Friday, April 29, 2005

hi... -waves-

i'm back!!! yeh!!!!

my two favourite girls were at the airport at 4am in the morning to pick me up despite me telling them that i can go home alone n it was too darn early to pick anyone up. they even made welcome home posters for meee!!!!!!!!!! i love them sooooooo much. hehe. such sweet natured girls, yet behind all that sweetness that i love is lotsa bitchiness too. wahahhaha. my favourite bitches. haha.

and then, i went out with my wonderful boyfriend that night to eat very nice chee cheong fun. haha. yumyumyum!!! lalala. oh. cliff passed his driving. hehe. CLIFF PASSED HIS DRIVING!!!!! YEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hee. omigosh. i am soooooooooo happy for himm!!!!!!!!!!!! *jumps ard the room*

he's here. heh. will blog later. =>

Sunday, April 24, 2005

BEST FREN!!!!!!!!! WO HAO XIANG NI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WO YAO GENG NI YI QI ZOU BIAN TIAN YA HAI JIAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WO YAO GENG NI YI QI QU XIANG GANG, MEI GUO, O ZOU, AW ZOU, DUBAI SHOP DAO SIAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

WO HAI YAO GENG NI YI QI QU CHI HAO LIAO. YOU SHE ME JIU CHI SHE ME, CHI DAO LIANG GE BIAN CHENG DA FEI ZHU, ZAI YI QI QU MARIE FRANCE BODYLINE JIAN FEI, SHOU SHEN!!! RAN HOU ZAI QU CHI HAO LIAO!!!!!!!

HAO XIANG HAO XIANG..... HAO XIANG HUI JIA....... =<
the beach yesterday was a lovely affair.
the interview was a hoax.
the intercontinental seems ok i suppose.
the girl misses her friends and boyfriend. and misses doing nothing with them.

Thursday, April 21, 2005

oooo. jittersjitters. got interview tmr.... =/

went shopping for shoes just now cos my white heels don make the cut... my suit is black!!! haha. so... yup... got black heels now.. and it cost a bomb!!! tsktsk. badbadgirl.........

it's early in the morning- at 11am... which is about 9am sg time... which means i gotta wake up around..... 7???? 7am sg. argh. i'm so gonna die!!!!! lol.

wonder how sheryl's interview went.... what did u wear??? hmmm. haha. i might be wearing my guest relations uniform.. =/

went down to the school in manly today and it was GORGEOUS!!!!! like totally wowowowoww!!! but the fees were extreneky wow too. about $1000 a week........... let's focus on the school. it's sooooooo beautiful!!! it's a magnficent old building- harry potter style, and about harry potter size too or bigger. and the view is lovely!!! it's sooooooooo perfect. i wanna buy the whole place, then bring up my brood of kids there!!!! haha.

i miss mr boyfriend. 5 days to go!!! yeh!!!!! baby, let's go to grape vine k???? i miss that place!!!!!! haha. den let's stay home for the rest of the time and watch VCDs. => sounds lovely. and we take turn to poison each other with our cooking k?? hee. love u baby. =>

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

*sniff* hmmm. it's bedtime here.. => i'm walking ard the house in purple and black striped tights. They're so hideous i *sniff* love them. cant wait for helloween!!!!! lalalaaa..... suddenly regret not getting the black tights with gold *ah-chooooo!!* webs on them.. hmmmmm...*sniffsniff*

just got mom to find my certs for me.. so i'll prolly be sleep*sniff*ing soon.... after i call my dearest of cos. =D

sheryl n mandy, i'll do *sniff*up a tag board or comment board when i get back k??? sorry!!! *sniff* hee. i'm soooooooo sleepy. and sick. i'm ah-chooo-ing. that's not a good sign.. i wanna*sniff* shooopppppppp!!!!!!!!!!

just a lil' cassan nonsense.

eating = happy
eating alot = very happy
exercise = hardwork
no exercise = weight gain
eating alot + no exercise = extreme weight gain
extreme weight gain = fat

recently, i have been very happy, and i did not do any hardwork at all.

therefore, i am a fat and very happy.

i'd rather be fat and very happy, then skinny and sad. hee.
since i've been with cliff, i have been eating alot. =D



k la. k la. i know i'm full of crap laaaa.
bleah.
but u still love me right??? (question posted to my girlfriends and boyfriend)

oh! i wonder how's bestie andy the current baldie. => it rhymes!!!!!!!!
i miss andy the bald bestie. hahahahhaaa.
boo. i need a freakin resume. I FORGOT HOW TO WRITE RESUMES!!!!I HAVE NO IDEA WHATSOEVER HOW TO WRITE A RESUME!!!! blah. xinyu...... help??

