You're Leggy Bettie...you may be tall or short but
either way you seem to make the guys swoon and
the girls jealous and girls think of you as a
"slut" or "bitch". Again,
you're beautiful, they're not...right?


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darn.. press wrong button den all delete....
anywae.. retype!!
juz came back... but found de trip far too short... not enuff time n i din buy most of de thingies tat i set out to buy... haix... de thingies there realli cheap lor.. if onli i had more time.....still.. i had fun..long time neva c yanyan liao... n her mama, auntie shirley, damn nice to me lor... she realli dotes on me.. even tho she got her own kids.. thanx lots auntie shirley!!! hmmm... yong jin neva go.. lolx... donno wat appen to him.. so long no c him liao.. haha... de traffic there ish so luan.. not like sg... everytime i cross de road sho scary sia.. n they got hawker every where!! in sg it wld be considered illegal!! haha.. de coconut there ish like s$0.25... wahahaa... so nice somemore!! hehehee... haix.. sadly... i missed de most ethnic part of thailand..... de ahgua.... sobx.. din c a single one!!! or maybe dey were so perfectly transformed tat i don recognise... hmm... *scratches head* ohohoh!!! i saw a yandao at bangkok airport!!! oOOooOooOOoOoo!!! erm.. sorrie zhi.. heehee

okie..... leaving soon... going to my gramma hse first... den its off to shopping paradise!! woohoo!!! hehee.... to my dearest xinyu, sheryl, kim n zhi.... take care wor!!! luv u all lots!!

Which Piercing are you?

went to paopao wif jeanne n xinyu juz now.. den jeanne went home n de 2 of us go hg mall library... haha... we were damn crazzee lor... getting paranoid over SARs.. n i admit... i'm HUM!!! hahaha..... anywae.. at de foodcourt at hg pt hor.. got one stupid aunty....

aunty pulls open glass door juz enuff for her short n fat body to go thru. ger A uses de other door to go out.. between de opening of her door n de closing of de tiny opening of the aunty door, aunty big, bulky handbag got stucked. aunty tinks too highly of herself n immediately blames ger A instead of blaming her weak arms tat are unable to open de door wide. aunty glares n scolds "aiyo!!! u cannot wait izzit??!!!" she makes a severe mistake as ger A's inner fighter/ahlian/rebel/bitchy instinct immediately prompts her to retort loudly "ni(3) zi(4) ji(3) bu hui(4) zou(3) lu(4) jiu(4) bu yao(4) guai(4) bie(2) ren(2)!!!" most ppl in food court turn to watch show. aunty turns to 'diao' while ger A stalks off.. ger B sees de aunty 'diao-ing' her fren n utters "bitch". aunty turns to glare again while both gers walk off.....

once again... de older generation have proved it. let me tell u oldies once again.. DON TINK U'RE SO GREAT N CAN DO ANYTHING U WAN JUZ COS U'RE OLDER!!!!! de world is changing!! diff generation taking over.. or are u too old n mouldy to notice tat??!!!

hmmm..... SARs has claimed 2 innocent lives.. both men.. which means tat bout 10 others are in critical condition... i juz hope tat everyone gets cured n tat dey can find cure asap.... sch has been stopped till 6 april... dear god.. pls let everyone be alright... n let de souls of de victims rest in peace.... let de war in iraq be resolved soon... free de world of hate... *woRld pEaCe*

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heehee.... in de audi at tp.. i received a call.. hehe.... it was ny calling to tell me tat i got accepted!!! woohoo!!! hehe... feel so good!! hehee... den pk decided to go appeal to ny also.. so we went to ny together wif sheryl.. he go there n seduce de tcher.. tats y he got in!! lolx.... no la.. jkjk... but anywae.. he got in thru bball.. stinko!!! he played wif de captain.. n threshed de captain!! 7-1!!! 3 cheers for pk!! haha.... so apparently ny bball sux lor.. haha... hmmm.... waited sho long gfor him!! (hee~ i'm so nice!).. den went back to tp together... we act sad juz in case dey dowan let us transfer out.. lolx.. sho lame sia... den go back ny again to hand in de form.. sian!! go back n forth so many times!! hmmm... xy... don fret... art's fac ish cool!!! joined de last part of de orientation... eating pizza!!! hahaha.... zhi?? study hard!! treat her words as ear side wind!! hehee..

almoz forgot... when i got home.. my ma told me tat during de ac mass dance, abel's frenz all got gerfren sho got partner... den he no partner donno wat to do den call his mama.. lolololx!!!!! sho cute!!

went to tp for my first dae todae... sux big time... hope i get into ny..... realli hope dey'll call soon... haiz.. went off earlie go sa n ac... hehe.... congrats for making it to de team zhi!!! take care boi!!

