she was lying in bed.. half aslp..or maybe she was actually awake.. but trying to tell herself tat she was aslp.. lying to herself again.. she heard voices.. quarreling... again.. she couldn't stand it.. it was like going back in the past.. ppl quarreling n she hiding.. tots reverberated in her mind till she finally fell into a deep slp...... trying to lie to herself.. telling herself de voices were part of her dream.. tat noone was quarreling.. tat todae was not chinese new year.....