aned i left my JC testimonial and result slip in singapore!!!!!! -bang head- not that the result slip will help in any way... but my testimonial was good k!!! sigh. dumb blonde.

anw, mr boyfriend seems to be enjoying his job.. he gets to surf the net... go to the gym during lunch.... sounds nice.. haha. i shall get an office job when i come back to company him!!! we can go to work together in the morning, then meet for dinner after work!!! yeh!!!! wait.... i think i prefer staying home. then i can cook dinner for him!!!! woohoo!!!! haha.sorry baby, i'm going mad. i have one whole list of what i wanna cook for u when i come back already... =>

oh. i think this is a good time to announce to the world that i have put in 4kg so far... SHERYL!!!!!!! we need to diet together!!! lolol. but i'm still happily eating my nutella every day before dinner... and after dinner i got my butterscotch icecream and butterscotch liqueor(did i get the spelling right??). tat butterscotch liqueor tastes soooo damn god. bittersweet and fattening! hahaa.. rockmelon vodka for breakfast... xinyu!!!! sheryl!!!!! see what u're missing out on???? hahahhaaa... but at least u're not getting fat here. -sulks-

oh. i learnt how to make jam. i shall make my own strawberry jam when i come back!! lalalalaaa....

erm.... cliffydear?? i really have not found anything for u....... =/ neither have i found anything for the cygnus girls... (boys don need presents. =D) shall not gie up.. shall continue intense shopping!! haha. hope i get results this time..

i miss my boyfriend... miss seeing him and miss talking to him n miss looking at him and miss holding his hand and miss stoning with him....

miss the girls... just miss them. =>

went down to a school yesterday... sounds quite good... but i'm still waiting to get an interview with the intercontinental.. going down to manly tomorrow to look at another school... =< boring!!!!!! hah.

it's freaking cold today.... was raining last night and now my nose is dripping... my fingers are freezing... oh mandy?? sorry- not much bikinis... cos it's mostly winter clothes now... can u believe that the shop i went to din even carry slippers/thongs anymore??? sigh. it's mostly boots and warm fuzzy bedroom slippers. I WANT MY UGG BOOTS!!!!!!!!!

i love supre. so much. =>

but not as much as i love my boyfriend. and my girlfriends.

please continue missing me, will be back soon!!!!!! -MUACKX-

PS. the beach is W O N D E R F U L!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, April 17, 2005

hello.. i finally managed to find my way here.. the buttons weren't working properly but well.. i finally manged to get on anyway..

watching million dollar baby for the second time.. each time i see her get that final blow, i wish that the stool wasnt there, she din get hit, she lived and blablabla...... i just hate the ending of the story. i hate the way a fighter dies. it's just not fair at all. argh. and so utterly cruel and heart-wrenching. but there are saving graces i guess; the way a girl finds a father who loves her as he would love his own daughter. that was nice. her acting is damn good. the storyline is devasating.... yet so touching.

i don hate it here. in fact, i love it. i'm spoilt for choices for my bedroom. the one in the attic with the view of my future pool (which is not gonna be a tiny affair), or the one below the living room with the view of the ocean, a balcony, and if i bother to try, i can probably get the entire level to myself as well which will be damn nice. the down side of the room in the attic is that my room is the same size as my dad's toilet. it's not that my room is small- my room is normal size, with my own toilet n all... BUT. his toilet is at least twice the size of a normal toilet. yea. with a huge spa bath tub and all.. life is not fair. i want the master room-it has everything that i want.

reasons y i don like it? simple. i feel like the odd piece of a jigsaw puzzle that can't fit in. two is company but three is none.. no matter how hard everyone tries, i'll still feel weird. maybe if u let me transport all the ppl i love over.. den it'll be good. it'll be like bringing along my box of jigsaw- the box where i came from, and i'll fit happily into the picture.

i miss my girls and my boys and my boyfriend.

went to flemington markets today and it was huge- took like 4 hours to comb the whole place.. then the fruits were going cheap so we got a carton of rockmelons at $4. if i come back looking round and orange like a rockmelon, please continue being my friend?? i'm still the same inside you know.. =>
got quite a lot of shopping done there.. i wanna get my ugg boots tho. and the shirtdress, and hot pink tights and i'll wear the whole ensemble together and look hideously lovely. haha. i'm gonna get knee-high tights for the girls!!! xinyu:rmb sff??? haha. those horrible stockings.. lolol. i like!!

i don't miss shopping in singapore- been shopping there all my life.

sheryl, u'll like to hear this- u know the markets i went to today sold puppies as well?? they were tiny lil things that were sooooooooo cute!!!! u would have drooled over them.. i did. =D~ really cutesy lil things that ran around your legs, and you could pick them up and carry them and cuddle them.... sigh. i want a dog!!!!!

