see!! i knew it!! u noe me for a while n u're rushing to make judgements!! i'm NOT, i repeat.. i'm NOT wat i seem to be!! don jump to conclusions... i don make huge decisios suddenly.. i tink it over for ages first.. juz like how i shop.. it takes maybe 1 or 2 months to find wat i want.. den another 1 or 2 months to decide tat its worth buying!! damn.. its juz too freaking complicated to write here... maybe i shld stop this whole thing totally... neva eva write true emotions in here.. after all... i DONT wanna be public scandal!!