it was hard to forget.. she once tot de world of him.. he was her everything.. she woke in de morning juz to hear his voice.. actually looked forward to going to sch juz so tat she cld c him.. n even in her dreams... he was alwaez there... she even named her favourite pillow after him.. so tat she cld hug him to slp... she luved him tat much.. den a small mistake occured.. one tat enraged him..... he neva wanted to c her again... he did all he cld to hurt her.. to pay her back for tat tiny mistake she did... tat feeling was like being left to die in de wilderness.. in de desert.. crawling ard, starved n thirsty... fainting from hunger in de middle of nowhere without a soul nearby.. she kept crying his name out loud.. yet all she heard were evil laughters surrounding her... engulfing her... mocking at her... it was altogether too painful... it was like being torn to pieces by scavenging vultures before u were dead.. feeling dem tear ur flesh.. hearing de sickening crunch as their beaks crushed ur bones.....
she cld not bring herself to believe tat he was de one hu wanted to leave her.. she alwaez tried to find excuses for him.. for de things he did to hurt her... cos luv is blind.. she truly luved him.. n she cld not believe tat he was hurting her deliberately....
after him... she neva had de courage to truly let go n luv someone again... she would find herself falling in luv... but restraining herself at a certain stage.. unable to go on.... the trauma of having her heart broken to pieces had neva left her.. n probably neva will...