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i wanted to write this yesterdae... but xinyu n sheryl were here... so i din bother.... i donno y... but i juz don wanna go wif de flow... moz are drifting to nyj or aj... i don want to... my dream lies in ac.. but fate's against me.... i din get it.. sae wateva u wan.. i wanna go there bio yandao, i wanna act cool, i wanna go ming xiao... wateva.... hu dosent want branded stuff?? i juz wanna sae something.. ac: its ur loss... (convincing myself ish a freaking hard job..) i try convincing mysef tat its betta i don go there.. its too far... veri ex.. all rich ppl.. veri playful sch.. but de fact remains tat i noe i will be happie there... cos i neva had a goal till i saw tat sch.. regret not studying harder.. regret going to aus for 1 mth in sec1.. if i din... i'd probably made it to de team n i can appeal thru badminton to ac now.. like abel.. he appealed thru water polo... his mom was so nice.. even helped me to call de tcher... thanx auntiE angiE... but its no use... i joined np... useless np tat cant get me anywhere... i realli regret.... now?? i juz wish tat i can be wif my frenz.. if i cant live my dream happily.. at least let me be wif my frenz... plsplspls... at least i proved one thing abt my fucked up life now..... "i neva had a dream come true..."

My dream bf:must be acceptable looking (that's reality),no spiky hair,must be someone who knows when to stick to me and when to not,must be someone who cant really express his feelings well (so there's more for me to guess),must be sweet but in a clumsy way,must have dyed hair,must know how to dress well,doesnt meet me when i'm outing w my galfrens,doesnt need to meet me everyweek;understands that absence makes the heart grow fonder and there is a wonderful thing called a hP and sms,must hangout with his own frens too,not possessive,gets jealous but doesnt sae,cute and shy,speaks properly (strictly NO vulgarities),have thick eyebrows,dun talk to me thru my frens,loves to leave notes,does not lie to me,dont bug me,NEVER wait downstairs my house.LASTLY,when he wants to break up,he should end it formally and respectfully,do not just stop calling and give me ample opportunities to let me call him as many names as he deserves.

(hEe.. nICE... aPpLiEs tO mE n xiNyU..... lolX..)

my mum wanted me to have all de things she din have when she was young.. it included an education...
i wan my kids to have all de things i don have right now... it includes my dReAm education.....

this is so fucked up........ seriously fucked up.... "i neva had a dream come true" ..... will this be my motto for life?????

Your Inner Blonde is Tori Spelling

Skanky, wild, and a total daddy's ho.


Things are looking up for you as you've left your plastic 90210 days behind.


But honey, you look horrible as a brunette.



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okie.. this is lame... i was getting nervous so i did some quizzes n its damn sicko... decided not to post it here.... but i'll tell u de names of de quizzes n u n run wild wif ur imagination...
> wat porn mag wld kill to have u on its cover
> where will u get caught having sex
> wat kind of panties are u

onli decided to leave de ass one here.. hehe...

You Have a Hooker Ass!

Watch out honey!

Your ass can make money.

If you want to score a couple bills,

Offer it up and take some pain pills.



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went to chay's house.. heheee.... she cook a big feast for us!!! shoooo sweet!!! hehe.... thankxya geR!! wanted to go swim.. but dey too lazy to bathe after tat.... so play badminton.. den go karaoke!!!! hahahaa... sho fun!! hehee.... lalala... did sho many stupid stuff also... haix... miss ya ppl...... don wanna start sch liao... n now i'm confused.. shld i go poly instead??? can i go appeal???? sIgH..... confusionconfusion!!

take the butt quiz.


and go to mewing.net. why not visit the site of someone who made a quiz about butts?

heyhey.... went to play badminton juz now!!! feel sho gd!!!! lolx.. .den go eat mac.. saw janice n peiying... long time no c liao.. haha.... went home n read my mag in de toilet... decided to take a bubble bath!!!! heehee.... feel sho nice!!! heh... den i go wash my aircon... being in a gd mood... i help my mama wash aircon also!! sho nice rite!! den she sae since i wash de filter... might as well clean de whole aircon.. bleah.... but anywae.. my aircon got cleaner n fresher air now!!! n i put some perfume in it also.. hee... smell sho nice!!! n thanx to xinyu for de pix!!!

hmmmm........ happie 17th birthdae to jw.... enjoy ur dae tho u're stricken wif de chicky pox... hehe..... n don tink so much bout de converse 3-on-3 thingie.... still got next yr!!

went to to watch cradle to de grave wif zhi todae... not bad la...... can pass... hehe... den after de movie go eat my fave yogurt!!!!! yummieyummie!!!! hehehee..... den go find prezzie for his cousin.. but too bad.... hehehee...... anywae..... jw got chicken pox!!! lolx.... enjoy de itchiness!!!! lalala...

