i hate my internet connection. i swear she's female cos she's sucha bitch. GRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!


ok. i gotta hurry blog about last saturday's show cos tmr there're more new stuff to blog about. hehe. and today is WeiYing the Great's birthday!!!!!

*all kowtow to the one and only weiying the Great*




had fittings for nexfad on tuesday (the day cliff went for his sgt course briefing =>)...

somehow i just like this picture. heh.


more pictures from our fitting.... it took like, 3 hours at far east. in a make-shift dressing room that had no privacy whatsoever. all the tikopeks walking around outside trying to look in. kns.




this is us on the day itself, before the show....


them backcombing my hair, me hating it. BUT i can still take pictures when i'm in such pain. haha.


this is how we spend our time while waiting for our hair to be done....


me and my cool shield. =)


see the woman in red? we don't like her. she talks too much. even when there's no one replying her. =/


(in chinese)
"eh! their hair very aunty hor! so ugly!! hahaha."

"what they wearing later huh? eh. she tell me they have 2 shows leh!! i don't care lor, i won't be doing the touch up for them! i'm very busy you know!!"

"oh no! what if they come to the shop and make me touch up for them??!!! i don't have time lor..."

i didn't speak a word of chinese. and as it was fawziah and tabatha in the room with me, and shikeen later on, she happily continued talking in chinese, thinking not a single one of us understands her. hello? you think you're speaking swahilli ar? please, this is singapore. and you're speaking chinese. you know how common that language is?! don't judge a book by it's cover. just cos i don't look chinese dosen't mean i don't understand it. hell, i've seen ang mohs and indians speaking chinese and hokkien even! if i were to judge a book by it's cover then you'd be a cannot-make-it prostitute!! i'm glad you're busy. i hope you earn enough to rebond your hair again, cos our hair may be "aunty" for a day, but your half rebonded, half frizzy hair seems to have been there for a long time! P.S. grow out your fringe, don't use it to hide the warts on the top half of your forehead. it's neither here nor there and it looks stupid.

then makeup person continued, this time addressing me in singlish.
her :you like your hair anot?

me: it's ok la..

her: *giggle* not bad hor..

what the hell???? liarliarpantsonfire!!! seriously. i wanted to slap her with my slipper.

on the bright side, people like this gives me fodder for gossip with the girls. so. go on, continue complaining in chinese. =)


back to the show.
this is cris, me and shikeen in our first outfits.


sophie all geared up for work!!


sophie and fellow construction worker, tabatha!! hahaha


this is half of us onstage...


this is the other half.


i like this picture.. we look..... windswept. =)


all my outfits.

i quite like the green and white combi. and you see the picture of me in brown and black?? see that black tube?? it is mine. but no longer. i brought it to wear under that brown shrug. once i paraded that, went backstage, took it off, stuffed it halfway into my bag. after the whole show, i realised that my bag was zipped though i had left it unzipped. i didn't take that into mind. then after i left fareast, i was looking for something in my bag and realised that my black tube was gone!!!

i'm sure it was the dresser that took it out of my bag then zipped up my bag. for goodness sake, did she think i wanted to steal it?? i wouldn't have left it hanging out if i wanted to steal it right? and maybe she thought i had just thrown it there after i tried it..? it was stuffed mostly into my bag!! it wasn't a casual throw-it-on-the-floor. it was in my bag!!! and she didn't even bother to ask. i mean, that tube was not in the pictures(we have pictures stuck on the wall to show the clothes we would be wearing) at all, couldn't she have asked??? i am so freaking pissed. it's just a cheap tube from this fashion. but still!!! it's like a wardrobe essential for me!! and now i have to get another one. argh. why can't she ask? ok fine. i know i should have checked before i left. but i didn't cos for one, i remember stuffing it into my bag. for another, my bag was zipped, i assumed it was inside. argh. no more assumptions for me!!! poor sophie lost her shoes!! and emiko lost her uniform during the new face show. and i think it was rachel who almost got her own boots kept away cos the dressers thought it belonged to the show. is asking that difficult??

