haix... juz cut off all my nails... no more nails left.. fingers look so weird.. but alotta ppl will be happi.. cos i cant scratch dem animore...... haix... sobx..

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tRuE... veRi veRi tRue..... hEe... *bLuSh*

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dE first part is true tho..... de back part is crap..... eeeerrrr... heheh.. i need psycho help.. hehe.... bLeAh...

haiz.. i losing my screws again... i juz bot a pouch juz now.. den i walking ard de hse wearing my duckie jammies n my pouch... hehee... juz now go orchard.. xy go find tat egg head.. den go bugis.. all 3 of us bot puochie!! yeh!! tomolo go chiong again!! haha

er... hehe... nth much.. wait for jeanne veri long todae.. till i bth.. almoz fall aslp.. den go paopao... long time no go liao wor!! haha.. xinyu!! sheryl!! i luv u!!!

there are some things i need to tell u... somethings i wanna ask u... but not now.. its not possible now... maybe next yr.. or afew yrs later.. juz not now aniwae.. afew yrs later when we'll both look back at the past n luff at wat we did.. drop our jaws in shock as we realised things we neva knew.. i was not de onli huachi one hu kept all ur msges.. i juz realised tonite tat u kept mine too... onli diff is tat i've deleted dem.. u have not.. but i can still rmb moz of de content.. de impt parts aniwae... haiz... tings change after de korea trip didn't it.. i tink u're betta of wif her.. u 2 are veri compatible.. believe mi.. there is juz a question tat i wanna ask u.. but tat will have to wait...
donno if i shld luff or cry now.. haha.. sobx....

it was hard to forget.. she once tot de world of him.. he was her everything.. she woke in de morning juz to hear his voice.. actually looked forward to going to sch juz so tat she cld c him.. n even in her dreams... he was alwaez there... she even named her favourite pillow after him.. so tat she cld hug him to slp... she luved him tat much.. den a small mistake occured.. one tat enraged him..... he neva wanted to c her again... he did all he cld to hurt her.. to pay her back for tat tiny mistake she did... tat feeling was like being left to die in de wilderness.. in de desert.. crawling ard, starved n thirsty... fainting from hunger in de middle of nowhere without a soul nearby.. she kept crying his name out loud.. yet all she heard were evil laughters surrounding her... engulfing her... mocking at her... it was altogether too painful... it was like being torn to pieces by scavenging vultures before u were dead.. feeling dem tear ur flesh.. hearing de sickening crunch as their beaks crushed ur bones.....
she cld not bring herself to believe tat he was de one hu wanted to leave her.. she alwaez tried to find excuses for him.. for de things he did to hurt her... cos luv is blind.. she truly luved him.. n she cld not believe tat he was hurting her deliberately....
after him... she neva had de courage to truly let go n luv someone again... she would find herself falling in luv... but restraining herself at a certain stage.. unable to go on.... the trauma of having her heart broken to pieces had neva left her.. n probably neva will...

damn!! forgot to watch ti!! er... juz now go out wif my mama... sorri. i told a white lie.. hehe... ate ponderosa.. veri full.. but veri yum!!

it ain't onli u.. i'm de same too...
we' ve come to a stage where we onli got questions.. but no answers..
these questions are intriguing.. mind-boggling.. seemingly impossible to answer..
but there will come a time when this stage passes..
this awkward stage known to ppl as puberty...

lalala.... now everione noes y i was nervous.. but i'm not nervous animore!! hehe... haiz... juz now go ps watch lord of de ring.. den anihow walk.. so boliao.. but he veri cute!!! hehe... hey sher!! he tried but he failed!!! haha... thanx to wat i learn from xy lor.. my jacket came in handy!! heheh.. but.... haiz.. de feeling is undescribable.. but nth much to tok bout leh.. hehe... so paisei!!

hehe.. juz now go tp wif xinyu n sher.. den after tat we go orchard kia... hehe.. den go meet zhi n ken at ps.. wanted to watch movie but onli front row left so we go bishan watch.. hehee... he veri cute sia!! hehe.... den ken, xy n sher all run away till de movie start.. left de 2 of us.. but also neva tok much leh.. heheh... erm..... den after movie went home.. dey tried to do some spastic thingies... bleAh...... but dey din succeed... hehe.. i feeling nervous now.. but noone noes y n i not gonna tell anyone!!! hahaha... till tml nite... hehehe... lalala

haha.. juz come back from sheryls'... ton there last nite.. den yesterdae go countdown.... haha.. first go meet elson n frenx.. so bengalistic!! hehe... but he n soohui together realli sweet sia.. hehe... ya.. den me, soo,sher,xy,jeanne, jam.wy n chair.. all there together.. after tat we seperate wif soo n chair.. den mi, wy n jam playing wif de spray can thingie.. hehehee.. got a bunch of malay guys gave us a long balloon to play wif.. haha.. after tat met up wif sher n xy den go find pn, sx, ben n zx at lido.. den met soo n el again.. bLeAh.. haha.. weiloon 2time huishan kana paotoh.. world war 3 ar... stupid concave!! huR~ aniwae.. after countdown went to sher hse to play mahjong.. got mi, xy, jeanne n sher's 2 frenz.. kenneth n zhi xiong.. haha.. dey damn funni sia!! spastic... aniwae.. i got wat i wanted.. to noe him.. mUah-haha-haha.....

