was thinking of deleting this blog.. den decided not too.. its been with me for so long... cant bear to part with it.. but i wont be bloggin much tho.. got block tests next week.. right after the hols.. how annoying.. sigh... life's pretty sucky now.. xinyu knows y.. thanx for being there dear.. if only i could turn back time.. i'd make sure nth goes wrong.. not anymore.. i cant afford to lose it...