i'm eating chocolate!!! -grin-

tutor came back from japan with oh-so-lovely chocolates!!
specially for us!!!
lalalalaa....
i's melt-in-your-mouth, bitter-sweet delicious!!

hmmm.... that sounds like my descripton of caramel ice-blended..

watever. this chocolate is heaven on earth!!
how can i possibly describe it's exquisite taste?

*screams*
I WANT MORE!!!!!!!

but the chocolate from * are nice too..
a different kinda nice...
this chocolate melts the heart!

 lalallalaaa....
such sweet sorrow..

 
 
 i hate yoU!! hate you to the core. just when i decide you're not so bad oafter all, you JUST GOTTA PICK ON ME AGAIN!!!! YOU SUCK BIG TIME!!!!!! i HATE YOU!!!! FUCKING PICKING ON ME AGAIN!!!!! HAVE YOU NTH BETTER TO DO??!!!!!

i DID THAT PIECE OF WORK WAY BEFORE THE SCH EVEN TAUGHT IT!!!
of cos i din know how to present!!! i did it EONS AGO!!! who wants to wait for you to be done you screwed up slow coaches??!!!!

YOU FILLED MY PAPER WITH RED INK!! fine. i understand. i know where i went wrong. then you just had to BRING IT UP IN CLASS!! nvm. it's ok, BUT U DIN EVEN WANNA LISTEN TO MY EXPLANATION!!!! like hello??!!!!! listen abit will DIE AR??

i know; ignorance is not an excuse, but u din have to dismiss my explanation the way you did! at least i fuckin did my work myself!! and u din hafta publically humiliate me SO MANY FUCKING TIMES!!! it's fine with me, i did something wrong. BUT U COULD AT LEAST LISTEN!!!

and I WAS LISTENING!!!!!! i've got super short memory. i can absolutely forget what i said in a phone conversation just 1 minute ago. so i listen and i copy at the same time. Y CANT I??? THAT IS MY WAY!!!!

"i dont understand how you can listen. you're not even looking at the board"
(not word for word, but the meaning is exact.)
 
 simple. i use my EARS to listen. NOT MY EYES!

my short term memory is wearing it's course.  when i walk out of this library, i will NOT be affected by these miniscule upsets. i refuse.

and tomorrow will be a new day, and thursday i will start anew.

i apologise for my profanities.
sorry blog, i tainted you once again.

thankiew dick.
thankiew daryl.

was reading through my messages, saw wat manda sent me on my birthday..

"you're finally legal to do stuff you've been doing all along..!!"
 
how apt. sigh.. 
i wana club suddenly.. i wanna go back to SOS..
relive that moment on 28 november..
and on christmas day.. where i sat outside cos i cldnt get in till 1+..
and that time at china black.. where the incident took place..
and on new years eve.. when i rushed down from east coast..
and all the other occasions..

i'm old. gotta make up my mind soon..
tho i tink i've already decided..
but its gonna be really easy to make me change my mind..

on mondays we wear cocoa.
on tuesdays we wear mudshake.
on wednesdays we wear chocolate.
on thursdays we wear mocha.
on fridays we wear beige latte.

 
loving lindsay lohan, her boobs, karen, reginald, gretchen and jinglebell rocks..
and of cos the cutie eating chicken in the fish shop.

woke up this morning and realised it was raining soooooo heavily, i just couldnt give up the chance to sleep in, so i turned off the alarm and slpt till late...

ha. right. i wish.

anw, went to sch n celebrated racial harmony day.. jo came as roti prata man!!!! lolol! n i was a yellow banana. some said i looked like paddle pop!! lol. eh.. but we all had fun i think..

took lotsalotsa pictures..... picture kaki include: weiying, est, sam, xinyu, joanne, ginny, corinna, erm... tink thats all..?