heheh.... todae so fun!! g4 together again!!! hehe.. den de 4 of us so sexy n hot todae!!! 3 expose midriff... 1 expose back... so saat leh!!! hehe.. den go take some veri chio pix!! i luv u all!!! g4 foreva!!!
::: g4 +0g3+HeR aGa|n :::

hmmm... yesterdae go meet kim.. pass all my books to him.. den later help him go find xmas prezzie... got for kc n robin.. hehe... miss him!! den after tat go weiying hse..wait for xy dey all at de busstop veri long.. den saaw a puppy running in de middle of de road.. wanted to catch it but it kept runing away from me.. den i keep following it n got all drenched cos it was raining heavily... bleah.. n tat stupid blackie sae i stupid!! bLeAh~ i was being kind k!!
hee~ later go to pri sch gathering!! woohoo!! haha... last ntie.. a miracle happened!!! WILSON CALLED MI!!! haha... tat crazzee guy...

hEY PpL... hEhEh!! dA biTcH iS bAcK!!!!! heh... hols quite fun la... but walk alot sia!!! tired!! hehe...went to wonderland!!! wOoOOOooOoot!!!!! sHiok!!! heheh... den receive lotsa msg from ppl... but so suay... cannot reply!! bLeaH... hehe... 23 got pri sch gathering sia!! can go see how everyone change!! hehe.. la-la-la... oOooOoooo!!! i bot lotsa clothes!!!! hehe... finally got my "lu bei zhuang"!! n its onli $12!! heheh... oh ya!! met my cousies!! james a.k.a. mit > 3 yr... alexandra> 1 yr.... veri cute!!! its de first time i seeing alexandra.. heh.. n mit realli veri cute!!! haiz... oOoOOoo.. not forgeting paul.. another cousie.. heheh... hu was so kind to help carry de shopping.. haha... haiz.. missing dem liao... but my feelings to the father still neva change.. he still sux.. hee~ OooOOoo..last but not least.. i missing lotsa ppl when i was there!! dey include xinyu, sheryl, justin, kim yuan, wilson, andy n lots more.. sorri if ur name not mentioned.. hee~

oOooOOoo... juz reach home.. veri tired sia.. onli slp for bout max 5 hr in chalet.. hee.. first dae robin n ben go catch crab..caught 7.. 3 died in de end.. de 2 smallest crab still cant pinch.. so i keep playing wif dem.. called dem da li & xiao li!! heh.. den de biggest crab among dem all is chao da li!! later tat nite... de crabbie we caught were sorta lethargic.. i scared dey die so in the end pull kim go n "fang shen" wif me.. den poke ball de whole nite leh!!! damn tired sia!! n gotta walk such a long way back to de chalet.. bLeAh~ second day go swimming...de water so nice n clean!! not like at pasiris... yuckie!! don like pasiris!! this time de bbq not so nice leh.. abit funni tasting.. hmm... as usual.. everyone fighting for de bed but since veri little ppl were left last nite.. got alot of space to slp in.. hehe.. hmmm.... haiyo.. not enuff slp.. brain not functioning.. my turn to go aus tomolo... sucki...

hmm.. hehe.. bot more sweet todae!! tml going chalet liao.. i wan go suntan!!! muah-haha-haha!!! n i wan go swim.. donno y.. but at de beach or in de water.. i get a familiar sense of home... feels peaceful... hey sheryl!! i miss u already!! hehe...

hey ppl!!! todae ish vincent ng's birthdae!!! woo-hoo!!! this macho yandao was born on 6 dec 1975.. tat makes him 27 years old todae!!! hnmmm... 10 years older den ken!! haha... happi bdae vincent!! big huggies n muackies...

u can hide the pain tat u feel & make others believe u can move on.
but u can never deny the truth in urself, tat the person who failed
& hurt u is still the person u'll alwaez love

its amazing how abruptly u entered my life n how u r gone like the wind without a trace... yet embedded in my heart is the presence of u…

heheh... last nite was nicole's bdae.. den go chalet... haiz... miss dem all so much.. den when i saw carol she hug mi till so tight!! hehe... haiz... 1 yr ago i met M... now.. he & her together for bout 10 mth already... unbelievable rite.. coulnt get me den change target... blEah... haha.. wont forget tat time i accidently stepped on his hand.. den i fell on him... de lights were off... almoz pitch black.. i rmb he siad tat he was resisting de urge to kiss mi at tat moment... he didnt ton wif us... when he was leaving, i was carrying joel.. den he kiss joel goodbye... his lips were so damn close to my face... if i didnt turn my head away.. i wonder if he would have kissed mi too...
this year leh... er... i neva contact him liao... i was msging nd all thru de chalet... den i played wif joel n i use him to suan nd.. i told him i was hugging a veri cute guy n i kissed tat guy.... den tat guy also kiss mi.. haha.. tat cute guy is onli 3 yrs old la.... den at nite go see bapok again... haha... so fun... went home to slp early in de morning den noon go for de job interview.. haha... dey take my pix tat time so funni... front view, den left view, den right view... like criminal like tat....
maybe i shld stop being so serious & start playing around... den i can enjoy life more... when i look back... i cant help but c tat i got so mani regrets...... but... alwaez look on de bright side of life... at least tats wat i tell myself...

when u put a knife into a persons heart & draw it out... it dosent matter how mani times u sae "i'm sorri"... de wound is still there...

hehe... todae go for de dance concert... it was absolutely fabuloso!!! especially de intermediate dancers!!! woooooot!!! veri saat sia!! heheh... now i regret quitting ballet.... haiz.... going join de hiphop lessons at de sch... i'll get my chance to perform soon... i hope... hehe....

haiz... finally got wat i wanted but do i still want it??? did i want it in de first place??? but its juz as well.... things are betta this wae i guess..... more "normal".. as other ppl will sae.. no unhealthy relationships... but mi jealous leh... haiz.....

