haha.. i wonder how i'm gonna wake up in time for maths tmr.. lolx... n how i'd pay attention.. not that i always pay attention anyway.. heh.. so.... whatever la.. it's my holidays! lalalallalaaa.... esther stupide does not want to come tonight.. after i invited her! hurhur~ nvm.. next time! haha... den i'll get her hooked! -grin-

estther stupide is a happy girl now, so i shall be happy for her too!! (can u see the big silly grin on my face??!!)

-yawn-
finally got to slp properly.. n sweetly. so veryveryveryvery sweetly. -grin-

who cares abt the day aftter tommorow? i care bout what is here, now. the present! bliss.

esta is gonna watch the day after tommorow today.. does that mean she's gonna watch tuesday?? hmmm....

rouge.
fucking strict.
the bouncer thanked me.
i charmed him?
bouncers are good friends to have =>
music sucked.
sticky n sweaty bodies.
the drunk girl getting humped next to us.
intoxicated?
crashed on a couch,
all of us,
or so they thot.
just sleeping.

i miss linda already..
n gin.
MONDAY!!!! *promise*



y did u ask her n not me? the her u cldnt stand at all? the her u that u don like at all?

if u're not gonna show appreciation, don expect any help. i've had enough.

-bitch in heat-

i watched two termites outside the glass window yesterday. at first i thought they were fighting, then i realised they were making love copulating/having sex/fucking/reproducing. they can't make love.. how can termites even know love? maybe it's an assumption on my part, but let me not digress. it was an albino termite on top of a normal dark brown termite. and the body of that albino was rather translucent. somehow, i could see a portion of the darkie's body actually in the albino's body. how fascinating. they were in that position for quite some time.. then they seperated with the albino flying off, then the darkie flying off in the opposite direction.

fuck them n leave them. was that what they were thinking?

u 2 are the girls i know i will always see when the storm is over. at the end of all the quarrels, catfights, bitching, it's always u guys again.. this shows somethin, we were meant to be together!! *grin*.. yup.. despite everything, at the end of everything, i love you girls as much as before. friends - always and forever, whichever is longer!! *bigbighugs*

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gee.. how can i forget... happy birthday to my auntie lucy.. and to my dearest zhenzhen!!!!!!! *muackxmuackxmuackx* love u all so veryveryvery much!!

gee... manda n ying has such red lips.. as tho they've been kissing too hard.... lololx!!! anyway.. we're a really special bunch of good friends, hailing from singapore, malaysia, australia and the USA!!! like, totally cool! *waves hand bimboically* it's really interesting.. heh.. like.. de fusion of ppl from different places?? something liddat.. *grin*




erm... just for comparison... me in j1, and in j2.. haha... taken in the old block toilet... think it was aken before econs.. hee.. just had a sudden insane idea to climb up the toilet..

i'm finally back on the computer... got my new keyboard.. hahaha... esta will like it.. it has a purple plug!!! lolx..

yesterday was crappy day.. went out to terrorize shop assistants with weiying. esta n manda.. lolx... lunched at coffee bean.. n manda started talking gibberish!! hahahahahaa... she's really really good at it! and we were all just crapping away.. seeming carefree, problem free, just enjoying being a youth and having fun.. -smile- if only things were exactly the way the seem..

anyway.. it takes little to make me happy.. hehe.. just llike today.. when i read my message.. i jumped into the air and begged manda to let me hug her.. ahahahaa... it's easy! see! just a message and i'm happy!! -GRIN-

fell asleep at starbucks earlier on.. or quite a long time... sorry manda!! that sweet girl said i was slping so soundly she din wanna disturb me.. so she went walking around herself.. bleah. i feel so guilty.. heh.. i'll make up for it! =>

meanhwile.. shall go pester esta for photos!! (pester rhymes with esta!!!!)

always and forever. whichever is longer. 


this is me..  

this is really weird.. like history repeating itself.. was going home from tuition.. when the bus conductor came up.. i turned to look and i got a shock.. guess wat??!!! he was the very same conductor that crossed our paths 3 years agao!!! yup... towards the end of sec3.. i wld neva forget that day..... i wonder if he did..

me, soo, xinyu, sher n mas were on our way back from town..
he was saying,"u think i want to look at ur face ar?! my wife prettier than u ar!!"
we were equally insulting, if not more.. hahahaa... shall not divulge too much here..
i think that was the day we sent complaint letters online... *burst into laughter*

we were trying to muffle our laughter.. while dearest soo's claws were all out..

lolx... mas went," i seriously cannot go out with u all!! everytime i do, we get into trouble with ppl!!"

come to think bout it.. there was that auntie also.... hmmmmm.... were we really that bad?? lolx... nah..... we were growing up.. hahahhaa....