yep... bot soo's prezzie todae... toopid snake... make my shirt all fluffy... hehee.... den go granma hse... feel slightly richer... but when i view my financial status on de whole.. i'm still broke as hell... lolx... anywae... my pocket ish empty but my heart ish full - full of love... from n for my frenz n family... heehee.... getting scared.. but feeling sooooo gd..... hehehehhee

finaly made a breakthru... all thanx to ben (since he sorta help me.. giv him face.. don call him *****)... but do i realli want this now?? i got no idea... but i noe one thing... it feels gd.... like a load lifted off my mind..

go get soo's prezzie.. den xy n sher went to buy a top at cine.. lolx... dey veri gd at bargaining sia!!! hehehe... i muz learn liao!! heheh.... den after tat went for bbq... reach home bout 12... heehee..... eat alot sia!!! haha.. sho many crabbiecrabbie!!! yummieyummieyummie!!! hahaha.... ate till 10++ den go home... hee~ sho funni.. den sha jia wif de boss there also!!! heheh.. $11 for sho mani crabbei claw.. heheh.. n i ate de most ice-cream!!! i ate 3!!! yeh!!! haha..... had sho much fun... i realli miss my class.... hehee..... miss u ppl so much!!! n after todae.. one more person to miss... wilson going for his 2 yr torture liao... heh.... botak head!!! LOLX....golden monkey goes bald!!

hmmm..... thank god dee called me... else i wld still be slping... den i will be late!!!!! hahaha..... den xinyu called when i was brushing my teeth... lolx... haha... veri good timing!!! heh..... anywae... going bbq lata... class gathereing but grp1 not going leh... sad.... hehe

hehehee.... xinyu n sheryl came over todae... to take pix.. lolx... took my long mao also.. hehee...crazzee ger... lolx... den go orchard walkwalk... haix... went too late... din get all de freebies offered wif de 17 mag... (hahaha... become aunty liao!!!) went to eats breeks potato after tat.. hee..... lalalaa.... den on de bus rite.. me n sheryl discussed our future homes!!!! hmm... i gonna have a pirahna pond n an anaconda!!! muahhahahahaha!!!!!

hmm..... woke at 4pm todae... feel sho shiok... hehe.. den went to aunty rosa hse.. haha.. saw tristan.. he dye hair... lolx... n tasha ish damn slim lor... seriously model material!!! hehee... transfered de $$ liao.. damn broke now... nitey zhi... take care for tml match k.... n....... SO WAT??!!! BIG FUCK!!!!!

erm.. forgot to add.. i finally went back to sch todae... n i realli miss all de lit tchers.. hehe... saw losa ppl n tokked to dem... pk put tjc as his first choice.. he seriously don have de tj look lor... haha....n saw de srjc mr singh at debate.. he's a judge... erm.. heard miss thiang sing for de last time.. hehe... oh ya.. de freaking debate was at west wood sec!!! in jurong!!!! tuas area!!! bleah!!

yepyep.. once again... i pang seh my dear boi..... went for debate instead.. i couldnt resist de temptation la.... haix.... sorrie.... anywae...got stuck in de cab wif sharma, g-string woman(ok la.. she's not all tat bad..) n MARCUS!!! YUCKS!!!!!!!!! he din do much on de cab cos got 2 tcher... budden at de debate he keep trying to tok to me!!!! aRgH!!! haha... i either mumbled or gave short reply.. hehehe.... both teams lost.... n i seriously expected kong to get best speaker lor.. but dey gave it to a yucky ger!! bleah!!! howeva... vivienne got best speaker again!!!! she will definitely be one of de top 10 speakers of de debate!!!! u go gurl!! her dad came to pick us up... hee~ sit lorry go home... sho shiok!!! haha.. den when we past de other sch walking out.. we shouted xinmin rulex!!! haha.. den we wave to lotsa motorists on de way back.. sent kong home first.. chin high boarding sch ish damn chio lor!!! like castle liddat!!! hahaha... saw a veri yandao ang moh next... shouted bye n he waved back.. hehe.... *dRoOl* den tat marcus keep trying to tok to me again.. bleah... bth him!!! thankfully nurul save me!!! hehe...

missing u dear... u take gd gd care wor!!! luv u lots!! n muz miss me leh!!!

Neutral:
Harmony and balance is key. You don't look at the
world in a negative or positive way and you'll
never judge or assume a situation- you just
look at the facts. People like you are peaceful
and accepting.


