Wednesday, December 31, 2003

Thursday, December 25, 2003

christmas eve was splendificious!!!! hahaha... I FINALLY MET KEN CHUA!!!! MY CRUSH FOR LIKE 1 MILLION YEARS!!!!!!!!!!yes!! i ran to a deserted corner n screamed!!! hahaha... he was so fucking cute!!!! i don care!! *pouts* i tink he's cute!!! n he talked to me!! ME!!!! lololx..... he said,"'cuse me is this seat taken??" "no.."... den he took away de chair!! lololx..... okok.. i noe i'm lame... but hello??? gimme a break! i've had a crush on him since foreva!!! hahahaa... n i saw him!!! outside sos... lolx... den when i was inside.... he was there too!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! so bloody cute!!! lolx...... but he's damn skinny... haha... but i don care.. i once said this, "de earth is round.. i'll meet him some day.." n i did!! i really did!!! his eyes are huge!!!n tat boyish grin.. *melts*...... i finally met him. merry christmas everyone....
1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?

- club

- fail lit

- play squash

- some other private stuff... *blushes*

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?

resolutions?? wat resolutions??? hahaha..

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?

hmmm... nah...

4. Did anyone close to you die?

erm.... nope..

5. What countries did you visit?

thailand...

6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?

MONEY!!! n well.... self discipline... gotta studystudystudy!!

7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?

- 7 jan

- 17 july

- 18 oct

- 27 nov

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?

- meeting great ppl(esta + cygnus 03)

9. What was your biggest failure?

hmmm....
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?

usual stuff.. had food poisoning during feb i tink..

11. What was the best thing you bought?

everything!! hahahaa..

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?

hmmmm... ME!!!! no.. not me..

13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?

mine???? hahaha

14. Where did most of your money go?

sheesh... haha.. food, clothes, cabs, clubbing..

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?

SHOPPING SPREE!!!! topshop.. mango.... etc... been there done tat wif my dearies!! haha.. oh.. n clubbing!! haha.. not fogetting eating!! i mean.. good food makes me happy u c.. hee..

16. What song will always remind you of 2003?

i'll have to tink bout this...

17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?

happier.. n sadder.. but definitely more matured..

ii. thinner or fatter?

the latter

iii. richer or poorer?

lolx... richer.. NOT!! hahaha..

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?

studying.. working.. training.. exercising.. clubbing.. enjoying life.. going out..

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?

nth!!! wanna live life to de fullest n enjoy each moment!!! ok wait. i shld complain less!!! hehe..

20. How will you be spending Christmas?

went to gramma house... helped my aunt to pack.. hee..

22. Did you fall in love in 2003?

fell so deep...

23. How many one night stands?

lolx.. nice question!! but none! i'm not some slut k.. lolx..

24. What was your favourite TV programme?

i don have time to watch tv.... hehe

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?

none tat i noe of..


26. What was the best book you read?

cant rmb.. all of em are great!! -grin-


27. What was your greatest musical discovery?

tat cannon in D is a reallyreally nice song..
28. What did you want and get?

a life

29. What did you want and not get?

money??!!!!

30. What was your favourite film of this year?

wld have loved to say charlie's angels.. but its not. its Pirates of the carribean.. n love actually..


31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?

i was 17. i was pissed off.. den zhi saved de day.. brightened it up by appearing wif my sunflower!!!! hehe...
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
getting to ACJC..


33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?

nice on me.. trendy.. comfy.. oh... n BLACK!!! hahahaa.... rite sher??!!

34. What kept you sane?

xinyu n zhi n esta n weiying n sheryl... oh... n noeing tat dey're alwaex there...


35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?

erm...........

36. What political issue stirred you the most?

terrorism.


37. Who did you miss?

liuyin.. 4e3'02.. kim yuan.. benjamin.. xinmin..

38. Who was the best new person you met?

if i can only state one.. den it has to be esta... thankiew est!!! for everything!!

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003.

dont cry cos its over. smile cos it happened..

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.

"its my life... its now or never.."

Wednesday, December 24, 2003

Xmas?? scrape tat. zhi told me this: its rude.. to replace christ with an unknown 'X'.. so here it is instead..

Christmas. de season of giving.. ther's nth i want.. neva wanted anything... except maybe.. him to really be happy.. yea.. guess so.. oh.. a few million bucks wont hurt either.. *grin*

Sunday, December 21, 2003

ouch. me against de world.

Friday, December 19, 2003

ah... vodka lime.... taste so horrible.. hate drinking.. really hate it.. tink it'll taste betta w/out de lime.... ahh.... wazzit like to be drunk?????

Thursday, December 18, 2003

does cassan suck??? yes.... cassan sux... *everyone nods head*
eeks. stuck at home. don like ppl referin to me as "that cassandra GIRL".. like duh~ wadya tink?? i'm a boy??

Wednesday, December 17, 2003

tink some ppl are so pathetic.. take a look at bloodybitchG**C*.. hellooo??? who puts interests in friendster as "currently not into clubbing"????? madness!!! spasticness!! n plain Loser wif a capital L.
surprise
You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p


What kind of kiss are you?
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seriously... i cant imagine myself doing tat.. but wateva..
Artistic
You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.


What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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Tuesday, December 16, 2003

i love xinyu!! i LuRVE XINYU!!!!!! hahaha.... my beloved sugarcoated-honeycovered-chocolatey lovely princess!!!!!!! lolx..... hu else will kindly lemme charge all expenses to her card??? noone but my wonderful kindhearted-sweetnatured-evercompassionate bestest fren!!! hahahaha.... wheee!!!!!!!!!

went shopping spree juz now... n i when i was abt to pay.. realise tat i din bring plastic!! no plastic = no monay!! lolx... well.. my dear girl kindly paid for me!!! hahahahaa... TAS WAT FRENZ ARE FOR!!! lolx.... n lots more besides tat of cos.. hee... thanx dearie.. n today was great...

calling out to yinsiu, weiying, sheryl n xinyu: lets do this again sometime soon yea!!!!! hahahahaa..... whee!!!!!

oh.. den xinyu kept advertising her jumpy kangaroo!! lolx.... "whee!!! boingboingboingboingboing!!! mummymummy!!! i wan jumpy kangaroo!!! boingboingboing!!! " (erm... juz in case... tat was by me.. not her.. lolx..)

Sunday, December 14, 2003

lalalaaa....... i'm bored!! haha.... wata bunch of antiquated ppl.... posing as pl dey're not... n actually scorning those of their species... rather pathetic actually.. but i'll giv dem compassion points for de effort.. hee...

i'm juz crapping actually.. but xinyu noes wat i'm toking abt!! right!! hehe... i hope she does anyway.. heh.. *yawnx* really bored now.... gonna slp soon.. nitey ppl!!

Friday, December 12, 2003

aha!! i'm back!! *smilex*

Thursday, November 27, 2003

yea.. lee is cool man... damn funny also... haha... n xinyu.. wo men shi zong guo ren!! ying gai jiang hua wen ar!!! lolx..... haix.... stupid leen juz now dowan let me buy chocolate... bleah... haha... but i managed to buy it in de end!! whee!!!!!! hahahaa... lalalaa..
Is your birthday day 17 of the month?

>Your Life <

You neither want to be interfered nor have the desire to mess with others'life. But you are friendly and occasionally a party animal. You are always in a circle of friends. You often do things in your own way that occasionally go beyond the acceptable limit. People may find you childish and not very attractive in that sense.


>Your Love <

Your fun-loving character attracts opposite sex. Many of those are great.You often find yourself trapped among a few great guys while you have to choose only one.

HAPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE BIRTHDAEEEEEEEEEEEE TO SHERIEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha.... san jie is FINALLY 17... gosh.. sure took her a long time... haha... enjoy ur day sweetie!! *muackx*

Sunday, November 23, 2003

fuckitfuckitfuckit!!!! fucking stupid brainless dumass ger!!!!!
Your soul is bound to the White Rose: The
Pure.

"I've been waiting in the dark for a long
time, shining my beacon of hope through the
shadow. If you see me, don't you hide your
eyes from me."


The White Rose is associated with purity, honor,
and chastity. It is governed by the goddess
Artemis and its sign is The Cross, or Agape.

As a White Rose, you are a person of your word.
You may have a strong moral code, but
regardless of your virtue, you always stay true
to yourself. To you, love is the most pure of
emotional forms and it's just a matter of
waiting for it to bless you. Some people may
say you are too idealistic, but it's only
because you don't want to mess things up.


What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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hmmm.... today(i mean saturday.. its sunday morning now.. hehe...) was fun... rekindled my love for de sport.... hehe.. battled against de elements... fought on.. neva gave up... n we finally reached shore.. was so afraid de current wld take us out to sea.. or tat lightning wld strike.. but we were lucky.. we made it back safely.. de rain felt like needles... piercing our skin.. de rain was liek a heavy fog.. blurring our vision...


" can u stand de rain?? "

Thursday, November 20, 2003

"... this is the Biology Lab. People come here to study life. But everything in this room is dead." - seventeen (december 2003)
fuck dragonboat... chances of getting into de team is only 11C2.. n i had to screw up todays game.... damn!!!!

Wednesday, November 19, 2003

The children had all been photographed, and the teacher was trying to
persuade them each to buy a copy of the group picture. "Just think how
nice it will be to look at it when you are all grown up and say,'There's Jennifer;
she's a lawyer,' or 'That's Michael. He's a doctor.'"
A small voice at the back of the room rang out, "And there's the teacher. She's dead."

ahh.... somehow... like kids more cos of this... hehe...

Monday, November 17, 2003

lalallaaaaaa.... he said "my sch is top 25!!".... me n sheryl looked at each other n beamed.. our sch was top 20!!! hehehe...