she insisted on pinning my top for me, when she pinned it ugly-ly. and each time i wanted to do it prettily, she would insist on doing it for me again-ugly-ly. argh. i finally managed to pin it prettily when i got out of her sight. i told her many times i wanted to pin it myself but she didn't listen! why can't she listen??

then i needed help to find the zip on my top, while i settled my skirt myself. she refused to listen to me. she insisted on doing the already-done skirt for me. why can't she listen?? i should know what is easiest for myself, right? plus she kept trying to do mundane stuff for me when poor sophie had to put on some weird top and had to ask for her attention instead.

sigh. otherwise, i enjoyed doing this show very much. every show teaches me something new. this time, i learn to check my stuff before leaving man... haha. i complain alot right? but that's alright- life is short. ahhahahahaa. complain while i still have the energy to do so. lalalalalaaaaaa


after the show: this is of everyone. wendy jacobs, patricia mok, angelia tay, us, and i don't know who are the guys. heh.


the cute little boy and four pretty ladies. heh.


he looks like he's peeping at the outside world from inside his pram!!! so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!






late night shopping at carrefour. cliff and me in a jacket. hee.

"If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, either good or bad. I promise not to come after you with a spatula, either way.

When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you."

Thank you.

Love,
Cassan =)

i suddenly remembered that esther had a full name and i forgot it!!! so i went to read through her entire testimonial just to find it. hahahaha. ended up laughing at how we used to annoy her.... i couldn't laugh AT esta could i?? so i shared her testimonials with her and i laughed WITH darling esta. hahahahaha. and somehow we started talking about school. ew.


come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
i miss small little mighty mousey mariam i-cant-remember-the-rest esther leong en ling!


- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
HAHA.. GOOD that you can't remember the rest..

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
i'm proud of you!

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
esther cecily
mariam small litta mighty mousey leong
enling

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
HOI

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
found it =)

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
mean girl.. hahah

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
where is she huh???if she can't read
this then it's pointless to write..hey
ass stand on your chair so that you can
see the screen..yap..that's
better...haha..anyway in the future ass
and i will be opening a law firm so pls
come...
come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
although she is SMALL,she is
freaking LOUD...like a
banshee ..haha..if there is noise there
is ass!!she look so cute you just wanna
hug her and squish her!!! yap guess
this time really gotta thanks NY for
bringing us all together... life has
become much noisy with ass in it but
it's no problem if you have ear
plugs..hahahahaha.....

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
although she is SMALL,she is
freaking LOUD...like a
banshee ..haha..if there is noise there
is ass!!she look so cute you just wanna
hug her and squish her!!! yap guess
this time really gotta thanks NY for
bringing us all together... life has
become much noisy with ass in it but
it's no problem if you have ear
plugs..hahahahaha.....

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
hahhaa. this one i remember.. stupid wei ying.. i'll always remember the opening lines

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
lolol.... i miss *gasp* NY!!!!

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
haha.. i don't really miss ny.. i just miss you guys, the class and MS CHEW

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
ok.. i don't really miss all the class.. but most of it... haha

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
her voice will shock
you! like, ten decibels?? haha..you
should just hear her when she squeals
(again, this proves that she is a
mouse.)!

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
for one i never think of *censored 1*.. haha.. i dunno why..

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
that's gids! hahaha

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
you go girl...have fun while
you're still short

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
eh. haha. ya hor.. lol.

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
i dont think of *censored 2* either or *censored 3*- i'm sorry but i block *censored4* ppl from memory. hahaha


- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
*censored 2* a bit..

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
and this is bad but i TOTALLY FORGOT about *censored 3*.. until you mentioned her.. hahaha
- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
i forgot there was a *censored 3*.. hahaha

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
WAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAAAAA

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
and she was in my *censored 5*.. haha.. amazing..

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
u die. i'm so gonna post this in my blog. hahahahaha

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
i promise to censor names. lolol.

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
hmmm. i rmb gid. mel. sam.

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
HEY! hahaha

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
do u rmb *censored 6*??

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
not much actually..