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tml ish de last dae of sch.... which means i'll be seperated from all my new frenx liao... haix..... n my 2 fav tchers..... bye ppl..... i'll be missing u................

yep... juz rmb tat zhi cant blog.. so i decided to update for him!!!! hehe.... this is dated 110303, tuesday.

ac n sa had a bball match todae... naturally... ac lost... n as usual.... zhi got injured... lolx.. =x anyway... hope de dent in his ab goes away soon..... hahaha...... nice game anywae.. ac lost by 18... were losing by 30++ at first.. hehee..

you are the sweet bitch!
The Bitch Test by umi

yeyep... finally free to do my stuff.... went to tpjc this morning wif yinsiu... met xinyu n sheryl... after awhile went to tm.... ended up watching marrying de mafia... its realli a funni yet touching show lor... in a way.. i like shows tat can make me cry.. cos it shows tat de show has touched me... hehee... walk ard n waited for yinsiu... try on de shorts at donno wat place.. den xy n sher came into de fitting room wif me.. haha... helped xinyu to start peeling er back.. when we left... de floor was filled wif her skin!!! lolx.. finally met yinsiu den went to buy de stuff for her cookie... by de time we got to hm... xy n sher damn tired... dey went home first.. we made 3 attempt at de cookies. de first one turn out yummy.. second one chaotah... third one taste like dough.. hee...

You are Mary Bell. At the ripe old age of 10 you
strangled a neighbor boy, afterwhich you carved
your initals into his skin. At his funreal you
laughed. Your next victim was a 3 year old. You
pushed him off the roof, resulting in a broken
skull. After he was found you went to his
mothers house and asked to see him, she replied
tha t he was dead. You smiled brightly and said
'Oh, I know he's dead. I wanted to see him in
his coffin."
You horrid little girl you.
-smacks your hand-


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haix... this thingie not working again... bth!!! went swimming wif yinsiu juz now.. sho shiok.. heehee.... swam bout 7 laps.. den go playgrd... den go jacuzzi... den started raining so go sauna... sho shioK!!! lolx.. hee..... go chompchomp eat dinner liao... realise tat she left her bottle at de club den go back n take... sit at de lobby n call j-lo... damn funni si!! lolx...

You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.


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You are the pilot.


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ouch.. burnt meself... bleah.... watched hot chick todae... veriveri nice!! wanna watch again!!! hehehee

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life is like an mrt ride... u get on n u sit down... many ppl get on n off de mrt... some are pleasant to look at.. some make u wanna puke.. some make u stare wif curiousity n some make u wanna slap dem... some leave an impact in ur mind.. but most faces are blurry n undefined... at some point of de ride... it will be ur turn to get off.... but de mrt will go on n on..........

aRgh... fAce iSh pEeLiNG!!!

I am ... to others... by Umi
To others, you are one ray of hope and a great buddy to have, but you really can get stubborn at times.

yep... all thanx to banana boat "ALOE"... my pain has subsided alot... met butter, jam n margerine for lunch at country manna todae... den went to srcc to use toilet... went bowling.... den went back to country manna to eat again.... haha... went town wif butter n walk ard... hehe... painful dae... hee~

hmm.. either de pain going away.. or i'm getting immune.... muah-haha-haha.......

i cant stand it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its burning like fire!!!!!!!!!!!neVA evaeva gonna get sunburn again!!!

aiyo.... woke at 9 todae.. (sO eArLi!!!!!) wait for sher n xy to come den finish making de sandwich... took cab down to tiong bahru to meet chay n weiying... haha.. den took bus to sentosa!!!! got off at sunset bay bout 12++ den we tan n tan n tan till 4++.....
kaoz... saw 2 stingray-like thingies(wif a hard shell!!) fucking near de shore.. eh.. bout 20cm wide?? n 30++cm long..... at first onli saw one... den we threw a rock at it twice.. it still din move.. after awhile.. den it move.. so we follow it to c where it would go... it disappeared into deeper waters so i turn ard.. n i saw another one heading for us!!!!! we faster siam!!! heng i saw it in time!! if not all tio sting!!! den i rmb de thingie sticking out of de sand after de first one left.. n i realised tat there was actually 2.. one on top of de other... confirm ish fucking rite??!!! haha.. so we decided tat de time where it stayed still after we hit it.. it was pulling out(male alwaez on top for animals ma.. hee~) lolx.. sho funni.. but sho scary also!!! got a lady wif her jack russell also tanning there.. her doggie sho cute!!! haha...
we sneak into rasa sentosa swimming pool to rinse de salt water of us.. hahaha... de pool there veri nice!! hee~ but dare not play de slide.. cos we scared attract attention.. hee~ went to bathe den go orchard eat thai again.. reach home bout 10.15..
i look into de mirror n i saw a huge tomato..... (mE!!!) wif onli four white patches on her body.... look so stupid!!! n i'm aching all over now.... but.. it was worthwhile... a veriveri wonderful day!!!

hmmmmm... went to acjc to apply wif xinyu n sheryl todae..... hmm... reach there bout 3... den met zhi after we apply.... hehe... tat stupid sed..... wait do long for him but he dowan go town wif us.. bleah... haha... anyway.... de 4 of us went to eat bk... den drag zhi go shopping for bikini!!! hehehee.. sho funni... after awhile.. xinyu go meet her aunt.. den left me n sheryl.. went to hg pt to buy de sandwich stuff.. maria help us carry!!!! hehehehee!!!! lalala... *mUaCkx* luv u dear!!