Sunday, November 16, 2003

"all bullstrength n no brains"... how totally true!!! been eating sooo much today.. ate apple crumble wif 2 huge scoops of vanilla icecream covered wif whipped cream!!! if esta saw it.. she'll start toking to it n telling it tat it's sinful... if sam saw it.. she go.. "don make me eat".. or something like tat.. or izzit don tempt me??? hmmm... mummi saw n said i was gonna be freaking fat.. i din see it.. i juz gobbled it.. it was delicious!!! heavenly!!!!
my fridge is filled wif cb cakes........ my stomach filled wif cb food..... i'm fat..
ahhh... cut my finger!!!!! but its interesting.. sucked blood.. *smiles*.. am turning in a vampire!!! hehe.. dead butterfly vampire!!!

Thursday, November 13, 2003

Your Name: cassandra leong
Your Date of Birth: 07/17/1986
Your Question or Information: i wanna know myself

Past

Eihwaz - Banishing magick, removal of obstacles and delays, invoking foresight, clearing up hidden issues and situations.

Present

Lagaz - Intuition, imagination, success in studies, creativity, vitality and passion (especially for women).

Future

Tir - Victory, leadership, success over other competitors, increase in finances, virility and passion (especially for men).

Cast the runes here:
Rune Caster

i went to china town today... den after tat... went to suntec to spend quality time wif cassan..

i told cassan "i tink something is wrong wif me.. i'm actually eating chocolate ice-cream!! i hate chocolate ice-cream!!"..

cassan replied "i tink u're going crazy.. first.. u're eating chocolate ice-cream.. den u're toking to yourself.... u're overworked!!"..

so i said "but i'm not toking to myself.. i'm toking to u!!"

cassan rolled her eyes n stated "i'm u n u're me, dumbass!!"

"huh?? wadya u toking bout??" i was mystified..

Wednesday, November 12, 2003

hmmm..... i'm shaking... shaking... shaking from side to side... more of rocking actually... hee.... op tml..den it'll all be over!! *rejoice*
"when there's no more sparks... even wid more oxygen.. dere wont be any fire." thanx kim.. luv ya alwaex..
shy
Shy


rumours ruin friendships.. hasnt anyone heard of platonic friendships?? history is repeating itself.. it happened 3 years ago.. it happened again...

Tuesday, November 11, 2003

see!! i knew it!! u noe me for a while n u're rushing to make judgements!! i'm NOT, i repeat.. i'm NOT wat i seem to be!! don jump to conclusions... i don make huge decisios suddenly.. i tink it over for ages first.. juz like how i shop.. it takes maybe 1 or 2 months to find wat i want.. den another 1 or 2 months to decide tat its worth buying!! damn.. its juz too freaking complicated to write here... maybe i shld stop this whole thing totally... neva eva write true emotions in here.. after all... i DONT wanna be public scandal!!
sigh.. complications.... ppl drift apart.. dey're not willing to make de effort anymore.. dey get new frenz.. dey shift apart from de old... i cant complain can i... after all.. i'm like tat too.. its de memories tat count in de end.. cos nth is foreva... its betta to part on happy memories... isnt it??

Monday, November 10, 2003

time flies.... in sec 1.. i started off hating my sch.. den luving it within de year cos of a special someone... in j1.. i started off hating my sch.. n now i'm neutral cos of frenz... sigh.... time flies...
"my friends are in my heart,not in some-dunno-who's server" lifted from someone's blog.. sorry to tat someone... but i juz found it true n meaningful..

Sunday, November 09, 2003

damn... got bruise on my butt from all tat friction during rowing.... n tat stupid 2.4 we din complete.. (de crazy ppl ran 4.8!!!)... thanx for ying... we slack all de way!! n act like we were running!! haha.. funny ppl...
"when dey're teaching us how to scare ppl in hell or how to be nice in heaven.. i'll sit rite behind u again!!!"

i promise..
was working today.. when tat fucking sr-1st 3 mth class 1a05 came in.. bloody hell only some were there.. but dey made a freaking big fuss.. told cat n she lemme go hide in de kitchen.. had to reappear in de end.. n dey kept staring n staring.. bloody fuck.. neva c human b4 ar??!!!! fuck dem all la..... kBkB...

Saturday, November 08, 2003

eyebrow ring + nipple ring = hothOTHOT!!!!

Friday, November 07, 2003

i suck.. i really do.. u tink u really noe me?? well tink again.. u donno half de things tat run thru my mind.. u tink i'm great?? well i'm not!! i seriously suck.. juz tat u don noe it.. cos i don show it.. my smile.. my laughter.. all a mask.. de computer shows u all de "lolx"s.. "haha"s.."hehe"s.."*grinz*"s.. inside... i'm tortured.. tortured by myself.. i luv de com.. it betrays nth.. i hate de com.. it hides everything.....
wake up cassan!!! wake up!!!!! *slaps across her left cheek* wake up u hear me??? *slaps across right cheek* wake up!! wake up!! juz wake up dammit...
don ignore me dammit.. i repeat.. DON IGNORE ME!!! *biSh*

Thursday, November 06, 2003

"dun like adulthood... once u get in u cant get out.."

"it's a crossroad n u have to choose wisely n stick to it"

true... veri true.....

Wednesday, November 05, 2003

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Name
Age
WayBurned by a pyromaniac.
Past LifeHuman.
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Age
Gender
Killed byhead crushed
Killed becauseyou were an asshole
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Astrological Sign
Angel TypeAngel of Inspiration
Wing ColorWhite
Heavenly WeaponAxe
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Gender
Sexy Body Part IsYour Eyes
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Your Gay Man NamePhillipe
Your Gay Man OccupationGay Rights Posterboy
Your Stereotypical Gay Man TraitSaying "Fabulous!" often
Your Gay Man Music of ChoiceMest
Your Gay Man Cause of DeathChoked on sizeable...you know
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The World Is MINE! by Demonac
Name:
You will conquer:Europe (except your forces are inexplicably defeated in France).
Your title will be:Saint
You will succeed by:Stealing the world's supply of Jell-O powder and making the oceans all wobbly and green.
Your Enforcers will be:Jay and Silent Bob.
Your first act as ruler:Destroy everything you conquered ("Oops").
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hmmm.. saint?? can i be an angel instead?? hehe..
what do they really think of you by purple
lj name
sex
age
your best friend thinksthey could eat you up
your family thinkyou're sweet
strangers thinkyou're not quite sane
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haha.. de last 2 is true!! lalalaaa... SWEET n NOT QUITE SANE!!
Past Life Piracy by Forchan
Your name
OccupationFirst Mate
Ship NameThe Black Moon
# of ships you sacked198
How you diedA sudden drop and a short stop
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What will your Funeral be like? by rashock
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You will die by:You body was found mangled in a brutal death from an insane lover or jealous significate other.The murderer was sentenced to death row but the chair or gas was too good for them. They sowed you up in a bag and tossed you in your casket, It's a closed case unless your friends and family want to be sick.
Death Date:September 8, 2064
Number attending your funeral?24
How much will you leave to friends and family?$4,022,220
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*yawnx.... today was an eventful day... *smilez* gonna TRAINTRAINTRAIN hard for squash.. yep.. tat includes lotsa lotsa running n pumping... but i'll do.. i'll pull thru... cassan's gonna fLy!!

Sunday, November 02, 2003

juz watched uptown girls.... its a nice... heart warming movie..... i seem to like girly movies.... hee... playedmahjong last nite.. ate chicken wings also!! (courtesy of sheryl's dad!! thanx)... den watched rerun of charlie's angels... n fell aslp on de couch... ah... pig!!! haha... but it was fun... girly stuff... oh.. i tink i'm addicted to mopping floors....

i'm killing myself slowly... taking on more den i can handle... hate myself for doing it.. but somehow.. i enjoy it.. being too busy for my own life.. for reality... escapism.. it juz feels so gd...

Saturday, November 01, 2003

lalalaa.... eating my chicago cheesecake.... kinda sick of coffee bean food liao... hehe... lalalaa...... but its still fun.. went to mop floor last nite.. got forced to make kopi also... bleah.... found someone nice to crap wif... hee... i'm killing myself again... taking on more den i can handle.. but wateva.. life is short.. make de most outta it!!!

Friday, October 31, 2003

forgot to update on wed's squash... i squashed my racket.... yep.... too pro liao.. hahaha..... broke my own racket.. lolx.. gimme de excuse to get NEW racket!! lalallaaa... hee.. oh..d en i was using de coach racket.. n i squashed a fly!! as in.. i hit de ball.. n de ball smash de fly!! cool rite!! hehehee.... lallaaa......
haha... lalallalalallalaaaaaa....... i lURvE mY job!!! hehehe... ladida..... crazy spastic ppl.... haha.... funny sia.... today so siasuay!! i made de wrong drink for de customer!! lolx... twice!! n tat ron ar... tsktsk... keep taking pix of himself!! lolx... 50 over pix!! wt??!!! crap sia... life there suits me like a glove to a hand!! oh..ya.. y cant ppl drop their ashes into de ashtrays instead of de floor?? tats wat de ashtrays are for.. dropping ashes!! de floor is for walking on.. not dropping ashes.... hmmm.... mummy's b-day today!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY!!!! I LURVE U!!!!! hehhee.... oh.. happy hell 'o' ween too!!

Monday, October 27, 2003

argh..... tink i'm taking on too many things again... aigh... wateva.... i need to fill my life to prevent myself from hallucinating.... hmmm..... shows nowadays are soooo nice.. haha... n alberts prospective gf all totally sux!!! i shld have gone for audition!! lolx... hey xinyu... wait till i get paid.... i'll fufill my promise!!! haha... luv ya all so much!! *muackx*

Thursday, October 23, 2003

hmmm... was in a kinda funny mood today... was ok in de morning... very hyper n crazy... juz luffing n going crazy.. den donno y.. juz became weird in de noon... de effects of de sugar died down i tink.. sorry xinyu.. sorry sheryl.. i was tinking too much... imagining all de stupid things.. really sorry dearies!!!

