been reading random blogs, and remembering random bits of the past..

couples i knew that were so happy

i still have pictures of one couple.. meant as a birthday present.. then i got lazy... postponed it till christmas... then next year's birthday... then next year's christmas.. it's been 3 years now.. the stack of photos lie under my dressing table in singapore.. it's time to dump it all... cos there were quite a few happy couples in that picture.. and all of them are no longer.. it really really scares me..

when you witness the start of an amazing relationship, then lose contact and all that's left of the relationship is what you read when you're busy stalking as another faceless identity on the world wide web.. and then one day, the amazing thing is no more..

i hope i don't offend anyone here.. i just regret not being a better friend and not being there when things happen.. i just regret drifting apart.. yes, i always think of you my friends, but i get lazy and i don't contact you as much.. then i lose notion of what's going on in your life.. i apologise to all my friends out there that i have not contacted for a while.. i still love ya!!

how do you know i love ya?? i send you random messages out of the blue!! to remind you that i'm still around and you're not forgotten!!!

and on the relationship part? it's the first time i've been in one for so long.. and stayed happy for equally as long.. and right now, i don't see us falling apart anytime soon. right cliff???

breakups scares me, scar me. whether or not i wanted it in the first place.

i don't like breakups... who does..