hmmm.... went out wif tat guy juz now... hehe... funni sia.. he & his 2 fren.. mi & xy & sheryl... heheh... actually buying tickets tat time we were toking... den tat stupid ticket aunty interrupt us & cut short our conversation!!! bLeAh... den after movie we went seperate ways... actually wanted to meet him after tat but he suddenly got something on... nvm... still got chance.. haha..

supposed to be slping now... i'll do my bez... haiz... i'm regreting some things... but den again... i cant turn back time... wats done cannot be undone rite... everything is lost now..... i juz threw a veri precious gem into de deep blue sea... where i'll neva find it again..... ReGrEtx...

hehe.... hehehee.... waiting for tml sia... finally can c tat stupid kuku face liao!! hee...
hey!! wtf??? how come everthing he also noe?? MYOB!! toot u..... bIG mOuTh aLl oF u!!!

hee.... bot lotsa thingie!! haha.... got new costume... can swim happily liao!! haha... tml going chay house to discuss de chalet thingie..... den go swim!!! haha

FINALLY!!!!! my tel line repair so i can use internet liao.... thank god!!! heheh... hmmm..... going out wif him on mondae... hee~
i tink i'm sorta succeeding in getting him pissed at mi.... he seems more quiet n more easily dulan now..... but izzit wat i realli wan??? well.... de ans is in my heart..... haiz..... sorri

hmmm..... once again... i'm so extra... ppl got ai ai, i don have... ppl got gd results, i don have... ppl can go gd jc, i get stuck at lao ya one... haiz.... so extra... hmmm... i wan go shopping... i wan spend money.... treat it as all my troubles n throw it all away!! i've had enuff.... this sux!! life sux!! y do i tell him something i don mean??? i'm sorri... i hate it this way but i guess sometimes... to be cruel is to be kind...

haix.. finally can online!! maybe cannot go chalet le... how?? tat asshole betta change de date of de trip else i not gonna speak to him eva again!!!!! i hate him!! hehe... o level over liao!! can go wild liao!! but still muz reach home by 9pm everydae.. y??? to watch shuang tian zhi zhun lor... aiyo.. tat anna... wan kill xiao xing!!! neva die b4 ar!! hehehe...

hmmm.... tadae so guai... stay at home all dae wor!! haha.... first attempt at de hp pouch failed... sianx... neva... muz ganbatte!!!

heheh... watch harry potter liao... den also watch the guru.. haha.... so cheap sia!!! muz do tat more often!!! hehehe....
hApPi b-dAe tO wEi YiNg!!!!! aLL dE bEz & enjoY uR sWeEt 16!!

hehe... tat stupid kuku... bluff mi la... heheh... hehehe...
juz now wanted go watch harry potter.. but onli front row seats left.. den watch double vision... heheh... de eyes scary!! after tat go heeren... take pix!!! wow!!! sso long neva take pix... neva go orchard leh!!! PS change so much!!! haha... de feeling is great sia!!! roaming orchard again... haha... den saw xian liang at heeren... again... keep seeing him todae!! haha... but its fun... his sideburn so long!!! wait i pull it out ar!! heheh... everytime c him he also like veri paisei dowan c mi like tat!!! hur!! so i alwaez purposely shout his name veri loud den he bobian muz turn n sae hi to mi!! hehe... oh!! ya!! juz now bot a top... beli cheap!!! hahaha!!! great buy!! hehe.....
juz now watch shuang tian zhi zhun... got him again... *sigh* so cute... hehe... but I DON LIKE XIAO TONG!!! but still... i don mind being her in de show sia... *pure bliss*!!!!! hehe.. oOpx... eating flower again...

hey you!! stupid kuku!! u do 1st... i do 15 ar!!! don like u anymore!!! n u don even wanna tell mi its over... go & tok to wateva toot it is on de phone la.... hu needs u...
haiz... but was blackie telling de truth?? or joking..... shit all guyX!!!!!

haiz... redo-ing a page on my webbie... hehe... nicenice!!! hahaha... haix... impt paper all over liao... now can go n mai dong xi chi dong xi, mai dong xi, chi dong xi liao!!!!! hahaha!!! waited so long... veri long neva take pix... neva step into orchard leh..... hehehe..... so eager!!

so sian... rain all day... i like rain... suits my mood... haiz... i realli no screw... donno if i'm awake or asleep... realli wasting away....

dRiFtiNg iNtO a wOrLd oF mY oWn..... LivIng iN mY dReAmx... shld face up to reality.... but my dreamx are so much more enjoyable..... results gonna suck.... i'm slacking instead of studying..... watching all de stupid shows on tv instead of studying...... haiz.... bth..... going loony.........

haiz... pathetic... computer cok up again... bleah... like de msn like tat.... sucki.... hehe....
*dEePly iN lUv, LivIng iN bLisS*...... like real like tat... i dreaming again... bleah.......

aiyo... juz woke up 1 hr ago... eating diy pizza.. abit chao ta.. pathetic..

haha.. still watching crossroads... (watch again ma.....) hehe... xinyu did some realli kuku things... tink de exam stress getting to her.... wont tell u wat she did... its unspeakable of!!! hahahahaa..... she swing it in de air!!!!!! hahahaha.... don tink u all will noe wat i toking bout aniwae... hehe... cook maggi mee for her.. nice wor!! traing to be a housewife!!! bLeAh.. like real...

aiyo.. finish physics liao.. can manage la.. hee~ tat xinyu ar... siao pne.. say zhenzhen wan la ji wif her.... suku ar... haha... now watching crossroads.....

aiyo.. finish physics liao.. can manage la.. hee~ tat xinyu ar... siao pne.. say zhenzhen wan la ji wif her.... suku ar... haha... now watching crossroads.....

hmmm... slacking away as usual... tomolo physics... wat am i doing? nothing... sorri mdm Ee..