Tuesday, October 21, 2003

finally saw him juz now after 4 weeks and 2 days... he seems sooooooo much cuter!!! hehe... n i fell in luv all over again... *smiles blissfully*

Monday, October 20, 2003

if i wanted to open my infamous huge mouth n started ranting n preaching n talking n counselling n influencing... u won even have a miniscule chance at anything at all!! GET IT??!!!!
SimilarMinds.com Compatibility Test

Your match with xinyu
you are 95% similar
you are 81% complementary

How Compatible are You with me?

*bEamZ* frenz foreva!!! no matter where u go.. i'll hunt u down n keep u wif me!! luv u so much sis!!! u're de BEST there can eva BE!!!

Sunday, October 19, 2003

entrancing
You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.


What kind of kiss are you?
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monk's was nice.. saw lotsa ppl.. saw leo.. jon.. kianzi..his NY gf..eugene n frenz..n my primary sch fren who was snogging in de middle of de dance floor... haha..but we missed stef....... hehe.. den sat outside wif leo n tokked n tokked bout lotsa stuff...

Friday, October 17, 2003

aha! eating maggi mee now... my mama felt like eating.. so i finish half for her!! *grinz*
Hecate
Hecate


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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Hecate
Hecate


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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somehow it feels like something is missing... u seem distant.. faraway.. or izzit juz me?? i donno.. i really donno... maybe its cos it's been so long.... n i guess tat's my fault too.. i'm always too busy.. too tired.. too tied up wif everything except u.... i sorry... really sorry.... but de more times tat word is used... de more it is degraded.. devalued... it will neva lose it's full value.. like a ln graph... going very near.. but neva hitting zero.. de artifice of de word will remain... but de meaning behind it will be totally eroded one day...
dormancy
dormancy


WHAT IS YOUR STATE OF LIFE?
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40-50% Horny
If It Comes, Your So happy, its such a privelge to
make love to someone you Love, Your Horny only
because you need to feel that emotion called
Love. Your 40-50% Horny


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i'm eating a tom yam pao.. juz now.. ate a berries n cream bun.. n a tuna n cheese puff.. lata.. i'm gonna eat pizza bread, 2 sweet secrets cake n hopefully pizza hut for dinner.... i am PIGGIN' OUT!!! n i'm luvin' it!! hehe...

NY was once again flooded today... de water rised to abt 2 inches above grass lvl.. de small drains ard de sch was overflowing... i can hear de mosquitoes squealing wif joy!!! wait... do mosquitoes squeal???

Tuesday, October 14, 2003

lAdidA.. says:wat bout frogs??

wHaT oN eArTh |s Wr0nG... cAn'T eVeN tAlK t0 y0u... | sHoUlD jUsT d|e says:
they sit on lily pads and go *oOoHhHmmMm*

some weird involuntary mechanical beings in an institution out to destroy our lives.. says:oh..

some weird involuntary mechanical beings in an institution out to destroy our lives.. says:but i cant sit on a lily pad.. i'll sink..
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zhizhizhizhizhizhizhizhizhizhizhizhizhi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i miss u so much... sobx...
aha! finally change template... its not wat i expected tho... but i'll keep trying!!! yup.. make it more personal also... maybe.. we'll c... haix.. i messed up 2 days... hope i'll learn to live properly soon... STOP BEING A FAILURE N WAKE UP!! cant even manage my own life n i wanna poke my nose into ppl's fucked up life... try teach dem how to get a life when i don even have one!! GET A LIFE GER!!! i'm so dumb... extreme failure... fuck it.....

now gotta plan for tat fucking leap carnival... waste of fucking time only!!! bloody school n their bloody ideas... n bloody fucking irresponsible who put me in charge w/out even esking!!! FUCK U ALL!!!!
argh.. slacking at home... again... going gym lata.. after i go hospital... i'm bored!!

Sunday, October 12, 2003

Season = Spring
You're Most Like The Season Spring ...

Fresh faced, with a young outlook on life - you
smile at the world and expect it to smile back
at you. You're mostly a bubbly, fun - innocent
person. Described as cute possibly. However,
you're a little naive about things and tend to
be a little too trustworthy.
As the first season, It Makes you the youngest -
and so most immature - but people are inclined
to look out for and protect you.

Well done... You're the most fun of the seasons :)


?? Which Season Are You ??
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chucked right at de back... all de way behind tat fucking bastard.. fuck u all!!
juz finished promos in tat place.. time realy seems to fly.. i'm still dreaming... dreaming bout my dream sch... but i'm rooted to tat mud house.. i'll probably finish A's there n still be wondering y de hell i'm even there in de first place...

Monday, October 06, 2003

Bird died. Please observe at least 30 seconds of silence for this tiny breath of life tat neva did anyone harm but got abused in the end.. n died..

rest in peace my dear.. may God bless you n i hope tat whereva u are now.. life will be much betta..me n mummy luv ya!! n u're beautiful!!!

Friday, October 03, 2003

things i cant stand:

1. U!!

wtf do u tink u are?? spoiling my plans again n again... hanging ur head down.. ashamed of urself?? or acting melancholic?? probably happy tt u got wat u wanted u miserable waste of life!! one day.. u'll lose all tt u have.. all bcos u held on far too tight... get a grip of urself!! noe ur limits.. noe not to disrupt ppl's routine when dey're trying to study!!

2. de automatic-flush toiletbowl

wat more can i say?? it cant even allow me to pee in peace!! it shld be condemned!!!

3. irritating neighbours

STAY OFF MY DOORSTEP U PUNY FREAKS!!! go sit on ur own door step!! its not as if u don haev one!! between u thingies.. u have 2 doorsteps!! so stick to urs!! i've a gd mind to buy a ferocious dog to scare u disruptive thingies off!! oh.. n stop holding screaming n stomping competitions outside my room corridor!! i'll fling my stinky shoes at u!!!


freaking hell... in a really bad mood now.. u spoilt my day!! ihateuihateuihateu!!!!! mouth feels stuck together. cant open dem... so i'll juz write off my angst.. den again.. maybe not..

Thursday, October 02, 2003

aha.. i'm honoured.. there's only 2 ppl on benjy's list on contacts in his blog now.. n i'm one of dem!! *gRinz*
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ppl i luv lots rite now:
xinyu

zhi

sheryl

weiying

esta

esta's mom!!! *evil grin*

blackie

yup... it's official.. the school is plotting to murder de lot of us.. dengue fever is wide spread.. my classmate juz tio... de canal outside de sch is clogged. a "crocodile" is blocking everything.. leaves n clutter are cluttering up n de water in there is totally stagnant.. de mosquitoes are breeding like nobody's business!! can juz imagine de mosquitoes sending signals all over de world,"massive breeding grounds outside NYJC!!! spread msg n come immediately!!"... den de whole school will be infested..... dey're fogging de school everyday now... i'm breathing in toxic daily.. if i don die from dengue.. may juz die from immense toxic fuming my respiratory system..

Tuesday, September 23, 2003

"one day two parallel lines will eventually meet..."

"lolx... how?? dey can start n end at de same time n place.. but there will alwaez be a distance between dem.. dey can look at each other all thru their journey... but dey can neva eva be together...."


one day, luv asked frenship,"y do u exist when i already exist??"... frenship simply replied," to bring a smile where u leave tears..."


de distorted version....


one day, frenship asked luv,"Y de hell do u exist when in de end i'm de only one left???"

luv thot for a while den said,"there are some things tat only i can do.. things tat u can neva do cos u're onli a fren.... *smirks*"

frenship rolled his eyes n said, "shuddup u horny bastard... u're lust!! not luv...."

den a small voice spoke up from somewhere, "i exist in everyone n everywhere.. even lust cant exist without a tiny bit of luv.. i'm in u too, frenship, tats y u exist.. frenship is term for luv between frenz"...

for a moment.. frenship n lust looked puzzled.. even shocked.. den he smiled.. for there was a mutual understanding ....

Friday, September 19, 2003

argh... tat attap roof is also pestering me everytime i go online!!!! SHOO!!!!! SHOO EVERYBODY!!! SHOO!!!!
hmmm..... the koi's son's school mate is pestering me again... after like almoz 1 yr??? gues he forgot de ticking off from xinyu n sheryl de last time... hehehe...

Thursday, September 18, 2003

today is really eventful... firstly.. i wanna wish esta happy birthday!!! (btw.. yesterday was andy's birthday... happy birthday boi!!)during de last period... there was a really heavy rain!! n a tree was uprooted!! haha... NY is falling apart!!! den.. we went out to eat after sch... marcus treated me, weiying, gideon, steven n of cos.. esta to lunch at pizza hut... thanx!! oh ya.. kev msg me.. he got a1 for de 4 subj he got back so far!!! bleah.. but well done!!! hehe... before tat... we were outside de hairdresser n gid was cutting his hair.. saw a few teen malay guys dragging an older malay to de steps... den punching him.. he tried to get up twice.. n dey punch him twice more.. it was scary!! den dey walk past us again in de direction where dey came from.. de beaten up guy spat out lotsa blood!! lata.. i went to look. n saw his tooth lying on de ground... dey punched him till his molar came out!! ouch..... i was deeply traumatised.. anyway.. we ate..... den went to j8.. me, est n ying took pix together... it was funny.. but fun.. hehe.. oh.. est's bumblebee took wif us also!! hehe.. cute!! yep.. due to de heavy rain... n de fact tat my kitchen window was not closed.. i came home to c my dear ger all wet!!! haha.. so i cleaned up everything.... feel so gd!! haha..

Tuesday, September 16, 2003

aha!! i'm really sick!!! hehe... de docter diagnosed me wif sore throat n fever!!! *smilez*

Sunday, September 14, 2003

Taurus
You should be dating a Taurus.
20 April - 20 May
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bullshit..... me luRvEs cApRicoRn!!

lalalallalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa................. life totally sux... really don wanna go back to sch!!! i don wanna study.. don wanna face exams!!! argh.... to all those taking o levels n n levels soon... study hard k!!! ganbatte!!!