the flight here was alright.. there was something really stinky.. and after awhile, i realised that the smell came from the man sitting next to me- he has smelly feet!!! HORRIBLE! argh. the food was good tho.. beef country pie, icecream, and chicken and beef kebab. i loved the kabab. the service wasn't the best tho.. i still like singapore airlines the most. hahaha!!!

it's bedtime... 11pm here now... bbl! *muackx*

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

boo. in about 24 hours i'll be somewhere above the seas... in between here n down under. i miss cliff already. don miss he girls ye.. cos they're still in my room..

going there all alone. i know i'm gonna cry like mad on e plane.. i can feel it. really hope xinyu n sheryl can fly down next week man.... sigh.

had a great lunch today.. at mandarin.. i love xinyu.

met sheryl. took pictures... i love sheryl too.

met cygnus ppl... ate a little.. crapped alot.. laughed loads.. love them too.

had mushroom soup for supper, courtesy of my boyfriend (he's a GREAT cook!!).. i LOVE MY BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


yea. cliff?? reading this??? i miss u already. so veryvery much dear.. sigh. -hughug-

yinsiu n weiying coming down to send me off tmr.. they say it's a rehearsal.. lolx. but i love u too dearies.

lovelove- ppl who know me n know cliff n read this, please do me a favour?? take care of my darling for me. thank you. so much. =>

Monday, April 11, 2005

Fine.Thanx for info sher.. Sed finally has a girlfriend. one less eligible male for the eligible females out there.. on the bright side.. he can finally stop asking us to intro girls!!!!! hahahahaaa!!

i'm soooooo looking forward to goodwood park tmr!!! thanx for finding the place xinyu.. and thanx for lending ur cam as well.. what will i do without u??

did u know? my best friend, miss toh xinyu, proudly stuffed one of her thicker jackets into my bag the other day... "it's cold in australia, u'll need it!" awwwwww........ so sweet. i must have been an extremely nice person in my past life, that's why i got rewarded with such a darling friend in this life!!! haha. i love you dear.

i am planning to take lotsa toothbrushes and shavers from the airplane. i love all these disposable stuff. they make me soooooo happy!! haha. plus it's convenient- use finish, throw.

i missed PA soooo much. went down with cliff's parents last thurs.. all 3 of us were trying to spot cliff when the ppl marched out.. but guess what? we couldnt.. cos they all looked the same!!!! hahaha. all blue. then i got out of my seat and ran to the middle to try my luck... was about to give up when i spotted someone's head moving. hahahaha. that idiot!!! brought his mom o see him and he stuck his tongue out at her.. lol. he looks good in his uniform- i like =>

dinner with my cygnus darlings tmr... meeting them at suntec..... it's like, i wanna see the whole world before i leave. madness. but i don care. i wanna see them. => it's gonna be a great day!

and i'm gonna try and enable messages... so that sheryl can type here instead of in her blog.. and to make mandy happy. damn i'm nice! (i'm just hoping that i'll get friends as great as these again in my next life!!)

Friday, April 08, 2005

boo.... i HATE baking cookies. i just can't do it..
cooking lessons anyone??
i wanna learn chinese cuisine.. and how to bake cakes and such. =>
(next time can save money.. just give a birthday cake as present! muahahaa!!)

xinyu, sheryl... i promise that i will bake u guys a cake.. sometime in my life... and after that.. i will learn how to bake famous-amos like cookies!!! current standard is around famous anus i think.. heh. =x but still, it has our sweat and love and effort in it!!! (ok fine.. towards the end only two of u.. heh.)

and thanx so much for counting stars with for me.. hehe. i donno what i'd do without you two pretty ladies!!!



i was browsing thru friendster... saw horrible photos that shocked the fats outta me. shall not mention who and what and why... but after seeing those photos, i was so traumatised that i kept eating n eating n eating....... and now, all the fats that were shocked outta me have been gained back. sadsEd case.

speaking of which.. i wonder what happened to super handsome friend, SED.
i wonder if he reads my blog.. no.. i don't think so.. he is too i-donno-what to read blogs..



i remember the day when eugene told me he dosen't club anymore cos he turned christian. my jaws dropped. i couldn't believe he could just give up clubbing like that.. i mean, i have seen that guy!!! when he swivels his hips he is HOT! plus the fact that he is tall and cute (tho the last time i saw him he had some not-so-cute pimples on his chin.. PS. oxy has some new blemish gel that looks quite good!!)..

that was quite a significant blow to me.