anw, MY BLOODY MATHS TUITION TEACHER IS HAPPILY SUANING ME!!!! he's sending me lotsa pix of his japan trip.. grrrrrr... FINE! so u're there n we're stuck here. if u don bring back at least 1 suitcase of biscuits for me i'm gonna fail the next maths test!! (thats a very easy job for me! haha)lalalaaa..... i want my japan yummies.....

i am officially old. and it's not my birthday anymore. -sulks-
 
fine, i admit i wasted my day by sleeping till 4... but...... sigh.. i still haven't bought my 4d and ttoto.. shall do so tmr.... andy is so sweet... he n his gf were trying to locate me in town so that they could personally wish me a happy birthday... how sweet can u get..? lolx.. thankiew bestie!!!
 
anw, had dinner with mom at swensens..
 
something was missing..
 
aching insides..

xinyu n sheryl are soooooooo sweet!!!!!!!!!!
 
they just left, after delivering sunflowers!! hurhur~ 7 to be exact!! so now i have 7 huge sunflowers sitting in my bedroom!! -grin- such sweetness in these girls! THANKIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
 

i noe i look like shit.. but wat do u expect.. i just woke up lor... just wake up means too grouchy to smile properly... lets look at my flowers instead!!    
   

  my flower!!

lalalalaaaaa....... o3a3 rocks!!!! thankiew to those that planned the suprise singing in the canteen for me... real sweet of ya all!!  tho i think i look really bad la.. cos i just had pe n was all sweaty and stuff... i really love u ppl!!! n it's the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for my birthday.. it's really been an eighteenth birthday to remember.. *hugs and kisses* thanks for the extremely loud and attention grabbing song-singing.. HEY.. i'm NOT complaining!! haha.. tho it was scary sitting alone there.. but THANKIEW!!!!!
 

happyhappy me!!

 a huge thankiew for the lovely prezzies...  the sweetest prezzie literally, has to be from xinyu: NUTELLA!!!!! *slurps*
 
anw, ppl i wanna thank from the bottom of my heart: 
 
Mommy dearest (for bein mommy dearest!)
Uncle Dearest #1 (for calling me up again n again till i woke up to answer the call!!)
Uncle Dearest #2 (whose birthday is today!!!!!)
Aunty Dearest (who called from US of A his morning, but i was half aslp so i cant rmb what i said or what she said!!)
Gramma (i know she loves meeeee!!!!!!!!!)
Cute lil' cousie (he woke up from his slp n he went,"appiee birdday cousin!!"!!!!!) 
Dad, Uncle n Aunt (for calling n calling till i picked up!)

Class of 03A3 ( for the super loud song session in the canteen!! thankiew sooooooo much!!!)

Xinyu (for everything!!!)
Esther (for skippin ** to buy my fave cake!!! -grin- i love est!!!)
Weiying (for the prezzie, and spending the first n last moments with me!!! n actin xl with me too!!)
Sheryl (for the prezzie too, and for spending the last n first few moments with me!!)
Manda (for the 3 msges!! hurhur~ and for bein my dearest sillybilly dumdum darling!!)
Grace (for sending me hugs and kisses, and throwin me off balance when she hugged me!! n for the prezzie!)
Nana (for bein so encouragin n for the prezzie-to-come too!)
Kim (for wanting to bring me out for a treat!! yumyum!!!)
Andy (for wanting to drag me out to dinner! haha.. n for msging me!!)
Ginny (for wantin to come, but was sick. get well soon too!! n ur arts board is pretty!!!)
Joanne (for appearin for a lil while in the canteen n bein so cute!)
Ping Nee (get well soon!!! n thank yu!)
Robinson (for bein so nice as to help pass me my prezzie, and for the nonsense i miss!)
Benjy (for calling!!)
Jam (for coming to dinner!! n for the prezzie)
Soohui (for her sweet msg, no worries, i'll stay bitchy!!)
Khay Wee (for his msg tho i msged him late on his day!!!)
Leonard (for his msg.. and for being a nice guy!! )
Daryl (for congratulating me!!)
Sixiang (for the msg he claimed to be 1 day early on purpose!!)
Eugene (for the prezzie and for calling me aft church!!)
Marcus (for the yuan qi apple!!)
Joel (for congratulatin me, wishin me, and givin out the cake for me!!! n for singing soooo loudly!!)
Steven (for contributing to my prezzie too!!)
Dudley (for the chewing gum!!)
Stef (for bein so sweet n rmbing, i miss u!!!)
Yanjun (for the sweeeet msg too!!! i miss u also!!)
Koh Shimin (for rmbing n msging me!!! )
Gideon (for this msg, and other msges that he sent when he thot i was sick!! )
XiaoShi (for rmbing my birthday after soooo many yrs, and for tryin to find me in sch today.. heh )
Xuelin (for rmbing my birthday after so many yrs!)
Yinsiu (for msging me, tho she cldnt join us for dinner ytd.. heh)
Jeanne (for the msg n for thinking of goin for dinner wih us!!)
Samantha (for being sooooo sweet.. lets all jiayou together!! )