Thursday, September 11, 2003

in de past.. when i played hide & seek at de void deck.. we wld run all ard... den when we cant find de hiding ppl.. we will start shouting for dem.... juz now.. i saw some boys playing hide & seek at de void deck.. the seeker couldnt find the hiders... he sat down at de stone table.. took out his handphone n called dem.. "oi!! where u all hiding??!!!"

how time has changed....

Sunday, September 07, 2003

lalalalalalaaaaaaaaaaa.... it's been 8 mths...... hehe.... juz realised.... 8 wonderful months... luv u dearest!!!
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Tuesday, September 02, 2003

Hate List: Top 5 (in no order of merit, all equally sux)


5. Sch Uni


4. Schs


3. Nosey Parkers


2. Busy Bodies


1. Single-Deck Bus

Saturday, August 30, 2003

ok.. this sux... everything thing i typr juz now is erased!! haix.. i'll retype ba... de impt stuff anyway... yeap.. i learnt some stuff bout some ppl... some who blow off their old frenz whom dey've known for years.. n stick wif their new frenz tat dey juz noe this yr.. how much do dey noe bout u anyway... all dey c is on de surface!! yeap... den there are those tat pang seh old frenz n tchers for some chalet.. u're not as matured n sensible as u think... those ppl u noe.. are dey really frenz.. or ppl taking advantage of ur innocence?? some things go way beyond de surface.. u tink u noe dem well... but can u really read their every move??? don exchange ur innocence for wat u tink is world wisdom... its probably juz a nasty lesson in disguise.. de minds of ppl in different age grps n different sexes are different.. be wary.....

take care frenz.. don rush thru life n leave happiness behing in ur haste.. take ur time to grow up.. there's no rush... after all... u have de rest of ur life to grow up.. take ur time.. take in all de wonderful sights around u... after all, it's a one way road that u only pass thru once...

Monday, August 18, 2003

sometimes... utter loneliness sets in... loneliness is not when u're all alone in a room... rather.. its when u're in a crowded room but u are unable to communicate wif anyone... dey all seem to be blocked out by this invisible wall... u try screaming for help but noone hears n noone cares... de final straw comes when u try to reach out.. but gets shrugged off... u wanna run.. juz run n run n run... run outta tat room.... u look round n round.... but there is no door... no door outta tat room.... u realise tat u r trapped.... trapped.........

Saturday, August 09, 2003

happy national day!!! saw so many cuties during flag day todae.. oh... got one scgs angmoh slut also.... cant stand.. so young look like whore liao...

Thursday, August 07, 2003

hmmm..... din go sch todae... woke up at 11.30.. felt so gd!! but my whole body is aching.. sux la... haix.... ny sux!!

Tuesday, July 29, 2003

ello ppl!!! i finally got online!!! haha... feels gd!! *grinz* but i'm bored... chatting... chacking mail... same ole' shit.. haha.. like me... a pile of walking shit... argh.. ny sux... thankfully.. i still have a bunch of frenz to curse de sch wif me!!! haha... lalala..... i gonna go da xiao ren!! hehehee... stupid sch.. wan me wear a kuku uniform in a kuku manner??? forget it!! screw ya!!! bloddy ole' cheena piece of shit.. oh.. ya.. got attitude problem also!! KB!!!

Wednesday, July 23, 2003

hmmm.. nth to say... i'm bored.. gonna go get court shoes tml.. din go for PT todae.. gonna make up for it maybe next week.. hmmm... de tv show very interesting.. ack.. beanie was shocked when he saw me this morning!!! bleah... life sux... oh.. ya... de gers from pn's class sux.. specially tat AH... n oh.. ya... tat ger who was smacking his shoulder repeatedly den ran off to tok to pants in de ass sux too... NOONE smacks my son!!! shit u...

Thursday, July 17, 2003

hee.. firstly, i wanna thank everyone!!! this is de best b-dae i eva had!!! hehe.. after sch.. went
coffee bean wif weiying to meet xinyu n pn... den chay came after tat.. lolx... dey planned a
really great suprise for me... thanx xinyu.. we went to hg mall cos weiying wanted to go
library.. guess who suddenly appeared?? zhi. hehe.. i was looking for court shoes in de shop.. den
when i was walking out.. suddenly saw him.. hee... it was a nice shock.. *gRiNx*he gave me my
prezzies.. wif an audience watching.. de shop assistant was smiling away.. n 4 ppl were
watching me from across de mall... lolx... thanx anyway ppl.. hehe... den went to gramma house
to celebrate.. my uncle b-dae also... den went to xuelin house.. k.. i'm gonna do wat xinyu did..
ppl who wished me: lotsa ppl!! de first one was xiaoshi, den jeanne den alecia.. weiying came in
fourth!! haha... oh.. de chinese tcher n de koi wished me also.. lolx...

stuff i got:
from xinyu dearest - a big heart pillow (resting on my bed now) + a ff bear mug + a love

keychain + a pair of butterfly earings + a photo frame + one side of a earring (from her bro,

she got de other side.. lolx..) + a B-E-U- tiful card!! thanx sis!!!

from dear dearest - a B-E-A-utiful sunflower (on my dressing table in a purple glass now) + 7

assorted candles +a piggie photo holder which is holding a heart

from weiying, esta (main organisers rite??) n a whole lot of other ppl(bout 30++, will put up

list when i get it..)- a NEW HANDPHONE!!!!!!! same model as my old one... but thanx soooo

much!!! hehee.... oh.. n 2 cards.. one tat looks like funeral photo.. one tat is normal.. but i luv

both.. don worry!!

from xuelin- de purple glass(which is resting on my dressing table, holding my sunflower.. )

*gRinX*

from alecia- de love note!! lolx...

from LiuEy, pEirOng n CaiLiNg - de hp thingie wif my name on it.. (hanging on my new

phone now!! hehehee...)

from xinyu's mummy- hong bao.. thankew aunty!!! hehehee..

from my cygnus frenz- a red n white bikini.. hee.. thanx wor!! i wore it liao!! lolx...
erm... pls msg me if i left out anyone.. thanx so much for a wonderful day!! luv ya all!!!

Wednesday, July 16, 2003

oOKie.. went for squash today... back still hurting.. but i had fun.. made a new fren!! her name is Grace!! eh... used to be from scgs.. hehe... cute ger!! n we are working to de same aim: thresh AC.. may sound impossible.. but its alwaes nice to have someone wif de same vision as u.. supporting u along de way.. hehehee.. lalalaaa.. hmmm.... i'm getting kinda crazy these days.. i miss u dear!!! oh... cant forget.. HAPPY B-dAE VEENA!!!!!

Tuesday, July 15, 2003

okie.. todae is xinyu's b-dae... HAPPY B-DAE GER!!!!hehe... hope she likes all her prezzies!! hehe... take care dear!! hehee.. oh.. n tml is veena's b-dae... happy b-dae ger!!! heh.... may everyone be happy foreva n eva!!! hehe...

Wednesday, July 09, 2003

ello!! i'm busy getting ready some stuff... juz hope i have enuff time to complete everything.. havent done de koi's stuff.. tml sure die.. bleah.. used to it anyway.. yucko guy.. keep criticising us.. well.. i'll prove u right!! for now anyway.. hee.. oooo... haven seem *ahem for veri long liao.. missin ya!!! hee~

Tuesday, July 08, 2003

Dear God, as u receive this prayer, i wonder if de twins are wif u. i hope dey are, n i hope dey're happy. God, if i were u, i'll be really irritated by now.. but i still muz say this.. can i pls pls pls have my phone?? Thank You. Bless my ma n me, so tat we both get de phone calls tat we desperately wanna receive. Bless all de ppl taking chinese oral, that things will go well for dem. Bless everyone, let dem see joy in whatever situation dey are in. Amen.
lolx.. it's hard to believe tat u can still get 3rd in class for a subj even tho u fail.. lolx.. congrats anyway.. heh... hmmm.. got back lit n econs today.. got D n E for lit papers.. n i was sooo happy.. i neva thot i wld be happy seeing a D on my paper.. if this were sec sch.. i'll be crying like mad.. but i guess JC is juz different.. maybe it's juz too tough tat even getting an AO pass makes me rejoice.. or maybe it's juz cos i don care anymore..
hey ger.. don be sad bout oral k.. it sucked for us too... juz do ur best for de compo n de other sections..

i wonder if Ladan n Laleh are in heaven now.. walking beside God.. well.. tho dey din make it.. at least dey got wat dey wanted.. to be seperated.. i donno wat to say also.. Rest in Peace. Amen.

