i saw my pri sch fren on de bus juz now.. wanna noe where she is now?? at vjc.. it's kinda my 2nd fave sch... i went home.. had a shower n tried on de brown uniform.. reality came crashing down once again.. i wasnt some kid idling away after O's, i wasnt some probation student slacking away de first 3 mth, i am officially in nanyang. all appeals have closed.. n even if i had appealed.. i would not have gotten to my dream sch anywae.. wif marks like mine, de JCs wont exactly be vying for me... i really din recognize de ger in de mirror.. or was it tat i did not want to recognize her? "awful colour.."my mom commented.. as if i din noe.. white n blue wld have been so much betta.. if only i had studied harder.. if only i had listened to wat dey said.. if only i had taken up some sport.. if only... my life seems full of tat... to all those who have not taken ur Os.. study-study-study!! do everything u can to get a max of 10 pt.. cos wif a max of 10.. it'll be easier.. lots easier... many more choices.. tho even wif those marks, u cant get to certain places.. but at least u'll moz prob get to JCs u wanna go, poly courses u wanna enter.. a max of 10 s not everything, but it is someting!! xinmin isn't affiliated anywhere.. only hard work can get u places.. i'm telling u all out there now!! don regret ur life.. live ur dream.. all it takes is hard work.. but de feeling of finally flying is undescribable!! don look back at ur life n find it full of "if only-s"....