Never had a dream come true

Everybody's got something
They had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday
That just seems to grow with time

There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
All this I know but still I can't find ways
To let you go

I never had a dream come true
Till the day that found you
Even though I pretend that I moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter
Where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you.

Somewhere in my memory
I've lost a sense of time
And tomorrow can never be
Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
All this I know but still I can't find ways
To let you go

You'll always be the dream
That fills my head
You'll always be the one I know
I'll never forget
It's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye

haiz... adults.... fickleminded!! first sae tat i don tok to her... at home or not at home also no diff... den later i wan tok she dowan listen... bLeAh.....

aiyo... juz now veri funni sia!! hee~ sheryl n xinyu come visit mi ar!! den bring dragon eye somemore ar!! so sweet hor!! hahaha... den ayu mama make lontong n she tabao for mi!!! yum-yum!!! veriveri nice dinner sia!! hehehe... thankies so muchie to all of u!!! *mUacKiEx* take care n study hard woR!!

aiyo... tat miss koh ar.. heng i not yet go out ar... kaoz... veri de wat leh... pang sei us 2 daex liao ar!!! kaoz... haiz.. now rotting at home as usual....

dammit.... wat de hell... recently keep falling down... todae is de most jia lat!! for de first time in my life i sprain my ankle!! fell down at de road there... den look up n saw a car coming... scary sia!! den i faster wan stand.. cannot stand... den i hop across de road...bleah... den veri pain den i keep on crying when i reach home.. kaoz... tat winnie koh... tell us meet her after lit paper.. she keep on do this n do tat.. 2 hr later also not yet c her ar!! wtf... den liu yin go wait for cabbie wif mi...
hehe.. heng got sheryl n xinyu... at first meet dem at de busstop one.. den dey so good.. come all de way to my blk here to meet me!! go de china doctor wif mi.. de stupid boss... press on de swollen part veri hard leh!!! PAIN!!!!!!!! stupid kuku.. den after tat put some shit-like substance on my leg n wrap it up... veri pain tat time hor.. at first i bite my hand... den my hand pain.. i bite my ff bear butt!! hehe!! haiz... heng got dey 2 ar... if not i will cry all de way there n back!!

hmmm... tomolo lit paper... other ppl studying.. wat am i doing?? nothing... juz rotting at home... i cant study at home ma.. wat u wan mi to do...listening to xi shui chang liu now... veri sad n touching.. go find lyrics...

haiz... byebye to social studies... bleah... den de english compo title all so kuku one!! haiz... maybe can onli get a2 for eng... i scared get less den a2...... damn... de compre still ok la... but de ques all veri tricky sia.. wed take lit exam liao...

juz now go sharma house.. den actually quite ok one..... haiz.. after tat everyone got other plan.. den i nowhere to go.. so lonely!! heng got sheryl pei mi!! see!! my sis so good!! we go long john study.. den got ppl treat mi eat chocolate pie leh!! haha.. aiyo.. noneed sae hu la.. since noone will believe it aniwae.. noone eva listens to wat i sae n noone eva believes wat i sae.. bleah... haha.. now irritating my son.. cant seem to make him pissed off leh.. nvm.. i will try till i succeed!!! hahaha!!

hee~ juz reach home.. juz now go celebrate CI Koh bdae.. den tat choo yong guan anihow kaobe us... in the end gotta celebrate outside sch... toot him sia!! make too much noise!!!!! haha... den got mi, priscillia, peirong, joseph, fei fei, eric, jin long, yew wei, chin hui, wee kiang, ming shen n clarence... at de senior corner there... comic sia!! haha.. tat fei fei veri de tok cok ar!! haiz... happi 20th swee lin!! all de best!! n fei fei ar... aiyo... go gym k!! eat too much cream liao!! =X
NPCC sec4 2001 rox foreva!!! woo-hoo!!!

i fell down n de onli thing u shouted was why i was so late... sae i neva call u, neva inform u... like u ever call n tell mi where u going like tat... u think u tat gret izzit??? at nite go pub go ppl company u can don giv a damn bout wat appening to me...when u neva go out leh?? keep on calling to kao be me.. keep complaining tat i neva tok to u... when i wan tell u bout wat appening in my life, wat u do??? u don listen... u find de ambience of de restaurant n de patrons so interesting... FUCK OFF!!! i'm human!! not a toy!!! u cant use mi onli when u need company!!!i fell down..wat u sae?? NOTHING!!! nothing at all... juz fucking bout y i so late n all tat fuck... do u c mi calling u n asking bout ur fucking whereabouts?? I DONT!!! i noe u need ur freedom... when i reach home.. wat do u do?? start screaming bout how irresponsible i am... u don even ask wat i got at de ceremony or if i'm alright... LET MI TELL U!!! theres a deep hole in my leg tat cant stop bleeding... de white antiseptic turned orange seconds after i apply it!!! ENOUGH?? serious enuff?? guess not... guess having company is more impt... FINE!! have it ur way!! den scream somemore... u fall down is my fault izzit??? y show mi black face??? dey sae tat ur family is de most caring ppl hu will alwaez be wif u... I DISAGREE!! de onli ppl hu showed concern were my frenz!!! u?? try to do some good to make up?? no use... did u know??when u stick a knife into a persons heart n pull it out again, it dosen't matter how many times u sae sorry... no matter wat u do, de wound is still there!!! den u show tat hurt expression.. like i did u wrong... FUCK OFF!!!