THESE are the things i'd neva forget!! *grin*

Memories.. beautiful fun-filled carefree days.................

-regression in progress-

*screams* PM Goh is sooooooo suave!!! He's tall and seems to emit a certain aura.. haha.. went to the parliament house for learning journey yesterday.. was sitting in the gallary when PM Goh walked in.. somehow, that seemed to be the highlight of the day for me.. heh. the entire process was rather interesting.. i wanna be the speaker!!!! lolx.. n ain wants to be the guard of arms.. haha... or was it weiying? hmmm..... =op anyway, went back to the room for something like a debrief, where me n weiying sat at the long table.. MPs for a short lil' moment! heh.. we shld have learning journeys more often!!

then something that others would deem minor or ordinary happened. but the lil' thing made me sooooooo happy i jumped around, begged manda to let me hug her, hugged weiying so tight she turned red, and told miss chew all about it.. hehe.. -grin- Miss chew was happy was me too!! lalalalaaaaaaaaa

see? it takes so little to make me so happy! -jumps ard the room-

went to chompchomp after maths test today.. ate.. quite alot la... been binging recently.. heh.. then we got a super huge cuppa sugarcane at small cup price.. *winks at xinyu*.. lolx.. then went to ying's house to see her cute lil' doggie... MILLLYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want a dog too. -pout- but mom will end up looking after it.. as usual.. =x walked down to coffee bean after that.. got free drinks there too.. hahaha.... feel so spoilt..

it's good to know the right people in the right places! -grin-

teasing rachel is so fun!! hahahaa.. poor girl got vice-captain.. something bout politics.. sigh.. nvm.. u still rock!!! lolx... n being the water girl is an impt job k!! don look down on it.. i mean.. where wld the team be without u?? they'd die of thirst!! hahaha... okok.. no more teasing.. all the best with ur new post!! n all the best in ur studies too! =>

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i'm feeling productive. numerical methods is manageable.. a little more than manageable actually.. except for the graphs.. i cant stand graphs.. but well.. that's one tutorial down. will do drv tmr. i hope.. wanna swim too.. sigh.. i needa get a life.

hmm... at least more went in n less came out today.. it's an improvement. n i just realised.. it all started when u told me...... fuck.

wouldnt it be nice by the beach boys

Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn't it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy

Wouldn't it be nice

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice

Good night my baby
Sleep tight my baby


it wld be so veryvery nice..

treated mom to dinner. now i'm broke again.. lolx
but its worth it.. every single cent.. cos it made her happy.
happiness is an important thing.
happy mother's day mom!!
happy mother's day gramma!!
happy mom's day to all the moms out there too.. especially to ken's mom, xinyu's mom, sheryl's mom, weiying's mom, esther's mom, ayu's mom, jeanne's mom... (in no particular order) that's all i can rmb for now.. the moms i noe... yup.. take care!!! n stay young n pretty! -grin-

she laughs n smiles and fools around. who would have guessed she was eroding within.




go away.

You are a human shadow. If a loved one needs you,
you are always right at his or her heels! Your
deep social connection with human beings
produces your qualities of genuine caring and
charisma. However, at times you are naive to
the true nature of your loved ones. Remember
that humans' gift of free will does not always
lead them in wise directions. But your essence
of love and friendship represent the other
precious gifts of humanity. Overall you are a
strikingly valuable and innocent being who has
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Your High School : Xinmin Secondary
1. nickname in high school?
cassan.. uh.... cockroach? ugh. don remind me.

2. best subject?
english.. but my gp sucks now.. heh..

5. worst subject?
erm.. everything except english!!

6. teachers you owe life lessons to?
Positive : all my sec 4 tchers, abey, mrs lee, ESPECIALLY Sharma, n to a certain extent, yea.. mr Lee.
Negative : he aint a tcher, he's DA shrimp. that's always gettin us in trouble n depriving us of aircon!!

7. a teacher you wanna kick in the ass?
tat shrimp. i reiterate. he is NOT a tcher. just a lil' shrimp.

8. Describe sec 1 year:
yucky. serious ailment caused me to lose the tan i got from swimming in pri sch. decided that kareen, ming kian, hweehoon, singuan rocked.. we were all in masters of our destiny..

9. sec 2 year:
met great ppl, great friends like AYU!!! jeanne, xinyu, wilson......

10. sec 3 year:
got into big shit. learned so much in a short period of time. we spoiled doreen yeo's hp!!! wahahahhahaaa.. her husband still sucks.

