a bondage float!!! with all the whipping going on, and a woman tied to a stake right on top!!! then my favourite float had a cat, with it's head constantly bobbing up and down. when it got closer- i saw that it's head was bobbing up and down in between a pair of female legs!!! pussy eating pussy!! how cool is that?!!
btw, i owe my not-too-bad view to my dad, who picked me up and placed me on top of this Huuugeeeee metal thing- the thing where the traffic light controller is. yea. he picked me up. all 60kg of me.




puppies. jack russell cross chihuahua. i fell in love!!! there were four in the morning, and late noon when i went back, only two were left. that's how cute they were!!


for some weird reason i bought white eyeliner. and for some weird reason, i got so bored i did this to myself. ignore the obvious grains of powder- i piled it on REALLY thick. boredom darling, boredom.
PS. i was having a fat nose/face day.



My first real outing with a FRIEND. hahaa. sammie and me at korean place for lunch, thai place for dinner with her brother, shopping everywhere =)

and oh. bloody neoprint costs $14 there.

her bro is reallyreally nice. He waited for the bus with me(sammie's orders), then walked me to another busstop when we realised that there was no more of my bus running at that time. Plus he helped me look out for the correct bus cos i cldn't see. haha.

me: you have perfect eyesight?? so lucky!!
him: i don't study, i don't watch tv, i don't use the computer.. that's why.

maybe i shld....... hmmm. maybe not. haha.


Comfort food. SIGH. so little left. =/

ideaidea!!!! isn't it cute??!!!!!!!


Updating on Xinyu: she's clubbing right now and i'm jealous cos i wanna club. Do you know how hard it is to find new clubbing kakis??? especially ones as terrific as those back home??!!!!! sigh.

PS. i still love you no matter what!!!





Cliff just finished work. poor baby. =/
But you can do it!!! cos you're good!!! =)

PS. Don't bully estelle k!!!

i can't start to say how freaking pissed off i am. nabeh puacheebye.

first that fucking "happy calling" calling card. yes, i know you give me 1300 minutes. BUT U FUCKERS DEDUCT LIKE $2 AND 200 MIN FOR A BLOODY 3 MIN CALL DAMN YOU!!!!!


then that stupid mobile calling card- which still sounds promising- just that because i stupidly thought i was still using it but actually i had disconnected from their system already. therefore, my 13 min call to singapore cos me the remaining $12 in my prepaid card. ARGH. stupidstupid me.

now i can't call xinyu. nabehcheebyecheebyecheebye.

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

i am sooooooooo pissed off with myself and the stupid card.

and i desperately need to get hooked up with my pocket money scheme. fuck.

Just back from mardi gras =)))
it was not too bad being there alone, relatively fun. imagine if i had my girls with me!!! WE CAN GO WILD!!!!! how bout it girls..? next year??? heh.

real eye opener! pictures will be up when i feel like it =)



phrase of the day. "work is like a shit sandwich. the more bread you get, the less shit you taste."
how true.

retail therapy today; 11 tops, 1 dress.

this is my total haul from supre. well, most of it anyway.



yyyyeeeuuup.

going back for more skirts tomorrow. =)
i really like the brown skirt i got for sarah. =D i hope i'll find another one tomorrow. hehe.

this is coffee club in east gardens; me eating all my capsicum cos my BFs(bestfren n boyfren) aren't here to eat them for me; voodoo bag back in action again and my tired squashed feet; puny mommy eating; i took #22 cos it's ying's birthday and my table number; me with cliff's new sunnies(sunnies, cos when in rome, do as the romans do!); my lil cous with my new sunnies; very nicely made candle buddha; mommy and the ship she worked on before- the Oriana


this is my dear friend, christina, who happens to have the other part of my always friends keychain!! how coincidental! =) and that small picture on the right, includes rosie, kenny, alissa, sammie- taken in boring class. =)


Might be going to watch mardi gras tomorrow night=)
and cliff is getting his pressies soon =)))

mommy's gone home. =(


i want my mommy. =(((

i msged bestfren n cliff. dearest best (i've taken to calling her best like how weiying calls her da jie "da"cos bestfren is too long for smsing. and afterall, she is the best.) said last night she'll be waiting for my call, that she'll be there just a phone call away. and cliff said he was shitting when he suddenly had a feeling i was crying. and i was.

oh well. gotta find a job, settle down, and buy up supre's damn cheap tanks. spent like 30 bucks there so far, and i have enough clothes for 2 weeks, without repeating.

i am going for retail therapy tomorrow, i think i need it.

i miss mommy. mommymommymommy. =/






oh. i found glamour quest photos!!!!!!! forgive me for stealing please mr owner-of-the-photos..