bTw.. thanx xy n ben.... xiexie.... nice n caring ppl!! my frenx!!! n thanx ben for de cabbie ride... (de plaster was soaked wif blood by the time i reach home... ) my leg gonna have a big protruding scar liao... an indelible wound tat i would uncover n morbidly inspect for years to come....

hee~ hApPi hEll 'o' wEeN!!! my mama birthdae todae... haha.. juz now go meEt her eat... den take home a beEg bEeG bOuquet of sunflowers!! veri nice wor.. but veri heavy also.. hehe.. haiz.. i realised tat i can study on de bus.. i actually realli studied juz now!! i gonna anihow take bus n study liao!!! 5 more daez to eXaMx.....

she sat by de window, waiting anxiously...
glancing out every few minutes or so...
hoping to catch a glimpse of him...
hoping against hope tat he would turn up,
tho deep in her heart she knew he wouldn't...
he never turned up before,
y would he do so now...
yet she sat there,
holding on to de tiny shred of hope,
de tiny shred of hope tat was torn to pieces in the end...
as she knew it would be.....

hmmm... nAn sHuN veRi veRi cUtE!!! hehe.. juz now ask him smile... den he giv a damn cute grin!!! hehehe... haiz... now u noe y i luv my didi so much..... long day todae... hee~ juz now xinyu n me make dinner!! got mushroom & sweetcorn soup, black pepper chicken steak n shepard's pie!! haha.. de shepard pie too bland.. but still edible la... haha... when we pour de potato outta de pot.. got lotsa steam.. den we steam our face n go sqeeze black head!!! hahaha... crazzee sia!! after tat tabao de shepard pie for pn, robin n liuey...
since it was too bland.. den i anihow add salt lor... dey pn n robin damn suay!! bite onto de pie tat got lotsa salt!!! hahahahaha!!! realli funni their faces!! hehe.. den donno y.. i keep luffing... i abit kuku tonite sia!! haha... aftertat... saw yili walk in.. den i rmb tat time 4e5 put a notice on their door specially for her "yili yili de dong xi mian jing".... i luff even more!!!!!!! haha.. den tat pn... aiyo... go pick out all de green beans n eat!! den robin worse!! go place de beans all de way up de handle of de spoon!!! den pn eat till veri jia lat!! bTh!!! tat stupid boi... pinch my cheek somemore i bite u ar!! hehe.. u pinch my cheeks.. i pinch ur fats!!! hahahahaha!!!!!!!*--la-la-la--* bLeAh!! hehehe... but den... all throughout... keep feelin an emptiness in me.....

haiz... gastric pain shld eat... but eat too much... even more pain ar!!!! i'm in agony now... ("_ )

hehe!!! i did it!! its edible!! yum-yum!! go make another one!!!! hehehe...

damn.. bread so hot.. burn my finger!!! *ouch* hopefully its edible... donno how long its been in de fridge...

haiz... haven't been eating properly for de past 3 daex... skip alot of meals... n when i eat... its onli junk food.. donno leh... no mood to eat i guess... juz ate a rasberrt tart... look so soggy.. donno if spoilt not... got a slight tummyache noe... sian... do make hot de bread n eat.....

haiz..... 1 more week to o level... i'm not studying... juz rotting at home... volleyball B div. left for shanghai todae... *scared* hope no more terrorists attacks... going back to sch to study later... hope i actually study... i got no mood at all... damn... gotta have more self-discipline... *bLeAh*

u + mi = history
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hey ppl!! aiyo.. veri tired.. dowan to online one... but i got to clear some misunderstanding... de thing posted yesterday was kapok from some website one... don refer to anione in particular... pla don anihow tink n get de wrong idea.. furthermore.. recently.. cos of exam, ppl have loose screw in their head... but mine not loose.. mine allady drop out.. n is all drop out.. so i tok is all crap.. it is unwise to trust wat i saying at this time.. ok!! so.. for de last time.. de thingie don refer to anione in particular... de thingie don refer to anione in particular...de thingie don refer to anione in particular...de thingie don refer to anione in particular...de thingie........................

i don wanna face de sun... y izzit so sunny outside??? i wan rain... i wanna play in de rain!!! i wanna scream... i wanna cry... i donno wats happening... i'm going crazzeeee........... damn... did i go overboard by posting tat yesterday??

Wat is she?
She’s funni, she’s fun, she never shows her moods
She dosen’t flare up, she dosen’t control u…
Her main objective is for u to be happi,
she dosen’t care wat scraps u get into…

wat am i??
a dictator, a tyrant, I want to control u…
I don’t care if u’re upset, as long as things go well for u…
I’m critical, I’m sarcastic, I scold n I nag…
I giv disapproving looks most of de time…

Its no wonder u choose to follow her,
rather den coming wif me…
if I were u,
I’d choose her too…

I don hate her for it,
neither do I hate u…
I juz hate myself ,
for causing all this grief…..

