Wednesday, June 30, 2004

OooOOOoOOOOoOOoo...

BLACKOUT!!!!!!!

many areas in singapore were affected, it was said to be caused by a disruption in the gas flow from indonesia.(according to what i heard on P10.)

hougang was in darkness from approximately 10 to 12 pm. when my computer suddenly died earlier, my immediate reacion was to blame mommy!! hahahahaa... i was like, "mi ar.... wat u do again..?!"

lolx. i'm a lil meanie! hehe..

anw, my mom was kinda flustered.. "oh no.. no candles..!!! HOW?!"

ahahahaa.. no prob! cassan to the rescue! lololx! i brought out a whole collection of candles.. from scented ones, to star-shaped gel ones, to those carved in the shape of a rose, to normal gel candles, to normal wax ones, to the lantern-festival 3pkt for $1 one.. erm.... i think that's it.. not much la.. haha..

so i happily lighted those that i beared to light up (i'm sorry manda, the candle i wanted to design and give you was the most practical candle.. so i had to use it.... = / ), the super nice ones i kept la.... heh. after that i was burning paper stars.. the stars was keeping ablaze in a puddle of wax!! its really really fascinating. try it when the next black out! haha.

anw, i made another candle out of the wax i burnt.. n bout 1.5 hrs into the black out, i remembered my trusty army-style torch light from sec2... LOLX!! so i took it out and started playing with my new found toy, only to get whacked by my mom. "stupid girl! donno how to take it out just now ar?!"... ahahaa.. forgot ma.... lalalalaa.... anw, i'm keepin it with me! just to play with.. its really FUN!! i know its childish.. but.... -shrug- i'm happy =>

lemme see... oh.. this really HUGE moth flew into the kitchen and scared me so bad cos i din know what it was.. it was the size of a sparrow, or a bat.. but i found out after i rediscovered my torch, that it one HUGE moth.... -shudders-

the black out was quite interesting actually.. suddenly appreciated light so much more... when the darkness engulfs you and you long for the security blanket of light to protect you.. that was how i felt tho i usually condone darkness.. sigh.. makes you wonder, is this what it's like during a war?? scary. shall not think. shhhhhhh!!!!

anw, all thru the 2 hours, i was hoping that the cutie i saw eating chicken in the fish shop was there with me.. *sigh*

Shoutout to Cutie eating chicken in fish shop, Mrs AP, Mrs C, Mrs Goh, Miss dada, Mrs Woodyallens, Mrs Llama, Mrs Dick: I LOVE YA ALL!!!!

p.s. i hope you ppl know who u are!!


i can hear it flapping its wings.... omg... i'm scared......

ok. mom just caught it n threw it outa the window..gee... moths squeak... they make some kinda noise anw.. interesting.. hmmmm....

Sunday, June 27, 2004

Panama is the only place in the world where you can see the sun rise on the pacific and set in the atlantic.

i wanna go to Panama and watch the sun set and rise with the cutie i saw eating chicken in a fish shop.

Saturday, June 26, 2004

hurhur~

Justin came in first for the men's open biathlon organised by new balance!!! CHAMPION!!! -beams- i'm sooooooo proud of him!! he did that despite a fresh wound on the sole of his foot (burnt by charcoal!)!! he took 35++ min to swim a distance of 800m (the swimmer behind him was lagging by 6++ min) and run a dist of 5km. ahahhaa... and taking part in the competition were people ranging from hongkong-ers (they're supposedly quite fast), caucasians and army men. and they all lost to a boy who is barely 17!! lalalallaaaaaa....

congrats Jus..
my brother rocks!!!
-grin-
yawn.. everyone's happy now.. lalalaa...
except her that is. ahahaa.
too bad for her.
she deserves it.
she's one stupid bitch.
so freakin stupid u wont believe it.
but i love her anyway.
tho sometimes i feel like slapping her,
most of the time actually..
still, who wld love her i didnt..?
-grinn-




i hate cutting my nails. they fly and poke me in the eye. grrr.

Friday, June 25, 2004

no, she is not happy.
she is depressed.
sad.
melancholic.
but she LOOKS perfectly fine.
of course she looks perfectly fine.
she spent hours perfecting that brilliant smile,
planning the jokes to tell,
the stories to relate,
the things to say,
the expected answers to questions.
planned to the last detail!!
she even planned which smile or laughter to use.
and no one will ever know what lies beneath,
buried deep under.