Miss Chew (for her well-wishes and sweet msges)
Miss Victor (for her well-wishes and help in gettin serviettes for us!!)
Mr Haniss (for his well-wishes too.. tho he cldnt eat the cake...)
Mr Chong (for the well-wishes, for callin the rich chocolate cake; creamy, and for the way he looked like a lil boy when he looked thru my prezzies! )
 
 
erm.. there may be some i forget to mention, if so, pls notify me k!  
 
note: order of names in no particular order!!
 
thanks soooooooo much once again!!!!!
 
 

hello cassan... this is esther... BOO!! stop eating laaah... haiyoh...
 
happy 18th birthday to veena !!!!!!!!! (from cassan... )
 
nah nah nah.. whoosh!! bye everyone!!! and this is esther signing off for cassan... tata... ciao... wheEeEee!!!!!!!!!!

a happyhappyhappy birthday to dearest xinyu!!!

she has the cutest balloon ever!! it's a big yellow smiley n it wears a party hat!! the best thing is that it has a reflective surface!!!! haha.
 

thats her balloon... her flowers.. and US!
happy 18th birthday sweetie.. may your year be smooth sailing and B-E-A-utiful!!

*lovelove*

xinyu is a chao lao kia.. dooodahdoooodaah.... LOLX!!!

she has abt 56 minutes of ther 17 yr old life left... time is ticking away!! lolx....




i miss that cutie eating chicken in the fish shop!!!!!!!!



ooo. she now has 55 min left!!

manda was supposed to be in this picure... *glares at manda*.. my sweet lil sillybillydumdum darling went home to study instead... =/

I Lub Stupid Boy Eating Chicken In The Fish sshop, Mrs AP, Mrs C, Mrs Goh, Mrs Dirty Green, Mrs Woody Allens, Mrs Llama, Mrs Dick!!!

i've got lotsa chocolates now.. got my rocher, tofifee and for the first time ever, i'm enjoying dark chocolates.. somehow, they taste excepionally sweet =>


esta has been drilling weird songs into my head.. there was the worm, then the meatballs and spaghatti(or was that from manda?), and now there is the lovely bunch of coconuts didididii..

oh, i forgot to mention.

i failed everyhing, despite promising * i'd strive for minimum C.

i got 4 for lit. beat that.

straight F.

F for Fuck.

Fucked up.

Life is beautiful.

I Love God and

cassandra was a Spoiled Lunatic in a past life. Discover your past lives @ Quiz Me

i cant stand kids, those that run around screaming and banging right into you. those that refuse to walk properly. those that lie in the middle of the floor and start bawlin cos they cant get what they want. those that stupidly stand in the middle of nowhere and block ur way. those that are plain spoilt brats. those hat keep screamin such that you wanna stuff something down heir throat.

kids shld be locked up at home till they either promise to behave, or till they mature enough to not be brats (like, locked up till they're.. fourteen??).

go ahead and condemn me if you wish. if a kid cant behave, the kid shldnt be let out in public. that's my view anyway. but throw me a kid that can behave, and i'll take to the kid naturally. throw me a brat, and i'll pinch the brat when the mom's not lookin.

