wat de fuck????? fine!!! hu needs u??? w/out me, u'll u dead.. but w/out u... i'll still survive!! get a life!!!

feel so fake right now... trying to act like everything is fine when everything thing is wrongwrongwrong!!! my life is topsyturvey but noone noes... except one person.. but i try my best not to overload her.. cos she has things to worry bout too... i cant stand it!!!! aHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

smiling tho' she feels like crying
cheerful looking tho' her life is breaking
keeping mum tho' she yearns to shout
complimenting de colours of de world tho' all she sees are black n white
trying to act like everything is fine tho' deep inside she's torn apart
staying alife tho' she wants to die...