Who am I to control u?
De way u think n de things u do??
I’m juz a nobody afterall,
Juz a passerby in ur life…..

haiz... i finally found my dream jc> ACJC..... its got great facilities, de arts programme is great, wide variety of cca tat i'm interested in..... too bad its a rich ppl sch..... n its too far.... sadx sia!! haiz... its a dream tat wont come true..... hmmm... juz now go wif xy to get de photos we took on de laz dae of sch... VERIVERI NICE!!!! especially got 1> mi, xy, keith n pn one... realli chio sia!! next time post on my webbie den everione can c!!! hehehe!!! haiz... i luv my class so much... but everythings gone now..... we have graduated.... but no matter wat... 4e3' 2oo2 is still de bez class foreva!!! de memories i'll neva forget... de ppl i'll alwaez rmb... I LUV U ALL!!!

hey pEeps... this is de last week of sch... mi feeling melancholic... den juz now was de last PE lesson of de entire sec. sch daez... haiz... tok till like gonna die like tat... but its de truth... imagine... no more playing games wif ur class... we played street bandy juz now... all of us realli put our heart n soul into de game... everytime we score... we juz scream so loudly (especially keith)... u could realli feel de enthusiasiam!!!!!!! it was like The Last Game.... in a way... it is..... haiz.... after todae... everything gonna be study, study n more study... seeing de wae we played juz now actually brought tears to my eyes... i'm an emotional person... n this is de kid of scene tat i find memorable... it was not filmed on tape... but it was recorded in my mind... it was de most invigorating game tat i eva played... one tat i would neva forget... its true... sec4 is de bez yr of ur life... i rmb how much we used to hate mr ang... but now... we noe tat all he did was for our own gd..... he taught us games n he taught us dance... bye mr ang... thanx for de memories... thanx so much...

BOO!! hahahha... haiz... so much thingies happen recently... sick sia!! bth!! but i got a new-found confidant!! hee~ he's such a nice guy!! haha.. but he also veri kelian... my next pestering target... muah-haha-haha!!! bleah~ i hate her!!

haiz.. long time neva online sia!! hehe... last sat go bbq... hmmm... got lotsa scratched on my legs n plaenty of mosquito bites... itchy sia!! but 1 gd thingie... i became closer to my son ( tats wat i feel... donno bout him..) hee~

heheh.. now go hydroponics farm... hee~ den dey giv us free vegetable!! haha... got my favourite kangkong!! ask my mama to cook tomolo!! hee~ haiz... this sat sch organize BBQ for us... my n xinyu, wei ying n chay all going sun tan!! woo-hoo!!! haiz... onli one thingie tat making me sad... his ans was "maybe"... NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm not gonna let dem be together!!! don ask mi why... i juz don like de tot of it!!!

hahaha!! juz now go watch so close... damn nice sia!!! haiz... i luv my shu qi n zhao wei!!!!! so chio!! n so saat!!! hehe... den when shu qi died.. i cried!! den got 1 part donno y i started laughing loudly tho nth funni was showing.. haiz... going crazzee... hehee!! watch it!!! its worth de $6.50!!!

gd news: my com ok liao
bad news: MY BAG GOT BURNT!!! TAT STUPID DUMBDUMB KUKU BIRD DONNO DOING WAT TOOTING SHIT PLAY DE TOOTING CANDLE NEXT TO MY BAG N BURNT MY BAG!!!!!!! WAT DE HELL... DEN KEEP SAYING "SORRY... U DON ANGRY LEH..." HOW TO DON ANGRY?? WAN ME TO SMILE HAPPILY N SAE "YEH!! MY BAG BURNT!!"IZZIT??? JUZ BOT DE BAG N NOW ITS SPOILT.. KAOZ.. TINK I VERI RICH IZZIT... DAMN... REALLI NO COMMON SENSE LEH!! WHERE GOT PPL PLAY CANDLE NEXT TO A BAG ONE?? DEN AFTER SO LONG DEN REALIZE ITS BURNING?????
DON TOK TO MI U THINGIE!!! SHOO OFF.. BUZZ OFF.. F**K OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shitdammit!!!!! mi computer spoilt so cannot use... so sian leh!!!! haiz... my prelims realli sux sia.. both maths get c5, humans c6, science c6, chin b3, eng a2 n lit a2..... overall L1R5 get 23..... die liao... hehehe.... haiz... tat dae go cut hair... den become veri short.. de feeling is so weird!! no hair!!! :~( aiyo... now at my gramma house... hmmm...... but my com. shld be fixed by next wk.... hehehe... but i scared i will buay ta han den everidae online again.....

hmmm... spend lotsa $$ over de past 3 daes... bought new shoe, new bag, new wallet... hehe.. i like!!! hmmm.... i still wanna but new jeans, new skirt, new tops!!!!! woo-hoo!! aniwae.. prelim gonna be over soon... i already noe de result (all fail!!) so shld enjoy more before all de tcher catch mi go back for remedial!!! haha!!

aiyo... holidae over liao... so fast sia... damn!!! hehe... juz now go out wif xuelin... den after tat go xiaoshi house n havoc!!! hahaha!!! fun sia!!! den anihow take pix.. use finish de whole roll of film!!! boliao pPl!!

poor xuelin... haiz.. 12 day onli den break liao... haha.. juz now go pierce ear wif her... keke... haiz... sian sia.. i realli practicing to be tai-tai liao.. juz now go sher house play mahjong again... n worse of all... MY BUTT IS EXPANDING!!!!!

sometimes i wish i were young again... den i can hide under de blankets like i used to do when dey quarrel... but i cant. i'm older n i'm expected to understand... somehow... i'm stuck in de middle.... it sux... de atmosphere is so bleak... i hate it... it scares me... maybe.... i shld hide under de blanket again tho i'm suposedly to old to do so animore..... i juz wanna hide...

tat fucking yiwen go play me n soo!! put our hp no. in #cybersex n #sex!!!!!alot of ppl call mi!!! den this morning, i walking into sch.. she n a fren walking out, she saw me.. den she sae "suay!!" so i piss.. n shout back "xialan ar!!!" den i walk few more steps n sae "early morning c ghost ar!!" i wait for pn to walk over cos he juz behind mi... den she turn ard n stare at me.. so i shouted... "diao si mi lanjiao????!!!! " she also diao soo hui den soo scold her "diao si mi diao????!!!!!" sickening thingie rite??!!

haiz.... still ignoring me.... wt....... juz watched eight legged freaks juz now... careful u kuku!! wait de spidey come out n cobweb u up!! shit u sicko!!
of all de guys in de world... gary n justin are de bez!!!

