i really need to sleep cos i haven had enough sleep for the past 10 days and i need to be at work at 7am tomorrow morning..

BUT

i need to blog else i can't sleep. i'd love to say it out instead but it's so much easier controlling myself writing it out then saying it.

the past 10 days has been the best 10 days this entire semester. i had my best with me and life was normal again. i was cassan. i went out, i did nothing, i ate alot, i shopped, i walked alot, i went places i haven't been before. and best of all? i did it all with my bestfren.

in the 10 days, i got my internet, i fell asleep with someone next to me, i watched grey's anatomy every night (we finished season 2!), i got laughed at when i burped or farted, and i laughed at someone else's burps and farts, we made fun of everything, we talked about everything, we talked ourselves to sleep everynight, i went to the beach, i took at least 500 photos, i had fun, i enjoyed myself, i felt warmth everynight, i mooned her everytimei changed.

and now she's gone back.

my room feels empty without her blocking my way all the time, table looks empty with only one lappie, left side of the room looks empty without her suitcase, sounds empty without her voice, her burps, her farts, her whining, her whinging, and it's darker too... cos she'd turn on the lights everywhere she went. and the toilet is much dryer cos she's not there to wet the entire floor when she washes her face.. and i can't smell my shampoo much cos somehow, the scent stays better in her thick hair than in mine.

i miss laughing at our burpfarts, i miss pounding our chest and pointing, i miss talking to you, miss sleeping with you, miss brushing teeth with you, miss peeing with you, miss walking around with you, miss taking pictures with you, miss checking out boobies at bondi with you, miss looking out for bargains with you, miss eating with you, miss almost getting locked in the shopping centre with you, miss drinking easyway with you, miss buying all that cheap vegetables and fruits at the markets with you, miss drinking shit rose shiraz with you, miss swearing with you, miss doing everything with you babe. miss you so damn much..

i everything you bestfren..

so yea, bestfren if you're reading this right now, i miss you so damn freaking much. i am finally starting to emo.. and i'm emo-ing really bad.

6 weeks for you babe, till you go back to singapore... maybe 10 for me... maybe.. we'll see...

my birthday.. i was still in my uniform when daddy surprised me with the super delicious cake!



me. narcissist me. on my birthday. my favourite day in the year. don't EVER steal limelight from me on this day, i swear, i will remember it always. i repeat. DON'T.
alexandra's birthday.. ages ago..
gramma's birthday...
mit's birthday...
vintage wines on gramma's birthday... damn were they good!

my birthday.... green bag from yiwen... i really like the bag!!! but i was makin a face at cliff. =)
my portrait... how........ sweet. it was delicious!
reading the beautiful card poster thing yiwen made.. i'm gonna post it here when i can!
everyone checking out yiwen's handicraft!!
with love from cliff......
me: why the hair so curly??? n y the boobs so small??!!!!

before i move on to any other episodes of my life.. here's the last batch from my hols back in singapore.... prawn fishing at jurong... cos i told cliff bout stef looking so happy fishing.. and if stef enjoys it... there has to be something nice about it. she was right.. once i caught a prawn, i got addicted. =)))


cliff waiting for prawnies...
the poor prawn....

the girls waiting for a catch...
brave weiying de-pincer-ing the prawn!!!
i was too lazy to flip... but this is their first prawn!!!!

Best and I are busy farting and burping every few seconds cos of the onions from the hotdog a few days back.......

it's so damn lethal we haven't stopped farting since then..

I GOT MY INTERNET AT HOME!!!!! but i have to go to a very awkward position to get it. knn.

we spent $75 on dimsum last friday.... we ate.. ALOT. a hell lot!

not much shopping yet... hope we'll manage to find lots of nice stuff......

erm... the PGs miss the inefficient and slow boyfriends alot.

xinyu keeps correcting my spelling. this is not supposed to be happening!!! tsktsk. cassan, time to brush up on spelling!!!






things we have been mumbling...

#1 her hair's friend is getting longer

#2 she really looks like a skank...... of course. what else can she look like

#3 she always open her mouth like she wanna gum lan liddat!

#4 you are such a bitch.. typical ah lian... (she's refering to me, duh)

#5 and you're the best fren of the typical ahlian. i'm gonna blog that.

#6 refering not double R meh?

#7 stop sorrecting correcting me la!

#8 arh- CHIVES....

#9 chives? that a kind of vege babe. it's pronounced KA-IVE can??

#10 cassan is taking forever in the loo and her modem is freezing outside the house.

#11 a quater to 12 and we still haven't shower. i just burped again.

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yesterday was happy birthday to my bestie. the boy bestie- Andy. whom i haven't talked to for ages, haven seen in ages. but he's still my bestie. =)

on thursday, i will be welcoming my bestfren. Miss Toh. Dearest Miss Toh.

i can't wait. =)

and oh. i am 80% sure that i want to go to Hayman Island for a month after my exams =)))

Right now, i'm just rushing as much of my assignments as i possibly can before xinyu comes.. and i might be getting another piercing again.

i'm so sick of school.

Dear Cliff, please don't be sick... get well soon k? i love ya!!! and it's only a couple more days to go baby!!! then everything will be over... you've been working really really really hard!! super proud of you! =)

Dear Weiying and Sheryl and all the other girls, i miss you!!!!!!

i kinda like the first one... but i'm not gonna do it. too many scars... but i can still look at it.. admire it.. heh.

i'm getting too addicted to piercings. depression or just plain fascination i can't say. i just know i want too many of them!

ben drives!!!!

girls gone wilddddddd
robin drives!!! and he's working on a ship!!!!
us on the screen at MOS...

yinsiu's mini celebration at the airport...
durians with jeanne!!
geylang geylang!!! and aunty with shakey hands...
i like opening durians!
topshoping..
jbing
kboxing..
girly loving..

self loving!
i was so pissed that night.... lapses in memory! but oh! what fun!!




free gelato!!swimming at the chalet
new hair cut, by stylist flown in from japan. Hajimemashite!!
the only people who kinda stayed...
the buses have pretty yellow seats!!!!!