Cassan is NICE.

today i found a handphone and a wallet on a table at the food court in east gardens- it had been sitting on the table for quite some time- and when no one claimed it by the time i left, i picked it up.

LG mobile, $50 cash, visa, atm card, and his pin number on a slip of paper in his wallet!!!!!

i thought the phone was spoilt or off at first cos the screen and all were black- only realised it was screensaver mode when it rang. heh.

Anyway, two of his friends called, but owner didn't call.. so i looked thru his phone book and called his home, my mom spoke to his mom... blablablaaa.....

HE FINALY CALLED!!!

he called when i was on the bus to bondi, so i got him to meet at bondi, passed him his stuff. he wanted to give us $20 to say thanks, but of cos we rejected it.

The best payment is "thank you", and the look on their faces when they get their personal items back in one piece. the only thing i ask is that they pass it on, and if they happen to find someone elses phone/wallet, do the right thing and return it as well.

ladida. my good deed for the day. And it feels DAMMMNNNNNN good. =)










Cassan misses boyfriend. cassan loves boyfriend. =)))

breakfast with a view. yes, i sit at by the harbour and eat my pack-from-home breakfast. no, i'm not a loner- i got all the seagulls sharing breakkie with me =)

cassan knows sign language too k!! (besides the middle finger). and to xinyu, weiying, cliff, who so sweetly fulfilled my wish of having a photo of "all my favourite and imp ppl".. this one's right back at ya!!! in return to your "we love cassan", here's an I LOVE YOU!!!

this was first day at school, face looking puffy due to two days straight of crying, in my school uniform- without the scarf.

Sorry for inducing any heart- attacks (cos it's terribly flat-chested and fugly, i've been underfed and my chest lost weight but my tummy didn't.). I LIKE MY NEW BIKINI TOP!!!!!!!! it's veryveryvery pretty!!!! don't you think it's pretty?? huh??? summer sale goodies =) ask me and i might ell you the price. HEE.

pretty things. rows and rows and shelves FULL of easter bunnies and eggs!!! the sweetest car plate i've ever seen- not just another name or number, this one's "IN 10VE"!!!! and cutesy lil bits of puppies. doncha just lurvvvveeeee 'em??!!!!






Today i got molested AGAIN. on my very first day here, a fucking BLACK COCKRACH dopped on MY HAND when i was about to open the door. holy cow!!! a BLACK COCKRACH!!!!! do you have any idea how traumatising it is to have a COCKROACH fall on your hand?? can you imagine any thing worse???

i can.

i found this one inch long, half inch wide extremely colourful beetle on the scarf that i'm supposed to tie around my neck like a necktie. you know the worse part?? I WAS WEARING THAT SCARF!!!!! so that colourful thing was hanging onto my scarf, CRAWLING TOWARDS MY NECK!!!! omfg!!!!!!!!!

i freaked out. the scarf was tied with a double knot so i couldn't untie it and throw the thing away, so i tried to flip it off the scarf but you know how beetles have very sticky legs?? IT STUCK ON MY SCARF AND REFUSED TO BUDGE!!!!

i flipped my scarf again one last time damn hard, and the thing disappeared. now worse. i couldn't see it anywhere. not on the seat( i was in a aircon bus dammit!), not on the floor. what's worse than seeing a beetle infront of you? seeing it then not seeing it anymore. cos if you can't see it, it might still be somewhere on you.

i changed seats. still very nervous and freaked out.

after about 5 min, i looked on my right sleeve, checked my blazer, checked my bag, looked on my pants, (i took off my scarf already), looked at my left sleeve and AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT WAS THERE AGAIN CRAWLING ON MY LEFT SLEEVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

omgomgomgomgomg!!!!!!

my reaction was so huge the indian lady behind me was distracted from her book and saw my assailant finally (she noticed me looking ard nervously before that). and she valantly sweeped the bug off my sleeve with her bookmark, then seeing my petrified face, sweeped it again till it was at the other end of the width of the bus.

i don't know what i would have done wothout the kind indian lady. i was so horribly shocked i teared!!!!!!! *faint*

argh. i'm scared of all these weird bugs and they're rampant here!!!!! nto forgetting the daddy-long-legs that lives in my bathtub. -shudders-

i rmb the time when i screamed and benjy saved me from the ant on my leg. =/



cliff!!!! me badly traumatised =(