Thursday, June 24, 2004

mommy thinks i'm really stupid.. she made me take some pills that's supposed to boost my brain power.. LOLX!!! now i'm REALLY hyper!! n bonkers. n mad. n insane. n crazy. n nonsensical. n kukubananas. n.. er... (makes a quick trip to www.thesaurus.com)barmy, batty, berserk, bonkers, cracked, crazed, cuckoo, delirious, demented, deranged, dingy, dippy, erratic, flaky, flipped, flipped out, fruity, haywire,kooky, lunatic, mad, maniacal, mental, moonstruck, nuts, nutty, potty, psycho, screw loose, screwball, screwy, silly, touched, unbalanced, unglued, unhinged, unzipped, wacky, whacko. whimsical!!!!! WOOHOOO!!!! LALALALALLALALAAAAAAAAAA.....

dont blame me. blame my mommy!! she forced the pills down my throat.. sobx... its CHILD ABUSE!!! -breaks down-... i cant take it anymore!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*burp*
'cuse me

what was i saying..? oh. ya. pills. anyway, pills are really delicious things. interesting names too..

xinyu:
mmm... okie. it sounds like some tribe!

me:
ahahahahhahahaa....... maybe it WAS.. then they chopped up the tribe, grinded it into lil pieces and made it into a brain booster!! woohoo!!

xinyu:
what a way to increase their revenue and to be more developed!

me:
i meant they chop up the WHOLE tribe.. so... NO MORE GINGKO BILOBA TRIBE!! WOOHOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY'RE IN MY TuMMY!!!!

can u hear the drums..?? i feel the tribe in muh tummy!! they're dancing now.... ohohoh!!! they're doing the rain dance!!!!! stompstomp-claphands-turnroundandround-jumpsupanddown-shakeschest-wigglesbutt-raisehandsinair..... *gulpgulp*.. ok.. they got their rain.. i just drank water! *grin*

i shld shuddup. i really shld.

LALALALLALALALLALALALLALALALALLALALALALLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!

BOINGBOINGBOINGBOINGBOINGBOINGBOINGBOINGBOINGBOINGBOINGBOING

did i mention? i love my mommy! =>

the esplanade supposed to be behind... i happily cut it away too.. it's a state of the art building and i don want ppl to see it in the same picture as us, the building will pale by comparison =>



us and a part of the merlion's butt =>



uh... no.......... it's not a mass massacre...



outside centro.. picture courtesy of xinyu's cam n i-donno-his-name's hands.. see! we're STILL alve! i told u it wasnt a mass massacre.. =>

prettyprettypretty!!! lalalalallalaaa... *muackxmuackx* love these sweeties!!

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

DESCRIBE / TELL
[three words that sum you up]: screw up queen
[jewelry worn daily]: some studs in some holes..
[wallet]: old and ugly
[coffee]: i prefer espresso to brew..
[shoes]: flipflops! =>
[cologne/perfume]: aha. don really use..
[clothing you have on]: blue boxershorts and blue print spag

MIXED QUESTIONS
[wishing]: tat everything will be alright in the end..
[after this]: snooze time..
[talking to]: noone..
[eating]: pills!
[fetishes]: ears... n a booboo..
[something you're looking forward to]: end of exams!
[last thing you ate]: pills!!
[something you're afraid of]: loss
[if you could have any animal as a pet]: i want a border collie! or a retriever!!
[cities you wouldn't mind moving to]: paris, nyc, maroubra in sydney! home sweet home!

DO YOU
[like candles]: they can be romantic.. or dangerous.. haha
[like company]: sometimes..
[believe in soul mates]: sorta..
[believe in love at first sight]: not exactly..
[believe in forgiveness]: let bygones be bygones..
[want to get married]: maybe...
[want to have kids]: -shrug- cant exactly stand them..
[ever want to adopt kids]: IF i had kids, i'd want my own flesh and blood..

IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU...
[cried]: *nods*
[bought something]: grace's bbq stuff
[gotten sick]: yup.. i AM sick..
[sang]: lolx... ya.. birthday song!
[eaten]: 3 chickenwings! *slurps*
[been kissed]: grace tried!! kissed the air next to my face!
[felt stupid]: sigh.. been feelin stupid for quite some time now..
[wanted to tell someone you love them]: yup..
[had a serious talk]: kinda..
[missed someone]: like so damn much...
[hugged someone]: yep.. gracie darling!! birthday girl!!
[argued with a parent(s)]: in a while.. when mom makes me get off the com.. haha
[dreamt about someone you can't be with]: havent dreamt for ages..