dOnt cRy cOs iTs oVeR... sMiLe cos iT aPpEneD...
all tats left of it is in ur memories ger... don tink so much liao...... he may not be yours anymore.. but noone can take away ur memories... de memories of u n him together are yours for de keeping!!

eh.... made muffins den brought downstairs for xinyu juz now... tok for bout an hr wif her n pn.. den went home... arbo my mama kaobe again..... cant stand la... keep saying.. "wat did i do to deserve a daughter like u??" bLEaH~~~ anywae.... sis... don care bout dem... let dem settle their own problems... take care k!!!

yea... juz realise.. i needa start thanking ppl.... to all de tchers who have tot me esp sharma, j-lo, miss tan, mdm ee, hua lao shi, mr tan ph, mrs raj..... i couldnt have done it w/out u ppl..
xinyu.. dui bu qi.... din mean to do wat i did... went home, thot true it n saw de light.. i hope u're happie wherever u go.. n trust me.. u're definitely not de kind who will retain in j1... all de bez wherever u are.. i'm glad tat even for a while.. our paths crossed... n if fate may allow.. maybe we'll decide n enter de same jc... nevertheless... i luv ya lots n lots... u're de person tat can realli read my mind.. thanx so much..... for a wonderful friendship..........

hee~ juz came back from orchard wif xinyu, sheryl n yinsiu... wanted to watch movie but de shows we wanted all full.. so go walkwalk take pix lor.. haha... sho funni... ate so much todae.. went for thai lunch.. den taka for dinner n breeks for supper.. yumyum!!!! hehe.. bot pants... purple pants... haha.. donno if i will eva wear.. lolx.....but i jux feel gd cos i spent money... hee~ went home by mrt.. wanted to go find zhi... budden de moment i reach de busstop, 165 came.. so too bad... heheh....

hmm.... yesterdae com crazzee.... couldnt blog.. couldnt sae thanx.. but don realli feel like thanking anyone yesterdae also.. i also blurblur on wat i did... life seems so hazy... supposed to go orchard chiong.. but din go in de end... so sian.... did nth at all... results... ok la... but noone wanna go ac wif me.. tat sux... suxsuxsux....... maybe going sa wif liuyin.. maybe sheryl also... hope dey wont pang sei me.. congrats to debate!!!

daryl say i look lian now...... = /

eh... went sch todae =< tat freaking maomao catch my hair first thing in de morning!!! bleah!!! anywae.. miss g let us slack during tutorial n denise played de piano..... so nice!!!!!!! hehehee.. i recorded it!! haha... decided not to go to sch anymore except for lit lesson... told my ma n she said ok.. yeh!!! haha... went to meet zhi after tat.. walk ard ps.. bot 4 badges... den went to cine to find xinyu, ken n sed.... daryl n his class were upstairs bowling.. so i went to say hi.. haha... yea.. we bowled too.... got 2 strikes todae.. de first time in my life!!! hahahaa...

hehehe... went to rebond again... feel so gd... ook abit jap now leh.. haha... den went to meet ben at orchard first... saw zhi.. went to sae hi.. met his gd fren n his cousie.. den bring ben go buy beard papa.. hee~ eggie so nice.. treat ben wor!! haha.... met weiying, shimin, pn n sx after tat... go take pix!!!! hahaha..... my fave!! lolx!! hey sx!! i'm glad u found the one.. all de bez n hell take her father!!! hee~

met robin n koh shimin during break todae... miss dem.. haha... met dem again after sch n went to poke ball wif dem, xy, pn at somerset.....its confirm liao... o level results coming out this wed... haix... scary... scared of eng... scared i cant meet my standards... sobx.... anywae... tok to zhi on de wae home.......

erjie.. neva be afraid to face up to ur own feelings.. shuo chu lai zong bi chang zai xin li hao....

erzi... i noe tat i havent been there for u when u needed someone... but i wanna tell u this now.. ni yao jiu da ku yi chang.. jiu zai ye bie xiang le... shi ni de jiu shi ni de.. bu guan fei de duo yuan.. zong you yi tian ye hui hui dao ni shen bian de..... let it go. if it comes back it is yours.. if it dosent it neva was...

de cage door was open but de little bird was apprehensive of flying.. afraid tat once she took flight.. de cage door would close n she would be locked out... neva again able to return to the protected environment where everything was provided for her.... conflicting thots dashed ard her mind like speeding bumper cars... shld she join her frenx outside de cage n live enjoy de freedom n de wilderness?? or stay in her cage where she would be secure n filled wif warmth?? de grass is alwaez greener on de other side...