Y?? Y?? Y?? Y u neva reply mE????????????? wHYYYYYYYYYYY????? u neva reply mi de whole dae!!!!!

heheh... todae tchers dae... den veri funni sia!! mi, xinyu, chay shimin, keith, sixiang, robin n ping nee go J8 eat seouL garden.. keke.. eat veri long sia!! n eat alot!!!!! den after tat go walk walk.. dey dare keith to sit thru de kiddie ride n he realli did it!! mani ppl laughing sia!!! haha.. n he seems so happi there somemore!!!!!
den hor.. when mi n xinyu going home tat time.. got some guys ride bike n go past.. den kkep on turning around to look at us.. so i boliao go n wave.. at de same time tat guy wave!! so fun!!!!! haha... suddenly feel so young again.. haven't done all these kuku thingie for ages!!

aiyo... todae funni sia... mi n xinyu go sher house play mahjong... getting more n more like tai-tai!! hehe... den i machiam go crazzee n keep on laughing over donno wat till i fall off de chair... hehe..... hmmmm... over stressed??

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! so sia suay!!! juz now mi n soohui playing rough den my button drop n i din noe!! its de 2nd button somemore!!! everything can c k!!! i din realise till sometime later when de wind blew n i CHUN GUANG ZA XIE!! mas saw n told mi... we den realised y de 2 malay guys at de busstop earlier on were staring n laughing!!!! it would have been ok cos bra something like bikini ma.... but de thing was.... it was not de beach!! heng sheryl got safety pin.. not i die ar!! thanx sher.. my saviour!!
hehe... aftertat went swimming at s'goon cty club... mi n yinsiu like 2 little ger like tat.. at de playground there play swing n splash water.. den go jacuzzi to relax after security come n chase xy dey all outta de pool(dey not wearing costme ma)...
hee~ bittersweet dae.....

heheheheee..... juz now tok to my xiao didi..... so ke ai n lovable!!! luv him so much!!!!!

mama not home again... haiz... junk food for dinner again... ani kind soul wanna go eat dinner wif me???

haiz... wat de fuck... emaths not enuf time to finish... chem not enuf time to finish... eng first line already got spelling error... n i tot i already checked.... sickening!!! haiz.... WAT DE FUCK!!! 3 daes down.... 2 more wk to go..... dear God: heLp!!!

renerenerenerenerenerenerenerenerenerenerenerenerenerenerenerenerenerenerenerene!!!!!!!!!!! hehe...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! veri pain!!! i juz put salt on my ulcer.. got 2 somemore u noe!!! pain... veri pain...

i juz spent $5 on candymix... bout 400g!!! kaoz.. eat finish tat time sure become pig!! haha.. juz now farni sia!! went to TM wif xinyu n sheryl.. help sheryl dig out each n every one of the white colour gummy bear!!! haiz.. dig finish tat time damn tired!! den later we boght ankle socks. hee~ haiz.. this sch damn pathetic sia!! last time socks too high catch.. now socks too low also catch!!! boliao!
hmm... my dear fracture his finger!! poor thingie.. hope it heals soon... luv ya dear!

aiyo.. last nite go social studies lesson so farni!! me, my son, robin, deehui, soohui n xinyu go compasspoint eat first ma.. den all late for lesson.. haha!! haiz..
juz now go there again.. den on de wae back hor, de bus veri crowded, den i sit wif a lao auntie
, got so much space inside she dowan move in... den i gotta squeeze like siao!! den got 1 old uncle stand next to mi den his machiam keep touching my arm.. i reading bk ma.. de corner veri sharp one so i aim his he lean on mi n poke himself!! haha!!! serve him rite!!! hee~ now doing a maths.. sianz......

actually i also nothing to sae... i not veri satisfied wif my chinese results but its betta den nothing. prelim got C6, now B3... not bad liao la... but alot of dem like veri sad leh... like keith... i agree wif him.. y some ppl study so much but can score high.. yet those tat so slack can get A1?? haiz.. life ain't fair... todae so mani ppl cry sia.. den i go find my xiaozhu-didi he go recess liao.. sian... my baobei got A1 wor!! woo-hoo!!! so happi for him!
tat fiaking oral examiner... shit him sia!! haven't finsh toking den interrupt me again n again!! like tat call conversation 4 wat?? is call Q & A liao loh!!!
poor LiuEy... her leggie still swollen... muz be cos of those stupid red ants!!!! i hate ants!! yucky creepie-crawlies!!

nothing is forever.. forever is a lie. all we have is hello n goodbye. i dont believe tat luv is foreva. all i noe is to enjoy wat i have now. tats u. i cant forget my memories... n i neva will.. someday, u will be part of my memories too... would u want me to forget u?

aiyo... cant believe she did tat... my sister somemore... shit.... i still cant believe it!! n i've been tinking bout it all dae!!! shit her... frankly.. when i become a grandmother next time.. i'll take out my photo album, look at our photo... den point at her n sae to my grand kids "there she is!! de slut of de grp!! did it wif all of her steads!!". n my grandkids would look at me in wonder n ask "granma... were u like her??" i would ans indignantly,"of cos not!! i was neva as cheap as tat!"