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
occasionally when she comes online.. haha

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
don't really remember *censored 7*.. accept that i'll always remember a *censored 8*

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
i don like ppl who get new frenz den move on and not look back.. quite annoying really. lol.

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
*censored 9* and *censored 10* not so much either..

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
i rmb *censored 9*. lol. i rmb getting pissed off with *censored 11* with her.

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
i don't really remember *censored 11*..

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
i remember *censored 9* more than *censored 10*

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
me too man... lolol. MR CHONG!!!!!!! i will never forget mr chong!!!!!!!!!

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
i remember ain.. hahaha.. cos i'll never forget when she caught the stupid disgusting cockroach

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
OH YES.. MR CHONG

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
hahaha

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
the guru

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
haha

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
AHAHAHAHHAHAA. n almost ate it! i remember agnes and the moth and pissing mrs teo off!!!

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
YES

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
hahahaha

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
agnes screaming at EVERYTHING that flies

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
anyway.. i was trying to remember the people in class abt a week back.. haha.. and i realise that i cannot remember *censored 12* much either.. the only guy i remember most of is gid.. steven next..

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
daryl obviously for the crazy hair and broken legs half the time..

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
i remember EUGENE!!!

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
YES.. i ALWAYS remember eugene.. haha.. the nerd

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
oh.. sry, but i kinda forgot *censored 13* a lil... hahahaha.

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
ya!!! eugene so cute!!!

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
er.. not so much.. hahaha

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
i remember *censored 14*! only cos of wei ying's obsession.. AND my boy's also called a llama cos he thinks the stupid animal is so so cute

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
hahaha

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
intro him to the first llama!

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
haha! i did! hahaha.

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
he said the animal is still millions of times cuter.. and probably stupider.. haha

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
llama's aren't very bright i think.. haha..

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
they're like.. so blur

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
Anyway,despite being really tiny but
loud (basically very non-human)

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
haha! sam!

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
I REMEMBER TECK MENG... HAHAHA

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
and *censored 15*

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
hahahahaa. *censored 15*. hypocrite. i rmb not liking him much after learning stuff bout him man...

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
never liked *censored 15*... hahaha..

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
he always looked stupid..

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
and his voice kinda sucked.. hahaha

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
don't remember much abt *censored 16* tho.. hmm..

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
i cant rmb his voice.....lolol

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
i rmb dudley- he wrote half your testimonials!!!

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
my last testimonial was from him too.. hahaha

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
this ger is crazy!! like me!! hehe...
she toks to her fries!!
its great to be ur friend(yep..
friend.. not enemy..)

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
precisely!!!! lolol

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
haahah... i STILL talk to my fries!

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
hmmm. i rmb pohling can't rmb ur name.

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
YES.. she had to THINK before calling me esther.. haha

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
it was always eh mouse

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
BAH

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
haha

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
SIGH. can you remember who else u cant rmb??

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
hahaha! do you see the irony of your statement..

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
OMG.. i just remembered that lit teacher.. WHAT'S HER NAME

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
i do. =) i missed ironies... haven had them for ages.

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
OH SHIT! I RMB!!!!!

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
not mrs teo...

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
but i donno her name. =(

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
the *beep* *beep* one who *beeeeeeep*

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
OH NO.. haaha

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
I JUST remembered her

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
but i can't remember her name!

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
errrrr.......

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
*censored 17*?

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
yeah i think its *censored 17* something.. wait.. i shall go find out.. haha

- `est.91 - [and the head says ouch] says:
*CENSORED 17*

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
u know what? i'm gonna give all the *censored numbers*! hahahahha

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
eh. remember *censored 18* and her "say ahhhhh" "say ooooooo" "say ohhhhh"

- `est.91 - [harry potter's out! i wanna waaaaatch... bah] says:
ah yes.. the memorable lit lecture.. hahaha

- `est.91 - [harry potter's out! i wanna waaaaatch... bah] says:
where all we did was sit behind and laugh and laugh and laugh somemore

- `est.91 - [harry potter's out! i wanna waaaaatch... bah] says:
*censored 17* liked joel.. hahaha