hmmm.... went out wif xinyu todae... (sorri dear... i seriously din mean to pang sei u again n again....... )bot chairling's prezzie.... dangling start earrings... so chio!! hehe... den eggie treat us to bread papa... haha... sho nice of him yea?? hmm... maybe he trying to suck up to me cos he wanna be my jie fu..... hehehe..... watching michael jackson now... he don seem sho crazzee to me now.... he seems to be someone whjo juz don wanna face up to reality.. someone who don wanna grow up n face de world.. he seems to be trying to hide.. he probably changed his skin colour so as to cut himself off from his past... his terrifying past.... n his home... so big... so beautiful... neverland... his home ish bout de size of singapore.... it has a zoo, a funfair.... its everything tat anyone could wish for... but he muz be so lonely... imagine being de onli occupant of singapore...

lalala... so happie todae!!! went shopping wif my mama n bot lotsa thingies!!! hehe... fruitful dae.. lalala..... oh ya.. before tat went for parents seminar at sp... abel was supposed to go wif his ma.. but he gotta prepare some stuff for his frenx suprise party.. so onli me, my ma n his ma... hehe...

hehe.... skip chinese lesson todae... told de tcher we were going for open hse.. lalala.... den i call xinyu half way.. denise n esther so funni!! ask me go help dem tell de chinese tcher tat we skipping chinse wif reason.. haha.. dey donno how to explain in chinese!! lolx!! hee~ when we were walking outta sch... saw robin!!! i miss him sooooooooo much!!! veriveri long no c him liao!!!!! den me, him n ben go find xinyu den go eat.. after tat dey so hg mall play game (so boliao rite??!!) n me n xinyu go shopping (tats wat i call spending time wisely!! hehe..)... walk ard... saw chairling... hehe~ den walk somemore... go take pix.. saw zhen jia... go eat supper.. saw zhen jia again.... go eat ice cream... den go home... hehe..... haix... i miss everyone so much... 4e3' 2002 foreva n eva!!!

hehe... pon sch todae.... been planning for it like so long liao.. finally took action.. n i din tell my ma.. till evening.. pricked by conscience la.. heng she neva scold!! hehe.. all de lit students in my class pon todae lor!! haha... my class onli left 7 ppl todae!! hahaha....oh ya!! de freaking black woman doc dowan giv us mc lor!! so sick rite??!! anywae.. we wanted to go tp open hse at first.. den lata decided to watch movie instead... haha.. watched "down". its a new horror movie.. juz opened todae... n its damn nice!!! veriveri gd show!!! hahaha!! kinda got abitta sci-fi... hee~ went to poke ball after tat.. den go meet mama for dinner.. => sian... tml got 2 test..... n one ish a maths test!!! bleah~

haha.. juz now got road race.... me, liuyin, peirong n lynnette walk all de way lor.. lolx... n guess wat??? stef finally came to sch after 2 weeks!!! hahaha.... den after tat, me, yanjun n stef change uni.. hehe.. red skirt look nice la.. n jun look so ij-ish!! lolx.. yea.. stayed back for lit den went to meet dem for free seoul garden... kaox... keep eating till i so bloated... den keep toking n luffing, toking n luffing..... bth sia!! haha.... n daryl squeezed lime juice into de yam ice-cream!! so bad rite??!! lololololx.. lalala.... go take pix.. den go home liao... pk pang sei us half-way.. go meet church fren.. den stef's bf came den she also left after tat... => hee~ khay wee so nice!!n his phone also veri nice!! hehe~ *grins evily*

raining all dae todae.. suits my mood>> stormy... i cant believe i was so dumb to take de bus from de wrong side... realli so dumb... i'm gonna stick wif xy n sher from now onwards!! no more venturing out by myself!!! hmm... juz now when going ikea on de bus.. got 2 lian keep staring at me.. den sae wat angmohangmoh one... toot la... den heard one of dem saying "you ji ge yandao jiang wo xiang angmoh leh!!" pls lor.... go look in de mirror!!! we ate de swedish meat ball... yum-yum!! its de first meat ball tat i don find repulsive lor... hehee.. went over to queensway.. saw feifei n co... weiming rebond!! hehe.. lalala... feifei seems to have slimmed down leh.. hee~ xms taf ish damn effective!!

juz reach home... sch sux todae.. as usual.. except for lit lesson which alwaez brightens up de day... tat old maomao told us to stay back after lesson cos we went to de toilet n came to class late..den she ask if we had a conscience... so lame!!! cant stand her!! n its onli pc lor.. kaox.. purposely pick on us!!! anyway.. i read an article todae.. n it said tat if we were to start a gratitude diary n enter 5 things we are grateful for each day.. we will look back at it n be veri pleased wif our life.. so i'm gonna start todae!!!

haiyo.. juz reach home.. my net is coking up again.. as usual... cant stand.... it sux.. met up wif xiao shi n xuelin todae.. cant believe wat xuelin told me... cant believe tat such a thingie happened to my dearest ger.... she neva used to be liddat.. but den again.. ppl change... i juz hope tat she'll come out ok.. juz hope tat she'll be alright...

