i declare myself the luckiest girl around. =D

reasons are as follows:
#1 i had 2 pre-valentine celebrations.
#2 he planned everything, and gave me the sweetest valentine's day ever!
#3 he cooks for me every sunday =>
#4 he made chocolate chip cookies for me!!!!!
#5 he made me a card; 10 pages of words, 8 pages of drawings.
#6 he likes me as i am. (fat, attitude problem, emotionless, senseless, weird etc... )
#7 he is frank, straighforward, and honest. impt!!!
#8 i have him.
#9 I HAVE HIM!!!!!

ok... lots more reasons.... no stamina to list them. but i've been a happy kid for a longlonglong while!!!

i declare that Cliff is the sweetest guy ever =>




can u believe that both of us actually forgot what was the first movie we watched together??? guess who rmbed? xinyu. lolol.... i had to ask if she knew.. and after awhile.. she was like... "i know!! guo bao!!!! " national treasure. haha. now we know... we were racking our brains trying to think of it la........... =x 2 heck-care and extremely forgetful ppl...... =D


i like the guy. really. lots. lots n lots!!



i'm spending v-day with the girls.... booked the place already... =>
gonna be a good food and mageurita filled night.. not forgetting the romantic lesbianic conversations..... hahahahhahaaa.






To my laopo of 6 years+, Miss Toh Xinyu:


Through quarrels and squabbles and cold wars and wanting to slap each others and wanting to hate each others and other childish shits..

Through the knowledge that you've been there and you'll be there though i was a selfish single-minded, blinded, heartless, ignorant bitch..

Through the knowledge that though sometimes i wanna kick u off the building and push you down the stairs yet deep down i cannot imagine a life without you..

Through the knowledge that sometimes i know you wanna pull my hair and bang my head against the wall and throw me off the building cos i so deserve it yet u held ur actions..

Through the times we made up that always made me cry or tear and the messages so sweet and heart-warming that you sent..

Through EMBs and sms-ing across the table and reading each other's minds sometimes and eyeing up the same ppl and thinking the same thing bout the ppl we're eyeing..

Through clubbing and dancing and drinking and making friends with bouncers and bartenders and planning to kick ppl off the podium..

Through the times when i'm moody and u'd just let me simmer and the times when i'm mad and u'd laugh with me and the times when i fall and u'd check if i'm ok then laugh at me and the times when i'm just me and u're just u and we're just enjoying each other's presense..

Through the times when we'd get each other at least 50% similar items for birthday presents and have the same idea for gifts and suprises and put in the effort to make each other feel special and happy on our special days which are just 2 days apart..

Through the sleepovers and attempts to lose weight and attempts to do lotsa things and our similar want to own a hotel...

Through the times when we were ugly and unkempt pre-teens and the times when we tried to be more feminine and the times when we'd go out and u'd agree to eat good food with me..

Through the baggy jeans and the discovering of delapitory creams and shaving and waxing and epilating and the spag tops and halters and tubes and the bellbottom jeans and the knee length denim skirts and the mid-thigh length skirts..

Through the moments we'd sit and talk and decide that our kids should know each other and we should discipline each other's kids and that we'd be old grannies drinking tea together and show our kids and grandkids all our neoprints taken when we were young and wrinkle-free..

Through the tears and the joy and the bitter moments and the sweet moments and the fears and the secrets and the gossips and the bitchings and the crushes and the loves..

I never regretted the day we walked around the parade square looking at the stalls the classes decorated for home coming... it was around 6pm i think.. it was the day you entered my life.
I will never regret that day.

Thank you so much for everything best friend, know that i love you.

It's been 6 years and counting... Happy Valentine's Day 2005...