SOCIAL LIFE
[best girl friend(s)]: xinyu, sheryl, nana, est, and i love bitchin with gin!
[best guy friend(s)]: andy!
[are the you the center of attention or a wallflower]: the wallflower in the centre of attention!! lolx. i'm crappiN!
[what do you wanna be when u grow up]: i wanna be happy!
*if u're hei pi n u noe it must piao bai, piao bai!*

PERSONAL
[who is your role model]: seriously, none..
[ever wanted to get revenge on someone cause they hurt you]: ya.. it was stupid
[cried over the opposite sex]:uh-huh..
[your favorite physical appearance]: u mean mine? or what in others?
[are you happy with yourself]: seriously, No. but on the brighter side.. there're those worse off than me..
[what plans do you have for the future]: i plan to be really happy!
[who do you really hate]: noone.. it's not worth the effort or time..
[who's your most trustworthy family member]: there's only me and my mom.. but i trust my chin more.. ahaha..

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY GRACIE

celebrated gracie's birthday today... the chicken wings were delicious!!! hahahaa... now i know where to get delicious bbq chickenwings, from jayne!! ok. sorry. i shldnt be talkin bout chickenwings.... but they were really so yummy!!! better than those at chompchomp!! lalalallaaa.. sigh.. but my appetite was not there..

grace was tagging along behind dick.. and when she saw us she started screaming!! lolx... that silly girl.. but anyone would be screaming mad with happiness if their boyfriends did something like that for them! hahaa... lucky grace!! sucha sweet couple!! and the best thing was she was really in shock cos she din noe a single thing.. she was still thinking that dick wanted her to go home change into something formal for dinner at some classy place.. haha.. sorry sweetie, no classy restaurant for u, but smokey bbq, sweaty friends, and a throw-u-into-the-pool!!

glad u enjoyed it! haha.. it was rather costly tho.. lolx. all the handphones.... *prays hard* hope all the hps get well soon!!!

u noe the silliest thing bout our dear blur grace?? the party was held at her place! lolx.. her sister booked the place for us.. sucha sweet sister! heh.. hope we passed her enough food.. thankiew once again!!

as said, got thrown in.. following that, many ppl got thrown in.. i held on to the camera.. it kept me safe! haha.. i cldnt resist in the end.. lolx.. i jumped in and went swimming... she has sucha cool pool!! then we started doing flips and starjumps and nonsense jumps.. -smile- i love grace too!! haha..

glad u enjoyed urself!! have a lovely day ahead!!!
ATTENTION ALL LIT PPL!!!!

we gotta go check ur EMB for this literature glosary thingie..
it's Mrs Teo's orders.. don ask me how i knew.. i was bored and went into NY webbie...

anw, 101 J1s have checked theirs.. and only 17 J2s.. don let our tchers down ya?? n pass on the msg!! thankiew!!

best of luck to y'all!!!

Saturday, June 19, 2004

to that guy who i happily insulted bout more than a year ago, and who found my blog by accident, here's an apology. i'm highly sensitive to that sorta thing. but no matter what, it was childish to make a big fuss outta it, so sorry. (i wonder if u're readin this.. hmmm..). suprised u rmbed anw, i forgot almost everything.

Monday, June 14, 2004

except for less hours of sleep.. this year's famine camp is actually a lot less tedious than previous years.. the games are still as stupid tho.. hahaha. and somehow, the moment someone tells me i can't eat for 30 hours, i immediately wanna eat just to defy authority.. i'm rebellious. =>

the wet games weren't as disgusting.. we only had to tummy-crawl thru water and dirt.. usually it'd be flour, eggs, vinegar and the likes. the children of war was ok.. kinda thrilling actually.. hahahaa.. running and hiding.. lolx.. but i pity those that were caught!!! gotta lie face flat with their faces in the mud! YUCK!! n get water squirted at them!! but it was so fun for the spectators!!! lalallaa...

eh, cant remember much.. the concert was the best as compared to previous 2 years.. NP has a lovely convention hall.. haha... mostly purple in colour... esta n joanne would have loved it!!

for unique experiences.. well.... the school has a blue track,it's the first time ever i saw a blue track!! and i can safely say it was the first and last time i'll lie down in the middle of the road of NP.. we were lying there and talking n staring at the non-existent stars.. had to go up infront of all the afghanistan people with sheryl and share 'reflections'..

our group was the smallest i think.. the 5 of us and 2 sec 4 artists... i meant ARTISTS!! their drawing were superb!!!! hahaa.. n thanx to faizal, we had a trolley for the newspaper collection.. else we would have died.. hahaha..

and of cos there was dearest claire!! she rocks! she's damn cool!! haha... she spent $12 000 on shopping trip to US and canada! lolx.. that's not y she rocks la... she rocks cos she's sucha BITCH!! hahahaa.. we were happily bitching ard! complaining and such.. she's a great leader too!! NICE KNOWING YA, CLAIRE!! and she and sarah are really sweet together! haha... lesbo couple!!

i love xinyu, sheryl, shimin and weiying!!! let's be lesbo quintets!! hahaha..

oh, this camp also gave me a whole new collection of bruises... *groans* as if the previous lots weren't enough...