heee.. reached home bout 11... lalala.. went east coast wif zhi juz now... damn... cycle till my butt so pain!!!! bth... hmmm.... den on de way back.. stopped at eunos... go toilet.. went to eat ice cream.. i lazy to take bus den take cab.. hehee...lalala... had a great day except for buttaches.. n I NEVA FALL OF MY BIKE TODAE!!!! a veri big achievment!! neither did i bang into any thing.. heheheh!! but i suddenly stop la.. den ppl behind almoz bang into me.. lalala... ride behind me for wat.. so stupid!! haha

hee~ v-dae juz over.. got lotsa stuff from my frenz n class ppl... sho sweet... hee~ lotsa chocolate.. gonna get veriveri fat!! lolx!! anywae.. a veri big thankies to u all... n congrats to de senior debate team who won de 1st round todae... lets hope de next round goes well too!! ganbatte!! went to meet xinyu n sheryl after tat.. saw wilson den i poke him.. went to look for yuan lin while waiting for xy n sher.. den when we were walking to heeren.. saw yeehui.. forgot to wish her happi b-dae.. haha.. oh ya.. happie sensational seventeen to my dearest bitch ayu n to yee hui.. ya.. den chris pass me de pix of de cute little punk we saw on cny.. onli 3 yr old so shuai liao.. next time will be a heart-breaker sia!! hehe... take care ppl!!
hey boi!! thanx so much n happi v-dae!! luv u!!

which francesca lia block girl are you?

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lolx... wanted to go home early today.. then ben called pn during gp..den our gp relief tcher got date so he ask if we wanted to go off earli (eat snake!!).. den met ben n apple lor.. dey came inside de canteen to wait for us. dh join us cos she was going to apple hse to help him wif some stuff.. end up all go apple hse to make sushi n cookies.. haha.. reach home bout 10.30.. took cab.. haha... sian la.. no bus.. hee~ de cookies.. not bad la.. for first attempt.. hehe..
happi valentines dae to all!!!

Have you even been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so
vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it
means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all
these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so
nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any
other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them
a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one
day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your
own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you
out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like
"maybe we should just be friends" or "how very perceptive" turns
into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts.
Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a
>soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart
pain. I hate love. -Alisa Perne

yep... true.. veri true....

sometimes.. she makes me feel under-appreciated.....

which stereotype are you?

haha... cant tok now... my face is green... cos i got mask... budden hor... juz now sneeze... haha.. den all crumble liao!! lolx..

haiz.. i todae so guai.. went home earli... den bot dinner... spent $11 on ribs... hehehehe... not bad la.. quite nice.. heheh... juz now break tat time go heartland mall.. den left there at 2.55.. we scared late so take cab. haha.. onli $ 2.50... so funni... take cab all de way up to sch.. noneed walk!! haha... so fun!! gonna try it more often!!

eh... xinyu n jeanne came by juz now.... toktok abit den went to paopao... yuan lin was there... companying her dear... den we play daidee for awhile n her dear joined us for blackjack.. hehe.... miss tat ger sia... next time go orchard muz go find her!! hehehe... enjoy working wor!! lolx... shuddup!!!

they sae that singapore is a harmonious country.. that people live in peace.. there is social discord.. no social discord.. but i feel that what those people see are only on the surface.. if u look... realli look.... like i have... u will notice someting... through my eyes.. i realise that we are divided into 2 de english society n the chinese society.

naturally.. the eng society are considered to be more "high-class". their version of gangsters are called punks. these punks are seen as cool and "in" . the chinese version of gangsters are known as the bengs and lians. (even the name sounds more low-class) most people, me included, see them to be an immatured n uneducated bunch of ppl who try to act like they own the world. wait a minute... am i actually criticising the ppl who i once associated with??? whats happening to me?????

my family background is english. i speak english at home. but ever since i entered primary school.. my main medium has switched to chinese. all my friends have a chinese background n they all speak chinese. my secondary school used to be a chinese school. even our sch song is in chinese. the bengs n the lians were the popular ones in the school! i was juz like one of them before... adopting "god-bro" n "god-sis"... all my ex were part of the gang.. or acted like part of the gang anyway...

all of a sudden.. it seems like i'm trying to hide my past. i seldom tok to dem anymore.. i seldom speak chinese. sometimes.. i'm at a loss for topics when i do speak to them.. there is suddenly this huge gap... tats drifting further n further.... even the ppl i hang out with are different.

all of a sudden, i feel different. i guess something in me died as 2002 faded away... sometimes.. i don even know what to say when i'm wif my son... de very same person who was in the same class as me for 4 years.. this being de start of the fifth...... is it the language barrier?? the seperation between the english n the chinese societies???

wat am i? or rather.. who am i? the eng, or the chin?? i guess i'm stuck in the middle.. but sometimes.. i juz speak chin without even realising it.... is that my true calling?? or was i born an eng?? i dont know... i really dont know.. is this really what i'm feeling now?? or is it pessimism arising from pms?? whatever it is.. there are only 2 sentences to describe it.. only one is right. pick one.