- `est.91 - [harry potter's out! i wanna waaaaatch... bah] says:
*censored 18* liked joel too.. BUT.. didn't like marcus much i think.. hahaha

- `est.91 - [harry potter's out! i wanna waaaaatch... bah] says:
i remember every question she asked she'd pick him to answer first.. and then complain abt his answer.. hahaha

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
hahahaha. they ALL love joel!!!

come to me, nano. come to mama. =) says:
and gid i think. hahaa. marcus always gave.... "the description sounds like people having sex"

- `est.91 - [harry potter's out! i wanna waaaaatch... bah] says:
hahahaha...

- `est.91 - [harry potter's out! i wanna waaaaatch... bah] says:
JOHN.. remember he was the ONLY one to find sexual connotations in a play that had NO sexual connotations WHATSOEVER

- `est.91 - [harry potter's out! i wanna waaaaatch... bah] says:
hahahaha

- `est.91 - [harry potter's out! i wanna waaaaatch... bah] says:
gid and joel were good.. of course they were liked.. hahaha..



i remember skipping thursday morning's maths and econs lecture, then going to mac for breakfast. big breakfast or pancakes; one of the toughest choices in life. then i'd make dough. if there was enough time, i'd make the dough into swiss roll man.... we'd always take hot drinks. 2 teas, 1 coffee. (cos we had lotsa time to refill and drink more) haha. then when time was up, we'd make our way to school for one lesson. our class was usually empty on thursdays, till *censored 19* insisted on MC ONLY when we skip his tutorials. haha.

i remember friday morning (we think), when i'd sometimes see graciedearie go past me on her way to PE. we'd stand at the stairway, soak up the sun, look at our huge shadows casted down on the track, and think we were the biggest in the world. at least i felt like that: little momments that make me feel big.

i remember sitting in our homeroom during CT. how we had the best classroom in the whole school, but were dissatisfied amongst ourselves cos everyone wanted the limited sofa seats. well, the three of us claimed one to ourselves. and it was there that we snuggled through the most mindless tutorial of the week. playing casino on either esther's or weiying's phone.

i remember going for CT, and finding daryl sleeping on one of the sofas. He had come early in the morning, went to the home room to nap before assembly, then never woke up till the end of the day. hahahhaa. that one was damn funny.

i remember a particular lesson where *censored 19* wanted to discuss S&M. we came up with a hell lot of nonsense, just refusing to provide the answer he wanted. hahaha. we spend the entire lesson coming up with words that fit that acronym. being the pigs we were, weiying and i were happily eating whenever his back was turned- peanutbutter balls, coco pop, funny cereal, sometimes even food from the canteen that we had bought in between lessons- we shared, of course. =)

i remember GP in the library. i loved GP in the library.

i remember. actually, i don't. not really. not too clearly. the exact days and time, i don't. i remember only little pieces of here-and-there. the details i actually had to ask esther. it's one whole mumblejumble of scenes reanacting in my mind but i can't quite place a date or time to it. i don't really remember, and yet i do.

two whole years. of love, of hate, of tears, of laughter, of fear, of friendship, of bitching, of quarrels, of gossip, of fun, of life.


i don't have my class picture in my computer yet...... so put up with this...


J1 HELLoween. my favourite helloween. =)




*** italics are fragments of esther's testimonial from various people.
*** names censored for the general public's protection, including ours.

I found this while packing my certs.
The only glorious moment i had in NYJC. From failing GP student, to top in level. Nevermind that it's only a B4, i topped. -grin-

Funny how my best and worst results in my JC life are all on the same sheet of paper... x)

Finally, a post long overdue. My bestfren on tv in a cooking competition!!!! hahaa.

Bestfren, i dread the day we'll step into the same airport, and leave on different planes. how depressing can it get. so near yet so far!!!! but it's ok. we can shop duty-free together!!!(i hope) i love you lots my dearest, be brave alright? *huggies and kissies *

Girl in pretty pink top squishing sushi. who can it be???