11. sec 4 year:
xinyu rocks, knew sheryl lots better, played our way thru, forged bonds, sec 2 loved us, we loved our class(de ppl n de room!!), complaining bout O's everyday but not doin much bout it..

12. your best friend was?
xinyu lor.. who else man... lotsa other close frenz also la.. like sher n soo n liuey n de rest of the girls..

13. your worst friend was?
erm.. i donno.. din bother much bout those.. prolly some sec3 girls.. i vaguely rmb a screaming match between us on de 4th floor n a bunch of them on de ground floor.. lololx

14. cafeteria food sucked?
nah.. it rocked.. yu ji chu mi fen!!! loosely translated as oil chicken thick rice flour

15. most hilarious school rule?
uh.. rules?? eh.. de no ankle sock thing? n de no hp thing?? i guess..

16. wore uniforms?
yea.. tucked in at de front, tuxedo style.. -shrug- blouse too short la.. haha

17. how was the prom?
don get me started on that!

18. who was prom king and queen?
i said, don get me started on THAT!!

19. any achievements?
which kind? academically or morally?

20. were you popular?
my class was!! -grin-

21. best song that reminds you of high school?
Born to win, i believe i can fly..

22. unforgettable high school crush?
me n chair were crazy for this lil boy.... hahahahhaa

23. most embarrassing moment?
omg.. i'm like, clumsy queen! all are equally embarrassing!!

24. memory you'd like to forget about high skool:
none.. it's what i am. n i don wanna forget myself.

25. best memory?
every single bit. especially sec 4 days.. like when we climbed into de sch at night.. haha..

26. any regrets?
only that i din study hard enough.. otherwise, nopE!!

27. would you like your "future child" to attend
ur high skool?
hmmm...... i might.. but right now, nope. sorry!!

28. were the bathrooms clean?
depends la.. de sec 4s kept them clean.. lolx.. we're nice, considerate ppl!!

29. how were the lunch ladies?
cool.. heh..

"makin ppl who make u sad, happy"
irony.

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why?why?why?why?why?why?why?
once again, who am i?
a girl. a mom's daughter. a friend.
thanx for de answer, but it aint what i'm lookin for.

i hate this feeling. growl.
existentialism = nothingness.
is that it? i tink so..
Dr Boey, u suck.
mendicant dog.

my jacket/sweater is BACK!! -grin-
sweet dreams again tonight.. i hope...
well... at least i'll have company!!
lalallaaaaa

eek. puking again. argh. this sucks.

darn.. first night without my sweater.. how am i gonna get to slp.. sigh....
*chants* i want my jacket! i want my jacket! i want my jacket!
i'll get it back tmr. -grin-
time: for once, go ahead n fly. lalallaaa...

damn. i actually managed to fall off the chair. wth am i doin. FUCK.

grace n dick are so saccharine sweet my hair wants to stand.
i'm so jealous!! lolx.

rugby match against PJ: we won..
they sent one of the NY guys to hospital.. deep cut on his head. ouch.
pardon my ignorance,
pardon me, i'm a girl.
the violence was unbearable..
the way they threw bodies on top of each other was... UrGh..
i noe that's how the game is.. but still.....
aiya.. donno la.
they happy can already.
-grin-
congrats NY!!!

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Your mate is loving and caring, trusting and
hospitable, and romantic. Though he/she can be
self-pitying, temperamental or dependent, the
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no seven. -sulk-
at least there were six.

talk to me,
abt anything,
everything.
dont shut me out.

i really wanna noe,
who am i?
tell me.

six days in heaven.

LALALLALALALLALALALALALALLALAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

six days in HEAVEN!!

*grin*

life is.... beautiful..

existentialism? it exists in my heaven.

my heaven is beautiful.

it's all my dreams interweaved.

dammit. my superduperuberextremelylovelyf***inglong entry DIN GET POSTED. n i DIN SAVE IT BEFOREHAND. argh.

my really beautiful n wonderful n filled with memories post din get posted. wasted my efforts. argh. n now that the enthusiasm has been exhausted on the unposted entry, i've got insufficient to fill another entry with equal fire n spirit. shall do it another day i guess. for now, here are the details:

1. NY won the v-ball championships

2. XinMin has lots of sch spirit.

3. Ex-XinMin students from AJ n NY n poly n current sec 4 counsillors did a cheer for beloved xinmin.

4. So powerful n loud that everyone heard.

5. The entire stadium were amazed/ apalled/ disgusted/ jealous/ envious/ dumbfounded

6. Entire cohort of prize receivers turned to gawk.

7. XinMin Rocks.

8. XinMin really Rocks.

9. XinMin absolutely Rocks.

10. Love us, or hate us cos u wanna be just like us.