THEN. yinsiu started clubbing less...... and less......... and suddenly stopped. guess what? "cos i'm a christian...." grrrrr. yinsiu is like hot mamma on the dance floor laaaa....... she is like, MADE for dancing man!!! seriously!! it comes so naturally to her even when she's doing techno!! sigh. my heart broke. fine. so i was pissed. how can u give up dancing, enjoying urself, having fun, relaxing... for your religion?


just now i got another heart attack. weiying is going for cell group meetings?? like HUHHUHHUH????????????? what is happening to the world???? WHAT IS HAPPENING TO MY FRIENDS???? i heard the girls looking at a cross and saying they should get it for weiying.. i dismissed it as a cross can be just an accessory.. then when i heard she had cell group tmr...........

that was not the final blow.

final blow came when sheryl said that she might be going for cell group with weiying and yinsiu tmr. seriously... xinyu, pls don't do the same to me.. i don't think i will be able to take it. is it like the current trend or something??? y u guys? y so sudden??? so.........weird. i love you all.. but i need time to accept it.

just one warning: don't try whatever tricks they tried on you, on me.




sigh. and another thing........ sheryl and weiying, please do not ostracize clubbing.. u'll hurt the club's feelings.. and mine.. =<







and cliff is still not here. grrr.

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

from a frequent blogger, i now blog like so frickkin little. blah. whose fault? my com. argh. i don like my com. i got sooo many issues to tackle!

like.... how all the mediacorp artists are giving birth/getin pregnant together.. it's making me sick to read how many of them have given birth and how many weird names they're coming up with to embarass their kids.

it is sooooo mad!!! like ritz, regent and raffles?? i know u'll never get to own these hotels, but it dosent mean u should name ur kids after them!! spare a thought for them!!! giving them classy names dosent ensure they'll grow up with class u know??

and brayden??? i can just hear the kids calling "here come the donkey!! braaaayyyy!!!! braaaayy!!!" and the reply.."don luff at me hor!! i ell my marmee den u noe arh!! my marmee will sueee u arh!!"

beckham??? i pray he grows to to be at least decently looking else woe betide the not-so-handsome boy named after the quite-good-looking footballer.

many more names to go actually.. and anyone noticed this week's 8days?? i thot it was fann wong with a baby. turned out to be liln with frizzy hair and her baby in christian dior, biting a tiffany's rattle, hair styled by david gan. like wow. the lil thing is only a kid. i hope she dosen't grow up to be a brat. tho i'd be one damn proud kid if i were sage cadence wu- my mom's a babe n dad's a hunk. just that i wont really enjoy being named after a spice.. but it's still better than being named after a hotel.

read The Newpaper today, and saw that christopher lee FINALLY admited to being together with fann. i'm happy for them. really. it's nice they finally came out in the open.. and i think they look great together.. but seriously.. fann should just hurry get married n have kids soon.. she's geting old... i've been looking at her since i was like... 10?? that's like 9 years ago!! if she dosen't hurry and catch up.. she's gonna be an old mama..

xinyu poined this out... all the artists kids will grow up together, prolly fall in like and in love and get married to each other and it will become ONE BIG HAPPY FAMILY. how perfectly disgusting.



next.
last weekend, i was working at a certain roadshow and giving out pamphlets.. and guess what?? i got snubbed by a maid!!! i politely, smilingly, nicely greeted her with a "hi mdm, would u like to take a look?" and she rolled her eyes and brushed past me!!! i know u're a maid. i know u get ordered around the entire week. but still u don't have to do that to me!!! bitch.

this goes out to all the idiots who nodded when i said the exact same line to them, then walked away without taking the pamphlet. don't u know what u're doing u morons???? u bloddy nodded, which meant yes, u'd take a look, then u walk off. how moronic can u get?!!!!

and to those kiasu ppl.. who snubbed me and declined a pamphlet till i said "inside got discount voucher..". u should have seen the change in her expression. she grabbed one eagerly, showed her friends, then turned back to ask for more.

b l a h .

how perfectly annoying.

and the bloody tua pek kong. or tua pek lan as i like to address her. who happily sat at the counter and refused to move her fat ass till she wanted to go touch up her make up, do her hair or go for a break. u're working!!!! and part of ur job include moving ur fat ass ard! grrrr.

and to the skinny black fishnets. before asking me to return "your" pen-the pen u found on the floor- look carefully!! the pen has MY name on it! u thief!! i don believe u din know that pen was mine. like fuck! u borrowed it so many times from me! noone else was using that same pen! and what's your prob anyway?? how many road show's have u worked at? and it's not your first day at work, it's your fourth!!! don't you know how to bring your own pen???? and sop stealing my customers and writing down their purchases as yours, I made those sales skinny!






1 day left till his POP. don't have to wait till weekends to meet him anymore.

*note to self*
must discuss chalet soooon!!!!!!! -grin-