Who else! but sushi chef Xinyu!!!! hahahaa. she looked sooooooo serious throughout the show!!

"walao i donno how to use the grill lor!!!" hahaha. it's ok. the grilling went fine.......

see!!! such a pretty piece of salmon, and what lovely decorations!!! i wouldn't bear to eat it!!

on xinyu's beautifully decorated grilled salmon........ (this is the only round she didn't do well in k!!! she aced the other rounds, and except for the fish being too salty, they loved her food presentation!)

The battle of the... erm.... pros and non-pros!!! haha. just kidding.

this is them learning how to make the fish roe sushi. xinyu got commended in this round, for the best looking sushi. haha. it was really pretty, the roe piled up nicely like a dome. =)

Guo Liang watching xinyu's amazing skills. I bet he knows he has spotted the winner!! The youngest contestant. =)

if i'm not wrong, this is mushroom and mango with sushi rice packed into a hollowed tomato.

xinyu watching herself on tv. and telling us all the inside gossip!!! -grin-

her mango strawberry sushi!!!

Another unique uynix creation. aptly named "ABC".
"A for avocado, B for berry, C for chocolate!" and you see smiles on the serious faces, and many nods of approval.

Crowning glory, the winning moment!!! damn i'm so freaking proud of her. Cindy, the sushi chef!!! wo yong yuan zhi chi ni!!!!!!!!!! i'm your #1 fan!!!!!

hahahahhaa. weiying!! don't laugh at her!!!!! wait she don't buy you birthday present!! HAHA! now that your birthday is around the corner, i can threaten you all i want!!!! -grin- but they look so happy here don't they??? hee. i like this picture =)

12 november: Mandy's 19th birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY sweetie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *MUACKXX*


12 november: celebrating desmond's birthday at SICC, eating at the chinese restaurant. all the other people celebrating their birthday's there were OLD. desmond!!! you're not even 21!!! hahahaa. But it's ok. as estelle said, when you're eighty, you will celebrate at macdonalds. hahaha.
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY DESMOND!!!!!!!!!!!

all the same, thank you for dinner. sharksfin, peking duck, oatmeal prawns, steamed fish, chilli squid in edible basket, veggie and mushrooms in nice soup, duck in noodles, mango and sago dessert (did i miss out anything???!!) and very nice chilli!!!!

estelle eats fish eyeballs. eeeeeeewwwww!!!!!! hahah. trying to get a picture of her and her eyeball........


there it is!!! this fish has small eyes. heh.


on the damn nice chilli:


even CLIFF was eating it!!! and Cliff dosen't eat chilli k....... it is proof of how good it is. how does it taste like? a bit of hei bi, XO(gilson said that! donno if he meant it. =x), chilli seed... something like that laaa..... here's how it looks like................



da jia chi la jiao!!!!!


i think tricia and jason look damn good here.


group picture.... (from top left) me, cliff, gilson, jason, tricia, alex, estelle in brown, desmond sitting. =)


after that it was off to town, coffee club for more desserts and a lil' cake..


tried to get pictures of the other car, but was too slow, PLUS got reflection so no point taking pictures. cliff and i went in jason's car.. this is tricia, jaja, and jason. i like jaja. damn cute. and soft. nice donkey/pony/jackass/horsey. =)



my baby and i!!! yalayala. i look fat la. grrrr!



the 3 girls here... (coloured away my cellulite-y thighs =>)


happy people


then the manager brings in the cake.....


birthday boy, who is one years old, examines the cake


approved! he likes it! -peace-


kickin it old school. twise (or however it's spelt)!!!!!!! sorry arh.. my trembling hands took the picture. haha.


Jason drove us home to get the car after that... then he sent tricia home and cliff and i went to the condo. to eat a goose which just flew in from hong kong. -grin- it was oily and yummy. PLUS i made cliff stop to buy snacks on the way there.. so i was really eating alot. goose, koropok, some egg roll thing from hong kong. i love food. thanks for the hong kong food marcus. =)

and yes, i know i am an insatiable pig. make me happy, feed me!!!