Saturday, June 12, 2004

decided there shldnt be eggs.. cos booboo is afraid that the eggs won't be totally cooked.. boo says it's toxic!! hahahahahaa... lalalalaa..

so it's just salami.. that looks like pepperoni.. hmmm.. daryl will noe the difference.. not me. heh. i'm the one who sits and guzzles....

i need to learn better breakfast skills(and lunch and dinner for that matter)... bleah.. any good chefs out there willing to impart their skills????

gonna start starvation in 4 hours time.... sigh..

booboo is so cute. ladida..
yawn.. i am gonna disappear from home for 2 days... yawn.. n i'm gonna go without food for 30 hrs.. gee.... i feel hungry already!! bleah....... gonna have REALLY heavy breakfast tmr!! hahaa

Friday, June 11, 2004

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....
i love xinyu and i love joanne!!!
haha.. without knowing they cheered me up! -grin-
what lovely friends!! -muackxmuackx-
and joanne has lotsa purple toilet bowls now.. haha
nice seeing her get so excited over toilet bowls!! ahaha..
glad u were happy.. u seemed happy anyway..
i'd draw red elephants and purple toilet bowls and pink heartts for you two anyday man!! hee...

j'aime mon cheri bebe sucre
boo...
sigh.
dumdum..
I WANNA GO LIQUID ROOM!!!!!
I WANNA GO OUT!!!!!
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK
i just don wanna be home. it's lonely at home.
i hate you all.
i'm addicted.
damn.

Thursday, June 10, 2004

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Wednesday, June 09, 2004

and i understood it, perfectly, when someone said to me -
"the loneliest moment is before u close your eyes to sleep in bed"
that transition into slumber is sober reflection. sometimes the heartache is intense, sometimes the self-castigating is despairing, sometimes it is a quiet peace that transcends knowledge, sometimes its the flood of pondering and wondering that stumbles me.
alone, i see myself in the mirror and talk to myself -
all wrapped in the world of ME.
wish u were here, wish u understood.
wish there were more u's around.
or just someone like u.
someone special who thought i was special too.

i want to fall in love, with You



ok.. lifted that from someone.. SORRY SOMEONE!! i don't even know you.. but it just seemed.. so.. true.. i always try to avoid that momen, so i plug the earphones in my ear and fall aslp listening to the radio instead.. sigh.
eck. i'm feelin disgruntled. ppl offer me the freaking invites but i cant go. fuck gp!

NYJC: for heaven's sake, 26 june is still our holiday, SO WHY HAVE THE GP EXAM DURING THE HOLS?!!! GRRRRRR..!! we don't really get to enjoy the allocated holidays cos u ppl happily put the mid-yrs after the hols, (take a cue from AC la, their mid-yrs are bEFORE hols! everyone's out partyin their asses off now!) and we get the last weekend of the hols taken away too. how evil!

i'm speaking on behalf of esta too. u ppl CLEARLY said no going overseas during the first 2 weeks, gotta go back to sch for lessons, but the last 2 weeks are ours. so esta went on her church thingie. she comes back on sat noon which officially is still part of our hols! n guess wat? she gets a big fat zero for GP cos she's not allowed to retake. HELLO???? wth?!! This is so unfair! The school going back on its words. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anw, enuff of the school. i happily slpt in today.. till bout 2. i wanted to slp till the rain stopped, but it din seem o stop, so i dragged myself up.. baby's working........ sigh. gonna start studying in a short while.. i promised.. heh.. n.. my target of minimum all Ds has been raised to a minimum of all Cs.. so i gotta work lots harder ya? n i shall. for me n mommy n you.

a lil' dedication to all the couples i know, may things go smoothly, and may each day find you in a deeper state of felicity and love. all the best! =>