Monday, July 07, 2003

heyhey.. hehe.. went to orchard to get prezzies for leo n kwee juz now.. den went to east coast for wat i still donno.. sat at de mac for a very long time.. our main event of de day was... waiting for amanda!!! lolx.. so.. while waiting.. we sat at mac for a very long time.. den we went to de beach.. we juz stood ard doing nth.. oh.. den we watched 2 grps of fools making a fool of dem selves.. de first grp was some malays trying to bodysurf or someting.. de second grp was a bunch of ppl ard our age playing wif a supermkt trolley.. dey were pushing each other ard in it.. how lame can u get??? anywae.. when amanda finally came.. we juz sat ard n tok for awhile.. den dey raped pk.. (pk has swollen nipples now!!!) hee~ den went to pasta mania for dinner at parkway.. leo din wanna eat.. he was going home for dinner... but in de end.. he helped me n jun finish our pasta.. haha... den we cut de cake.. n took pix wif de cake n our prezzies.. kwee n leo both got a tee from flash n splash.. n a really shiny n bright black boxers wif red hearts (we signed on de boxers!! hehe..)oh.. n dey gave me a red n white bikini.. thanx so much!!! u rock!! hehe... it was a somewat lame but fun day... muz meet up soon k!!! luv ya all!!! *muackx*oh.. leo produced a quotable quote.. but i forgot.. its something to do wif peeing all over de place being in fashion now!! typical leo...
ok.. firstly.. happy 17 b-dae to leonard n qingqing.. enjoy ur day wif ur loved ones k!! hehee.. study hard but play hard too!!!

secondly.. it been 6 mths... 6 veri sweet mths... i luv ya!! take care k!!! *mUaCkx*

Sunday, July 06, 2003

ack.. trying desperately to get online...
hey xinyu!! i ordered de satay liao!! n de balachan for de sting ray also settled liao... hee~ so excited!!! haha... gonna party like mad!!! yeh!!! oh.. my mom said i was crazy.. u noe.. bout de cake thing... *grinz sheepishly*
hey liyin.. don brood over wat appened... dey're all hypocrites la... condemn us cos of ONE single mistake... heck la.. n don worry... tat bastard who got SI wont have an easy life... we go piss him off k!! he has NO RIGHT to act big juz cos he got SI.. we can act big too!! cos we're his seniors.. but we wont.. cos we're NICE ppl!! hehe... yeh!! lolx..
hey dear.. wassup??!! haha... hope u had a GREAT time last nite... lolx... take care n don forget to TRAIN HARD!! *grinz* AC will make it for next yr's bball com!! erm... rite?? i hope so... hehe..
Dear God.. are u sick n tired of me yet?? well... sorry but i'm still gonna repeat de same old thing.. can u PLEASE let de person wif my phone feel guilty n decide to return it to me??? thank you. Amen.
ok.. i'm one day late.. but liyin.. heck wat dey do la... dey're alwaez liddat... hypocrites.. treat us like shit.. we did so much for dem... but juz cos we cant make it for de overseas trip.. dey condemn us... nvm.. help u chu qi!! hehe... go back xm n make trouble for dem.. argh... specially him.. so wat if he's de SI.. last time everytime lick ppl boots.. now got rank liao can hao lian la... f*** off!! no matter wat.. we're still his senior lor... bleah~
ooooo... stacy was looking for me!! i'm soooooo honoured!! ellO stacy!!! haha.. i juz lost my phone la... so noone can contact me.. hehe... hmmm.... all de bez to u n chung k!! *grinz*.. stay funkyfunky!! oh.. n zhi gonna stay at ken's hse tonite.. wonder wat dey're up to... hmmmmm

Saturday, July 05, 2003

haix.. today started horribly!! i was supposed to reach sch at 8.. guess wat?? i woke up at 8.15!!argh.. wtf.. den rush to sch bout 8.45 liao.. i missed like 3/4 of de listening compre lor.. bleah.. den only completed some questions.. de rest is anyhow do.. hee~ got some help from alecia.. thanx babe!! heh.. went to eat mac breakfast wif daryl, stevie, esta, weiying n xinyu... n.... we decided to organise a NY PARTY!!! it will be de first party in history tat ny organise k!! heh... lalala... shld be end-of-year.. after a level.. *gRiNz* oh.. den after breakfast, went to weiyings house to wait for tuition to start.. den me n xinyu help our dear duMb to do up her blog!! hehehee... den after tuition go plan bbq at coffee bean.. moz things are finalised liao.. hehe.. great work angels!!

Friday, July 04, 2003

ok.. today was a wondeful day. y? cos i went HOME!!! yep.. went home to xinmin... no place can ever make me feel so at ease.. so comfortable n so happy.. juz running ard de sch like how i used to do.. going ard n seeing familiar faces everywhere.. it really feels great! saw kimmy n benjy n justin n blackie n dennis n liyin n xiuling n MDM EE!!! n MR SHARMA!! n sixiang n wing n koh n yuen yan n tang keng n sheryl n vivenne n maryam n kevin n nan shun n patrick n shao feng n anthony n teck li n tat shortie n feifei n him n sooo many more!! it feels good to be home.. *grinz* i luv y'all at xinmin.. you're awesome, ya?!! hee.. oh.. went to eat at cafe cartel n play pool n bowl after tat..

oh.. chinese oral sucked.. i neva felt so confidence-less b4.. it sucked..

Dear God.. i havent given up hope.. can i plsplspls have my phone back>> i'm DESPERATELY waiting for de person who took it to feel guilty n return it.. Amen.
ok.. today was a wondeful day. y? cos i went HOME!!! yep.. went home to xinmin... no place can ever make me feel so at ease.. so comfortable n so happy.. juz running ard de sch like how i used to do.. going ard n seeing familiar faces everywhere.. it really feels great! saw kimmy n benjy n justin n blackie n dennis n liyin n xiuling n MDM EE!!! n MR SHARMA!! n sixiang n wing n koh n yuen yan n tang keng n sheryl n vivenne n maryam n kevin n nan shun n patrick n shao feng n anthony n teck li n tat shortie n feifei n him n sooo many more!! it feels good to be home.. *grinz* i luv y'all at xinmin.. you're awesome, ya?!! hee.. oh.. went to eat at cafe cartel n play pool n bowl after tat..

oh.. chinese oral sucked.. i neva felt so confidence-less b4.. it sucked..

Dear God.. i havent given up hope.. can i plsplspls have my phone back>> i'm DESPERATELY waiting for de person who took it to feel guilty n return it.. Amen.
ok.. today was a wondeful day. y? cos i went HOME!!! yep.. went home to xinmin... no place can ever make me feel so at ease.. so comfortable n so happy.. juz running ard de sch like how i used to do.. going ard n seeing familiar faces everywhere.. it really feels great! saw kimmy n benjy n justin n blackie n dennis n liyin n xiuling n MDM EE!!! n MR SHARMA!! n sixiang n wing n koh n yuen yan n tang keng n sheryl n vivenne n maryam n kevin n nan shun n patrick n shao feng n anthony n teck li n tat shortie n feifei n him n sooo many more!! it feels good to be home.. *grinz* i luv y'all at xinmin.. you're awesome, ya?!! hee.. oh.. went to eat at cafe cartel n play pool n bowl after tat..

oh.. chinese oral sucked.. i neva felt so confidence-less b4.. it sucked..

Dear God.. i havent given up hope.. can i plsplspls have my phone back>> i'm DESPERATELY waiting for de person who took it to feel guilty n return it.. Amen.

Wednesday, July 02, 2003

ahhh... finish sch soooo early tat it was like not going to sch at all todae.. *gRiNz*went town wif esta n ying.. decided to eat breakfast at mac.. ahhh... sinful start to de day.... hee.. den esta went to meet her fren.. n chay came to meet us!! woAh!! someone getting more n more gerger wor... heh... wonder wats de reason behind her change.. hehe.. well.. so de 3 of us went to watch charlie's angels.. this is awesome ya!! yea.. i watched it again.. n i even replayed de scene of me losing de phone... den we hid in de toilet n waited for de screening of de next show.. den we show weijia n co.!! n realised tat de next show was still charlie's angels.. so we went out.. walked ard.. went to tangs to try gowns... ended up in heeren trying clips!! haha.. lame ole' me bot many clips!!! den xinyu finally came.. i mean.. when we were watching de angels.. de poor gal was struggling thru geog papers!! oOpx.. hehehehee... but.. everything is over anyway.. so tats gd.. den.. ate somemore.. n esta got tricked by my singtel operater lines!! lolx.. she sweared n hung up!!! hahaha.. lalala... ya.. den after tat.. went tpy.. den went home.. soooo tired!!!

Dear God.. i'm still grieving for my dearest phone.. can u pls make de person who took my phone feel guilty n decide to return it to me?? pls... oh.. n if gv cant reach me.. dey can alwaex send a mail!! thank you God.. Amen.

Tuesday, July 01, 2003

oh.. i miss my phone.. cant tat person get guilty n return it to me??? pls God...
okie... went to j8 wif ying, esta n gideon juz now to celebrate de end of exams... actually.. its not yet de end... still got chinese.. but who cares bout chinese??? hee~ den ying's aunt sent me home.. donno y i suddenly told her a story.. told her bout de time when my very gd friend in pri 4 gave me a hamster.. she juz learnt how to rollar blade.. n she bladed to my house n put de young litta hamster in my letter box.. den she bladed home n called me to go open my mail box.. she kept denying tat it was a hamster... juz persuade me go check asap.. when i opened it.. a cute furry beigh hamster poke its nose outta de opening... hehee.. i lost contact wif her eva since we went to sec. sch... den lata on.. heard de song "graduation" by vitamin c.. sigh... nostalgia..

to diana soh.. whereva u are now... all de best n stay sweet n bubbly... sometimes.. i wonder if u're one of those babes tat walk pass me on de street.. wld i still recognise u if i saw u today??

to sophia law.. juz saw u tat day... u've changed... so much more mature now.. (duh~) i miss de days when we sat behind tat curly hair tcher n made fun of her on de way to swimming lesson..

to lim pei sin.. donno wat to say.. i juz miss hanging out wif u... tokking to u tat day was like a trip down memory lane... n i miss ur granma's agar-agar also!! hee..

to lynnette tan.. ahhh.... u've changed so much.. but in my heart.. u'll alwaez be de lynnette tat got "raped" by me n diana.. de girlish lynnette wif de streamline body n pink swimsuit..

to lydia wong.. finally contacted u after like 4 years... well done ger!!! u've alwaex been brainy n cool.. hee.. rmb de times when miss lim alwaex mix us up.. we really looked like twins huh..

to audrey teo.. another brainy gal who ended u in rgs.. welcome home dear!! to a school in de heartlands.. ajc.. but i still tink u shld have gone to rjc la.. heh.. i miss de days when we juz sat ard n tokked cok.. when we rushed to help huang lao shi take bks in de morning..

