no, she is not happy.
she is depressed.
sad.
melancholic.
but she LOOKS perfectly fine.
of course she looks perfectly fine.
she spent hours perfecting that brilliant smile,
planning the jokes to tell,
the stories to relate,
the things to say,
the expected answers to questions.
planned to the last detail!!
she even planned which smile or laughter to use.
and no one will ever know what lies beneath,
buried deep under.