i really need to sleep cos i haven had enough sleep for the past 10 days and i need to be at work at 7am tomorrow morning..

BUT

i need to blog else i can't sleep. i'd love to say it out instead but it's so much easier controlling myself writing it out then saying it.

the past 10 days has been the best 10 days this entire semester. i had my best with me and life was normal again. i was cassan. i went out, i did nothing, i ate alot, i shopped, i walked alot, i went places i haven't been before. and best of all? i did it all with my bestfren.

in the 10 days, i got my internet, i fell asleep with someone next to me, i watched grey's anatomy every night (we finished season 2!), i got laughed at when i burped or farted, and i laughed at someone else's burps and farts, we made fun of everything, we talked about everything, we talked ourselves to sleep everynight, i went to the beach, i took at least 500 photos, i had fun, i enjoyed myself, i felt warmth everynight, i mooned her everytimei changed.

and now she's gone back.

my room feels empty without her blocking my way all the time, table looks empty with only one lappie, left side of the room looks empty without her suitcase, sounds empty without her voice, her burps, her farts, her whining, her whinging, and it's darker too... cos she'd turn on the lights everywhere she went. and the toilet is much dryer cos she's not there to wet the entire floor when she washes her face.. and i can't smell my shampoo much cos somehow, the scent stays better in her thick hair than in mine.

i miss laughing at our burpfarts, i miss pounding our chest and pointing, i miss talking to you, miss sleeping with you, miss brushing teeth with you, miss peeing with you, miss walking around with you, miss taking pictures with you, miss checking out boobies at bondi with you, miss looking out for bargains with you, miss eating with you, miss almost getting locked in the shopping centre with you, miss drinking easyway with you, miss buying all that cheap vegetables and fruits at the markets with you, miss drinking shit rose shiraz with you, miss swearing with you, miss doing everything with you babe. miss you so damn much..

i everything you bestfren..

so yea, bestfren if you're reading this right now, i miss you so damn freaking much. i am finally starting to emo.. and i'm emo-ing really bad.

6 weeks for you babe, till you go back to singapore... maybe 10 for me... maybe.. we'll see...