to tan shumming.. ahhh.... i'll alwaex rmb de daex we quarrelled wif those stupid montfort boys... we alwaex out-talked dem!!! haha... those asses... n when we sang tat song to clement!! he ignored us.. but i bet he was fuming!!!

to ho ling.. wat appened to u??? don even noe where u went... i miss u sia!!! heh.. yea.. u were there when we insulted clementi.. heh... those were de days....

to lee bee wan.. ger ar.. study hard la.. don let us down k.. rmb u promised us to be guai.. but tat was so long ago.. u're a great dancer anyway.. keep it up!! hehe..

to serene chia.. yea.. sorta contacted u de most these 4 yrs.. u've not changed much.. still chio n sweet.. still de sch belle.. like ah-bee... quiet yet noisy.. how can i describe u?? oh.. i rmb copying ur ting xie!!! hahaha... but i still failed anyway..

to deng huiwen.. yea.. u've changed too.. i mean.. everyone has la.. but i'll alwaex rmb u as DHL!!! heh.. de prefect wif really neat hand writing tat hated miss wong also!! hahaha.. (hmmm... did anyone of us actually like her??)

to ng shi yun.. haha.. sometimes.. i read thru de letters tat we wrote to each other n i feel like luffing!! heh... all those hearts tat we drew.. all those prince william, 999, handsome guy... lolx.. so childish!!! haha.. but so fun...

to li jing hui.. our dearest olive!! aka chrysanthemum(in chin)!! haha.. rmb when all of us go downstairs playgrd.. play badminton n thresh banana-man n gang!! hahah!! cool sia!! alwaex make dem siasuay somemore!! hehehee..

to zhuang ming li.. is tat ur surname?? juz realised tat i neva knew ur surname.. tink its chng.. u moved away in pri 3/4.. den i called u once in sec 1.. u were in st nics.. wonder how u are now.. i miss running upstairs to ur flat.. playing barbie doll all afternoon!!

to janice tng.. hey ger.. how are u?? sorta lost contact wif u after pri4.. when we got to diff class.. don even know wat sec sch u went to.. don even noe if i can still recognise u.. but i miss those days.. throwing ice-cubes at passing vehicles from ur balcony.. so evil!!! heh..

to josella lee.. u moved away from us too.. shifted to tampines.. met once or twice after tat.. but neva really made de effort to keep in touch.. wonder how u r too..

cant really rmb any more.. but to all my dearest frenz.. take care whereva u are.. i miss u guys...

to da jie.. all de bez in nyp k!! jia you wor!!! heh.. n don bully jie fu hor!! hahahaa..
er jie.. study hard for ur geog paper tml k!! den we go be chiongsters!!!
san jie.. u also study hard!! after exams we go chiong ar!!! hahaha... yea baby!!
luv u all lots n lots!!!

Sunday, June 29, 2003

i really have no life.. i donno de time n i cant contact anyone... all cos i lost my phone..
Dear God.. Please let tat person who got my phone get guilty n decide to return my phone..... Please..... Amen.
i want my phone back.. only when u lose someting do u realise it's true worth.. i cant contact any one at all rite now.. neither can anyone contact me.. argh... feel so restricted!!!
havent really studied for lit either.. juz procrastinating.. i don wanna go back to sch!!!

eeewwww!!!! she actually won!!! tat ugly funny looking thingie... eeewwwww!!!

Saturday, June 28, 2003

ok... i wanna say a VERY HAPPIE BIRTHDAT to de most gentleman-ly guy i noe... yep.. its NG KHAY WEE!! to a very dear n wondeful fren.. n a very generous n helpful n funny n kind n tolerant person.. may this day be filled wif joy n laughter n all de hapiness in de world.. take care my fren.. we'll celebrate ur b-dae soon!! hehe
hee... today is a great day. my heart has become lighter.. n i am soooo much happier.. i have a new day in my calender!! saturday will now be known as x-c-day!!! hehehee... life is kinda great w/out a hp... oh.. i went for 2 job interviews todae.. i walked out on de first one.. hahaha.. cos de place damn ulu la.. hahahaa.. den after tat.. went for interview #2.. i really went for it.. but i decided not to go for it.. lata.. went to starbucks (sorry sheryl!!) to meet xinyu.. n i took their application form.. if nth goes wrong.. u may c me in starbucks soon... hmmm.... or maybe coffee bean.. i prefer coffee bean.. we'll c... i'm gonna get a job.. tats for sure.. de sistas rock!! >--mei-li--dong-ren--ke-kou--ke-le--> foreva!!!

Thursday, June 26, 2003

ok... clumsy ole' me did something dumb again... lost my hand phone in de cinema.. something made me turn back to check.. but i was to urgent for de toilet so i juz ran off.. when i was outta de toilet den realised tat my phone was gone... ran back to check but someone took it already.. tried calling my phone.. but tat whoeva already turned it off.. so bobian.. called mama to ask her cancell de line for me.. haix.. so sad... had so many memories in tat phone!!!! n tat wonderful tat denise played during lit in SRJC.. sorry ger.. tats gone too... all de nice msges from ppl... things tat i couldnt bear to delete.. also gone... sobx... at least *he was there to lend a shoulder.. n lata *she appeared to giv comfort.. thanx so much... but de hole is my heart is still there... I"M SO HORRIBLE!!! if only i had checked.. argh.....

Dear God, pls let whoeva-it-is who took my hp feel guilty n return it to GV.. den GV can return it to me.. pls God.. tat phone means alot to me.......i really want it back.. i believe in your powers God.. pls help me... Amen.

btw.. charlie's angels: full throttle was nice.. too bad.. it brings back bad memories.. haix.. i miss my phone.. n i noe it misses me too..... bring back.. oh bring back.. oh bring back my hp to me, to me...

Tuesday, June 24, 2003

oOoOoo... catch this show on ch 5, 10 pm tonite... its called cherry falls n its real cool... its about this serial killer who targets virgins.. so all de high school kids organise a party where dey all come together to lose their virgins... cool rite.. there is this scene where half way thru their *ahem*ing.. de killer appears.. he runs thru de room chasing some kids.. oblivious to all de other couples lying side by side *ahem*ing... hehe.. watched this show wif sheryl n xinyu last time.. heh... it was my idea to watch this show.. hahaha... yeayea... bian tai kuang...
hehehee.... it was nice.. i'll giv her 2 thumbs up!! haha... thanx for lunch sis!!
oOooOoo... xinyu is cooking spaghetti now.. n she's bringing it over later... hmmmm..... interesting.... i'll update on de taste lata...

Monday, June 23, 2003

btw.. thanx gid, xuelin, khay wee n luke.. its nice of u... but nth can help me when i'm in this mood..
woke up at 6.45 n left de house at 7.30... supposed to meet xinyu, weiying n chay at yishun interchange at 8.. i reached at 8.15am.. guess wat?? i wqas actually de earliest!!! miracle sia... i'm usualyl de latest... xinyu came shortly after.. den we went to yishun safra first.. veri nice pool there.. went to look for yinsiu... saw chris there also..he asked me for more lame jokes.. sorry tho', couldnt tink of any.. weiyong n chay finally arrived at donno wat time.. den we went to climb de kiddies playgrd.. kinda fun actually.. went to lobby aftertat cos it was damn hot.. den me n xinyu went out to find food... n in de midst of it all.. we missed de com totally.. defeats our perpose of going.. btw.. i feel liek punching a certain someone in de nose!! i'm warning u: be nice to yinsiu.. or else!! oh.. den weiying n chay ate half of my polo b4 dey decided to call n ask if dey can eat anot... lolx... badbad ppl..... anyway.. went orchard to walkwalk.. while *someone had to go n coax a freaking 17 yr old spoilt brat!! saw soooo many nice clothes.. but no $$ to buy.. went home early.. had dinner.. den went out to study.. n tat freaking thingie in my house started accusing me of all kinds of shit... SCREW U!!! spoil my day!!

Friday, June 20, 2003

hee... xinyu, shimin, weiying n me went to celebrate yinsiu's b-dae juz now.. went to ESCAPE!!! haha... den we went on de cadbury together.. n we sang her a b-dae song while we were on it.. haha.. but..... she din hear it... so... we went on de cadbury again.. this time, yinsiu din wanna ride.. so we sat facing her at de edge n re- sang her b-dae song!!! hahaha... sang so loud tat practically eeryone cld hear!! lolx... it was soooo fun!! haha... den go play somemore.. den eat.. den play.. den felt vomitty.. hehe... den went home.. oh!! saw 3 of my pri sch fren there.. all working there!! haha.. pualine, peixin n wahida... feel so good toking to dem again!!! lolx... wonderful day today!!

Thursday, June 19, 2003

hmmm.... came home bout 7.30om todae.. stayed at ying's hse last nite.. n rewatch de whole mvp qing ren.. really luv tat show.. especially gaoxing n barbie.. juz luv both of dem so much la.. hehehe... oh.. xinyu n shimin were there too.. tho *someone* slept thru moz of de nite.. hehehee... den went for breakfast ard 10.. ying was de only one tat din slp hole nite!!! zai wor!!! lolx... sian... play finish.. now time to study!!!
i wanted to put a pix here.. a really nice pix.. not juz de backgrd but also de ppl in it.. this pix brings back memories.. many B-E-A-utiful memories.. tat i hope will one day reanact itself.. so all those extra ppl in de current picture.. yes, i'm hinting at u - u freaking-slut-diao(4)-chu(1)-lai(2)-mai(4)-born-nerd-act-lian-tink-u-so-chio-thingie, u betta watch out.. cos we're all out to get u.. either u walk out of de picture wif some shred of dignity left, or we rip u apart den toss ur mutilated corpse out of de picture ourselves. either way, there is a clear meaning. F*Ck OFF!!! i don care wat u say to defend urself.. we don like u. u suck. end of story.