hey.. believe me when i say tat i like u. i'm not de kind to play wif feelings.. juz tat sumtimes.. i dare not let myself fall to deeply in luv. cos i noe tat when there is a start, there will be an end. especially at this age. if i luv u too much. i wont be able to take it when de end comes... i've tried it before.. n i hate tat feeling. i may seem cold n u may tink i am lying. but tink of it this way: if i;m not interested, i wont tell u. but i did tell u... n i do like u

haiz... woke up at 3 this afternoon... hehe... slack all dae.. neva go out... neva study... y my mama no go out????? she go out den i can study ma.. was waiting for her to go out so tat i can study.. but she no go out!!!! fiak her! sian sia todae.. spent some time doing this thingie.. hope it comes out rite...

aiyo....... so veri long neva come to here n tok cok liao la!!! hee~
studying veri hard... (yeah.. like real..) but realli lor.. 6hr on wk/end, 3hr on wk/dae... siao ar... tat vp damn boliao sia!!
heheh.. i got stuffed up in de house veri long.. almoz 1 month liao.. juz now go wif sixiang, ping nee, koh, chay, deehui, xinyu, soohui to compasspoint. juz open one.. so song ar!!! i too long neva go shopping liao... den i machiam go crazzee like tat... run here n there so happi !!! i bought a top wif xy, chay n koh... so nice sia!! den pn n sx so kelian.. wait for us outside de shop... hehe.. but when got men's department dey also got go in lor... hehe.. i got one big bag of bread tok, den when i shopping, pn help me take!! den we try clothes... dey giv comment.. hehe!! haiz... so mani feelings tat i cant put into words... well, basically..... all of us had a wonderful time!! P.S. I LUV MY SON VERI VERI VERI MUCH!!!

wat de hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! study 3 hr a dae during weekday, 6hr a dae during weekend.... wan me die izzit???? i 1 hr onli bth liao ar!!! kaoz.... eat finish nothing betta to do... still wan tat dum-dum study log... tink i so free izzit??? haiz.... i already tried my best but i just cant do it. i'm NOT de studious type. definitely NOT!! i noe o coming n all tat shit... but i juz cant take all tat studying! next time show u a calculation of time spent.... i realised tat if we did everything like she said.... we onli have 15 min of free time a dae!!!!! no way!

haiz... sickening sia... so much homework... den got tat stupid compo to cut n paste......... no time to tok also... gotta plan my time properly liao...xinyu so shuang... now at chalet can enjoy... haiz... I ALSO WAN!!!!!she describe de chalet like paradise like tat... hmm..... wonder if got yandao there... hehe~ haiz... betta get back to looking for de compo liao... saddening sia

juz now go shopping wif my mama...
sibei sian ar! she machiam tink i her boyfriend like tat... she walk here walk there den i muz follow her around... she buy thingie i muz carry...walk around tat stupid carrefour donno how mani times ar!!! waste my time sia! so i show her my extremely black, spoilt brat face... she got pissed wif me! kaoz... even xinyu's fav. line"can we go???" don work on my ma!!!
haiyo~ so dui! den when i go into a shop.. she will start complaining tat veri late liao, wan go home... so sicko hor!! after tat i go toilet. lotsa ppl den muz queue.. de stupid maid bring 2 little girl into de toilet den shi-shi on de floor!!!!!!! yucks! n mi comb drop on de floor! yucksyucksyucks! hehe~ when going home, de bus break down!! hahaha!!

hehehee!! so happi!! i tok to him leh!! long time no hear his voice liao!!!
juz now go watch de "Barbie, Get Real"... saw my chio bu, Mrs Krothers... den my didi act as one of de main character.. so ke ai!! so yandao!!!! haha! i'm so proud of him sia!! after de show i run backstage... den i hug him!! my dear xiao didi!!! =oþ

hee... mi n xinyu so kelian.. juz now go eat ponggol nasi lemak but neva open... den
caught in de rain.. den half of her n half of me all wet!! heng my hP nothing wrong.. not i cry ar!!!

haiz... todae... something realli sweet happened... n i was one of those hu help create this wonderful moment!!
boiboi like gerger... den we one whole grp go home together ma... we all jiang hao hao.. all sae go deehui house play mahjong.. den leave both of dem at de opposite busstop... hee~ when de bus come... we saw gerger go up de bus den n sit down... at first cant c de boiboi... den later saw him!! he go n sit down next to de gerger leh!!!! we neva expected him to do tat.. but without us around, i tink he felt more brave!!! hehehe!!! we did a good deed todae! haiz.. if they eva get together, i don tink dey will break.. dey look like those couple tat will stead all thru jc, uni, den get married..... so sweet!!!!!!!!!!! haiz... when will it be my turn...

zai kao jing yi diandian jiu rang ni qian shou, zai yong gan yi diandian wo jiu gen ni zhou... ni hai deng shen me? shi jian yi jing bu duo... bu ran jiu zhi hao zhuo peng you........ nice song!! by S.H.E.
quick quick go download wor!! my laopo reccomend one! damN mEanIngFuL!!

i don like!!! donno how to do this thingie!! y got my name at de bottom one... i change profile liao ma..... haiz... mE -> cOmPueR idiOt

haiz... wei she me??? u all quarrel again... scary sia..... haiz... don let this friendship break up again can?? saddening u noe... hehehee... got 26/40 for argumentative compo!! not bad sia!! paisei ar.. *bhb*

haiz.... idin noe he was sick... but den again... he neva tell me ma... if he tell me den i wont be so pissed!!! i would have been nicer to him!! instead... i made him tink i was angri!!! n he was sick somemore... poor boi... i'm sorri... i din mean it.... realli!!! i miss u... i couldnt slp laz nite.. cos neva tok to u... felt terrible!

haiz... sometimes i juz don understand guys... i juz wanna hear ur voice... i miss u