hmmm. once again, being the short-memory bimbo that i am, i practically forgot every single thing that i wanted to blog. i think i should stop thinking about what to blog, and just blog. let me give it a go.

we went to beloved momo just now... and things seemed.... perfect. all the clubbing kakis... the drinks.. the seats.... then we went to phuture. it was at phuture that my night took a drastic turn.

think of it this way: how easy is it to forget the person who slashed you with a parang??? even when the wound heals, a welt is formed!!! there is a SCAR!!!!!

now everyone look at their legs; see if there are any scars. do u rmb falling down now?? true, some scars heal. mine healed(as in the scar i got from falling down).. but the last time i fell down was AGES ago!!! maybe... 10 years ago??? and there are many other scars (like the three slashes i got from the escalator), that are still there. sometimes i look at my scars, and i feel happy. *thought bubble* "i fall down on escalator before leh.... you got anot??!!! hurhur~". but at the same time i rmb the pain, the blood, the tears. yeah. do you get what i'm saying? do you feel the same way???

anw, on clubbing. i am disgusted(cos i used to dislike the coordinated moves.. but i'm starting to find it cute!!) to announce that i am actually starting to like mambo more n more.... haha. especially when they played "it's my life". it makes me happy =) and guess what??? they played spice up your life at momo!!!!!!! *jumpityjumpityjump* anyone who has clubbed with me knows that i go mad when they play this song!!!! hahahahahahhaaa!!!!!!!

actually, i don have that much left to say... will post pix when i get them from singuan.... it's been a wild night.... each time i turn to see ryan(bestfren's fren) holding his cigerette, i get internal conflict between the devil and the angel. lolx. smokesmokesmoke!!!! NONONO!!!!!! angel won tonight. hehe. =) ryan and his fren were very nice, keeping us safe... and.... to a certain extent, protected. haha. nice ppl. i like clubbing with this kinda ppl, tho of cos, us girls can take care of ourselves just as well!!! it's just a nice change to have other ppl do the job. heh.


did u ever realise??? that if you dig your nose after clubbing, there is alot of stuff in ur nose??? as in.. the pi sai la.... ya. and if u dig ur nose with a tissue paper after u smoke, u find lots of brown precipitate on e tissue??!!!!

***pls do not dig ur nose in front of an audience. it is immensely revolting regardless of how good-looking you are.







once again girls, i am so glad that despite all that shit i put u girls thru, u're still here with me. thank you for a wonderful friendship. =)))



















THIS IS ON MY DARLING CLIFF.
i am seeing my darling later and we're gonna watch villa wellness together. but first, i gotta decide what to cook for dinner..... *brainstorm*

anw, that day he drove us to fortcaning, and we walked round.... explored, and i kissed him under a misletoe... i donno what it signifies, but from what i vaguely rmb, it's something good!!=) looked at some old graves and stood there wondering about these ppl who were some somebody, but are reduced to once-grand tombstones, now eroded by elements of nature. thinking bout their greatgreatgreatgreatgreatgreatgreatgreat grandkids, and how they'd feel about having someone important in the ancestral line. i think it's pretty awesome =) there was this particular person, a german, who died in singapore.. somehow, i think it sucks(sorry, i cant think of any better word) to die in foreign land... maybe, hopefully, he had loved singapore as much as some of us do, and was happy to die here...? i said a silent prayer for them. for the great ones who came years before me, and helped build the nation that i have come to love(i do love singapore hor!!!! ).

anw, he pointed out (shit! i just forget what it's called!!!) the place where ppl register marriages... YES!!!! ROM!!!! hahahahhahaa. and i asked when he was bringing me there.

him: 9 years later la.... now to early to get married.
me: i know..... engage first la.. since we're here already.... we can be engaged for 9 yrs!!!

haha. i was joking la.... i'm only 19..... but who knows right??? i might, i repeat, might, one day walk down the aisle with him!!! hahahhaa. we never know what lies ahead of us in life, what the Big Guy up there has in stall for us... we can only wait. someday, we'll find out. till then, i'll treasure my moments with my darling. my favourite boyfriend. hahahhaa. ok la..... my only boyfriend. =)