OooOOOoOOOOoOOoo...

BLACKOUT!!!!!!!

many areas in singapore were affected, it was said to be caused by a disruption in the gas flow from indonesia.(according to what i heard on P10.)

hougang was in darkness from approximately 10 to 12 pm. when my computer suddenly died earlier, my immediate reacion was to blame mommy!! hahahahaa... i was like, "mi ar.... wat u do again..?!"

lolx. i'm a lil meanie! hehe..

anw, my mom was kinda flustered.. "oh no.. no candles..!!! HOW?!"

ahahahaa.. no prob! cassan to the rescue! lololx! i brought out a whole collection of candles.. from scented ones, to star-shaped gel ones, to those carved in the shape of a rose, to normal gel candles, to normal wax ones, to the lantern-festival 3pkt for $1 one.. erm.... i think that's it.. not much la.. haha..

so i happily lighted those that i beared to light up (i'm sorry manda, the candle i wanted to design and give you was the most practical candle.. so i had to use it.... = / ), the super nice ones i kept la.... heh. after that i was burning paper stars.. the stars was keeping ablaze in a puddle of wax!! its really really fascinating. try it when the next black out! haha.

anw, i made another candle out of the wax i burnt.. n bout 1.5 hrs into the black out, i remembered my trusty army-style torch light from sec2... LOLX!! so i took it out and started playing with my new found toy, only to get whacked by my mom. "stupid girl! donno how to take it out just now ar?!"... ahahaa.. forgot ma.... lalalalaa.... anw, i'm keepin it with me! just to play with.. its really FUN!! i know its childish.. but.... -shrug- i'm happy =>

lemme see... oh.. this really HUGE moth flew into the kitchen and scared me so bad cos i din know what it was.. it was the size of a sparrow, or a bat.. but i found out after i rediscovered my torch, that it one HUGE moth.... -shudders-

the black out was quite interesting actually.. suddenly appreciated light so much more... when the darkness engulfs you and you long for the security blanket of light to protect you.. that was how i felt tho i usually condone darkness.. sigh.. makes you wonder, is this what it's like during a war?? scary. shall not think. shhhhhhh!!!!

anw, all thru the 2 hours, i was hoping that the cutie i saw eating chicken in the fish shop was there with me.. *sigh*

Shoutout to Cutie eating chicken in fish shop, Mrs AP, Mrs C, Mrs Goh, Miss dada, Mrs Woodyallens, Mrs Llama, Mrs Dick: I LOVE YA ALL!!!!

p.s. i hope you ppl know who u are!!


i can hear it flapping its wings.... omg... i'm scared......

ok. mom just caught it n threw it outa the window..gee... moths squeak... they make some kinda noise anw.. interesting.. hmmmm....

Panama is the only place in the world where you can see the sun rise on the pacific and set in the atlantic.

i wanna go to Panama and watch the sun set and rise with the cutie i saw eating chicken in a fish shop.

hurhur~

Justin came in first for the men's open biathlon organised by new balance!!! CHAMPION!!! -beams- i'm sooooooo proud of him!! he did that despite a fresh wound on the sole of his foot (burnt by charcoal!)!! he took 35++ min to swim a distance of 800m (the swimmer behind him was lagging by 6++ min) and run a dist of 5km. ahahhaa... and taking part in the competition were people ranging from hongkong-ers (they're supposedly quite fast), caucasians and army men. and they all lost to a boy who is barely 17!! lalalallaaaaaa....

congrats Jus..
my brother rocks!!!
-grin-