Tuesday, June 17, 2003

argh.. came in here for fun... stayed home to study today.. but only studied for 1 pathetic hr!! heh... 2 weeks more to mid yr.. muz ganbatte.. i don wanna retain!!! to all those taking o level this yr... ganbatte too!!!! oh.. i made myself a study log!! hahaha... gonna fill it up!! lolx..

Friday, June 13, 2003

oh... xinyu.. monday we go watch k!!! woohoo!! hehehehee... i wan eat nachos!!!!! i miss u!!
ok... i went to coffee bean, 2 pet shops n 1 fish shop wif him.. fell in luv wif 3 pom.. b4 tat.. was eating at j8 mos wif wei ying, esta n christopher ng wen HOWE!! oOpx.. caught de HOWE from esta.. heh... had loads of fun todae anywae.. hehe... told so many lame jokes!! argh.. i'm bored.. oh... noe someting ironic?? i failed everything except CHINESE!!!! lolx... c'est la vie..
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hmmm.. i'm finally online.. doing some research for pw.. hehe.. alst sat went back to xinmin for speech day.. saw so many ppl... n tok so much cok!!! had fun sia!! haha... cant stand tat kong sia!! got top in all his subj except eng n maths!!! horrible guy.. haha... but still.. well done!! all de bez!! haha... hmmm... tok alot wif kc also.. long time no tok to her liao.. tat vj ger!! haha... still so cute sia!! hmmm... den...... monday had squash... siasuay again... used to it liao.. hehee.. n... fell down twice todae... weiying, esta n gid couldnt stop luffing.. *bLeAh*... went coffee bean after sch... n tok cok again.. hee... time juz seems to fly by so quickly... oh.. i gave roy a shower after db training on wed... lolx!!! tat weakling!!! weiying muz be fuming when she reads this!! hahaha... lalalalaa** oh... xinyu is still de bez.. she wont luff when i fall k... she make sure i'm ok first den luff hor!! hehe... but nvm... go ahead n luff.. i'm used to it.. *grinx sheepishly* luv u all!!! especially U!!!

Friday, May 30, 2003

lalala.. long time no online again.. last wed.. finally got pt for squash.. sian!!! haha... but i gotta jian fei so.... ya... did de best i cld.. lolx... hmmm... in a nutshell.. i got great swing, but no aiming.. haha..but tat can easily be improved on.. went to watch vball gers finals today.. ny won.. donno y i had so much spirit todae also.. but i had fun.. losing my voice now tho'.. den tjc was there also.. saw veena!!! sooooo happy!!! haha.. den saw sixiang also!! miss dem all soooooooo much!! haha..went orchard after tat to shop.. todae great sg sale leh!! den go take pix.. xinyu went home.. me, jam n weiying go walk somemore.. oh!! jam made this really chio hp pouch for us!! luv u ger!! ya.. den went to de dance sch to watch.. den wei ying left.. den me n jam stay to watch.. n spastic ard.. haha.. we learn de dance from outside de classroom!! hahaha.. so jian!! den on de way home, we composed a song to de tune of "u make me wanna".. its R(a).. *gRiNx* here goes..


u make me wanne slap u up down left right
u make me wanna squeeze ur *beep* till its all dry
u make me wanna curse
u make me wanna swear
u make me wanna tear ur underwear

Tuesday, May 27, 2003

ahhh.... screw u all... bleah... haix.. i miss zhi.. hey zhi!! i miss u!!! argh.. i'm juz being lame... hey dumb.. go dl de msn plus leh.. sian.. failing everything nowadays.. bleahbleahbleah.. gonna squash de squash ball tml!!! bleah!!

Sh edu ni ts he di di tnno wuha vtad itt obu tynom eido ndos uchst uffli keup eopa itsa rkxun oenih ateyer ferd uenth isfe rta kin’era wae

Saturday, May 24, 2003

at least i finished my run todae.. went double de distance.. Hehe…
met jam yesterdae.. n this morning.. like totally!!! So long neva c
her liao!! Hehe.. had a great time… did lotsa stuff together!! *grinz*
actually.. I also nth to sae liao leh… hmmm…. i'm missing
zhi...Ohoh!! thursdae saw sharma!!! So happie!! Ya… n *someone*
went to meet future family yesterdae!! Hehehe… lalala… I’m not
telling hu.. u go guess!!

ok.. now i'm gonna complain.. screw u!!!!!! if u;ve neva been in an
actual com.. u got no right to open ur mouth so much!! don splash
water.. u tink i wat??? screw u man... this is a warning.. don go too
far.. or i'll pull all ur earrings off ur ear.. n i mean to rip it rite out..
at de same time ripping ur ear apart!! don mess wif me u thigamajig!!

Sunday, May 18, 2003

hee... run again!!! n.... as usual.. something appened la... me so clyumsy.. haha.. this time i fell.. skinned my knees.. haha.. so sia suay rite.. but den again.. i'm used to it.. haha.. but at least weiying was there wif me todae.. hehe... 2 down.. 4 more training to go.. learnt lotsa stuff todae.. n i reallie reallie wanna thank peiling for being so veriveri nice..

Saturday, May 17, 2003

*sigh*.. i tink i no life liao.. sat n sun got dragonboat.. mon n wed got squash.. tues finish late... n gotta rush project work.. bleah.. hehe.. but nvm.. i'm surviving.. lolx.. can feel my muscles growing!! haha.. juz now got chinese test.. den rush to eat.. n cos i eat.. i vomited half way thru running... lolx... so siasuay!! haix.. i hate running!! argh... i donno how my dear sis (xinyu, sheryl n soo hui) can stand running... n dey such gd runners somemore!!! haix.. i juz sux. i can row.. but i cant run.. fang le wo ba!!! hmmm... monday got econs test... don tink i will pass.. lolx.. heck!! haha..

Friday, May 16, 2003

ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i found my handbook!! i FiNallY retrieved my handbk!!! hehehee.... soooo happy... lolx... but... while my hand bk was gone.. i did lotsa damage to weiying's bk.. lolx... hehe.. sorrie la... but... let u draw back k!! hehe.. heh.. ran 2.4 todae.. suprisingly.. i passed!!!! *a round of applause*.. hehehe... so happie sia.. n i partner janice.. dear janjan from primary sch.. haha.. oh.. did i sae?? lydia in vjc now.. tat clever ger!! haha.. n my dear audrey in rjc... haix... all de brainy ppl!! haha.. i'm sooooo proud of dem!! heh.. n lydia is my lookalike wor!! haha.. my lookalike so smart!! not like me!! haha.. argh... i miss dem!! oh.. juz now go club.. den i took my temp. den got one guy wealking pass look at me funnily.. bleah.. den on de cab i took temp again.. haha.. i'm like totally fascinated by de thermometer!! hee.... xinyu!!!!! i luv u!! heehee... n weiying n esta n liuey!!! i luv u too!! haha.. i'm turning les!!! lolx... maybe there is something wrong wif me afterall... haha..

Wednesday, May 14, 2003

eh..... darn... left my handbk in berlinda tan class at t2... how??!!!! shit... esta!!! weiying!!! die liao.. all my nonsense will be invaded!! n de pix inside!! donno how many ppl will flip thru de bk lor.. kaox... this is sooooo sick!! argh...

anywae.. i'll update on happier stuff now.. hehe.. de dragonboat ppl called n asked me to join dem for nationals com.. its in 3 wks time.. n since it dosent clash wif my squash.. i join lor.. haha... to MY DEAR SON!! n to stevie too.. there is absolutely nth wrong wif me... u 2 tink too much liao..

hahaha.. oh.. went to suntec to eat wif weiying, xinyu, co, roy,edric, tristan, mark n de other guys juz now... met gideon at tower records.. haha.. were laming ard juz now.. hehee.. den go buy some stuff at amk.. n met my dearestdearest boi!!! hehehe.... miss u sooooo much!! hehe... *muackx*!!

Saturday, May 10, 2003

ah....... happy 1st jie mei day!! luv u all!!
heh... i reach home yesterdae bout 6.. fell aslp... woke up at 10... go bathe... read paper... den go back to slp at 11.. haha... woke up at 10 this morning... lolx.. wat a pig!! muz ganbatte for maths sia!! i'm sucking at it!! esta... don hurt urself for him.... next time u feel pissed... hit him instead!!! hehehe... take care sweetie!! i luv u all ppl!!!!

Thursday, May 08, 2003

hehe... ac bball guys threshed mj!!! woohoo!!! by 24 pt.. hehehe..... 3 cheers for ac n for zhi!!! woohoo!! hehehe... eh...i did something bad todae.. i open de door for a guy.. den he neva sae thanx.. so being me.. i acted sarcastic.. n said "welcome" very loudly... den he scold me siao!! so..... i showed him THE finger... haix.. din mean to do tat... donno wat appen to me this few dae.. he show lor.. den i walk off... den so suay!! keep on runnign into him n his fren again! sian.... heng din c dem on de bus home.. to aviod dem.. i NOT going to j8 for at least 3 wk!! hmmm.... tink i got PMS!!!

Tuesday, May 06, 2003

aha... rite now... i have a sissified construction worker lookalike asshole teaching me for 2 years!! how can i stand it??? haix... he is NOT a teacher!! teachers don do such things... he is downright despicable, horny, irresponsible n bastardly!!

Sunday, May 04, 2003

yea.. went to sch in de mornign for gp test.. argh.. the gp tcher look like construction worker!! bleah.... den go stone at coffee bean after econs.. hehee.... indulge!!

yep... met up wif my cygnus frenz n celebrated pk's belated b-dae... hehe.. so lame.. n spastic.. but.. sadly... jun n leo having probbies... bleah... sux la... haiz... hope dey settle it soon.. neva saw juz look so sad before... anyway.. i tried my best to make her luff lor.. succeeded quite a no. of times.. hehe... den two of dem left early to tok.. n as usual... khay wee paid de bill n forked up extra $20!! ouch.. but he has alwaex been de gentleman... kiwi.. u rock!! hehee... yea.. den we stone outside swensens for donno how long.. juz sitting there.. toking cok... laming ard.. having fun... listening to pk describe his goddess... seldom c him soooo excited wor!!! hahaha.... so OTT!! lolx... well... we all had fun... den before we knew it.. 10.30 liao.. haha...so go home.. hmm... stef left early also.. cos she going boat quay.. heh... she ar... alwaez fashion parade!! hahaha... i seriously admire her sia... hee... lalalaa... i miss SRJC cygnus' 03... n XMS 4e3' 02!! we rule man!!!

