ARGHHHHHH. i cant seem to post anything i am going so mad. i wanted to tell the world bout momo n how i love momo n how momo has nice round chairs exactly the same as sos n i really loved sos cos i rmb seeing my childhood crush at sos n he talked to me n i was so damn excited n how i met this guy i really liked a hell lot n how things din work out in the end n it hurt like shit for a damn long time n i haven been to that place in a million years n i really missed it n the toilets are super pink noe but still have the nice sofas that u can stone in.

and all the memories in sos, so near yet so far. u know that memories will always be there, but things will never be the same again. momo is a lovely club but cannot take the place of SOS. sometimes if you dig deep enough, you can see every thing happening all over again in your mind's eye. all the good times. n if you dare to face the truth, you find the torments n pain n anguish too. that lingers on.

y do we hurt?

it's this hurt that prevents us from finding true happiness again. it's so easy to just not acknowledge it... but i think the only way to really be rid of it is to take the bull by it's horns, conquer that hurt, then it'll never resurface again. i think.




on a much brighter note.... i went to mango sale earlier, and i have been up for more than 24hrs, meaning i am brain dead.


that is the only bright note. yinsiu is leaving in 4 days, and sheryl will be disappearing to the other end of the island in her hostel soon. i am gonna miss them so bad.. =(

take care my loves......

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY YINSIU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

think i never mentioned this.. i adore cocco latte- for it's poles. =>

might have been kidney. might have been stroke. might have been ear infection. migh have been suffering. i din know. don't know.

some say that a chinchilla's life span is up to 18 years.
some that that their average life span is 10 years.

whatever it is, she was 7. argh. all my fault.

pissed.
bah. bahbah black sheep. grrrrrrrrrruffffff!!




disclaimer. the note on cliff, is NOT meant in a negative way. it is totally positive. as in, it's only been 4 mths, but the time we spent and experiences together seems like sooooo much more. it is NOT a negative or dready comment. i love my baby!!!!

i am a walking lump of blubber.

JB has cheap food. spent quite alot on food. the sad thing was, i realise i din have much shoppping with me when i left JB... it was then that i remembered: i ate up most of my shopping =/

i am a walking lump of blubber that stalks. =D

sheryl came back from KL with nice white shoes. i wanna go somewhere to shop too. i want my aladin shoes!!

i am a walking lump of blubber fungus growing on my cliff.

baby toenail is sick and is threatening to drop off. i bought DVDs without realising that i can't play them in my room. i don't care. i still like them.

sorry, iam still too lazy to add comments/ tag boards/ change my blogskin...

slippery nipple and singapore sling on friday night, with stuffy cubicle, nice sofa, but no menu. bestfrens always.

bungee jumping trip with besfren SOON. our birthday prezzies. =>

"i'm sorry, i'm like a walking piece of fungus."

"then can u grow on me??"


cheesy. so cheesy. but i like. =>



y does she appear every single time i disappear???? what is her problem???!!!!!



on leaving:
i'm afraid to leave. so afraid.
afraid of yinsiu leaving too.

on Her:
thot she was nice. but she wields a knife- to tighten her r'ship to the clique.
and she should stop pestering my friend.
somehow my view of her changed overnight, after i knew.
i was defending her earlier.

on shopping:
JB tomorrow.

on birthdays:
bungee jumping before i turn 19??

on exercise:
i really can't be bothered.. i'm too lazy.
the whole world, including my gramma (who always thot i was not fat enough..) noticed that i'm growing... bigger.

on emotions:
hate tears. hate quarrels. hate confrontations.

on sheryl:
i miss her. and she only disappeared for 3 days..... =/

on xinyu:
*stares at my wet eyes* "ni bu yao geng wo ku hor!!" (translation: you don cry hor!!)

on cliff:
it's been 4 months. seems more like 4 years.

Ripped this off an email....


Think about this. You may not realize it, but it's100% true.

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so muchthey would die for you.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in someway.

3. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone,even if they don't like you.

4. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before theygo to sleep.

5. You mean the world to someone.

6. If not for you, someone may not be living.

7. You are special and unique.

8. When you make the biggest mistake ever, somethinggood can stillcome from it.

9. When you think the world has turned its back onyou, take a look:you most likely turned your back on the world.

10. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.

11. Always remember the compliments you received.Forget about the rude remarks.

12. Always tell someone how you feel about them; youwill feel much better when they know and you'll bothbe happy.

13. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.