somehow it feels like something is missing... u seem distant.. faraway.. or izzit juz me?? i donno.. i really donno... maybe its cos it's been so long.... n i guess tat's my fault too.. i'm always too busy.. too tired.. too tied up wif everything except u.... i sorry... really sorry.... but de more times tat word is used... de more it is degraded.. devalued... it will neva lose it's full value.. like a ln graph... going very near.. but neva hitting zero.. de artifice of de word will remain... but de meaning behind it will be totally eroded one day...