:: Grace & Dick ::
:: Gin & Fid ::
:: Linda & Ashley ::
:: Charine & Clifford ::
:: Marcus & Meiting ::
:: Andy & Glecy ::

uh.. ok. brain has malfunctioned. i can't think of anymore!!
shall study. ta.

wait. i cant study in peace. the bloody !@#$%^&*( are drilling n doing renovation shit. ARGH!

dinner was great.. the paper thing was interesting n really cute! haha.. i like the two blobs of whip cream!!! i LOVE whip cream!!! yes,yes, i know.. i'm fatter... u're fat.. -smile-

i've got so much to say, but i know i sld just shut up. argh.
!@#$%^& *()#$%^&*()_#$%^&*(*^##$%^$%^&*@#$%*^$%$(^$%$(^$DVHDNSABFGjfbdsvj fbbjfkbsdv jkchvj!!!!!!!

anw, ppl, don talk cock la huh? things go round and eventually, it'll get back to you. so, don say shit bout others that ain't true. u're only fucking urself up. yup..

Tuesday, June 08, 2004




chinablack tonight????? music was.. ok la... BUT THE COMPANY WAS LOVELY! WONDERFUL! FANTASTIC! DELICIOUS! lalalalalaaa... i love my girls.. xinyu, sheryl, jeanne, linda!! (gin!! i miss u!!! WE missED U!!!!)n i love my darlin bestie ND!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!! u're the best!! haha... but still don measure up to u-know-who! haha.. n THANK YOU so veryvery much for listening to my complains.. hee.. u rock! lolx.. n thanks for the pills too!! woohoo!!! hahaa.. so cute!! so cute!! so cute!!!! so cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuteeeee!!!!! right?right?right??!!!!!!! hee.. lalallaaa...

n tonight, i found the girl i have been lookin for for ages!!! i found my primary sch good friend, DIANA!!!!! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! hee... well.. first i walking.. den i think someone grab me.. n guess wat? it was pretty joanne!! (i don care! i'm calling her pretty joanne! n if u're readin, ELLO pretty joanne!!) she's really really pretty!! *gushes* ok, anw, i took the chance to ask her bout the dia in her blog, n dia was there, n dia was my dearest diana soh!! *screams* happyhappyhappy!! haha.. happy night! lalalalaa.. met new friend, found old friend.. n talked to best male friend.. andy, if u're reading this.... SO CUTE!!!!! *big fat grin*

hmmm.... company-wise, tonight is tops! really!! -grin- i love ya all sooooo much!! n the last dance, the was MY highlight of the night!! "and the reason is you".. yes you!!!! haha.. lalallaa... i LOVE MY LAST DANCE!!! *muackxmuackxmuackx*

n i am NOT horny la........... -smiles-


Monday, June 07, 2004

happy.. shalalalallalaaaa..... i am happy. n xinyu noes y.. nana noes y.. andy noes y.. eugene knows y.. cos they're part of my happiness!!! lovely friends i've got!


*mauckx*

Sunday, June 06, 2004

may ur eyelashes grow in the opposite direction and start stabbing ur eyeballs(that's if they're long enough), the hair in your nostrils start growing in your mouth(refer to movie 'my sassy student'), growing at the speed of light, may the stabbed eyeballs get disconnected from its sockets and drop softly to the ground, and in your haste to retrieve them, u trample on them instead(think kill bill 2). the exquisite 'squish' when they get crushed, music to the ears. skin your hide while u're still alive, and hang it out to dry. then bludger you to death with the blunt end of the icepick(the above 2 picked up from an old friend who shall not be name), whisk your brains into a vile bloody froth(with love from gracie) and leave ur carcass to the vultures. they'd devour u and rip u apart.


it wasn't me speaking. t'was the devil.

this is us at miss doreen yeo's wedding.. in sec3.. when my hair was still super nice! see that gleam?! -grin-


This is my beloved 4E3'02. we rock!! serious!! the happy moments we had together will somehow remain in our hearts.. even tho the more minor details have faded.. =>


this is us trying to prove that our butts are small enough to fit into the steps railing.. heh.. spastic.. but that's us! -grin- there's a guy version too!! haha..


this are the guys!!! looking prim n proper before they start sliding around n squashing each others vitals! lolx. shall not post those more obscene stuff.. lalalaa..


erm.. donno y this selection of ppl... we just called whoever was walking by n... well... it's just us-girls!!


ok... i think mastura was telling us some story where a girl died while fucking a horse.. n apparently a horses dick is the length of an arm.. thus the pose.. lolx!!


my fave young female teacher in xinmin!! she's PRETTY!! lalalallaa.. n soooo sweet! bring on the insulin!


back!back view of the toilet cleaners! (son't ask me y they call themselves that!!)


n tada!! their front!!


the end of this photo log.. lovebirds of 4e3! sigh... i love this pix especially.. i took it!!! haha.. looks like some movie scene or something!! i shall go reminise... i miss them all so much.. but things will never be the same again.

those were the days....