1. chao - ahlian trying to pose as miss universe
2. miss universe reappearing from behind the chao - ahlian mask

i guess it all boils down to one answer. i'm a confused girl facing the first crossroads of my life. the point is which road to take.....

pon todae.... all de doc i c so nice.. he offer me extra mc.. too bad tml noneed go sch.... hehe.... den i complain bout srjc to him!! haha.. he also from acjc last time leh!! 14 yrs ago!! hahaha... went to meet xinyu after tat... yeH!!! i bot my dress!!!! haha... so nu ren wei!! lolx!! too bad.. no black.. so i took purple... hee~ ya.. den xy got meet her aunt.. i go find my mama... bot another top.. (yEsH!! goT black!!! hahaha!! ) n nailpolish!! nicenice weird colour!! i like!! lolx... on de way back rite.. saw these indian twins.. 2 gerger.. bout 7 or 8 i tink.. my ma made a funni face at one of dem.. den dey toktok.. stare at my ma.. den i glare back.. toopid blackies!! one of dem tried to diao me.. i diao back... in a damn xialan way (as usual rite.. haha). den both of dem keep looking my way.. i dowan look back!! hahaha... toopid thingies... wait i pokey ur red button ar!!! hUr~ dOn fOoL wiF mE.. i'M a qUaLiFiEd RaCiSt!!!

do eyelashes grow back after dey drop?? how long do dey take???? look funni now....

hmm... drawing on my hp now... hehe... fUn* hehe... tried so many times.. still look abit weird.. nvm... i liek can liao!! haha... lalala.... so fun... waiting to draw on sheryl's phone!!! *hinthint*

hmmmmm... so which am i?? abit of both?? maybe...... tink so........

-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


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-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to
stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much
Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally
charged. You definitely love the person you're
with, and always want to know how they're
feeling so you can make sure they're happy.


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-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


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you hate it. but what can do you, just complain?
it doesn't matter, just as long as you get an
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some things are hard to sae out.. n if i realli sae out.. replies will be... its liddat la.. i last time also liddat.. now also no prob ma... but diff ppl got siff feelings.... rite.....
*dazed n confused n lost*

lolololx!!! todae go watch They wif some of my class ppl... so funni... i watch.. i scream.. den i luff.. hehehe... after tat go walkwalk... den go take pix wif dem.. hehe... after tat go meet zhi n xy... donno do wat den take cabbie go find sheryl at chompchomp... so long neva c her!!! i miss her so much!!!! after eating.. we WALK home!!! hehe.. so guai rite??!! lolx.. healthy sia!! haha.. keep toking n luffing all de way... feel so gd... feel like before.. when all so carefree n childish.. have things changed?? i tink dey have.. some things have changed anyway....
to my dearest da jie, er jie, san jie..... "as we go on.. we remember.. all de times we... had together.......... n as our lives change.. come wateva.. we will still be... frenx foreva........." luv u ppl so veriveri much... i neva wan us to part!! g4 foreva!! dong gan chao ren rox de worLd!!!

hee~ juz now go watch shanghai knights wif zhi... veriveri funni !!!!! hehe... den keep luffing.. haha... jackie chan ish damn sAat!! n even tho i don like fann... i have to admit she was not bad in de show.. haha.. her hair so long so straight so sleek... damn chio sia!! hmmm... oh ya.. de cold storage pizza not nice.. next time eat de chicken breast instead.. hehe.. yea.. den after tat go orchard walkwalk.. so quiet... hee~ walk walk liao.. my mama called.. den i ta bao bk for my ma.. sHo GuAi !!! heheh.. reached home bout 11.30.. haha... btw... do u noe de show little lulu?? i juz realised tat it rhymes wif stupid kuku!!! lololololx!!

she was lying in bed.. half aslp..or maybe she was actually awake.. but trying to tell herself tat she was aslp.. lying to herself again.. she heard voices.. quarreling... again.. she couldn't stand it.. it was like going back in the past.. ppl quarreling n she hiding.. tots reverberated in her mind till she finally fell into a deep slp...... trying to lie to herself.. telling herself de voices were part of her dream.. tat noone was quarreling.. tat todae was not chinese new year.....

oKie.. officialy chinese new year.. haha... i forgot to sae.. shu yin got best speaker for both debates held last wednesdae.. WELL DONE MAN!!! u did de xinmin debating team proud!! continue to strive wor.. too bad i wont have de chance to compete wif u.. de tcher neva submit our class names for de debate la.. sigH.. but in a way.. i'm also sick of debate la.. hehe... anyway.. 3 cheers for sharma.. shuyin n xm debate team!!! hiphip hurray!!!!