Friday, May 02, 2003

ah... went back to xinmin.. but sharma went home liao.. wanted to get him re-mark my gp essay cos my gp tcher sux!!! haha.... anywae.. watched de guys play soccer.. n kim got a horrendous cut on his hand!!! u betta go apply antiseptic before it swells n rots!! ya.. den saw mdm ee.. den she gave us a lift.. hehe.. sec sch rox laa... jc sux beeeg time!!!

Thursday, May 01, 2003

aha... u noe y i din come online yesterdae?? cos i was slping... came home after training.. (n dinner at jalan kayu wif manda, xiao hui n kathleen) meaning to lie down n close my eyes for awhile... somehow.. my eyes din pen tll tpdae morning.. hehe... had a great slp anywae.. tho i was stinky n yucky.. *grins widely as ppl get disgusted*den went queensway wif jam, weiying, jane, n xinyu.. go walk.. den eat.. .den walk again.. hehe.. as usual rite.. den went to de club to do homework by de pool... soooo nice sia!! haha... yea.. we had fun.. hehe... me n weiying were laming ard as usual.. n esta sat on tristan-mark's lap during pw lecture on wed!!! oh!! distance makes de heart grow fonder... miss jane n zhi sooooooooo much!! hehehehe... lalala...

Tuesday, April 29, 2003

hmmm.... so tired todae... muz start slping early liao... bleah... miss de 6.30 bus again... darn...
went to so many places to look for racket todae.. but cant find.. after sch go amk wif xiaohui n
kathleen but still don have.. den went to gramma's hse eat dinner.... den go hg mall find
again... argh..... sux sia.. tink i going to queensway to find liao... oh... xinyu n weiying now in
touch rugby.. hope dey have fun!! hehe... enjoy wor.. n thresh pony!! lolx... weying ar.. 22 is a
nice no. also.. don fret..... oh.. saw ayu on my way home... miss her soooooooo much!!! hehe...
she's my dearest bitch!! haha... aiyo... suddenly got full blown rashes.... so itchy.. n de uniform
so hot... cant stand!!

Monday, April 28, 2003

argh... bad day todae.. left my buspass at home den gotta go back n take.. by de time i got back to de busstop.. i missed my bus.. n i missed beanie also.. bleah.. bad start to my day.. den i ate sooo much!! ate yong tofu, chicken rice, mash potato n mac!! hehe... glutton! aiyo... anywae.. went for de squash tryouts.. when it was my turn.. i accidently smashed de racket on de floor.. paisei la.. first time playing ma.. den donno y got 2 ac guys watching me play.. den dey luff!!!! i damn pissed.. den pointed middle finger... bleah... after tat den i realised how vulgar i was.. argh... gonna have to change!! oh... n my gp tcher is a freaking gay!!!!!

Sunday, April 27, 2003

argh... i'm dead.... i cant grasp no maths theory!!!

Saturday, April 26, 2003

ahhh..... satisfaction!!!! went to shop todae... n we walk n walk n walk n walk n walk... n i juz reach home awhile ago.. lolx... feels sooooo gd!!! xinyu, sheryl n me.. feels like sec sch daex again.... hehehehe.... n we took pix!! *jumps upndown excitedly* so long no take liao!!!! haha... n we ate alotalot...!!!
i guess i cant blog this todae cos my net cok up again... neva mind.. i save it forst!! haha... i came hoem in a veri disgusting state todae!! i had a mixture of sweat(got pe), rain water(caught in rain) n pepsi all over me... so yucky!!! but feel so much betta after a bath.. haha.. went town wif weiying, chay n xinyu.. met may n huiwen.. we had a great time tricking dem!!! haha.. lalala.... den after tat i went to meet sixiang for debate.. kaox.. we lost our way.. den got drenched.. even tho there was an umbrella.. all shu yin's fault!! he too tall!! den de umbrella too high up.. can shelter me properly!! haha.. anywae.. we arrived too late to watch due to sixiang's wrong info.. lolx.. well... we lost... VERI UNFAIRLY!!! wateva.. those fcuked up bastards were bias anywae... n dey realli dampened de girls moral lor... anywae... we mananged to sorta cheer dem up.. we played sooooo many tricks!!! wahaha... fun sia!! n sharma treated us all to kfc!!! hahaha... thanx mr sharma!! tok n tok till latelate.. den sx wanted to show us trick.. guess wat he did... he accidently spilled de large coke (3/4 full!!) all over me!!! silly thingie!! haha.. after lotsa delay.. finally went home... argh.. lata still got lesson... bth!!! betta go slp now... blogged at 12.48am

Thursday, April 24, 2003

argh... juz dropped 181 strands of hair... die liao....

juz now met sheryl!!!!!! soooooo long neva c her liao... miss her soooo much... hahahaa... yeh!!! she PROMISED to go out on sat.. hehe... woohoo!! luv u all sooo much.. hehe...

k>> u n all those of ur type suck big time!!

Wednesday, April 23, 2003

oh... golden monkey w/out hair called from camp juz now.. scare me ar! =op
eh.... got assigned to project work grp todae... hmmm.... we kept luffing all de way... tink we going crazy... now i gotta settle on a cca.. den my college life will be more or less settled liao... den i can start to slack.... lalalaa.... madness..

Tuesday, April 22, 2003

lallaaa......... todae is de first day i understood a maths lecture... lolx... hmm... den during de 2 hr break.. went to robin's hse.. he so nice.. bot roti prata for us!! hehe... den we go soak leg in de pool.. rush back to sch in a cab.. lolx... after sch went to meet chay.. wow!! eat n tok again... haha... great dae... saw pn.. he look so sick!!! so weak.. so pale n scary... got 3 plasters where de ppl poke de 5 cm needle in.. ouch!! argh.. i cant cope wif de reality of this world.... n nkf patients live wif needles like those for their whole lives!! god save de world....

Sunday, April 20, 2003

woOoOoOoooot!!! juz reach home.. had a moz wonderful time juz now... me, xinyu, weiying, chay, cailing, liuey, peirong, ben, sixiang n keith went to robin's house to celebrate his b-dae.. (b4 tat.. on de way to his hse.. xinyu n i tio bird shit.. hehe) his house damn cool leh!! got miniature golf course, swimming pool.. n lotsa toad!! haha.. remind me of chalet sia his house... so cool!!
hehe... well... chay was de first one to get pushed into de pool... soon after.. me n weiying join her.. hee.. den we started laming.. but even de moz spastic lamers cant do much wif onli 3 of us... ahha... cailing n robin join us.. den de rest slowly came.. (except liuey, pr n sx)hee... played water ball game wif robin's god bro n sis>> victor n vivien.. n his bro>> ronald.... lolx.... reallie damn fun sia,, n damn spastic!! after tat.. went to play indian poker.. we cut de cake abt 11.30pm.. den we started de cake smaching game.. haha.. ben smash it on me face.. den i lick it.. soooo yummy!!! lolx.. yea.. den all of us went round smashing.. after we clean up de place.. donno hu started.. den xinyu got pushed into de pool again.. den donno wat appen.. den chay got thrown in.. den me.. de robin... den ronald.. den ben... haha.... it was damn funni n fun... 4e3 rox!!! haha.. hope there can be many many other daex liddat!! hee.. thanx for inviting all of us.. n may all of us stay in contact foreva!!!!

hmmm.. for my future b-dae.. u all come my future hse n play la.. but muz careful don fall into my pirahna pond k... hee.. *grins spastically*... thanx zhi!! for ur generous offer.. n thanx cailing's dad for dropping me off.. hehe.. =>

Friday, April 18, 2003

-= jULy PpL =-
* Fun to be with
* Secretive
* Difficult to fathom and to be understood
* Quiet unless excited or tensed
* Takes pride in oneself
* Has reputation
* Easily consoled
* Honest
* Concern about people's feelings
* Tactful
* Friendly
* Approachable
* Very emotional
* Temperamental and unpredictable
* Moody and easily hurt
* Witty and sarky
* Sentimental
* Not revengeful
* Forgiving but never forgets
* Dislike nonsensical and unnecessary things
* Guides others physically and mentally
* Sensitive and forms impressions carefully
* Caring and loving
* Treats others equally
* Strong sense of sympathy
* Wary and sharp
* Judge people through observations
* Hardworking
* No difficulties in studying
* Loves to be alone
* Always broods about the past and the old friends
* Likes to be quiet
* Homely person
* Waits for friends
* Never looks for friends
* Not aggressive unless provoked
* Prone to having stomach and dieting problems
* Loves to be loved
* Easily hurt but takes long to recover
* Overly concerned
* Puts in effort in work
eh.... juz treated my mama to dinner... so nice rite??!!! hehehee... lalala... feel so pimply... here's a song:
pimple pimple go away
neva sprout on my face again
(to de tune of rainrain go away)
ok.. justin n er zi... take care!!!! er zi.. be gd k.. it'll be over soon.. tho i don tink u wan me to noe.. wateva.. juz take care.. u'll be ok... n justin... aiyo.... i noe u need to train.. but next time raining be careful la... hurt ur leg liao still wanna go play soccer... tsktsk... be careful!!! wait next time u cant run properly den u noe ar... everybody tats sick, unwell or injured... pls take care k... n i pray to the Lord tat u all get well soon... have a nice good friday..