Friday, June 04, 2004

cracy: to rule

demo-cracy: demo=people. democracy=ruled by the people.

techno-cracy: techno=science and technology. technocracy=ruled by science and technology.

cassan-cracy: cassan=me. cassancracy=ruled by cassan.

this blog is ruled by me. -grin-
and the fact that cracy sounds like crazy.. cassan IS crazy! =>
crazy in general and crazy bout many things.. like *you!!

Thursday, June 03, 2004

22 laps under 30 minutes, 1.5 min/lap.
not good. room for lots of improvement.
must train.
train train train.
and sleep.
i really don't wanna study.
anymore..
sigh.
shall train instead.

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you!!
happy birthday to mandaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!
happy birthday to yoooooooou!!!!


arranged to meet at 10.30, everyone was late, but manda dearest beat me at being fashionably late! haha.. we finally met manda n miche at like, 11.30?? yea.. ard there.. sat and crapped at the esplanade till 12(according to my lovely,wonderful,deliciously gorgeous watch) then i tried to sing but
#1 my singing sucks
#2 noone wanted to sing with me
#3 they were busy trying to hug manda, so i joined in the fun instead!!

haha.... i actually hugged manda like, 4 times that night?? that's A LOT! considering manda is uber sensitive and dosent like hugs!! hahahaa.. we all got to hug darling manda! den went to 7-11 to get drinks.. walked along suntec den took a cab to manda's place where we sat by the pool and had fun ding nth.. hee.. the company is good enough la.. *grin*.. miche impressed us with her card tricks!! lolx.. went home bout 3.. happy birthday once again sweetie!!

another reason why last night, or rather this morning was so special (besides hugging manda), was cos someone asked bout me!!
ok.. that came out funny.. but i dont care, I LOVE YOU*!!!!! *muackx*

as said, C! it dosen't take much to make me happy!! hahaha..

Tuesday, June 01, 2004


i am not minimalistic.
it's raining.................... n i woke up half an hour ago!shld hav slpt on.... hahaha.. sorry to all who missed me in school today, i had a terrible headache, which only sleep can cure! -grin-

i know esther missed me!!! she'd better, or i'll publicize her secret!! hahahahaa!!

breakfast at 4pm.. delicious!! chicken salad with avocado and honey dressing! rich!! *slurps*

i need a new umbrella. a nice, light weight, pretty, small foldable umbrella.. to shelter me from the storm. cos my old one is resting in someone's cupboard.. lalalalaa..

i need a street directory of orchard.. so i can plan how to meet my mom without getting wet at all. growl.

i need that job to get me money to get me clothes. nice new clothes!!! it's the great singapore sale!!! wheeeee!!!!!
china black was sizzling tonight!! leonard, nelson(whom i don t personally know but shall just call him by his name and pretend to know him well) and company were there, darling stef, jasmin, aaron(barguy from sos! ahahaha!!), meng wei n company, lang yuan and company(sec sch ppl), andy and daniel and company(i mention daniel cos he was so nice as to let us cut the queue for re-entry! => and my gd friend andy for free drinks!! THANKS!! ), sheryl's friend dino (who was first in queue, meaning the bunch of us were the first 20 to get in. THANKS!!), a whole lotta *his friends who became spies for the night, and of course, my dearest girls, xinyu, sheryl, linda and ginny!!!!

*chants* i love gin!! i love gin!! i love gin!!
(but i still love *him more!)

maybe i was high.. cos i talked to *him earlier.. (thinking of *him alone can make me high!!)we danced like there was no tomorrow! hehehee.. i just wished *he were there with me!! then the night would be superduper extremely PERFECT! but it's not. most important element missing. heh..

baby, i miss u lots! n i'm sorry for keeping u up so late, yet glad you bothered to wait..hee.. if u read this, I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!! (you n only you!)

n gin? thank you so much girl!!! seriously!! n May God Bless You!! all the best! -muackxmuackx-

n me? i'd betta go to slp.. hahaa.. lessons start in approximately... 3 hours and 20 min. i have 2 hours and 25 min to sleep. -grin-

i love *you!!!!!!!!!!!!
-yddetyzzufymevoli-